Saturday, March 29, 2008
It's a happy day today! (:
Woke up at 6.3oam (groans), changed and all and headed to MJ with hannah. She wasn't late yay! Changed in MJ into jersey. Ahaha, I feel shy wearing that in public, it just feels super weird.
MJ match was good because it was a game which I enjoyed playing and could actually feel the team spirit. I went for interceptions(or maybe because my attacker was shorter than me, so easier to defend la.) and managed to get a few. (: I need to build up my stamina, it wouldnt last me for 2 quarters 15mins straight. :/
Umpiring sucks though. Oh and the sun was so bright and it felt so humid. I was sweating and dripping even after I changed. Was feeling so icky and disgusting. I hope my skin doesnt peel.
Two of our players injured their ankles! Recover fast alright! We need you guys on the team!
Bathed and went out again to meet zanyu who finished his pitch training. Went Plaze Sing to get stuff first before taking the train to Marina Square and watched Horton for free. He had two free movie tickets whee!
Horton was so funny and cute! Wanted to get the pen which comes with the horton popcorn combo but we didnt get that in the end pui.
I was having a really throbbing headache after the movie and it hurt so bad that I couldnt eat my dinner properly in Han's. Didnt had the appetite and ate half the portion. Obviously, the rest was finished by zanyu the gluton. (: Haha. Couldnt take it and I popped in a panadol. I think I lack sleep and rest.
Went back home after that. I feel so happy today, despite the irritating headache. I miss zanyu! We're all so damn busy preparing for our seasons. :( And I feel very happy seeing him. Haha.
Alright, I shall end this post with a quiz which I feel like doing and after that I'm OFF TO SLEEP! Whoo hoo. I gotta finish all my homework tomorrow omg.
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
I think the most ideal age will be 25 or 26.
2. What do i want the most now?
to sleep! and to spend more time with zanyu. and to meet up with my friends. Omg a lot la!
3. Who are the people you trust most?
zanyu, eileen, minghwei, weilin.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
it depends. Zero when it comes to Econs.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To live a life that will be free from regrets and filled with satisfaction, contentment and happiness. Still finding the way to achieve that.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Duh, isnt that how's rainbow is formed?
7. What are you afraid to lose most now?
my loved ones. I hate being left behind.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes.
9. If you meet someone whom you love, would you confess to him/her?
haha, I dont think so. I very humji one. I will probably wait till the person confesses to me.
10. What/Who do you love most?
my family, friends and boyfriend.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
surprises, trust, humour, understanding and LOVE!
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Double faced hypocrites.
13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
Definitely for those closer ones. (: The rest I'll try to make an effort tho.
14. Who was the last person you called, & called you the last?
Zanyu to ask if his training has ended.
My dad called to ask if I wanted curry puff from tip top. Haha so lame right.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
being happy and cheerful and bouncy. And to find your own identity and character.
16. Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not a need. But good to have one, if you can balance out your life well enough.
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in comfort zone or try something new?
Comfort zone. I wanna rest and be all comfortable and just stone and be stupid. Haha, really la, I'm damn tired (and very burnt omg) now.
18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
Someone they can rely on in times of help. Someone who they can trust to open up their shells and share things with. Someone who they feel comfortable confiding their problems with. A very good friend.
19. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Speaking without thinking, self centred-ness and the tendency to blame others instead of myself when things go wrong. Do whack me hard if I ever do that alright.
20. If you are feeling low one day, who will you go to?
Probably zanyu or eileen lo. But then again, I think I will just stay at home and emo cus I will want to be alone.
My bed's calling me! Aha.
Friday, March 28, 2008
I could have reached back home at 3pm!
But I decided to join Taboo, organised by House Com and waited for 2hours plus. In the end we played for 2 mins plus before our turn is up and we got kicked out. Blearge, waste my time. It's more fun playing as a class!
I'm supposed to study! But I'm slacking online. Ah, match tomorrow against MJ and surprisingly, I'm looking forward to it though I know nobody in MJ netball. Haha, it's the first time ever I look forward for a friendly.
Our team bags look hot by the way.
Alright, I'm off.
I hope I have got time to watch Dicey Business later!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
ANOTHER WEEK is almost coming to an end. Time is passing really fast eh? It's kinda freaking me out.
I got back all my results already and I really cant say that I'm please with them. Though I think I scored fairly all right, it just seemed more inferior compared to my friends who seemed to be getting mostly A, B and C grades.
My grades are like ACDDE. Improved in GP and maths from promo! But bio and econs were sucky. I dont understand Econs! And I can so envision myself struggling with Recession and Boom omg!
Was feeling quite upset when I got back my econs paper cus I'm one of the bottom few though I passed econs paper and got an E. It felt as though it's just not enough and I could have done a lot better.
I think it's my attitude towards CT1. It wasnt right and I knew it right from the start, yet I didnt correct myself. :/ So it leads me on to not studying hard enough and doing the papers properly.
I've learnt from my mistakes and I hope I can do better for my next examination. Common test 1 wasn't difficult at all, yet my grades are so average. Haiya, I'm sick of being typical at everything.
Gym training today was short. I went back home when the sky was still bright! Whee. I reached back home at 5.30pm, rested and finished up my sampling methods tutorial which was so annoying please!
Read a bit of maths after that.
AND OMG! I put on weight, the horror!
and I love my vj netball team (:
Our jersey. :/ the colours so do not match please.
TEAM BAG!
I've changed so much and my character had flawed so much. I'm gonna change!
I need lots of motivation and drive. :/
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Whee, procrastination is so addictive oh man!
I so totally expected myself to busy myself with work today, going through my screwed up bio papers a second time cus i didnt understand the first time I went through. And and prolly finishing up group7 elements tutorial too and do carbonyl notes.
HAHAHAHA.
I just finished up hydroxyl tutorial and enrichment papers and got myself totally immersed in a book. I'm so gonna finish it tonight. Prolly study group7 elements and attempt the questions if I have the time.
Big breakfast today while watching Dicey business was awesome. I miss being at home. It's those days when you just feel like oozing around in bed, not shifting a single muscle and just keep staring at the ceiling to contentment. (:
Life's good like that.
Kaixin! You didnt send me the pic you look the shuai-est in la!
Yucks, there's school tomorrow. Seriously, I cant wait when jc is finally overrr.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
TODAY WAS A BLAST!!!!
Match in the morning was good. We won st jospeh convent. Missed passes and not going all out was my mistakes today. ): gonna try minimize it. Bathed in school and went novena to meet up with my netball nutties, which I missed so damn much!
Anna was 45mins late. :/ Tsk. We went square2 and veloicty.
Went Han's to eat lunch. The food was quite reasonably price with so many side dishes with the main course. I couldnt resist the temptation to get it's peach tart. It tasted so good.
Then we sat and talked for hours. It's this feeling I cant find easily. Just getting together, sitting down and talking for ages. We could really go On and On and never run out of topics. We went on from Edison Chen's sex scandals to that China-Tibet issues and to netball.
Finally decided to leave and went walk walk. Both nat and I liked this adidas wallet but it has only one piece left and I preferred the cream colour, so she got the black one. Damn, but the wallet is nice and it's hard to find a reasonably priced nice wallet nowadays.
Walked around. I saw this really cute hello kitty pencil case! :/ Went in mph bookstore and spent quite a long time browsing through books and magazines. New books look so nice! There's so many books I would love to get. If I get rich one day, I'll buy all the books I wanted to get when I was in my teens. (:
Walked around and went ajisen for dinner. Sat and talk somemore. Feels so good to just sit down and talk and laugh at silly goofy things. Then we went arcade to play!
Tekken6 was fun! We each took some buttons and josstick and defeated opponents together. We cheered when we managed to win the other, and boo-ed at the characters that died.
Before I even know, it was almost 10 already. Camwhored before taking the train back. We looked damn spastic please! Thankgod there wasnt many people around! Had so much fun laughing at ourselves!
<3
US!
candid
ANNA is squashing my face, that evil girl.
DON MESS WITH US! we know kungfu! (inspired by the short kungfu dunk movie we watched outside poh kim!)
I'm too lazy to put captions already!
My fave photo! Acting cool, and after NG-ing for the millionth time, we finally got one decent one!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS + bighead jodyang! <3
I miss anderson. I miss training with them. Training without them just feels different. :(
Cheer up baby. Everything's gonna be alright (:
Friday, March 21, 2008
Happy 21st anniversary on 21032008 on good friday!
But we didnt really do anything special so it felt rather normal actually.
What a pity.
Friendly tomorrow morning. Super early please. Need to go school normal time. ):
I cant believe I felt bored and sick of it.
I'm tired of giving. RANDOM SHOTS:
That lonely stretch of road I took on thursday morning.
That enormous icecream (in a goldfish bowl, so cute right!) during JTS.
Say hi to elmo! I stuck the floaty balloon (apparently not floaty anymore!) onto my cupboard.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
FULL DAY TODAY!
This week was very slack for victorians! Yay, I'm happy! Alright, quite a lot of things happened this week, despite being it being slack.
Got back results for my horrible common test 1. I'm glad that I've got an A! For maths, though the A wasnt a very high A. Doing papers were effective, cos I dont remember studying much of maths. D for chem and D for biology. So yucks. I had so many stupid mistakes for chem. Free radical ADDITION! I couldnt believe that I wrote that acually.
Arts day yesterday was okay.
Went for salsa class. I was tired after the class man! We had to keep switching partners and it was quite awkward dancing with the boys and downright scary to be dancing with the teacher. She pushes her dance partner around! *shudders.
987 came to our school! For the school invasion tour WHEEEEE! I was so damn hyped up la. Ros and Shan came. I was hoping that the muttons or daniel and MRyoung came but it's okay! They brought with them a local band called caracal and westgrand boulevard! Haha most of us stood up and jumped around. Some moshing took place, which I felt was very unneccessary since the atmosphere wasnt That high.
Then gym training after that. After that, sneaked into yek!'s hostel place and slacked down there till JTS. Hostel is cool! A super ideal place to mug, better than the lib. (: Haha, thanks yek!
JTS was okay. It was fun among the juniors and the seniors cus we sat separately. Went breeks and the food was so damn good. I love my Bahamas drink!!! Gonna go get it another time! I hope our juniors pay us back lei, cus I'm damn broke now. Sorry yek!!! :(
Reached back at 11 plus. Bathed and slept immediately.
Training today despite a full day, and most of the victorian population were sleeping so comfortably at home. *&#*&!#*(! Woke up at 6am. Haix. Train-ed and then pumped ball and I realise, training this week is 5times a week, including a friendly this coming sat! Naf sprained her ankle. ): I hope she recovers soon enough!
Okay, going off to sleep now!
Saturday, March 15, 2008
WHEEEE! I finally got 14/15 for bio e-assessment! Though most of it depended on memory work, but still. :D
Now I can go for lunch!
Oh yes today's my sister's 7th birthday! My mum went northpoint and bought cake! And we had dinner infront of the tv today! Cus normally, we dont eat dinner together. She helped set up the table today. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I had 10 hours of sleep! and watched 3hours of tv and am online now. If life's like that forever, I bet I'll never feel angry or tired. (: If only.
But I've gotta do my homework soon. Urgh, what a spoiler. And I gotta redo my bio e-assessment. I hope I score better this time.
Yesterday was fun. I was tired cus I didnt sleep much this hols and the exhaustion kinda accumulated and I felt rather drained yesterday. Woke up at 7am, bathed and all and went NUH with zanyu.
Eileen, zanyu and I were slacking all the way as there werent much patients around. We drew houses to take our personality tests from a magazine and coloured garfields.
I insisted that mine's better colour-ed than his.
Played on the swing too (:
Me on the swing outside the ward. We're slacking cus there werent much patients.
After the session, zanyu and I took bus to amk to have lunch before going to buddy hoagies to study. Studied for 3hours straight and I felt quite accomplished. Almost done studying hydroxy compounds.
Then, when to get renying's present and my bodyshop strawberry shower gel. WHEE, finally! I'm gonna get papaya showergel after I finished my strawberry one cus it smelt damn good too!
Then bus-ed back home and zanyu had dinner at my place. My mum makes the best chicken drumlets! Slacked around, went online, watched tv and then zanyu left at around 10pm.
Was feeling so damn sleepy and I fell asleep while smsing zanyu. Haha, so sorry.
ALRIGHT! gonna do bio e-assessment already!
Friday, March 14, 2008
And if I were a tree growing tall and greeenI'm red like a tomato.
I'm tired.
I want a hug from zanyu but he's at home studying.
I want to get 13/15 for bio but I'm too lazy to redo the e-assessment.
I want to get bodyshop strawberry shower gel cus it smells so good.
I dont know how long my back can hold.
I injured the other side of my back today, against cedar.
I'm tired.
I never sleep past 9am for this holidays and I woke up at 5.40am twice!
I feel like crying.
I'm not as strong as I seemed to be.
I need to finish chemical kinetics.
I love my team mates, really!
I'm gonna be alone at home later :(
I think I'm the most irritating WD ever cus I defend so unprofessionally.
I dont want term 2 to start, the horror!
I played badly today, as if I lost touch in defending.
I hope my skin doesnt peel cus of sunburnt.
I sound self centred here, haha.
Matches today. Once in the morning, and once in the noon. Wa lau, never rain today, in fact the sun was hanging so damn brightly in the sky and I'm burnt.
Gonna go bathe (: Love the soundtracks from Juno!
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
It rained again. :) I like the rain when I'm at home.
Weird, how come I always can find time to blog and not find time for homework. Did my biology e-assessment already. Boo, got 11/15 initially, and then 9/15 for the second attempt. I convinced myself that I was too tired so I stopped attempting. Another day perhaps.
Match today was alright. Lost to RJ and RGS but oh well. I felt sian playing against them. Kept playing with them. Won CJ. It poured and we played in the rain. Our shirts were a mixture of sweat and rain and I forgot to bring my slippers to change and my socks were soaked. Awful!
Lunched in KFC and then bus-ed all the way back to school to collect shoes. :( I have to go down to ulu genting lane to change for my right size, IRRITATING! Got bibs and then went back home. Okay, I wanna sleep. And do work later!
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Today was such a wet and sad day. I keep getting caught in the rain till I just gave up trying to stay dry.
Netball camp (supposedly, somehow it just felt like a netball chalet) was quite fun. It was two days one night, so we couldnt do much since training took up so much of our time already.
MondayWe had training in the morning. It was okay, practised on our long and accurate passes. Then due to lightning risk, we stopped early and went for a light lunch. Went parkway to eat before returning school at 3pm to train.
Training was crazy after that. We sprinted and jogged continuously 15mins, before taking a 3mins break, and continuing for another 15mins. We look like a bunch of tortured kids. :(
Then we had to jump stairs. 10sets of 1 and 8sets of 3. Everybody was feeling so damn tired after that. Then did gym. Haha, and we felt so dead after gym. I was so exhausted that I forgot to stretch properly, resulting in musclesaches the next morning.
Took our stuff to the chalet, bathed (in this really dark and creepy public toilet) and had steamboat. Chalet at east coast park really sucked man. I would rather have pasir ris ones anytime! Our steamboat was so damn healthy please, we didnt use any seasoning. Everything just tasted boiled. (:
Then we trekked all the way to 7-11 to buy edibles and drink. Came back, played bridge and I never won any games at all! Seemed like my beginning luck has disappeared.
We are this really huge bunch of weird people. Before we slept, we just kept laughing for 5minutes for no apparent reason. Couldnt sleep on the mattress cus my movements were so damn restricted. Decided to sleep on the floor with my sleeping bag and yellow pillow, which I managed to fit into my bag surprisingly.
And I slept! yay.
Today.Everyone woke up feeling so zombified cus we all didnt sleep much. I had bananas and nutella on bread breakfast. YUM! Then checked out and walked back to VJ to have friendly with NYJC.
The cross boys were funny. They dragged their bikes out and cheered for us while cycling. We won! Team talked and bathed, before going to lunch together. Had pasta. Then it was raining so damn heavily that naf and I were stranded in parkway. Decided to just brave the rain cus it doesnt seemed to stop anytime soon.
Was drenched to my skin and I wore white. Bad choice, thankgod my shirt dried fast. Froze our way to changi airport on bus36. Was pissed with this commuter who flicked water at me (when I was bording the bus,) trying to dry her umbrella. I was already feeling wet and grumpy and had to carry my very heavy adidas bag, shoebag, sleeping bag and netball. So I OEI her. :x
Then on the way back on 858, the air con leaked, making my wet shirt even wetter. Yishun was pouring as well. That was when I gave up trying to stay dry and focused on getting back home.
I feel sick. But I dont have fever.
RJ match tomorrow. Urgh.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
I'm really hungry now!
It was sucha lazy boring Sunday afternoon today. The only accomplishments are probably finishing up my Bio Application part B (which was rather fun actually) and managing to study half of the chem kinetics notes without falling asleep.
Finally stopped to slack when the words on the notes no longer made sense and nothing I'm reading was going into my head. Went to read my book and just when I was putting down the book to rest I realise how ironic it was. I was reading the worst atrocities possibly ever done to mankind (by the Japanese), and I was using a souvenior I bought back from that very country to mark the period of time when I enjoyed myself there immensely.
It's nothing significant but it just struck me ironic.
But hey! You cant deny that my bookmark is cute right (and very costly as well my god!)
I havent started packing for the netball camp tomorrow! Aha, so many things to pack and I have to go school as per normal tomorrow. Squeezing with the crowd with my shoebag and sleeping bag and I'll be so clumsy and probably fall onto somebody cus my hands arent free to hold on to anything! Haix.
I'm hungry.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
REJOICE! The march school break is here. :D
But mine started yesterday :/ haha cus I ponned school. I know la, I'm a really bad student, skipping school whenever I feel like but yesterday, I think half the j2 population didnt turn up! I heard one LT was only one quarter filled!
Woke up and went for a jog and it was quite a bad choice. Cus my muscles were still sleeping and I had to push myself to keep going. Came back home, slacked, watched tv, did a bit of work before packing my stuff for the AJ friendly in the evening.
AJ match was alright. We lost. :( But AJ is good. I have FINALLY learnt how to look far and wide for players. :D But had mistakes like double bounching my interception, which was so stupid omg. I wanna be more aggressive!
Reached home and dinnered at 10pm. Gonna grow fat.
TODAY!Woke up, ate and then did vectors for two whole hours! YAY! Advanced on to vectors 3 already and got stuck at question5. Then bathed and cooked lunch for zanyu! haha I'm so nice la (and the only thing that came into his mind was that he could money rah!).
Did prata sausage and cut apples. Then he came my house and put his stuff, ate and then we bused to northpoint and caught
L change the world. AHA, L was so amazing and cute! Even though he slouched and typed in this really weird way. I heard he has a moustache in real life, can you imagine?!
Then dinnered. I enjoyed my dinner cus it was the food I liked. (: Then he came and collected his stuff and I walked him to the mrt station.
Haix, despite the one week break, I'll probably see zanyu like 3times this holidays cus we are all so busy with our ccas, cca camp and homework. :(
ALRIGHT, gonna watch leap years online. I heard it makes people cry like mad.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitarAHA, i love this song!
Anyway maths paper today was alright. It was quite smooth till the second half of the paper where all those integration questions and volume and differentiating came in and got me all confused. So songs i listened to yesterday night while studying kept playing in my head!
I love the radio now! Haha 987 is like my fave cus they play songs I like. (:
Couldnt train today cus I'm on a week break after my painful acupuncture session.:/ But I've got friendly tomorrow!
So eileen and i did stuff that we do religiously after every major examinations (though common test 1 wasnt really major-major but still!) We went KBOXING! We do that after every exams to destress and let out all our steam and unhappiness and it's a good bestie bonding time too! Therefore, I'll always set time out for it and our daily schedules normally clash too so I dont get to go out with her often.
Had a mini netball camp planning session first before going to the library to read minghwei's Rape of Nanking, while i waited for eileen's interact meeting to end. Then bused to marina square and it was so damn cold in the bus. I was shivering. :/
Donlike kbox place in marina square, cus we cant extend our singing session if there's werent a lot of customers. It's weird listening to my voice on the mug after such a long time. And it felt good, screaming my lungs out singing high songs, and pretending to be emo when we were singing sad songs.
Then we went walk walk and we both got a shirt. Mine says:
And eileen one was cute! I gained a kg after ct! *cries, i wanna shed it!
Then we took train to novena to visit the medical bookstore but it was closed. Ate banana waffle for dinner and I'm starving now.
I'm not spoiled. I'm just well taken care of eh eileen?
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
I'm taking a break!
Or rather I refuse to admit that I'm slacking though I feel so damn unprepared for maths tomorrow. And I dont even feel the urgency to mug. Haha. Oh no.
But alright, shall talk about my week.
It has been great, despite the common test.
The papers werent those killer type, so I hope i can at least get a decent grade. Econs paper was funny! I was already stumped at the first question and the essay questions! I didnt understand some of the question and couldnt think of much to write for those I understood. So I kinda crapped and bullshited my way and I am so expecting a failing grade.
And the worse thing is, i dont really care about it, which worries me.
Common test isnt that bad la. At least we get to go back home like really early. And I get to go back home eileen! Haha. (: Common test weeks are probably the only time that we can go home together.
Last paper tomorrow, whee! But feeling very not confident for it cus the topics tested are those I'm bad at.
WHEE!
Saturday, March 01, 2008
the hugenormous chocolate zanyu got for me (:
Haha yeay, now I'll have things to munch on while mugging.
Today was great!
Zanyu accompanied me to acupucture session today!
Okay, acupuncture was not so great. I was totally expecting the same treatment, which was poking many needles and drawing plenty of blood, so I thought it would be okay. But i found myself grabbing the pillow I was resting so damn hard still. :x Then the acupuncturist applied this DEEEEEP heating cream on my back and the heat seemed to penetrate through my skin, into my muscles and right down to my bones.
I'm sure my face was all crunched up and I was like tearing a bit la. Then he ran the electric current through the right side of my body again and zanyu came in to accompany me. I'm glad that he came along. He held my hands and patted my head and everything seemed like it doesnt hurt half that much actually. <3
After everything, my back still hurt, like wth right. Ever since my back started giving me crap, I feel myself giving less during netball practices. There's always this voice at the back of head, cautioning me to jump a little lower and stretching a little lesser than my best for fear of worsening my back.
And it feels as though I havent improve skillwise from secondary school. Haix. But I'm too tired to worry about that.
Then we for lunch in northpoint, went shopping a bit and drank hot tea in yakun cus today was a freaking cold day. Then he sent me home. In total we like spend 2 hours together only. ):
the little birthday message I wrote for kaixin!
