i'm sucha a naughty girl. i stayed to watch America's next top model, which ends at 12.30pm, knowing that i have a match a next day. so in the end i didnt play much for today's game because i was feeling so sleepy and couldnt run much. it's like i wanna run, but my brain always function like half a second slower.

besides, i was having stitches for god know what reasons. so i decided to pull out after the first quarter and have janelle to take over me. i didnt want the number of goals to be affected.

but i hope coach puts me in for NY match! i'll sleep early and be all geared up for the match!

anyway today was kinda slack. had an hour of econs before yuwen and i went to take our photosynthesis test. what a major screw up la. but i didnt really care much cos i just dont feel like bothering about my academics currently. HAHA.

watched ACJC match. screamed at stupid mistakes and clapped at nice saves. then we went off for tp match. whee, we thrashed them 43-19. didnt perform as well as AC match i think cos we could have widen the gap somemore.

i was feeling very nua. i felt like just sitting down and stone.

then went off to accompany my family buy phones. whee, my contract ends in two weeks time and i can finally stop being all jealous at the sight of pretty phones. i'll be getting a prettypretty phone too. a slide up one. YEAYHOO, i cannot wait man.

PW meeting at 9am tomorrow in parkway. omgosh, arent we hardworking people. i hope we can finish it by noon because i wanna go out!

and i think i should really quit being sucha spoilt brat and expect everything to go my way. tolerance! (:

yay, i finally found time to blog.

i cant really remember what happened in the past few days. however, i know that on thursday we watched our match against NJC. omg, we cringed at our mistakes and applauded when our team mates made nice saves, intercepts and taps. but we made so many mistakes and it's just so painful. i broke twice! i kept thinking that if i didnt break, we could have oput in two more goals la, bringing the score to 29-30.

i swear, i will never ever break again.

friday was against ACJC. it was sucha waste of time okay. after we did warm ups, the skiy poured like crazy and we were told that the match was postponed to saturday, 8.30am at CCAB. i was feeling rather worried because i habe no idea where CCAB is and i have to like find my way there at unearthly hours.

so i called zanyu immediately, since he had been there for a hockey match, and he agreed to bring me there! whoo hoo! thanks man, if not i think i'll just wither up and die. imagine going stupid bukit timah at 6plus in the morning. the sun isnt even up yet la.

so we went back school to train for half an hour. then we iced.


i woke up at 5am on a saturday morning! this is sick. i was supposed to meet zanyu outside NJC at 6.45am. but there were too many trees and by the time i saw that bridge, the bus had already whizzed past the bus stop. thus i alighted one stop later. thankgod he was still on the bus when i called him. then we took bus to CCAB. it's so ulu and it was raining somemore! horrible weather.

thanks zanyu! for waking up at 5.20am just to show me the way to CCAB. haha. <3

i think we played well against ACJC. you should have seen how angry the AC coach was. she was threatening to send her GD out just because Sam was faster than her. yay, good job sam! and man, AC coach can really shout.

after tha game, though they won and we lost, they walked away like they have lost terribly and we were happy cos we fought to the end. haha then we went waffle town to eat before rushing to parkway for PW project. thanks ms siow, for the ride to vjc.

then we ate in mac before going to marine parade library to do our PW. stayed there from 1plus to 815 and we were only halfway through it. but i felt very accomplished because we really did a lot. we explored all kinds of limitations, generated quite a lot of ideas and ensured that our ideas were perfect. and i was glad that we started early.

allocated tasks for everyone before we wrapped up. skipped dinner since by the time i reached home, it was already 10pm.

alright. i gotta go study photosynthesis test already.
BYE!

ok, right now, i am so super busy, i barely have the time to sit down and breathe properly.

season started right now, it isnt procceeding very well for us. we lost our very first match against NJ. it's sucha sickening match. we could have won if we continued the match instead of having the match postponed. cos the nj players were tired by the 2nd quarter. but it had to rain. stupid.

the score was 27-30. haix. the most crucial match and we lost it. but we have only ourselves to blame. our desperation to win this match has made us lost. oh well. what is done is done la, i guess we have to focus on our other matches.

against AC tomorrow. alamak. :/

but i get to play with chinping. heh, it's been ages since i last saw her play netball.

and i have been missing countless lectures and tutorials and i am slowly lagging behind. haix, so freaking dead la. i have gpp, gp homework, photosynthesis test, econs test, bio spa skill C and D next week.


i have sucha screwed life.
i think all JC teachers think that we go back home everyday and shake our legs, so are giving us so many homework, tests and assignments.

URGH, i am so irritated.

this evening was probably one of the most stressful evenings i have ever been through. it was really horrible.

last training, which happened to be the last training before start of nationals, a new player came. she, apparantly, is very good and has the height. so she has advantage there. the bad thing was that she has to join the team at one midfielder's expense.

when my coach told us that, it came as a really big blow to me. throughout the training, i told myself that i have to be on form and show ms siow that i am worthy of being in the team. honestly, i was really scared. i could sense that i really really want to be on the team.

so today we had a talk. it was supposed to be half an hour only, but it dragged from 5pm to around 8pm. it was really tough and stressful. however, it was inevitable. i hope A is alright now. we love you A! cheer up okay. we're gonna all play for you and ms siow!

i think joining netball is a right choice. though my stay in netball so far was short, it was really meaningful. it gave me a taste of how it is like in the real world. stiff competition and harsh reality. everybody fights to be the top and if you cannot be as good, you have only yourself to blame. it's just so blatant but so true. sometimes, it scares me.

but i shall see it positively. it gives me the drive and motivation to play better and be stronger.

it was sucha emotion-wrecking session. most of us cried, cos we felt injustice for A. being a midfielder myself, i could feel the anxiety and the anger if i were to be replaced. four months of effort, four months worth of sweat just gone like that cos someone is better than you.


i wont forget today.

JIA YOU VJC NETBALL!
thrash NJ tomorrow. jia you midfielders. be strong and aggressive!

i look like a damn nerd now.

i collected my skirt and tried them on. oh my, they're practically sweeping the floor. urgh! it's like 5 or 6cm above my knees and the school allows 7cm above them. why am i sucha good, rules abiding girl?

darn.

i shouldnt have down that bar of kitkat chunky. now my throat feels a bit sore. i hope it doesnt develop into a sorethroat! not when the games are coming. and and my zinc bag is spoiling. hip hip hooray. i spotted two small holes, which i know will turn bigger. now i wont feel so guilty wanting to buy a new bag. though a bit spoilt, the bag is still functionable and i hope i get a new one before the zinc one breaks down completely.




cus im losing the feelings.
but not to worry, i will find them back. (:
just to let you know, im glad to know and have you.

is the lack of time to go shopping a good or a bad thing?

i went for my first shopping session this year yesterday, yet i didnt get anything for myself. what the hell. i saw a lot of pretty things on the shelves and have this crazy urge to get all of them.

so i had training in the morning. 830am in kallang. there were other schools having their own mini carnvial there. there were TPJC, YJC, RJC and PJC. whoo hoo. i saw jeslyn there! it was nice chatting with her. haha, both of us joined back netball and we're playing the same positions.

and i saw Mr Liew there too. got sucha shocked cos i wouldnt think that i would be meeting him again. haha. went over and said hi.

then training started. i guess i didnt get enough sleep on friday night. i was defending janelle when i suddenly felt like sleeping. omgosh. haha it was horrible. usually training passes quickly but because i was feeling sleepy, training seemed longer that usual.

then we cabbed back school to ice and get creatine, which reminds me that i have yet to pay sam back 1.40. whoops. rushed back home to sleep and then bathed and went out with zanyu.

we went looking for bags. i don like my zinc bag already! ah, i want a new bag! how i wish everyday's my birthday. (: then i had to get my mum's and eileen's presents too. got my mum 4pairs of earrings from Six and got eileen that pink ugly thing from minitoons. HAHA, just kidding eileen!

went for dinner in swenson's. i just realised i havent stepped into swensons for 6years and i have been there for only 3times. omg, what kind of freak life am i leading now?

now, i seriously doubt that i have time to go shopping cos PW is starting and we have to hand in our first GPP draft next next week. furthermore, siewmin and i are having our seasons and others have equally busy schedules. oh man, this sucks. but eitherway im gonna go for pw meetings even if there are really those last minute kind la.

im glad i have finished my GP homework!
okay, im off to do more work.

10months and counting <3





make me fall in love with you again

omgosh, im so freaked out right now. it's *counting with fingers* FIVE MORE DAYS to the start of the Adivision netball tournament. oh my oh my oh my. im so scared okay. we have been training really hard for this tournament, 4times a week for 3hours. i want it to pay off. the many many hours of sleep we all sacrificed. the saturday mornings when we all trooped down to kallang so sleepily.

actually, i am still unsure of my own standards, whether im good enough to take part in the competition together with them cos i feel that im still not strong enough. and i don have enough energy. but there's not enough time to train anymore.

Mind Over Body.

im so tired. and there's training tomorrow. (:

today was a longlong day. eeps, i'll be missing bio and chem mock SPAs due to matches and i have to spend my break time doing them. how exciting. my PW group is out! whoo hoo, im okay with my pw group members! we even came in first for today PW group bonding game. we were the first to crack the mystery. HOLY DAY! and chunkiat wasnt even present. (: chunchun went to carry chairs for strings. HAHA.

i have sent my skirt for alteration. whee, im gonna be a decent college girl from monday onwards. and mr seet can come after me with ten thousand rulers for all i care. im gonna just stand there and let him measure. yeay!

and the uncle at the alteration shop was being irritating.

uncle: good that the school catches short skirts. it gives us business.
me: ... *roll eyes*



im gonna wear nice clothes tomorrow. i havent worn a nice decent clothes out since last term? or was it last year? see la, i cant even remember.

WHOO HOO, vjc has half day today cos our wushu and cross country emerged champions. so proud of them la and it really motivates me to do well for netball. i wanna stand on the stage as well! i never got to do that in anderson sec, hopefully, i'll be able to in vjc.

so we demanded for full day off but we were only given half day. spoilerrr! so we had lessons but were allowed to leave at 1100. however, half day didnt really affected me, since i had training from 1130 to 130 and then i went for lunch with my seniors.

left parkway at 300 and then met up with zanyu for a while in khatib. tried doing my homework but i could only finished one question? haha. then he sent me home. (:

went back and slept for half an hour before finishing my econs tutorial! whee, i finished what we were supposed to do. super proud of myself la.

and im gonna lengthen my skirt. haha i really hate it when people come up to me and say, " wa, your skirt very short EH?" i just don feel good when people comment that. and i have to go tp the PE dept to collect my creatine everyday and im not gonna aviod mr seet like some coward anymore.

so yeay to long skirts! im gonna lengthen it 2cm longer. (: since mr seet measured that mine was 9cm above knee when it was supposed to be 7.

training today was okay. but i felt really worned out. my body felt really tired and my limbs are actually trembling from fatigue. not good. i have to rest well.

alright. BYE!

BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY!!!!

i hopo everyone managed to get a cone. (: don laugh, but it was my first time eating ben&jerry's ice cream. the one that i ate was ok, not fantastically fabulous or something. i wanna try chunky monkey someday. it sounds funky and i heard it's nice.

chem lecture test today was fun. somehow, i have changed the perspective i have on tests. i suddenly like taking tests. haha im weird. but maybe it's because i am no longer bothered about scoring well for tests. a pass is good enough for me and the stress is off shoulders. but of course, im gonna mug for mid years. (:

didn't really study for the chem test today. had no mood and i had netball training yesterday. forced myself to study for 15mins? and i gave up after that cos i was so tired, my brain wasnt thinking. i kept stoning, staring at the paper like some idiot.
i decided that it wasnt working, so i went to my bed. whoo hoo.

rushed to suntec to meet zanyu after school today. queued for ben&jerry's ice cream. whee. then we went back anderson to collect our olevel certificates. it felt really great being in an environment so familiar, so close to my heart.

i miss every single tree i passed on the way there, i miss the ancient piano in the canteen, i miss the coffeeshop opposite the school and i miss my life in secondary school. i could slack you know!

now, slacking is almost gone from my dictionary and it's just so sad. i haven't gone shopping for sucha long time alr.




BE STRONG!

MUGGING DAY!

whee, ugly betty and ANTM on tonight!







it would be nice if someone magicked me away to a beach, away from the busy-ness and everyone else.

since im too lazy to blog what happened this entire week, i shall blog the highlights of the week, though they're nothing much, since im leading quite a hectic life.

#1
i have drank almost 6days of creatine. my coach says it helps increase muscles mass and muscles sizes and gives you energy for explosive actions when your natural creatine is used up. how cool! to me, it tastes alright, a bit like ribena. but i have gained weight already! i gained 3kg from 40 to 43. *screams! but i took it after dinner, hopefully, im lighter than 43! but i feel that i've became stronger. (: yay! just need to improve on my fitness and stamina. but we no longer go for 3.3km run already. oh well.

music fest was a blast. period. <3

#2
we trained in our jerseys today! mine was size M and it so doesnt fit me. same for andrea. we were like holding the waistline of the skirts and there was this huge huge gap between our tummys and the skirts. nice amanda lent me her jersey skirt last year and it fit me nicely. it felt good training in jerseys because i felt more comfortable.

we trained under the scorching afternoon sun to get use of the heat. im so badly burnt. so burnt that the cashier in seven eleven asked me why my face was so red.

#3
i topped my class for lipids, cell membrane and cell biology test. whoo hoo, one of the rare times, i actually did this well. but i know im gonna fail next week's lecrure test. haix.

#4
my adidas watch is on the verge of spoiling already. the strap keeps breaking and i had to use superglue to glue it back. im quite reluctant to get a new watch since i love my adidas one. it has gone through with me thick and thin okay. and it's in a unique shade of yellow! (due to potassium iodide :/) but citychain is having a 50% discount for adidas watches. ah! should i buy?

anyway, i realised that i have to be really thankful to a lot of people. they made my jc life a lot easier to manage. like my mom. she'll heat up my dinner (at 10pm!) when i was bathing so i can eat a warm nice meal after a tiring training session. she washes and irons my clothes without complaining. she helps me hunt stuff when im too tired too and always kept forcing me to blow my hair dry when i bathed at 10plus after training.

and my dad! he's been fetching me from school after training sessions and music fest. there's once he waited for almost an hour and a half for my training to end. and i could tell he was tired. he had to drive like an hour plus just to fetch me from school.

and zanyu! he waited like one hour and a half today outside vj for my training to end so we could go suntec and get my fbt shorts together. and a hundred millions other times where he would just walk around in malls, waiting for me and would get me food because he knew i havent eaten for the entire day.

i really appreciate all this, important people! of course, there're many more people than this but im too lazy to name. oh ya, massie and eileen too! for agreeing to accompany me from school dismissal to training starts, which is at bloody 5pm. if not, i'll be sucha loner. :(

okay, long post.
goodnight.

i shall blog a really quick one before i go to bed.

MUSIC FEST tonight was a blast! omg, im so in love with vjc, for coming up with sucha an awesome concert.

school was okay. it was a long long day, with very short breaks and that sickening 1hour of PW. but on a lighter note, mrs judah thought that my PI was better and it doesnt need further editing. that's good news for me, cos i doubt i have time to edit it anyway.

after PW, met with other J1 netballers! (: eireen, jocelyn, janelle and i took bus 608 and went hongkong cafe to meet up with the seniors. we took spastic pictures on the way there. :/ ate baked rice with chicken chop. i know, i know, it's darn sinful. but i kept consoling myself that there's training tomorrow and im gonna burn all the carbs then.

walked back to school with yuhan and andrea. then queued for music fest. it was super horrible as everyone was pushing and squeezing, trying to reach the registration table. and the fact that im so short didnt help the situation then, i kept taking in carbon dioxide.

yay, netballers managed to get an entire row to themselves. sat beside andrea and yining and we had fun laughing and giggling at random funny stuff. the MCs were great, so were the participants. omg, vocal solo were great. i feel so inferior and small cos im not as talented as them.

or rather, i have no talent to speak of. i can't dance, i cant sing, i cant even play the freaking piano. i need to search for my talent!

i like dance too. i particularly like dance 1 since i really like watching ballet people dance ballet. the rest were good. ended with our victorian anthem and cheer. really sang the song and did the cheer with pride, despite my sinus. whee!

rushed back home and did graphs assignment. whoo hoo.

but i have meet the parent session and training tomorrow. then, im off to meet zanyu and we'll go get our stuff together. busy busy week.



YAY I PASSED MY CHEM TEST THIS TIME ROUND! so happy!
but i have another chem test next week.
URGH!

despite sleeping at around 11pm everyday, i still go school feeling so tired. this is weird.

but today was quite alright as i wasnt feeling as sleepy as the past 2days. monday and tuesday were horrible. i felt like sleeping in lectures and when i returned back home from training, i just collapsed onto the bed after packing. haha, i didnt do much work ever since the week started.

oh man.

yay, vjc softball beat HCI today. 11 to 6. and vjc soccer played against HCI on tuesday and we won 1 to nil. WHOO HOO, GO VJC!!! stayed back today to help usher secondary four students participating in science quest.

eileen, xilun and me were in a group and we got dunman secondary and katong convent people. the katong convent girls were really friendly. ushers were supposed to have refreshments la, but all the food were gone! ah, growing little teenagers. (:

i got my jerseys and training tee already! yay, they're all adidas and according to nuruun, we still have to pay 45% of it, which will mount up to quite a large sum of money. the jersey top itself cost alr $59 okay.

but i like the training tee! i have to go get more fbt shorts. training in vjc and anderson shorts felt really sucky cos i cant stretch fully. they're too long. :/

alright, i gotta do my PI now.

busy busy week!
mon- school and training
tues- school and training
wed- school and ushering
thurs- school and training
fri- school and music fest (gna reach home super late la)
sat- training
sun- MUG

eeps!

mum: why is your sister wearing your shorts?
me: i donknow.
mum: she grew fatter uh?

RAH! my mum is so mean.

alright, the entire of today was spent doing chemistry and reading time magazine. omg, i slacked the entire of friday and saturday! i have chem test tomorrow which i have studied for but i am not really bothered with it. ha, though i wish that i will be able to pass it.

ok off.

i think i better blog before my com dies on me again or something. something's wrong with it but im too lazy (or rather have no ability) to find out what exactly is wrong. so yeah, i shall blog when i can.

friday was spent with my jc classmates and it turned out to be quite alright. we played pool first but because they were too many people and we didnt spend a long time on it, i managed to play only 3 teamed games. then we went arcade. whoo hoo! it's been a freaking long time since i played in an arcade. i so miss daytona la. i almost forgot how to drift. then renying, minghwei and i played bishi bashi. it was very fun. i laughed till i almost had cramps. minghwei, u lousy girl (:

watched her played tekken. she's so good at it can. then i played time crisis with her too. we're both bad at it. :( left to meet zanyu for dinner. ate in kfc. urgh, im not going to eat 2piece chicken for a long time. the sight of the thick thick layers of fats just make me wna puke.

i feel like splurging. i feel like withdrawing out a hugehuge stack of notes and just spend them on anything i want. ah! i havent been shopping since after chinese new year. omgosh, i want to go shopping but i have nothing in particular to buy currently.

i had RJ game today. i was so nervous cos coach mentioned that she'll be stressing me. but i played only 2quarters and it was horrible. for the 2nd quarter i played, i was too tired to run and my passes were bad. i have to improve on my fitness. :/

we lost but it's okay. cos we're gonna improve. (: then rushed to meet zanyu and we went to watch the number 23. not the best movie i have watched so far but i think it's okay.

then went plaza sing. was so tempted to get an S&K shirt but i didnt. then we went mac, sat and talked. anyway we went action city and im so in love with the mini atm machine thing. it's so adorable but it cost 44dollars plus. ah, i want it so bad! but im unwilling to spend so much on a toy. ha. those water babies were cute too. action city is my new love. (:

went home for dinner but i slept before dinner cos i was so tired. i had to wake up at 5.15am today. wth, it's even worse than normal school days.

alright, im off to bloghop.

my computer was being bitchy yesterday by refusing to allow me into the net. i sat in front of it trying to get it fixed for 45mins but to no avail. it was so frustrating.

anyway, yesterday, we had an opera troupe coming to VJ to perform in the PT. so all the J1 streamed into the PT and the performance started. omgosh, i cannot stay awake in the PT, even if u put the most exciting performance before me. i slept through the whole thing. from the opera thing, to the cca talk and to the sat talk. my goodness, i slept from 815 to 920. only woke up when it was time to leave. see la, im so tired okay.

didnt have netball training yesterday and i could reach back home before night falls. it was like the first time i reached home before five this term? was feeling rather excited about it. reached back home and did a lot of work. then chatted on the phone for close to 2hours. it seems ages since i last talked on the phone for that long. :/

today was good. mrs judah didnt come school so we had a four period break. yay, she wasnt in school to check our skirts. (: so we pushed everything up and managed to end school at 1.10pm, 2 hours before our actual dismissal.

i slacked around while waiting for mas. went parkway with marayam, mas and nafisah. whee, i bought chocolate eclair cos i was craving for it. thanks mas for accompanying me all the way down to get it.

went for medical society and we were discussing about voluntary euthanasia. i think i came up with some crappy point. was feeling quite tired cos my nose was being irritating. urgh. then rushed off to netball training while eileen and mas stayed for exco stuff. they're running for exco. haha i probably cant make it cos i missed most of the meetings due to trainings. oh well. good luck! haha i will definitely vote for you guys.


netball training was good. i felt like training so i did my best. yay, managed to stop 2 centre passes but my stamina still sucks. my centre pass isnt stable as well. then went back home and studied for a while.

whoo hoo, S39 outing tomorrow!!
arcade and pool <3

since im done with my work for today, i shall blog a short post.

im dead tired today cos i stayed up to finish watching America's Next Top Model. WHOO HOO people! ANTM's back!! be sure to watch it okay. sunday 11 to 12pm. haha, yeay, now i have tv programmes to watch! i'm gonna catch every episod of Ugly Betty and ANTM. (:

i didn't really train today cos i injured my sprained thumb further during ball work. haix, it was so sickening. i spent the rest of my training icing my thumb and running at under the tap to experience blood rush. but this treatment works cos my thumb felt a lot better after that.

i feel so taken care of under mrs tan. haha she seems so pro in handling injury. i was so in the mood to train la! HIAYYAAAA!

anyway ran my 2.4km run today during training for warm up. hip hip hooray, i broke my personal best record. my timing dropped from 12.52 to 12.36. yea, it may still be a bad timing for some but im glad that i improved!

reached home at 9.45pm, bathed, ate and completed my PI. ah! i have a bio test tomorrow and im too lazy to recap now. i shall recap tomorrow. hopefully, i'll be able to meet mr chong's expectation. :/

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