busy this two days!

Yesterday!
Zanyu came my house to slack before meeting the rest of my classmates. Mum cooked him nice lunch! He always have nice food when he comes over, lucky pig! Haha. Then it was late lunch with my sec4 friends at the cafe. I was the only girl, again ._.

But it was quite okay. Guys talk is so... interesting. Haha. But I guess I got used to it alr. Good to see them all again and on the way back home today, it suddenly dawned on me that they are going NS next year.

Those people who are quite close to me at a certain time in my life and we had so much fun before (during chalets and outings) are all going NS together! Haha, cannot imagine.

Then, we're off to aristal! It was alllll the way at clementi, so the journey there was rather long. Aristal was alright. I don't really like the seats there though, cos it wasnt inclined enough and I'm not tall enough to look over somebody with HUMONGOUS hair. So yea, was feeling quite irritated throughout the dance concert.

The western dance was quite impressive. And chinese dance guys are cool. Haha. Zanyu and I wanted to have supper but it ended later than we expected so our supper date failed. But he sent me all the way back to khatib. Thanks <3


on the train back home (:




aristal tix!


TODAY
Didnt have enough sleep :(
Nebo amazing race today! Haha, was feeling quite excited and tired at the same time.

Omg, half the world's population was there please. It was like a sea of orange in front of the grand cathay.

Our first stop was botanic garden (spells trouble already!) I hate botanice garden cos amazing race there will never be easy. Trekked from one end to another and have to sketch the leaves of 3 freaking plants which we searched like hell for.

Lousy me was already feeling a bit grumpy and exhausted from all the walking by then haha. Fort canning up next and the task was rather fun. Thanks naf, you did a great job! It wasnt easy :D

It was pouring when we left fort canning and it felt rather nice walking in the rain with umbrella. Took train to bedok bus terminal where we had to performed our self composed song to a audience of more than 3. And wa lao, our audience walked away while we were performing. :( Broke our hearts totally.

Then it was to eastpoint mall and the task was easy. Then pasir ris park and the task was irritating. Got my white shorts dirty at the butt area (nope, I didnt fall, it was the things that we had to do at the station) and I felt so embarrassed. :/

Last station was at white sands and it was easy too. Then went back to downtown east, where our ending point is, and saw half the world back there already. :( Haha, and we were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN close to getting a free apple ipod lucky draw!

Goody bag was quite impressive. Lots of stuff and useful vouchers. Ate in KFC before going back home. Was too tired to train back to town to support the vjcheers. Sorry!




before the race, all geared up! (sort of :D)



them!



mas and naf!



at the end point!

Am feeling super restless today.

You know, the "wanna just roll around in bed and be stupid" kinda feeling?
Took super damn long to finish half of chemical bonding.
Gonna start on the second half soon urgh.
Haha, I'm taing a ridiculously loooong break.

Yesterday was fun!
Out with zanyu.

Watched 'what happened in vagas'.
It was a really good comedy and romance movie.

Then off to expo.
Popular sale was so so only.
Didnt really look at storybooks. :(
Got some toy for my sis, stickers and some random stuff.

Food fair was so damn packed with people.
We had to squeezeeeeee our way around, irritating!
Had our 'dinner' there. Haha.

Then went changi airport to rest before taking 858 back home.
thanks for sending me back home!
Was dead tired by the time I reached back home. :/




part of our food.


look what my lil sister drew! and she stuck it all round the house.
*any information on the paper is inaccurate.

The pyschometric test was quite fun, except for the maths part.

I still cant get over the fact that I screwed up Simple maths, real bad.
132/20= 5! omgg!
Like, there wasnt differentiation, integration, curve drawing, yet I couldnt do.
It was just simple adding, substrating but I kept getting stuck.
Left 8 questions blank and ten other thousand questions were "ti-kam-ed".

I couldn't really comprehend the questions and the questions were word-y to the max.
And I missed my calculator.
Cant bring it in so we had to do maths like in primary school. :/

Went for lunch with eileen after that.
Slept on the bus.
Slept after I reached back home.

Realised that I have not studied at all today.
Timetable says I gotta finish up vector 4 & 5 and functions HA HA HA.

Out tomorrow!
Singapore expo and movieeee!
It's time to unwind!
and think about work, when I have the time.
Oh yes, the Great Singapore Sale! Doubt that I have time (and money) to do some good shopping.

Shall start work at 8pm and mug through the night. Am envious of those not mugging pui :(



and my fastest cube solving time record: 3min 41s. slow, must improve (:

REFLECTIONS

I was in deep thought during dinner, after seeing my dad stoning into space.

I now understand why our family never go travelling. Why we never owned any PSP or play station. Why my sister and I never go out shopping with more than $100 in our wallet.

Dont misunderstand me, I'm not putting the blame on my parents. I love my parents, they are indispensible in my life. My dad, despite being the sole breadwinner in our family, never ever refuse to give us money whenever we requested. I guess we'll never know how tough it is to be earning money to keep 5 people in the family alive until we actually step into the working world. But I know, it's not as easy as it seems.

That's why I cant wait to start working, so I can earn money to relieve the burden that's on my dad's shoulders.

Sometimes, i see my dad staring into space and I wonder if he's vexing over money matters. He never talks about his problem with us and even assures us that he'll have enought money to last us through university. But I have two sisters after me, it's not that easy right?

I shall be sensible and handle my own finance more carefully.
And make this my motivation to get good grades, make it into a good university and hopefully, have a big fat wallet.

to my retarded but yet loved sister! handle your money wisely too uh.. *erhem.. singapore flyer?

Dont worry, I don think I'll become stingy (I hope not!) but I'll definitely be more sensible with my own finance cos it's time that I grow up.

Am going aristal! zanyu got tickets, haha thanks alot! Love dance concerts!

Just finished my workout.

Had a great jog today. It was rather impromptu because it just stopped raining and i thought it would be rather humid to run. However, I had the urge to go for a run and the air seemed fresher than normal and I love the smell of the rain.

A policeman smiled at me from inside his car while his colleague was turning round a corner. And it was a big spastic grin, so funny. So I just smiled awkwardly back. Came back home, all weak (cos i havent been jogging for a week!) and sweaty and did half of stages. Burpees, push ups, deadfish and statics.

And my lil sister exercised around me too. She jogged around me, did stretching, arching of back and all sort of funny things. Haha.

Oh yes!

Yesterday night was harmoc concert. Was glad I went! It wasnt as bad as what I have heard lo.

Went NUH in the morning and the three of us, zanyu eileen and I, had a colouring competition which I have won! (HAHA, don care!) After NUH, I went zanyu's house (his parents are home btw) to eat and use his computer for awhile, before bathing and going off to meet eileen.

Eileen and I went to buy flowers for our friends. Sorry yek, I couldnt find orange roses, so I got my fave one instead, YELLOW! haha. Then we went thaipan to eat. Order too much! We couldnt finish our fried rice and medium buttered squid.

Harmoc concert was alright. I love linying's group song please. Rather, I like their costumes. I wanna have their suspenders!

Then home.

Watched 3hours of tv before mugging. :/

Pyschometric test tomorrow! I'm scared of the IQ questions, seriously.




one day after a jog.



my (spastic) sister.

I haven't been blogging for a week! But it was quite a happening and slackish week.

Skipped bio lecture on tuesday to watch the 3rd and 4th placing for the basketball boys. It was darn exciting. I was so glad that vj won, after a really really good fight. Vj was trailing behind by 10points and I was quite worried. But they fought on during the 2nd half, 3 pointer shots started getting in, and we eventually won them by 2 points. Yay!

Wednesday was half day for us to support VJ and MJ soccer guys finals. Was quite sad that VJ lost. :( Zanyu came to watch as well and we had dinner after that together.

Thursday was supposed to go support VJ and SA hockey girls finals since the school declared halfday. But a lot of my friends arent going, hence I decided to go back home too. Dropped by spotlight and decided on the stuff i wanna get. Am going back today to get it.

Wasnt planning to go school but due to a supposed Very important meeting (and I have to move tables for the psychometric test on monday, I'll feel guilty if I dont help out), I decided to go.

Then the meeting was cancelled! Like wth la.

*decide to remove an entire portion which I have written because I realise it's better not to be blacklisted and stay clear of trouble. And I should still have basic respect.

Ah, whatever. I should go do bio mindmaps now.


tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again, don't make me change my mind.

IM BACK! I did a quiz* and oh my freaking god, it's so true. So so true.

QUIZ RESULTS:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


ANOTHER ONE! test results:
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
(HEY! what's that SUPPOSED to mean?)

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Out today.

Went town with my sister cos she wanted to get a wallet and I could do with some eye feasting.

I window shopped, and she shopped, with my money.
Haha how weird right.
But she gna pay me back luh, when she makes her card tomorrow.

I need a new wardrobe, with new clothes.
I love racerbacks, colourful tops and and good looking clothes.
That are afforable of course.

Didnt buy anything, though I would have loved to.
No money. And I refused to touch my card anymore.
Spent like crazy the past 2 years. :/

Alright, pictures! Of the clothes I tried on. Haha, can get for me if you are feeling rich too!



gna pyscho my sis in treating me to this when she gets her posb card!



@ esprit. Bloody expensive, $69.90



my sister got it at $40! so I guess I get to wear too! but hey, I paid for it though.



nice right? sadly, it cost $42 even after 15% discount so I didnt buy obviously.


Urgh school tomorrow.
Spoiler.

Ripped if off from my sister's blog.

Cliche but true

1. If you like her, ask her out before its too late

2. when you hug her, put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close.

3. when you WALK next to her, get as CLOSE as you can to her.(and dont be afraid to hold her hand in front of ur friends, girls LOVE that!)

4. if she's the only one in your life, TELL HER.

5.ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her.

6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR...ALWAYS. (you don't have to buy us presents-but of course its always a bonus)

7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back.

8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice,then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!).

9. kiss her lightly every chance you get.

10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose.

11. if she says she's cold, don't be an idiot and say 'me too and stand there, give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms.

12. don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with.

13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies.

14. try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her.

15. Always tell her you LOVE her only if you really mean it.

16. DON'T pressure her to do anything she isnt READY to do. When she is ready, she will let you know. She just want everything to be more SPECIAL and PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you.

17. DON'T' go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER
happen again.

18. if she walks away from u, chase after her!!!




After 7hours, I'm still not done with my stats tutorial. Haha but I don really care. Gonna go print out my june hols timetable whee!

Today has been really great. I was feeling all happy and loved throughout the entire day. <3

NUH in the morning. It was alright, reading magazines and playing uno stacko with the patients. Then vj student council came and they helped us entertained our patients. Hence we felt rather bored so we idled around. Saw Hannah! Haha, that blur sotong.


zanyu and me!



Then zanyu and I went marina square with the intention of finding a suitable and afforable wallet for me. Was kinda influenced by eileen cos she got a new wallet and I realised my wallet is ancient! Lasted me for 2years already! Billabong, ripcurl and roxy are getting boring! So I found mine in The Wallet Shop. Thanks zanyu for helping me pick sucha nice one! It's red and classy.




Then went marina square and walked around. I love MUJI! Jap stuff are so cute and classy and such a feast to your eyes please. I love the household stuff there. Haha.

Had to leave early cos I'm going for a steamboat dinner buffet to celebrate my granny's birthday. It was quite alright, with good deserts and okay food. My cousin and I screwed our first soup. We added too much eggs and noodles and it looked horrible.


very unappetising steamboat, with noodles swimming everywhere.



in the toilet with the bestest sister I've got!

On the way back home, I had a lot of thoughts.

I thought of how I am so reliant on my parents.

On my daddy:
to get my technological glitches fixed
to get any insects that happen to land on my studying table rid off
to buy HL milk
to provide me financially
to buy sunday times on sunday
to pick me up from khatib mrt station after netball trainings (yes, I'm a very lazy girl) and so much more.

My mummy:
to buy breakfast for me to bring to school every day
to cook all my meals, wash my dirty clothes
to find the stuff I have misplaced
to take care of my well being
and so much more.

Not forgetting my very very loved weilin and weixuan. We might not be the richest family around (farrrr from that actually.) We might not have a luxurious car to sit in everywhere we go, or a maid to serve us, or the luxury to go travel once school holidays start, but I really love my family.

Those times just lolling around infront of the tv, laughing at stupid people inside the telly (my dad keeps insisting that zhiyang from the 9pm channel 8 show is stupid to always do what xiaorou asked him to. But my whole family just 'whatever' him haha) warms my heart. I really treasure those occasion dinner treats we get during special days and outings we have on public hols.

And not forgetting my boyfriend, a very integral part of my life!
I always get this familiar feeling by merely holding your hands or leaning onto you when I feel sleepy or needed support. We have been through a lot this 1 year plus, almost 2 years. Ha, I realise my mood swings ridicuously and I'm thankful that you have always been very giving to them. <3

And of course all my friends who have been around with me for ages. Like eileen! Who had influenced me quite a lot positively. Esp towards life, volunteering and my overall personality.


and not forgetting my nutties too!



Plenty of thoughts for a journey back home eh.
But it's rare that I think about life and it's worth blogging all of them down.

Today seemed to be like a technological breakdown day for me.

My phone started acting crazy on the way home. It cant read my memory card, undid my theme, wallpaper and ringing tune and kept on switching on and off by itself. I was so irritated by it. I am soooo not gonna get a nokia phone next time. Bad programming.

Then I came back home and I did stages! Haha took me lots of will. Was contemplating to go for a run but was too tempted by my biscuits at home, so I sat down and ate them up! Yay.

Then my GC broke down. I thought it was the programming inside as well cos it acted weird. But my daddy got good batteries and it was working again, abeit a bit weird still :/ I cant imagine if my GC has spoilt.

Chem organic test was horrible! Am feeling quite loserish cos I think I had studied sufficient yet I couldnt answer all the questions. And I had careless mistakes pui!




treat others with sincerity and they will do likewise to you too :)
I must keep that in mind!


I'm loving Take a Bow by rihanna and Your love is a lie by Simple Plan!

I never seem to be able to finish all my homework. Boo.
Maths tutorial.
Nitrogen compounds tutorial.
Econs tutorial to study cos I've never finished one topic of econs tutorial AT ALL, in my entire life. Which explains my lack of results la.
And get some revision done.

This two days were crazily filled with match support and I'm loving every single part of it. VJC is sucha supportive school when it comes to games seriously. It gets everyone so hyped up and excited.

I was sooooo glad that I went for the basketball match yesterday. VJ boys won RJ boys after a really tight match and I was so damn happy for them. Every minute was so nerve wrecking and heart stopping. Boys just seem to possess the inate ability to jump and run fast eh. So unfair.

Then we had buses to fetch us to jalan besar where we witnessed the victory of our soccer girls. It was a tad boring esp after watching the basketball match. But the penalty shoot out was scary to the max. I didnt dare to watch la.

Then SA missed their last shot(if they put it in, they would have won!) and every victorian cheered! And our girls put the last one in. WHEE!

It's so cool to watch the winning team and be in the winning school. I hope one day VJ netball will work really hard and attain to that level too. :D

Today skipped maths lecture and bio tutorial to watch the volleyball girls finals. Most J2 ponned la. Good fight by our girls. We lost but they fought well. Yuwen is so pro! Haha.

Argh, organic chem test tomorrow pui!




the three balloons floating so lazily in the dark skies.



SA, before the penalty shoot out.



VJ before the penalty shootout.


the rest of the soccer girls.


After the 6th successful penalty shot, after SA missed theirs. Naf and I were like jumping up and down and screaming like crazy!



looook at the number of supporters! It just warms my heart!



YELLOW IS OUR COLOUR. VJC'S THE CHAMPS!

I'm slowly getting used to leaving school almost immediately after school end. :x there's so much time to study and I've been slacking to my heart's content! Bad habit, must start doing mindmaps for bio and econs!

Today was good. Met zanyu after school and he surprised me with two slices secret recipe chocolate banana cakes! We sneaked into foodcourt to 'borrow' forks from random stalls and ate one of it together. I got to keep the other and bring it home. :D

Went spotlight and omgoodness, I found another scrapebooking paradise! I foresee myself going there soon. And I freaking need a new wallet. My current one has threads running out of places and a huge hole somewhere. And it's 2years old already!

Came back home, did a bit of work and studies chem kinetics. Oh went jogging as well. Haha it was a good run though the air was bad.Yucks, it's tuesday tomorrow.



P.S
I'm feeling better and more loved now. Thanks.

I have a feeling that I'll die for this friday chem test! I hate kinetics. I will give anything to not do kinetics! And I don feel like studying for it too. Boo.

I need a new cube. One that doesnt get stuck halfway when you turn.




I couldnt bite my tongue forever.

Always giving and not at the receiving end really tire the shit out of me.

I guess this is the first time I feel so down, so not hopeful and so not joy to the world (after hoping for so long). And I think I might take some time to get out of that state.

Mugging session with zanyu today at the airport was unfruitful! But I still managed to get most of my tasks done, though the amount of info that retained in my head is still questionable. :x I finally know how to solve the rubrick cube hip hip hooray. Much thanks to zanyu, who had mastered it by now. I'm so gonna get a functionable cube cos my current one is going to fall apart soon.

Had popeye for lunch and I made a mistake in eating it's chicken fillet. It was so unsatisfying and expensive.

And I feel quite dead for the two tests next week and I have ye to done nitrogen compund tut!
Urgh whatever comes, comes la.



Wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury...
Omg, I had lots of fun with hweepeng and minghwei on friday during chem. Laughed so much, and it feels good. :D


Something to share. I saw this on someone's blog and thought that it's so true:


When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL says " I love you ", she means it.
When a GIRL says " I miss you ", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once, and all a GIRL wants is to spend it with the right guy.

A guy who

calls her beautiful instead of hot
calls her back when she hangs up on him
will stay awake just to watch her sleep
kisses her forehead
wants to show her off to the world when she's in her sweats
is constantly reminding her of how much he cares about her & how lucky he is to have her
turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

A sudden impulse for a change.
A major one.

I'm kinda semi-blind now cos I have just spent close to 5hours (non stop) reading Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper.

Was kinda irritated that I couldnt take my time to absorb and take in the beautiful details the author has written, the short but very meaningful paragraphs almost at every start of each chapter. This was because the book I was reading belongs to my sister's friend and she needed it back real fast. Boo. But it kinda shuang to finish it up in one shot as well.

I love the book and I think Jodi Picoult is an amazing writer (well, at least for that book.)

My sister's keeper brought up many many sensitive issues. It brought up human rights issues, issues on life, debated on the morality of having designer babies to save another life and she made it all the more interesting by adding two major twists. Plots that never crossed my mind at all. It's humourous, touching and thought-provoking at the same time.

It's about a pair of siblings of which one is very sick with an aggressive form of leukemia. And to save this child, their parents decided to genetically modify the embryo such that she will have the exact same genes as her elder sister. Hence, she was conceived to save her sister and was made to put through various treatments without her consent (as people naturally took her as a donor). In the end, she filed a lawsuit against her parents. But the reason behind her action and what became of her was so unexpected! It was so ironic and I cant help feeling that the ending's kinda mocking at the whole situation. I was hooked onto the book.

The book made me glad that i was borned healthy and people around me are healthy and not strickened with nasty diseases.

I'm gonna start reading all her other books as well. Whee.



I have got like ten thousand tutorials not yet completed and 2 tests to study over the weekends and I just feel so urgh.

warning: LONG ENTRY!

I am so not gonna recover from my cough!

I think it has sink in already, more or less. That our season has officially ended and we have NOTHING to do every day after school. It's just so sudden and totally not expected.

I was surprisingly calm yesterday after the CJ VJ match. Maybe it's because I didnt get to play and thus I dont feel as shitified as how my other team mates do. I felt sad but somehow I refused to let myself sink in any deeper than that. I was still all bubbly and cheerful, but trust me, inside, I'm not half as cheerful as that. But I dont wanna show that I'm brooding over it either.

Team talk today was fun. It felt cosy and warm and like one big family. It was all the tough trainings, fartleks EW and stages that brought us so close. I didnt feel any bond that came close to this last year at all. But I truly love VJC netball 08'.

We were talking about how we can improve our further trainings and they're gonna do nasty intervals, mental training and all sorts of perverse trainings and deep down, I hope that I will be able to join them. Training as a team always make things easier, with the constant motivation and encourgement from people around you.

I miss stages and gym trainings and brainless court plays.

Netball has been sucha HUGGGGEEEE part of my life and taking it away from me just depresses me. I may complain and whine a lot about trainings but I realise, I do look forward to trainings. I'm already starting to miss netball boo.

There's no use blaming any one about the loss. We all know right from the start that everyone was needed on the team. It's everyone's fault for not pointing out the cause earlier enough and letting it continue. But on a happier note, I think I grew stronger physically (but no so much mentally) throughout these two years. It gave me friendships which I treasure very much now.

I feel like trying out a solo game, like squash or tennis or badminton cos I've been in a team sports for most of my life. But I'm so glad that I chose to pick up netball. It's impact on me is so great, I really cant find the right words to describe it.

It was through it that I forged such wonderful ties with nat, anna, kaixin, jody in anderson sec, and obviously, my current team now.

But I guess the greatest regret I have now is not making a mark in netball. I have been playing netball for close to 5 years plus and not once have I attained great achievements. I dont know if the problem lies in me or the situation I am placed under but well, I'm not Too bothered by it. Just, disappointed and a bit sad.

But still I really wanna thank all those who made an effort to come down and watch the crucial match. You guys really touched me. (: CJ deserved to win, they were more stable as a team than us. But I'm sure Ms Teoh will make VJ netball come back stronger next year.

Not sure if I'm gonna go into netball anymore. Maybe a switch is good. Like hiphop or something. And I so have to exercise to keep my weight in check.

Omg, what am i supposed to do after school everyday?





a strong front,
a emotion turmoil beneath.

Whenever I think of tomorrow's match, I can feel the adrenaline pumping through my blood. But whenever I think of the outcome, I feel butterflies in the my tummy and it makes me wanna shrink back into my shell. Ah, never have that feeling before. :x

Tomorrow!

I'm getting better! Slight flu and cough left and I predict that it'll be gone by tomorrow haha! I'm better at taking care of myself now. I avoided all evil food and even brought along my sweater everywhere I go, fearing that I will catch a cold. I even left my HL strawberry milk out to make it less cold before I drink. Haha you get the point.

A very productive morning for me today. I had 987fm top 20 countdown to accompany me. I finished up studying chem kinetics already and am going to start on planes2 soon.

Yesterday was fun! Met zanyu and we went marina square to walk around (and kinda waste our afternoon away.) Diva sale! I managed to buy the necklace I've been wanting to buy for 75% off. Imagine how happy I was :D I love muji! But the stuff there are so expensive. Hai. Went face shop to get nail strengthener too.

I was sucha a glutton yesterday. I kept wanting to eat and i ate damn a lot. Dance concert was a blast, though I had a bit of an overdose of dance. I think of my biggest regrets is not picking up dance since young. It's great to know how to dance but I'm a bit old for that now.


4stars lagged.

it held.
because we needed each other, right?

I don't know whether it's the nationals or it's just myself that I'm not getting anything done. I always have enough energy to carry myself to the front of my tv and sit down and watch but just no energy (and obviously motivation) to bring myself to my homework.

But decided to do something productive. Did chemical kinetics (bloody hell, it's irritating man!) and now am away from it to take a short break. I hope I can get most of it done by today. I'm lucky that our chem review test is pushed back a week so I have one more weekend to study. I should start studying for it now.

Game yesterday wasnt great. We were lucky that we won, by a small margin. It's so unstable and unpredictable, it scares me. Like what Ning said, netball is such a team game, it really is scary sometimes. Once somebody gets off form, it's difficult to make the flow smooth. I think volleyball is a very team game too.

Monday! :x

And I'm sick. Like really sick. I used up a boxful of kleenex already and am starting on my second box. And I'm coughing too. Urgh, at least my sorethroat is gone.

Dance concert later whee! I heard the tickets were completely sold out and we have to go really early to get good seats. I want sit lower gallery man!

Okay I better get back to chem kinetics! And maybe do some blog hopping as well :D

I havent been studying for days omg! I need to start studying again.
Game tomorrow, I should go sleep now. :x




maybe we should get away from each other.

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