Monday, June 30, 2008
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangcock to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
for you. :)
Very very nice song!
I like :D
I wanted to find just solely the song that will play on my blog without the video.
But I cant freaking find.
So school, from today onwards, gonna be B-O-R-I-N-G!
Like seriously, go school study, come home study, go school study, come home study.
Shall go watch movies with my friends sometimes!
Have darn a lot of tutorials to do.
Like electrolysis.
And maths tutorials gonna go at the speed of light >.<
Am scared!
Gonna start doing my t3A before I do the rest of my work.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Out again today! (this kind of lifestyle feels super shiok please!)
Went causeway point with mas and letch!
Missed letch!
Met up with letch first and we went to get her deteorant.
She's like forever getting one whenever she goes cwp.
Then we went library and mas joined us there!
Was too busy talking to letch and didnt realised I borrowed books I read before!
Irritating la, I have read 2 out of 3 books I borrowed.
I wanna go back to the library!
Then went lunch in KFC!!
And bitched about our lives.
And our love lives.
And random people.
And just basically anything under the sun.
I love talking to them la, super fun.
Laughed quite a lot today. :D
Then walked around and went The Body Shop!
We had fun messing around with the make up!
I bet the bodyshop people hate us.
I love the concealer there cos it's so cute!
If you ever run out of beign colour pencil, just replace it with the concealer from bodyshop. It can even be sharpened! Darn cute!
And we tried on shining powder and dusted them all over our forearms.
Met up for a short while only though.
Cos letch wanted to go back and do tutorials that freak! CTs are just over.
And I wanted to jog.
Jogged immediately after I got back home.
Was quite a good run (:
Then ran up my block and did 100pumpings and crunches.
Cos I'm feeling fat and lumpy EW aft not running for a week plus.
Have a lot of reading to do later!
Time mag, sunday times and my books! :)
Saturday, June 28, 2008
SCIENCE CENTRE ADV TODAY! haha.
Zanyu and I visited the science centre today. :D
Quite a major face lift since the last time I went there.
Which I guess, was in primary school.
But the mad scientist is still there, climbing up and down the rope.
It was quite an eye opening experience.
And I was rather amazed by myself cos I understood most of the thing they mentioned under genome section.
Like VTNR, DNA fingerprinting, double helix.
But apparently zanyu was so damn bored at the section, haha.
Oh and we felt old and overaged cus the place was ridiculously filled with kids running around.
The electricity thing is damn awesome!
And the optical illusion thing.
And oh well, most of everything.
I forgot to bring my camera out and felt like killing myself.
So gotta just use my phone camera, and took loads of pictures.
Walked like 3 hours around the centre.
And met Mr Wong! Haha, how coincidental is that.
He was just back from the omnitheatre and we're heading there.
Omnitheatre thing was alright, kinda relieving back pri school memories.
Cos I know I used to love watching shows from the dome like screen.
If only they're turn that place in a simulator thing, wa damn fun!
I feel like going for a roller coaster ride nowww! The ones in Jap disneyland (:
Kinetic garden was cool.
Hung around a bit more before heading home.
PICTURES!
ME ME ME! (when I'm size 0)
his coloured shadow
my coloured shadows (my fave pic so far!)
US!
fat ass me! haha
scrawny legs. quite scary!
this is how we'll look when we grow fat. >.<
<3
the number of people on earth at the time i snapped it.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Watched
Wanted today :D
It was quite an exciting movie and it keeps your body high in adrenaline level.
But I think it's too much violence and blood for my own liking. Haha.
My best movie is still Enchanted!
Oh got my nebo tapz card already and I have the $10 top up, $10 free thing.
Soooo, if you guys feel like shooting hoops or drifting daytona, ask me along too!
Nat, Anna, kaixin, we should so meet up soon la!
Maybe we can go play tekken and try to win the opponents again.
So after that, zanyu and I went to played arcade.
While shooting hoops, my card (in my pocket) accidentally tapped the sensor thing 5 more times so we played hoops 5 times consistantly and omg, I was so damn tired after it ended. But it was quite shiok. A release of stress and unhappiness.
Yes, I'm putting back my tagboard.
I know quite loserish to do that la but I realised it's so much more convenient that way. Like naf didnt need to waste sms to tell me that she changed her blog and stuff like that.
Feeling sleepy, shall go sleep now.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Long absence!
My life these days have been quite frustrating, quite saddening and very boring. :(
For one,
my com crashed, the hard disk to be exact.
There was nothing the (supposedly) quite clever HP person can do
except to tell us that EVERYTHING will be gone.
Like seriously, even the recycle bin I think.
So when I next used the com, which is currently actually
I get this really foreign feeling,
like you're using the com in the school library kinda feeling.
BOO.
I lost ten thousand million things.
Things like my jap trip photos,
ALL my photos (I took hours to arrange them in folders!),
my documents (including t3A!),
daddy's invoice, microsoft2007 (DAMN!) and so many la.
It sucks man.
Okay, for two,
it was my ct2 week this week.
Am happy that it's over but somehow, I don feel very happy or relaxed or relieved.
(come back home still have to do bio e assessment *@&#*@&()
Papers were horrible, as usual.
Chem mcq was a bitch!
I don understand why the teachers have to set it so so hard, seriously i doubt the teachers can finish all 30 questions within 45mins.
If all of them can, have every questions seriously attempted, I'll do something extreme!
I doubt I used my brains at all cos it was so hard to even comprehend, I gave up la.
It's kinda testing more of our guess-the-right-answers skills instead of chem knowledge.
Will blog again, soon.
ANTM now!
Oh yes, happy 2yr anniversary!
:D
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
I reckon there is no other place that's noiser than my house currently.
There's a funeral being held downstairs.
My neighbour's renovating the house.
And there's some drainage construction at my block.
I don really know how I managed to squeeze in organisation and control of prokaryotes and eukaryotes but somehow I did. :D Which left me only tutorials to go through after that.
Am please that I am finally done with revision for chem, maths and bio.
I did what I planned to do, which included reading of notes, going through of tutorials and some practices if it is available to me.
:)
Going out later to meet zanyu for a short dinner, and maybe a movie too! Since I'm on schedule. So sick of hanging around either in my room, my living room or the kitchen. So I'm going out whee!
I dread the coming days. ECONS!
I have huge huge issues with econs seriously.
and I have 6 more chaps to cover omg.
Monday, June 16, 2008
BOO! Today marks the start of our last week of holidays.
Shit.
I dont feel as though I have taken a real, well deserved break.
Holidays are meant for you to unwind, chill and forget about school right?
But I spent most of it on studying and catching up on school work.
So unexciting please.
Everytime I go out and play, I always have this voice to tell me to hurry home and finish up what my timetable says.
Urgh.
I know, I'm not the only one & I should quit whining.
I guess my real hols start after the last A level paper, which is still months away. :(
Mugged today.
& am gonna mug every single day this week. :(
Anyway I had some random thoughts last night
while I laid in my bed, staring into the darkness.
It's really quite scary to be soo emotionally attached to someone,
when that certain someone has meant so much to you.
& what if, one day, someone or something robs the person away from you?
How are you gonna deal with it?
I think I'll probably spend hours crying and bawling my eyes out.
Probably take days to pack away the stuff that the person has given me
and safely tucked them under my bed.
Probably take months to slowly remove all the pictures from the com and phone and put them in a folder and in a corner where I normally wont see.
& probably years to shelve the happy moments I had with the person to the back of my mind and move on with life.
Too bad that our brains do not have a recycle bin when we can erase memories when they are not needed anymore. And everything is made worse if you're a sentimental person, right?
Ok, i should be going back to doing econs.
Omg, I never ever wanna touch econs after I leave JC.
ANYWAY!!!
My next break would be this SATURDAY!!!
Zanyu's and my 2yrs anniversary!!!
and it's 1.. 2.. 3.. 4..
5 days away from now! WHEE!
It's gonna be fun, I think. :D
can't wait!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Ponned NUH session today! Cos eileen wasn't going and zanyu and I kinda just slacked off. :D
Watched Kungfu panda with my mum, sisters and a bunch of little cousins.
I felt so old and mature at the same time when I'm with them.
Kungfu Panda was nice!
It was so damn funny I laughed like an idiot.
Shot hoops with my sister before the movie and I won her HOORAY!
But I lost to her aft the movie. :(
Then went home with weilin, slacked and rested a while at home.
Then gathered stuff and headed to zanyu's house for dinner and soccer match.
Yep, I totally cant believe that I actually went his house for soccer :D
Oh ya! Lame me saw this very cute toy from action city.
A fake bread that looks & feels so damn real.
So I bought and wanted to trick zanyu.
AND AND he almost bite down onto the rubber!
Haha I kinda shrieked a little cos I didnt expect him to eat.
But his confused face was such a classic.
So funny at that moment (:
My boyfriend makes me laugh<3
Dinner with this family was rather awkward :/ Haha
So I just ate quietly.
Soccer match was alright. Spore wasnt performing up to standard I guess.
But watching soccer together was fun!
Overall, it's been a happy but tiring day for me.
the feeling today was... special.
ugly hp socks which I made uglier in an attempt to make it nicer sian!
daddy's gift from us <3
the fake bread that looks so darn real!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
URGH.
Woke up with really really bad cramps this morning.
What i saw in the mirror was this very pale face.
Freaked, I went back to my bed and slept for 2more hours
and I woke up later, feeling better, but still uncomfortable at the tummy.
It rained suddenly, just when I was getting back to sleep.
:D
Yesterday, my sis and I felt so sick of studying, we decided to go bishan and chill.
Went mos burger to eat and the prawn burger was very nice!
Then we headed to the arcade! (and saw some cheering squad boys from vj)
Shooting hoops and bishi bashi chased all the stress away, I swear.
I couldnt outdo my sis in the hoops. :/ irritating
HAHA.
Then we went walkwalk. And I got an ugly sock for my handphone.
The sock I liked was from nokia and cost 6times more than the price of socks from minitoons.
I had to be sensible right. :(
Gonna try make it nicer but sewing my name on it.
Got my daddy his father's day gift!
An adidas spray! :D
I hope he doesnt break it.
Full day mugging today, again.
Am running out of steam pui.
Shall post pictures another day. Lazy to do it now.
she deserves better.
she deserves a lot better.and it scares the shit out of me.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
After 2 days of full day mugging, I was quite relieved to be out yesterday the whole day with zanyu.
It was great cos I didnt look at any books or worksheet AT ALL.
Very shiok!
The day started with him coming over my house to filter my econs notes.
He did markings on them so I know which to study indept, and which to just skim through.
Thanks a lot :D
Then had lunch at my house, got ready to go out
and we went The Grand Cathay to catch Sex&the City.
It was alright I guess, but not really my cup of tea when it comes to movie.
Cos I don't really fancy looking at 4women pondering about Love and trying to salvage them.
It's just so... draggy.
But still, my first M18 movie!
(a few sex scenes which look violent and disturbing. :/)
Then went habourfront centre and ate yoshinoya.
Haha, cant believe we travelled That far just to eat yoshi.
Walked around for a bit more before catching 855 back home.
Had a rather good nap on the bus. I dont even know why I'm so tired.
thanks for the secret recipes cakes! My family totally devoured it :D
Then bathed and sat down comfortably on my bed and read my storybook for 2hours.
It was storming outside and it created sucha a good ambiene for book reading.
Particularly the book I was reading cos it's about pyschopaths and murder.
Gross&disturbing.
Good day!
Shall go study org chem before going for my usual jog today.
Zanyu's off at his hockey chalet so I'll be rather alone at night without his usual everyday sms-es.
But gonna get used to it, afterall army's gonna be like that as well!
OOOH, and I got 22/25 for chem e-assignment after the 2nd try!
YAY!
tissue sofa i made, and he modified.
my new heels. simple and nice.
in woodlands regional library
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Panic-attack!I realised I really Gotta have to get down to mugging 6 to 8hours a day (minus some days which I'm going out for sure) for me to cover my syllabus. I'm almost done with each subjects except econs.
It's so unfair you know, for ct1 econs topics to be included in ct2 too. So we're tested on all 9 topics for econs and omg, I wanna die. I think I'm gna abandone my old style of studying econs (which was to write notes for every single damn thing) and study only the key concepts and some important memorising parts. (gonna pester zanyu to help me filter those un-important parts haha, cos to me, everything looks significant.)
Yesterday was great!
NUH in the morning was alright except that I'm having my usual sinus attack and felt too tired to be enthu.
Then after NUH, zanyu and I trekked all the way to beach road under my mini umbrella to eat chicken cutlet rice there and buy his humongous bag. Apparently, his bag could fit him inside, so I guess, it's rather enormous.
Then debated to go orchard or somerset or cwp. Had a lil argument haha. In the end settled to go cwp and I got my heels there! Whee. Then went to lib and borrowed books which I douubt I can finish. ._.
Ate in yoshi! I got cheated and I felt so sad. Oh we made tissue sofas too! Lazy to upload photos, will do it someother day.
Mugged today.
And I went for a jog cos I felt flabby&fat after not jogging for a week.
Came back home and skipped for 500times with my skipping rope.
Felt damn satisfied with myself after that (:
But I think my calves grew after that, so i Wont Ever skip again.
Did static after that and I felt good after exercising.
MUGGING SESSION :/
starts from now!
Friday, June 06, 2008
interview workshop yesterday was very good.
The speaker was very engaging and humourous and very confident.
Very nice.
We learnt a lot.
We have learnt how to think on our feet, link random stuff to our strengths and lil tips here and there.
Got to know about image related things also.
Like how to wear to impress te panel and the no-no too.
I have an oval face by the way and short hairstyle for me would be good. (:
Oh no, I hope I didnt displace the notes. ._.
Shopping today with my sister!
It was fun! We walked like 7hours straight and by the end of the day, our feets were killing us.
But bought stuff! Kinda regret not getting the red top haix.
Alright, never do much work this two days! Gotta start mugging from sunday onwards!
It's almost the last two weeks of the holidays. Oh no, serious mugging have to start soon sian.
PICTURES!
new tops we shared to buy (: good to have sucha good shopping partner, of the same size, of the same taste, living under the same roof.
a different style of mine.
me and the vest!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Major accomplishment today!
Did many many practices on AP GP :D
Had quite a fun time doing the further practices that were included in our tutorial.
Then I sat down on my sofa and read periodic table for an hour straight.
Awesome! Cos I hardly am able to sit down and study for 1hour straight. At most 45mins. :/ I know, lousy me.
Then I learnt how to cook, from my mum.
Was really very eye opening because I have learnt so many things.
Now, i know the thoery to cooking hotplate beancurd and vegetables.
Practical wise... I'm confident. Haha
Quite a good bonding session (with my mum) too, I must say.
Cooking is troublesome!
My mum washed the wok like ten thousand times, in the process of cooking 3 dishes.
Troublesome.
Then went downstairs with my mum and sister.
Got chicken wings (yum!) and did some errands.
Manraj, you owe me $2.20! (: The notes were freaking thick.
That practically sums up my day today.
Boring but quite meaningful to me.
I can foresee myself cooking dinner whee!
No longer know if what I'm doing is right.
No longer know how to reason with my mind(instead of my heart).
No longer am as happy as before.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Whee, I'm finally productive today.
Sat on my table for an hour plus doing irritating stats and I finished studying photosynthesis! Now the mugging mood has kinda worn away and I feel like lazing the rest of the day away. :x
Random stuff not in chronological manner :D
#1. Had a very satisfying day yesterday. :)
#2. Senior farewell dinner @ pasta de waraku & changing appeitte yesterday night in marina square.
#3. Am never gonna eat pasta there again but I wna dry their curry rice someday :)
#4. Brave me put a container over a bug (that could fly) at midnight so my sister and I could go to bed safely.
#5. The bug didnt die of lack of oxygen the next morning, surprisingly.
#6. Senior talk last night scared the shit out of me. I'm thiiiissss close to deciding my future.
passionate ;
