i shall go study after i blog.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY everybody! esp to all those lovely teachers out there.

VJC's celebration was a blast! im so glad i didnt pon. omgosh, the teachers are so sporting. they did like stupid stuff for the day.

i wont forget this man. our male teachers wearing damn skimpily for the getai's performance. the whole hall just roared with laughter. mr seet looks awful with mini skirt. and the skirts are really mini, like 30cm long? his muscles are way too bulky.

and ms chia! she totally forsake her image and jumped like crazy in the video with the suspenders falling off her shoulders half the time.

yay, vjc rocks!

went back anderson for a while. met up with my netball nutties finally. couldnt lunch with them in the end. but it's okay, we'll meet up again.

lunched with 4/5. haha chatted for so long la but it was damn fun. wanted to watch the rat show but the timing wasnt good. so gonna watch it tomorrow.

and i'll be going for the traffic streetparty too. hopefully.

okay, must mug.

today was alright.

maths and chem in the morning. what evon said was true. it feels funny without that irritating maths teacher coming in to evacuate us out of the container classroom Right after our chem lesson. im serious, he gives us 3seconds to like throw all our things into our bags and expect us to disappear in like 3 seconds. -.- weirdo.

GP was fun. discussion time. GP lessons are always fun. i cant wait to see mrs judah expression when she sees the flowers.

maths lecture was crap. doing teachers' day stuff so din know what the hell was going on half the lecture. chionged the teachers' day thing a lil bit more during break before getting food to eat.

and im damn pissed with the chinese food stall. omgosh, and i still cant believe i scolded the auntie yesterday. it just came out and i guess i cant take them back. maybe i should have gone to Isay instead. ok whatever.

ponned econs to print our budget, which took forever to print. loads of technical error along the way.

then met the saucony lady for interview. yes! im so glad everything is fine now. (: WHEE.

PICTURES!


siewmin and me!



minghwei and yujuan doing some weird pose.



US!



renying and me!



stupid chunkiat and yujuan.



chunkiat and yujuan. yujuan's wushu is jaw dropping. (ok, that expression sounds really funny.)



joel and chunkiat and many flowers.



yuxuan!



yuxuan, jinning, renying, me and a very extra stella!



me and minghwei! wa lao, i look damn nerdy la. rahh.



yay the mini bouquet we did for our ever rocking GP cum CT teacher! there should be 23stalks anyway! names were written on every flower so our CT can identify who made what. i bet chunkiat's one is like the ugliest one or something.



ah should i pon school tomorrow? but i think teachers' day in vjc will be quite fun. and i want see mrs judah with our bouquet. but im so lazy to go school and back to anderson again!

life is boring now.
cos it's either promos or pw.

cant wait for the 28sept to come quickly. omgosh, i think i might just die from happiness. actually, i cant wait for jc to be over. dont like jc life. it's too hectic and i dont get to watch tv.


the girls after changing after PE + Break.

lala braided my hair again. (:
i want to cut short hair but everyone is advising my against the idea.



ah, i hope i get picked!

im so proud of my sister! (:
she's darn cute la.
all the kids are so cute la.

then, went mugging with zanyu.
did biology homework and maths.
mugged for 3hours plus, then went northpoint to buy stuff.

yay and now he's at my house for dinner and campus superstar. hope keely wins and bring glory to VJC.

BYE!


YAY



she and her trophy.



my lil sis hard at work.




her masterpiece!





my lil sister



my neighbour drawing!

im so sleepy today.
friday sucks, because lessons are extremely long and we only have 2 pathetic half an hour breaks.

was so happy when school is over.
im thinking of applying to do NYAA. should i? do i have time?

and im so aimlessly revising for promo. this is bad.
okay, shall go study soon.

lottas work! and pw is killing me.
omgosh.

bio practical today was traumatisng anyway. the humungous mealworm was so fat and juicy and it scared the hell out of me. i hate using the forcep to take it up cos it's wriggle and twirl and might fly everyway. gross. i was like a bimbo during bio pract. had to get eugene to help me weight the worm and evon to stuff it into the syringe.

i detest insects!



respirometer. with soda lime and a very squashed worm.



our bio practical! omgosh, i almost fainted.



minghwei playing brain academy. her brain is damn heavy la. im so stupid!



lala and evon playing ds during gp lesson.



hweepeng!



joel and chunkiat. haha an everyday sight.



Most of our clas girls (:

i don understand.

it's just an overseas trip for a bloody good cause and yet they said no without even listening to me explain the details.

so what if they didnt get the chance to travel when they're of our age. times have changed and if we were to be like them, we'll never improve. just because they want to supposedly protect us from all the negative stuff out there, they deprive us of a golden opportunity to gain good experiences.

they always say no in this this-is-the-final-decision manner and expect us to go scurrying back to our tables and do our homework obediently. maybe i'll do that if im younger. but not this time round.

and money isnt even the issue cos im more than willing to use my edusave or my savings on this trip. maybe, maybe they take us things that they invested. they 'protect' us because they wouldnt want us to get into any mishaps and not get their money back when we start to work.

i may sound mean, but this is the impression that they left me. because of what they feel and what they think is the best for us, we lost so many things.

and it's only thailand, not europe my god. im sure you can like walk to thailand if you want right.

im so horribly sick of this. i cant wait to be 21, when i no longer have to be under their umbrellas. im gona bug them again and again till the deadline is up. URGH.


and i don even know why i cried so much today.

today was a very bad day. chem lecture test was bad. i din do like more than half the paper cos i din feel like doing the paper. and most of the questions, i believe, are very doable. was feeling very pissed with myself. so i have decided this is the last time im gonna do so badly for chem.

im gonna aim A,B,C,D,E for my promo results.
A-maths
B-bio
C-chem
D-gp
E-econs

so im going to stay really focused and do my stuff properly and hopefully, do reasonable ok for promos.



1yr and 2mths. yay <3

TERRIBLY!

think that's how bad im gonna score for my chem lecture test next week.

spent today mugging for it. ok, more of like skimming through it cos i have 5stupid chapters to study and i have no time. went northpoint with my family for a short while. had lunch and bought stationery.

gosh, my time management this term sucked. i have no time for anything!
but i need my break, so here i am, blogging.

but im really damn scared for promo.

zanyu: okay, im gonna feed you now. (walks to the bin and throw litter in.)
me: hmmm im very full!

retarded. (:

today was awesome!

the night before i was so scared i will have fever because whenever i have sorethroat, most of the time it'll develop into a fever. and if i am sick, it means that i cant go for the nuh thing and go out with zanyu. which left me feeling very sad cos i have not seen him for 8freaking days!

so i willed myself to be well and yay! my sorethroat was gone today morning and i din have fever. oranges and plenty of water helped! so went for nuh thing. the patients today werent a lot, which was a good thing i guess. played with kids. and saw this vcute 7months old baby. her or his eyes were so pretty, cos it's doe shaped!

then ate in NUH before returning khatib. took work and since it was breezy under my block, we did work there. did for 1 and a half hour before going off to marina square. i got my handphone pouch already. new one! no more lao pok green hp pouch!

then dinner-ed in subway. marina square got really crowded cos everyone either wanted to watch fireworks later or just happened to want shop there.

sat at the esplanade there and played all kinds of stupid childhood games. i had so much fun la. gosh, i don behave like a seventeen please. and i saw like 2couples frenching and it's so gross. like hello, the whole world so do not want to see this public display of affection la.

fireworks were pretty. but the poulltion got so bad, some firworks were hidden behind the smoke. (wonder if it's china's firework? haha) going back was hell. there was so many many people but we saw caijie! haha.

and then we were damn retarded on the train. we kept laughing and playing and i bet many people gave us weird looks but we were too busy playing that we din notice them.

then, he sent me home. (:


today was very fun. am fortunate <3

darn, im like falling sick.

i have a mild sorethroat now which i feel gonna develop into something nasty. so im like stuffing myself with oranges. i ate 2 yesterday and one today. people, if i ever get tempted to eat something sinful, just whack me or something la.

cos i cant afford to be sick. i have a lot of mugging to do, training on monday and a friendly on wed. i don wanna miss any!

i shall eat an orange after training to strengthen my immune system. im so sickly and i hate it la.

urgh, so stress now!
so many work plus PW to do.



me and naf refreshed after our gym session and a 4.8k run. yay i improved my timing from 29.55mins to 28.20mins. still quite bad la but at least i was one and a half min faster.



me and naf acting spas. shit i keep using the same spas face. must think of new and cooler ones alr.



BIBS! and see our lovely jerseys at the back. (:

okay i shall blog this fast.

i wanna cry. my muscles are growing faster than the green bean plant my sister planted and my legs are getting uglier cos it's getting muscular. AHHH, can anyone tell me how to make them less bulky?

played friendly with singapore sports school today. i played WD and i was quite scared actually cos the last time i played WD, i played like shit. we played 5quarters of 10mins each so i think i got 5different WAs and im so evil can. i made like almost all of them fall because i ran into them or our limbs entangled together. but they got really long limbs so i guess it wasnt my fault. but almost all either tripped and fall or almost did.

and i don even dare count how many times i stepped on their shoes. omgosh, im so horrible. so sorry to all those unfortunate players who had to be my opponent.


gym trng tomorrow plus 4.8k run.
muscles growing! AH

BYE!

i watched secret with eileen today.
omgoodness, go watch people. the plot is awesome. and jay is cute. go watch, it's a wondeful movie. somewhat confusing, sweet, creepy and shocking. i still do not really get the story actually. as in, im still confused over what happened.

before that, we went to this new shopping mall at clarke quay. don really like the clothes there but there were hell lot of shoes shops. tried on heels but they din have my sizes again. shiit, can they pile up more size 35 heels. it's the only size the fits me.

eileen bought a pair of heels. haix, it's so difficult for me to buy heels. ): walked around somemore. they din have a lot of shops selling hp pouches too. so im still stuck with my lao pok hp pouch. *whine

the basement was good. lottas good food. (:

went plaza sing. walked around and the chionged to cathay cos we were late already. i bought nacho combo. im so sick of cheese alr.

ok i need go study now. buhbye!

PICTURES!


@ britain takeaway.



shot taken accidentally. but it looks artistic.



eileen eating sotong.



her calamari must have tasted very good.



haha picture spoilt by me. we cant take decent photos, seriously.



US, pic spoilt by her.



haha eileen has this evil i-wanna-spoil-the-pic face.



@ the train station.


and finally,
to guys,
Realize that the girl holding onto u is PERFECT in her own special way.


The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you
The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.


She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..


There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.


Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today..
.and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?


She loves you not because you are
good looking,have money,
buy her things,make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.


She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything you do.Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.


You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.


so true.
BYE!

eileen and i brought our own toys there to let the kids play because we think our toys are more interesting and we do not have to go through the hassle of learning the games from scratch. it's quite annoying esp when the patients are looking at you expectantly, waiting for you to teach them how to play.

we managed to interact with 3 families altogether. (: i tried playing connect4 with this 22months old boy while eileen played chess with another patient. the 22months old boy was so adorable. i got dao-ed by him many times but he's still adorable. he cried when he fell. aww.

then we visited the girl in nkf shaw foundation ward. played uno, donkey and connect4 with her. her mum was very nice. and i found it very easy to communicate with her. and the nurse thanked us for playing with her before we left and it made me very happy.

yay!

had lunch in the hospital before going back home.slept and studied bio and chem skill A. then went for my 45mins run. i felt miserable running alone and i kept whining to myself while i ran. it's like i ran for so long and only 5mins past.

so in the end i ran for only 40mins and did 5mins warm down. heck la.

bought dinner and then read through alkanes. okay maybe i should go study alkenes now. i feel so slack! i bet the rest of them are mugging now la. ok bye!



she can always get up and walk away;

i shall make this short and easy to read.

thursday:
#1
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

went out with my family. they went amk hub to get a phone for my mother and my both my sisters bought shoes. rawwwh, but the stupid shoes shop didnt have my size. my feet are too small. weilin and i tried on heels for fun and omgosh, heels make us look better! im serious. it's a lot more interesting than boring pumps and flats. gonna go hunt for heels and hopefully they'll make me look taller.

then went far east with weilin. i got myself a really pretty casual dress and a denim shorts. im so broke now la. but i was really happy with my buy. im gna wear the dress out on sunday on a date with eileen. (:

then went yew tee to find zanyu. i thought it was a very bad decision. but in the end, his father invited me to his house and i watched NDP with zanyu. haha yay! so in the end, it wasnt so bad la. had fun.

friday:

went out to do pw meeting and stupid leong chunkiat didnt turn up. so it was only 3girls. did stuff, had lunch at siewmin's house then went back home. i slacked so much la. but i finished up my assignment, studied organic chem, attempted tutorial 8.3 and studied bio.

but i still think im slacking a lot. gonna study tomorrow too. but i have a 45mins run to do tomorrow. my coach wanted us to run for 45mins over the hols. ah, let's hope it rain. :/



movie and shopping date with eileen this sunday!

national day eve was alright i guess.

VJ had a different kind of celebrations. instead of cooping us in the hall and make us watch performances, we get to roam around the school, buy food and watch performances at the bus bay if you want.

yujuan was the man mann. she's sucha a bubbly and fun girl but when she's doing wushu she's so scary and fierce la. damn pro. i was with eileen throughout the celebration and i bought prata and ice yogurt with banana, peach and oreo. quite nice. (:

then we sat in the canteen to eat and played with her DS.

after that, i had training. and omgosh, it was quite tough. we had physical and did exercises that require us to push ourselves. we did what the trackers did.so many exercises, 4 sets each. haix. then we went cycling for 45mins. it wasnt as boring cos there was staff interhouse floorball competition. and that was when i realise how cca-orientated vjc is. our teachers freaking love sports la. even our triangle shaped maths lecturer.

training was 3hours. haha then rushed back home, bathed and met zanyu. yay we watched disturbia. had dinner since i didnt have anything since 9am and only managed to grab a donut on my way home.

disturbia was okay. i damn chicken la. i don like thriller and horror shows. but disturbia wasnt that bad. haha zanyu's shoulders and my sweater were very useful then.

then wanted to go for supper but we both had no mood alr. so he sent me home after that. gonna go shopping with my family later. yay family outing. it's been a longlong time since i went out with them. i think im not spending emough time with them. my life practically revolves around hw, cca, friends & boyfriend. shiit.

BYE!

okay, i should really start studying for my promos now. im feeling super scared for it la, cos for the entire of this term, i didnt have time to study at all cos i was in involved in tripod and NUH friends. furthermore, training became tougher and more challenging and i always go back home drained.

shiit la, i have a feeling i'll do worse for promo than midyears.

despite all these, i spent 3hours queuing for the donuts at the donuts factory today. it was a completely waste of time because i didnt bring any work to do and i was trying to not fall asleep while queuing. but the satisfaction when you got the donuts was incredible man.

so i had NUH friends in the morning. played this board game with a patient and i realised how ignorant i am. my general knowledge sucked so bad! im so ashamed.

then zanyu and i went marina square to get my sister her birthday present. i wanted to get something really pretty but precious tots doesnt have her month. so in the end i got her something really retarded.

then queued for donuts and went back home.

I NEED TO MUG!



donuts!


WHOO HOO!


yay i got my sister a safe box and a toy for her 15th birthday present.

today was tiring. im dead tired now but i gotta finish up my PW!

so today we had assembly on the field cos that would be the first and last time we're having assembly on the field. VJC's gonna renovate our field and replace it with synthetic grass! whoo hoo.

had a photographer up at the neptune court and we took school photos with the redshirt people forming the VJC word. damn cool. then we did mass dances. shouted half day and full day but the principal was evil. he watched us dance and then walk away. RAH!

school was okay. i need to complete so many tutorials. die la, im so behind time. and i have pw meeting this sunday again. oh gosh, no time.

tripod closing ceremony was alright. we presented, sang songs, watched videos, did cheers and it was nice. i so didnt regret joining tripod! haha everybody did powerpoint slides in the end. most anyway. i was so scared on the stage, so i think i kinda rushed through my part. i love our song. yay trans4mers rock! we have such nice people and facilitators!


gotta start on my project now. NUH tomorrow! ahhhh!

PICTURES!


in the LT during maths lecture. see the graphic calculator?



yuxuan and hwei hwei's oil. see through lei!



yuxuan's facial oil.



my diary. i decided to be a good nice girl.



MASS DANCING!

career talk today! gosh, im confused again. thetre's so many persons i wanna be. doctor, social worker, forensic scientist and policewoman. im so not kidding about policwoman okay.

i went for the singapore police force talk today and i'm so damn interested in it. im still unsure as to where my passion lies actually but i feel like trying all the occupations! im so greedy!

and someone cleared aways all those free gifts i got. so sad okay. stupid whoever it was. then went for gym training. my cousin, jonathan, was in there too and it felt so weird gyming with your cousin inside. and hello cousin, i can so manage that 15kg weights okay. haha

then went for a 4.8k run. i thought my legs gonna break off.

yay floorball competition against other houses tomorrow. (:
wish me luck.



COOLNESS!



the bio assignment i did yesterday. took a pic co i found it very neat and pretty! haha.



the card i did for yujuan! happy birthday girl!



look at the number of shirts i got so far this year. 12 of them! my goodness.

xueling

faith is to believe
what you do not yet see;
the reward for this faith
is to see that you believe
-saint agustine

eileen
weilin
adlin
angelyn
ankita
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aqidah
atiqah
bertrice
cheryl
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joanna
kaixin
letch
marcus
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nafisah
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