Saturday, June 30, 2007
the light is dimming,
and the dream is too.
the world and i,
we are still waiting.
still hesitating,
any dream will do. loves! nat, does it ring any bell?
somehow, those days were really nice. though we quit it. haix, maybe that's why i like to sing now.
i was damn bored today luh!
I
#1 helped my mum vaccum the floor
#2 ironed my daddy's shirts.
#3 did clay again!
#4 slept for 2hours. yay bye to under eye circles.
#5 read my time mag
#6 bought lunch for my family
#7 went to the library to get books. omgosh, i have outstanding fines of $1.90!
#8 got lunch for myself.
what a good little girl i was today. but my day sounds so sad. haha.
omg the world is so damn small. just came upon this blog which 3 of my primary school mates came together, and im really surprised. i kinda miss primary school days, where we
-din give a damn about guys and our images.
-scream and shout like there's no tomorrow.
-run up nat's house whenever she forgot her stuff
-help each other solve maths questions in the canteen before school started.
-shop in cold storage for ingredients to make the healthiest meal.
-draw anti cigerettes posters.
-go toilets just to watch amily comb her hair.
-go jesly's house to whispers lil secrets.
-bitch about our sitting partners.
-spread scandalous rumours.
-get into crushes and heartbreaks. -.-
-do pets worksheets.
-oraganise party for my ever rocking form teacher.
those days were so blissful.
haha what an emo entry.
okay BYE!
go away!
Friday, June 29, 2007
yay! today was fun cos there's a date with eileen and speech day.
in the morning zanyu came my house to scan some photos for his sph scholarship thing. haha my lil sis was being all shy and then super friendly towards him la. so weird.
then we rushed to go meet eileen who was late as well. haha had lunch in kfc where we saw letch and shal. asshole letch, she pulled my ponytail! then zanyu left to meet his mum while eileen and I went to the arcade. haha! whoo, i miss the arcade. but we din get to play daytona! so wasted la. we played bishi bashi, basketball, time crisis and some drum thing. but it was fun!
then we rushed off to play pool. i miss pool so much too! haha yea i won! 3:2. whoo hoo. saw many familiar people there like the 4/3 guys, jonathan and pingkee. then accompanied eileen to amk hub, introduced her to the mini food paradise at B2, walked around and shopped.
then i rushed to anderson cos im freaking late in meeting natalie. sorry! apart from seeing all my friends, speech day was boring. i was so happy to see nat, anna and jody again la! and im so sad my results were good enough for me to go up the stage and take the cheapskate trophy. haix.
after speech day, anna, natalie, kaixin and i went for dinner in pizzahut. initially, we couldnt decide where to eat cos everywhere was packed. wanted pepperlunch, subway and what not, but they were full. starved, we finally went pizzahut. it was quite crowded as well but we couldnt be bothered cos we were starvingg.
it was fun fun fun chatting with them. i swear, they really are a bunch of fun, funny friends. omgosh, i laughed so so much! havent done that for a long time. ate and then shifted to banquet to talk somemore. i want to do this more often!
ah my weekends are boring. crap. maybe i should attempt my summation tutorial! haha or go to the lib to get books to read. i only finished 2storybooks this year lei. so pathetic la!
ok OFF!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
it's freaking how everyone around me feels so relieved that midyears are over and yet i don feel a thing. i feel nothing when midyears started and when it ended, i din feel awfully happy or something.
so after chem paper, we had class phototaking. shit la, i shouldnt have gone to cut my hair during the june hols. my fringe is so short. then rushed back home, bathed and was out again to meet zanyu.
we went the cathay to watch transformers! it's freaking nice, with nice digital graphics and sound effects. it's really cool like how this harmless looking electronic devices actually can twist and turn into robots.
it's cool! i like.
saw many many victorians and other school people in cathay and marina square. zanyu and i went marina square for dinner and he spent over a hundred on a short and a wallet. oh my gosh la. but that adidas shirt he bought was love! it's so pretty!
alright my brain is feeling quite dead from the chem paper in the morning. it sucked by the way. going out tomorrow again with eileen and there's speech day too. cant wait to see all my secondary school friends!
i really cant think properly now. BYE!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
oh gosh, i even screwed up binomial spelling. i so hate that word! (:
im so angry with myself because i have committed countless of careless mistakes for my maths paper.
urgh, i knew i'll screw up my binomian question! and it's like 9freaking marks la. though i practised every single binomial questions in the practice papers the school gave, i still got the question wrong. haix and not cus i didnt know how to do. careless mistake somewhere. sickening.
i hate 3hours long paper. why cant they let us take 2 one and a half ones? towards the end of the paper, i no longer cared whether what i was doing was right (and hence all the crappy mistakes) because i was too tired to care. i was more focused on completing the paper instead.
i havent felt so drained in my life can. and wa lao, it's maths lei. it requires critical thinking throughout the paper and we have no time to rest at all. at least for econs and bio, we could rest while we regurgitated. im so unpleased with the education system now!
yay chem paper next! last paper! midyears seemed to be ending really soon. haha and im so glad. secondary school exams were sucky cos they took like 10days to finish and we had to even count down on the board to remind ourselves.
i don feel like studying anymore.
i gained weight! ah. must control alr!
BYE!
Monday, June 25, 2007
shall blog a quick one!
the dream last night:
it was horrible okay. i dreamt that i died. omgoodness la! i was out with my dad to watch a movie. haha that's so weird cos i never watch movie with my dad and he wanted to check whether the $10000 (!!!) was still in his vehicle. it was like 15mins before the movie start and we went to check. then the building we past bu collapsed suddenly and all those huge chunk of debris came falling down. despite all these, my dad still wanted to check his money and told me stay somewhere safe.
but this huge pillar came rolling towards me and i got knocked on the head and died. wa lao, so stupid la. but i became spirit like and observed what happened as a third person. my dad came back, couldnt find me and i could so vividly remember his expressions when he knew that i died. it was quite scary, really.
and i remembered feeling so bitter, unjust and all. i was dead so quickly you know. and the entire thing was so real. i felt so sad for my family and for myself. what a death but i woke up telling me this, " it's good to be alive" and i checked my phone and it say 4.48am.
spirits and ghosts must have felt like that. :/
so midyears today was okay for me. compo was alright. compre was okay, except the AQ part which i have only 10mins to do. the summary took up too much of my time. then studied econs during break. but i was so drained alr, so i din studied and tried to sleep but couldnt.
econs paper was okay. oh my god la! i had 5mins to spare! i was wondering why everyone was still rushing their essays when i was done 5-10mins ago. so i guess im quite dead lo. the case studies were being bitcht. i got stumped at the 1st question part 2. haix.
and i came back home in a foul foul mood cos 2 854 went past my bus stop and they were sandwich packed so i couldnt go home. and i was having a headache from the econ papers and feeling like crap. my paper ended at 445 yet i reached back home at 715. sometime studying too far can be quite frustrating.
YAY PICTURES PICTURES!
the rose zanyu gave me on thurs! look i mutilated it!
the rose petals are somewhere in the last dictionaries. whoa, i have quite a lot of dictionaries at home lei!
the tube of ben&jerry's chunky monkey which my sis and i finished in a day. omfgod la. freakass fat!
many many lil victorians mugging in the school library. i think they are too small to be identified. :/ sorry, was taking the picture outside the library.
TABLES in the halls. midyears! ah! but the view's kinda magnificent, in a way. (:
bio tomorrow. heard that it's effing tough.
campus superstar and last episod of the 9pm show.
die la!
ah scratch that, i don want to die!
Saturday, June 23, 2007
HELLO HELLO MINGHWEI!
sorry to have made you worried! it's really okay with me la, i just sound agitated than usual on the blog. haha mughard, buddy! HEEHEE! (omg what a gay laughter!)
and im resorted to drawing clever witty pictures (aka factories, R&D centres, universities, people) on my notes for econs. am studying EOS now and there's hundred and one fators to remember. i hope my little pictures will help.
keychains eileen and i have each (: i got the you!
COUSIN AND SISTER! <3
cos you say i wouldnt make it.
i woke up from my nap 10mins ago ,feeling like i havent slept at all. it sucked. i tried to go sleep at 2.30pm, drifted in and out of lala land for two hours and woke up feeling frustrated because i could have used that two hours for more productive things, like studying.
im dead okay, for midyears. but i keep consoling myself that midyears are supposed to be a killer, or at least that was what everyone has been telling me, even my CT! but i feel very guilty when i know that some of classmates went back school for chem bonding make up session with ms metha on their own accord. eeps :/ and nobody informed me wth!
so i woke up at ungodly hours today to attend the NUH Friends briefing. eileen, zanyu and i have decided to sign up as volunteers in NUH. most of the others who signed up are much much older than us. Many are already working. cool, i hope it would be fun and i so may consider doing it on a long term basis.
the briefing was okay. played human bingo and went around interacting. the talk was pretty much what we have already knew. i hope all three of us can get the children play time timeslot.
the time slots are so crappy. the only activities available to us on saturdays are like children activities and adult mobile library. both zanyu and eileen refused to let me tick the adult mobile library. :( but yep, i would definitely hope to get the children one.
the other activites are allocated on weekdays and end at around 3pm and hello, my lessons end at 3.05pm you know. i hope the fact that the rest are working adults means that they have more flexible time schedules, which means that we have a higher chance of getting what we chose. (:
alright, i have to go mug now.
and the fact that school is going to start in 2days' time has yet to sink in.
BYE!
Friday, June 22, 2007
so sickening la!
i just went for a haircut and came back looking crappier than ever. from now on, im gonna just say trim a little of my fringe or else i'll risk coming back home with fringe that's too ridiculously short.
i feel so tired to mug. just very brieftly and unfocus-ly went through atomic structure. i feel like slacking my next few days of the hols away. but i have yet to finish market structure and homeostasis which are the hardest topics among those we are tested.
i feel so tired.
damn the stupid haircut.
anybody has any nice salon to recommend?
Thursday, June 21, 2007
blogger ate up my previous post! rahh, i hope it doesnt eat up this one too.
yay happy anniversary to me and zanyu. whoo hoo, im damn excited la. haha. and many many thanks to those who wished us, namely letch, massie, jiankai, jiong guang and my sister. i feel very loved and fortunate. haha.
so i woke up at 730am in the morning to fry 10pratas. haha i have decided to be nice and make breakfast on this special day. i even made for my neighbours alright. so in the end i had to fry 10pratas and now im very sick of frying them. but i might so try making cheese prata myself one day.
i wonder how cooks stand on their feet and cook the day away. i was so tired la. but was happy when i saw the food. (: it feels good to make things for people to eat actually.
the prata sausage i did at home. i know they look super appetising!
WEILIN helping me roll the sausages! thanks much sister!
then got ready to meet zanyu. he got me a rose! HAHA. i pestered him to get a flower actually and he got me one. YAY! finally, i waited 1 entire year for this red colour thing. but nevertheless, it brightened up my day. thanks zanyu (and zhonghuan actually.) but it's gonna die in one weeks' time. ah, i shall go dry press it when it's about to die.
me and my rose. omg la, i looked like a damn tourist.
then we went gift a name to pick my gift. (: i wanted to get that tiara when i was in sec3 okay. letch remembers? we always go gift a name last time to look at bright glittering stuff.
the keychain thing he got for me in gift the name. whoo la la, i like it a lot cos i think it's really pretty.
the clayfigures i made for me, which unfortunately broke but he stuck them back at home, and the rose he gave me.
the rose he gave me <3
then we went to lunch in pizzahut. yay i treated him to eat. haha pizzahut was cool cos there were a lot of cool dark mirrors everywhere.
haha can u guys spot zanyu? i think it's quite cool. (:
haha SPOT US! in pizzahut.
then we went vivo. slacked in skypark for a while before hunting the new donut shop that opened. finally found it after miles of walking. my feet were killing me man. queued and bought donuts. chocolate delight was yummilicious! but the rest were okayokay only.
then went for dinner before sending me back home.
US at my block's viod deck! we were exchanging donuts. HAHA! it must have looked weird to passerbys.
yay i enjoyed myself today.
i am a happy happy girl today! <3
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
HEY PEOPLE! my new url is www.ilovemid-morningsnacks.blogspot.com! not xuelingthegreat anymore! yepp blogger's screwed, somehow.
BYE!
hello people, this shall be my new blog add till i come up with something more sophiscated and cooler that this! i doncare, im gna slack away today. i want to change to another blogskin! but im too lazy to go look for it. ah!
and i have half the mind to remove the links on my blog cos they're pretty useless. i don relink people one!
okay BYE.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
i want to change to a new link.
cos my current sounds really dumb. cos i was dumb and stupid in sec2.
but i cant think of any really cool names and how come im not supposed to use - UH. i tried just having it as simply xueling.blogspot.com, but i guess it is a very popular name, and i cant use it. raahh.
i need help in brainstorming for cool names.
and i have to do entropy now. wth.
YES ! tomorrow tomrrow tomorrow!
Monday, June 18, 2007
alright, so i went back school today for a gp remedial and short pw meeting.
GP remedial was okay. i think the discussion on the compo topics was productive. the comprehension part was crappish cos i have got like very minimal points correct for the entire paper. i doubt i even hit a two digits score which is sooo pathetic.
then i got quite freaked by how prepared fir midyears one of my classmates seemed to be. she even listed out possible GP topics that they can test us for compo and me, im chucking GP to the very last bit. she had also finished like many many of the other subjects and is practising on other schools' papers already, wth.
for me, im still left with
econs: market structurefor econs
chem: atomic structure, stiochiometry and entropy
maths: conics, transformation of graphs and functions
bio: carbo, photosynthesis and nervous system for biology.
*&$*@&*@$* shiat !
i think i have slacked too much over the hols butimnotregrettingit!
so im gna mug really hard for the next few days cos i hope i have time to attempt RJ common test papers. the questions are really interesting. they set you thinking, trying to eliminate those ridiculously similar options. i spent like an average for 10mins per question during chalet when i tried to do the bio paper and had to consult zhonghuan and gangquan la! my godd.
but you know, cream of the crop have to do this kind of questions. HAHA *look at letch. ok im just kidding. but if i were to do a RJ paper, i think i need six hours for a 3hour long paper or something.
i think my attention span shortened. i can no longer sit in front of my desk one hour straight. but midyears are supposed to be screwed up right? i mean it's our first time doing full papers and it's totally alright if i cget really crappy results right? haha someone please tell me it's supposed to be like that.
you know,like how prelims to us in sec4 was supposed to be a killer and getting 10points and below is absolutely impossible.
and kelly told me she heard that vjc has slipped one position down, with NJC replacing the third postion OH NOOO. i wonder how my life will differ if i had chosen NJC instead of VJC. i was quite certain im gna put NJ first choice last time. i think i will definitely mug more and be all result orientated if i were in NJC. but i will have no girl friends over there. only one boyfriend and many sec4 mates.
ah, enough of rambling. campus superstar later! i might vote for keely! yay fellow victorians!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
i feel so lazy to continue with my bio revision so i shall blog.
haha. did work, as usual but i went out with my sister today, to amk hub. she wanted to get something for her boyfriend so i accompanied her lo.
then we walked around.
spent most of the time in B2 where all the good food are. omgoodness, it's a mini food paradise there, i swear. we got prata cheese sausage that tasted so good, dark and white chocolate donuts, durian puffs and shared honey lemon drink. these were our dinner.
the prara cheese sausage was nice but i knew how to DIY at home, so maybe i will try that one day.
then we walked around somemore and bought pretty earrings. it's those with a chain linking the two earrings on one ear together. (: but it cost like $11.50? so we shared and we bought another 1.90 earrings which looked weird on us in the end.
ah, i always spend away my savings. oh no, i must stop.
came back home, played cards with my sis and mum, continued with econs and bio.
so boring la!
Friday, June 15, 2007
im feeling so down right now. must be pms.
i spent the entire day doing redox, tangents and normal, central problem and demand&supply. how exciting. i realise econs is actually a very interesting subject to read about. but it just feels sucky to study it for a examination subject. there's so many technical terms and concepts to remember. i think i will just sit and stone when i reach the essay part.
i didnt turn up for my econs Q&A session today. simply because i havent started on my econs. so the only question i have for my tutor is ways to pass econs, which i seriously doubt he will even answer that question properly. he cant teach to save his life.
then i went for my usual jog. and almost died. i ran despite the teeny gastric in my stomach and i thought the 20 + mins run would be okay. haha wa laooo, i ran till i feel like dying la. but i din stop. well done, xueling:D haha i just kept telling myself that im gna reach the ending point alr.
felt a bit faint and dizzy on the way back but was ok once i reached back home.
haix 5more days.
BYE!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
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jiong guang look! a greeeaaat photographer!
chalet was quite fun, despite the very small group of people who stayed over.
alright, so zanyu and i caught pirates of the carribean before making our way to the chalet. omgoodness, shaw sucked so bad. they were 20mins late in screening the movie, their theatres werent good too (i.e the way the ground levels down, the seats in front of you blocked part of the screen la, and there were no couple seats.)
didnt really get the plot of POC but jack sparrow was all cute and funny. (:
rushed down to pasir ris and met up with the rest of the class. took shuttlebus, and waited to book into the chalet. it was small but alright la.
we played truth or dare and luck was on my side cos the remote never pointed in my direction once at all. the guys joined us and it was so much fun la. there were so many dares that were amusing. like how jiong guang had to kiss zhonghuan's face and jiankai had to kiss zanyu's knee. we were nicer to the girls.
then we went to the beach!
The Beach <3
the class girls minus letch, mavis, evon and siewboon. they went off somewhere.
the four inseparables!
christine, with the ever sunny personality, and me, which looked bad in the photo. ah!
shadows! shunwei's mine and renying's. a million dollar question! guess which one is mine? :D
we played captain's ball! i miss captain's ball with my fellow fourfive people man. Pe was always fun cos of captain's ball! then xinyi got into a lil accident. i hope your wound heals well! letch was being all gungho and defended so many balls. yay!
then we split. some well cycling, some went back chalet, some disappeared somewhere and some went downtown east to buy drinks and dinner. i bought kfc for dinner. long time since i ate cheesefries!
then back at the chalet, we ate what we bought for our dinner and slacked. christine, letch and xiangrui left a while after that. evon and siewboon left too. i bathed and watched them play bridge and then my tv show.
he looked scary right!
some random shot. and jiong guang kept saying that i looked retarded taking photos. heyy, who knows okay, i might end up being a renowned photographer or something.
messy table !
then zhonghuan, me, jiankai and zanyu played several rounds of daidee before joining the rest who stayed over. (jufri, jiong guang, weilun, gangquan and mavis) we had a very interesting life experiences sharing session. -.-
then we went downtown east at 1plus to get cupnoodles and mineral bottles. came back, ate, played ps, played many more rounds of daidee before sleeping.
then in the morning, everyone was stoning la.
went white sands mac to have brunch. then we couldnt think of anywhere else to go, so we went back home to sleep. so exciting la.
after chalet (:
but nevertheless, the outing was still very fun. i missed chatting with many of them. yay 4/5 rocks !
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
today was a boring day.
haha, though my body was aching badly from yesterday's training, i went jogging nevertheless. my shin muscles were burning la. and i hate running past the street soccer court. stupid fat ugly soccer guys there. so irritating la.
urgh.
ok, nothing much happened today.
told you, was a boring boring day.
yay chalet tomorrow. gna take lots of pictures and post them up when i come back. haha. (:
Monday, June 11, 2007
someone freaking shrank the fonts of my computer's fonts. but it looks kinda pretty so im not gna change it back.
haix, i feel so bad. just when training started (today), i realised i cant make it for anymore june hols training due to class chalet on thursday and g.p remedial on monday. should i go just training on thursday morning uh?
anyway training today was alright. i miss the J2s so much! it was a lot less laughter and joy without them! i'll so miss sam's craziness, beeting's auntiness, beeting and yuhan's hokkien converations and yuru and nuurun, geri (our super nice and encouraging captain!) and the others.
it was only the J1s and the IPs today, 6people altogether. so sian la. i miss the big crowd. haix. we did body control work and stuff. lots of jumpings today but oh, how i miss netball man.
and i shocked my ankle already. wa laooo. i have such weak ankles, need to eat more calcium? haha or maybe proteins. luckily my ankle guard lessened the impact of the twisting, if not, i don think i will be able to walk cos it felt like a nasty twist. continued with game though i shocked it. yay winners! haha. i like trainings :D
then bought lunch and went back home. bought peach ice blended. remind me not to buy anymore ice blend bubble teas cos i want no diabetes. :/
slept and got woken up by &^#&^$@ zanyu<3. haha. anyway i have dark eye circles. ohmyfreakinggoodness! i must sleep more! then did gas law tys, studied DNA and genomics and then did the tys.
i think i saw zhiwei and vincent on tv. gonna be aired at 8pm ch8. yay, fellow victorians! im gna support them by watching the show. vincent was my imh attachment groupies. (:
cant wait for class chalet! hope it's fun.
Friday, June 08, 2007
CIP today was awfully fun, meaningful and fulfilling 8 and a half hours.
eileen was sick and couldnt accompany me to do cip but i want to do it. so in the end i went with naf and massie. haha it was quite fun eh. we got our shirts and changed into. then we got the tasks of taking care of the sale counter. there was quite a lot of things to remember, like letting people sign bottles, making sure they don run away with the drink bricks, issue reciepts, let them fill lucky draw cards, explaining what's going on and stuff like that.
i was quite apprehensive. i was worried that i would make mistakes and since it is a large scale event, it was important to be responsible and careful. but i soon got the hang of it. sometimes, so many people came and donate and everything just got very rush-y and stressed. haha. but it was fun nevertheless.
me and mas tried pulling people to the booth to donate and got rejected so many times la. it's kinda sad to know that foreigners are a lot more generous then locals. i shall donate more often next time.
then went for dinner. dinner was quite nice. some big chicken, mashed potato, baked beans and rice. then our minister of education (VIP)came and there was a lot of clickings of cameras and this sudden stream of people. a reporter came and took a group photo of us. haha!
then i think mas naf me and jun guang were the last fews to leave. there were a lot of last min donations and many were 100 and 50 dollars notes. (: so happy. there was this guy who donated $500. in the end, we went crazy signing 250packets of drinks. haha
went off at 1030pm and reached home at 1140pm.
i think im weird. i like doing this kind of cips. whee, i love cips like this! maybe i should have joined cic or interact la. but i love netball too!
ok, im weird.
PICTURES:
US, right after we changed into build for hope teeshirts.
i think this photo is quite well taken! the colour changes at night lei. it's so pretty!
naf and jun guang. haha. ended up going home with them.
VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE! the school im so proud to be in.
fellow hardworking vicotrians.
XUELINGG!!
yay, im sweet! haha.
see, i helped my friends write their names too. (: these are my sec4 friends which im closer to now. of course, there's still mas la! but she wrote hers a million times alr, so i din include hers. haha!
the house we are building. i know its cool (:
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
whoo hoo, 1 more entry to 1000 entries in total. im so freaking proud of myself, hoho!
tuesday:cip in imh again from 930 to 330. but the guys came late so in the end we started late. repeated the stuff that we did on monday and played so many rounds of snap and donkey that we got very bored. i was happy that it was our lunch time when they took their lunch and go to nap. most of us bought cup noodles and we played cards/ slept/ and just talked crap. it was quite fun actually, discussing about the various cartoons we watched.
the senior nurse was very nice. she bought us books about phychatric problems. we drew lots to see who gets the better ones, which is a true story about this person who got schzophrenia. haix, i wanted that book but i din get it. i got a book about isomnia instead.
then went back home and went jogging. yay, i took 20mins, instead of 25mins, to complete the route.
wednesday:a happyhappy day with zanyu <3
i love the lunch. yay.
thursday:nice me is going to send my sister to her tuition centre in hougang. then im gonna go jogging! i want to finish the route within 15mins!! and im gna mug too.
oh man, what a crappy post la.
GET WELL SOON EILEEN! i hope you are well enough for the cip thing in vivo tomorrow. (:
Monday, June 04, 2007
im so tired now, despite my 1hour nap just now. haix, i think im having sleeping problems. i don feel tired at night so i cant sleep. yesterday night, i din feel myself going off to lala land at all. it was so frustrating and i was worried that i would feel vtired for my imh attachment.
but i din feel tired in the morning too. so weird.
imh attachment today was very very enlightening. i thought it would boring because our teacher told us that most spoke dialects and my dialects cannot make it and they are generally older and i thought we had nothing to talk about.
the first few minutes were awkward cos we din really know what to do. but the nurses brought out stuff we could play with them. eileen and i brought uno stackos and cards over to another table and we started interacting with one of the patients.
she played uno stacko with one of the patients while i did puzzle with another. then we used uno stacko thingers to build a domino and they were very amused by it. yay. then we played donkey and snap.
i felt really happy when i see them laugh cos at least i know, during that 3hours plua today, they had fun. most of them were just lazing around, sitting on chairs and on but i was glad that both eileen and i were able to keep some of them engaged for a few hours.
then we went for lunch while they were having their afternoon nap. the cafeteria sucks. then we played asshole daidee. wa laoo, i suck at daidee la. im forever the asshole okay. urgh. then we went to the rehab centre where patients spent 8weeks training themselves to prepare to stay in open wards.
after awhile i got quite attached to the guy i played cards with. and this another guy whose details i cannot disclose. his past made me really ponder. is it true that the society octracises people who were ex patients of imh? but they seemed relatively normal to me. i had fun today with them la. or maybe, i havent seen the down side of it.
but after this particular cip, i thought nursing is sucha noble job. or any jobs in the medical field are very noble. i admire the senior nurse who built such good rapport with the patients.
im quite certain i will go into the medical field if i can. social worker, nurses, doctors wadever. yay.
okay i need to go study. to study in medical field, i must do well in my midyears first. :x
Sunday, June 03, 2007
thanks for being there when i needed someone to be with me<3so today i went to make my ezlink at amk bus interchange with zanyu. haha thanks boy! so accompanying me so impromptuly when i decided i needed companion and though i said earlier i am alright making it alone. haha im kinda weird today.
so plan was go make card, eat lunch, do homework and go jogging!!
card replacement process was very easy la. 10mins later, i got a new card but i miss my old one. haix, i will go visit it at vivocity skypark soon. then wanted to kahtib mac to eat and then do work, but they were having Red Event and the whole of the second floor was booked. so we left for cafe in cc and had a very expensive lunch. BRROKE already!
did work and i finished my nervous system notes there. hooray, i have finally finished my bio mindmaps. now i can start mugging for bio.
then we left cafe at 5pm and headed to the yishuns stadium. zanyu suggested that we jog and sprint 100m for every round. i hate sprinting. i don mind longlong distance but yucks to sprinting. so we warmed up 2rounds, sprinted cum jogged 4rounds, and jogged for another 3 or 4 rounds. so in the end we completed 3km plus.
then had a longlong cooling down and stretching session.
then sent him to the mrt station before running some errands for my mum and going back home after that.
now im like surrounded by sick people. both my sisters are sick and eileen's sick as well. get well soon people!
and i hope i don fall ill too. sucks to be sick during hols!
BYE!
Saturday, June 02, 2007
2 june, a super suay day for me.
i woke up today, feeling all excited and happy because i would be seeing zanyu soon and i would be getting a lil surprise gift, which i really really really wanted to get, for eileen later on.
so i was up at 8am, a very rare time for me okay, and finished my cell and nuclear division notes. then i watched 1litre of tears before preparing to go out.
suay thing #1:
i went into the shop, totally expecting the stuff to be still there. i mean, the last time i saw it was like last thursday and BOOM, two days later, it was sold out. like what the hell la. i was so disappointed cos i thought it was one of the best friendship gift i have seen so far.
suay thing #2:
i went toilet and then revisited to shop to ask if there is another outlet or something and that shopkeeper replied while looking at the items next to her. hello, doesnt she know the basic courtesy is to remain eye contact with the person you like talking to? so angry la.
then we went to have lunch and trained all the way to vivocity where i got presents for my sisters. haha yeay, i am so nice. then we went sky park to enjoy the breeze cos sky park is a must go place for us if we go vivocity.
then i took out my phone and took pictures and
suay thing #3:
my freaking ezlink card dropped in between the wooden floorings and there is no possible way of retrieving unless i get permission to saw the wooden planks of the sky park into 2 or something. i was quite reluctant to admit that it's impossible to get back my hamster faced ezlink card. it's been with me for so long and i like my picture of me (dont laugh!) on the card. i even thought physics, like using magnets and attract it up or something but haha! omg la, the whole incident is so dumb, i cant believe. :( im sure massie and letch will miss my hamster faced card.
so decided to go yishun interchange to remake my ezlink. thankgod, my ezlink card has only fifty cents left.
suay thing #4:
the person told me i have to go amk station to redo my card and thus i cant redo my card despite having enough money. so i have to make a special trip down to amk just to get my card down. but on the other hand, maybe i can have my own personal time and go shopping alone. though i have been to amk hub a lot of times, i dont shop till im satisfied.
then we northpoint where i took passport size photos and
suay thing #5:
the service there sucks as well! i was practically invisible there till i made my presence known. haix.
suay thing #6:
the picture turned out bad, like always.
then zanyu walked me home <3. but nevertheless, it was still a fun day. (:
PICTURE OF US, at the expense of my ezlink card!
btw, everyone should watch 1 litre of tears. i have finished watching it and it's very nice, sad, touching and motivational at the same time. i cried at almost all the episods. go watch! it's available in crunchyroll.
