ahhh, tri left for indonesia and will be leaving for america soon!

it was sad, really. i did not feel anything in particular before that, but when he went through the doors, and everybody was waving, i felt very sad. after all, i'm so used to tri stupid comments, weird hand gestures and funny remarks. his conversations with mr wong are always entertaining and they actually make maths lesson less monotonous.

oh my goodness, i can still remember national day or something. we dressed him up, supposedly to be a merlion but it came out like crap. it was so hilarious la. ( i shall not end my sentence with can anymore! hmrph!)

i'll so miss tri. i'm not very close to tri but somehow, it just seemed so not right without him.
i hope he comes back soon.

so before that, met zanyu first and i had my brunch. went j8 to get tri's farewell gift. walked a lot. we went up and down like three times. in the end settled for stuff in action city <3. i hope he like his gift. haha.

took train to changi and took the sky train 6 times in total. wrapped his gift in BK (so last min!) and met up with the rest. i so miss hanging around with letch and masturah. ah! so talked with tri, crapped with the girls, ate and sent tri off. :(

i'll miss you tri!

then we watched the planes, sat on the railings and went to have dinner in khatib. quite fun la.
i'll miss four five as well. it's just felt so good to be sitting down and eating dinner together. (:


yay going kbox with eileen tomorrow!
i wanna get higgggh!






it was really hurtful and it's so Not Funny okay.
but good thing, it showed that i've made a right choice. (:

so i went out today with jody, anna and nat.

met yiling and jin ning first to collect their eighteen bucks. then got from anna and nat. after that we went to the gym. i headed to the treadmil first cos that was my normal routine. but ten minutes into the run i got very bad stomachache/cramps.

so i got off the treadmil and stoned in the toilet until the pain went away. sat near the locker area before joining the rest. i hate cramps! or stomachaches!

lifted weights, bicycle thing and abs thing though i don't have abs. :(

then after slacked in kfc. i din want to eat initially but the food was too tempting! and i was suppose to swear off fast food. ah! so i bought shrooms meal and we shared stuff and bitched for 2hours plus.


it was a very hilarious and entertaining talk.
and i hate hate hate it when i blush! omgoodness, so embarrassing.
anyway we were like the noisest there? haha.
there was this couple who kept looking over. irritating la.



then we left.
urgh, sending tri tomorrow.
i'll soo miss him la! he's like so cute and funny?


i hope he will come back to visit us one day.

i thought today would be another stay-at-home-and-rot day. but it turned out to be not. (:

my mother was supposed to accompany weilin to go for her backbone checkup but my youngest sister wasnt feeling well, so i went instead.

i think im really weird, but i like the singapore general hospital. i like the flurry of activities, the nurses and the hospital wards. or maybe it's just the thought that a child's hope and the champion were filmed there make me happy.

but eitherway i wanna work in the hospital, kinda determined alr. yay! we waited close to half an hour for a less than 5mins consultation with the specialist. rawr!

it was freaking cold in the hospital but thankfully, i brought along a jacket.


then after the checkup my dad drive us to toa payoh courts to collect our 50dollars voucher. yay he got me an mp3! so whinning actually works people. whine! haha. i wanted creative v plus black. it's black and limegreen! so pretty can. but there's no more 1gb left and i don need a 2gb or 4gb.

was so so so disappointed. :(

so i settled for a philips black and silver mp3, 1gb. so boring and i don really like it. but i know if i don buy it today, i may never get to buy one without using my own money. and it's batt isnt rechargeable. AH, i din know. and the courts lady said it's charged by usb port when i asked about the batt.

&^@&*^(@&#^


we bought a new house phone and it has sucky ring tones. i wanted the christmas jingle cos i feel like dancing and jumping along with the ring tone but my parents did not want. haix. so we silenced it. haha. i meant only the speakphone ring. the base one doesnt.




yay i got edusave merit bursary! (:

should i get a job?


haix, can i like scream in the middle of orchard road for a job?
if not, i don't know where to start.

and i'm scared of interviews. i screw them up.




and and i have quite a lot of activities lined up alr.
oh damn.

omg, i have this insect staring back at me currently. uh, it looks evil and very long.
i shall make this entry a short one and i hope the insect gets killed by radiation cos im messaging now. oooh, red lights fascinate me. (:

so i went out the entire day since i'm not grounded.

actually my family wanted to go northpoint but my youngest sister was not feeling well and so my parents' cancelled the trip. but both my sister and i changed alr so we decided to go out anyway. we went junction8 and walked around. ogled at the pretty converse totebag again. (: but the converse shop does not have a mirror so i could not look at how i look like carrying a totebag.

my sister saw one she liked but she din buy any. then we walked alot. went into bum equipment, love that shop. <3 went ice lemon tee and i tried on this overall skirt. i wanna get one overall skirt one day.

went action city! i shall put action city as my favourite shop. i was so so fascinated by so many things in there. got myself this penis flashing guy. his erhem flashes red whenever there's radiation. no it's not crude, cos it's too cute to be crude. im still very much fascinated by the red light.

my sis got that too. got zanyu something and my sister this damn cute calculator. i donknow why, but i feel so happy when i buy stuff for other people. yay (:

then lunched and ogled at more stuff before heading for home.

rested before changing and meeting kx and nat for gym.
whoo did quite a lot of stuff. treadmil, bicycle, weight lifting. if only i maintain this like thrice every week? yay, but my weight remains the same, though i eat so much more than usual.

after gyming went northpoint with nat and kx. walked around somemore. bought taiwan chicken and this vnice notebook. ah, i busted so much money today.


went home to have dinner.




zhong you qing se!

ah! i am kinda grounded today. i have been going out for every single day since Os ended and today my mum did not allow me to go anywhere. if not, i would have scooted off to orchard with perlin. haha.

so today is a very family day for me.

so in the morning, i went to the market with my mother and youngest sister. it's been sucha a long since i accompanied my mum to the market. she got stuff for steamboat bbq later and i helped her carry stuff. super heavy can.

then i watched tv while shredding crabstick. had steamboat bbq for lunch. sinful! the food was so covered with oil but i only eat the food after removing them.

then went online and had an interesting conversation with letch, jg and jiankai.

bathed and help my mum shred more crabstick.

whoohoo, my cousins on the paternal side is coming. and my baby cousin is coming too! yay!
can't wait for dinner. (:

so i typed a long long post on grad ball and blogger ate that entry up.
urgh so i hafta reblog about it.


i thought prom was a total waste of money, time and energy. all the running around for prom stuff, going for the makeover, money splurged on taxis. i thought it would not be worth it. boy, i am so wrong. prom night yesterday was sucha blast!

i didn't regret going for it. i love yesterday night!


so zijun and i met up to go for our makeover. haha it's in cck, so it made a lot of things a whole lot easier. i went first since i gotta meet zanyu later. the person put foundation, eye shadow, mascara and what not. my face is so caked with powder, it felt a bit icky. i slept through the makeover and woke up to find this doll like person staring right back at me. my eyes seemed a lot bigger. haha.

really, i thought i looked super weird. the person made my fringe straight and i never had straight fringe since primary5. goodness. so my hair was all pin-ed up and held in place by hair spray. it's so solid la.

okay so went off to meet zanyu. i was very apprenhensive at first. like what if he can't recogonise me, what if people find me weird and funny.


so we slacked around, changed and cabbed to grand hyatt.

saw tri and we convinced him to remove his stripy tie. more and more people came. it's cool, to see how everybody looked like in gowns, tubes and halters dresses. most of them went for makeover too and everybody look really pretty and nice.

then it was dinner time. the food wasn't bad la, but i did not eat 70dollars worth of food! ah! wasted money alr. i like the noodles. heh.

lottas activities took place while we were eating. geraldine is such a great dancer can. the four six people put up a good dance too. (:

selected our ms and mr enchanting. shawn ng and apple ong.
took lottas pictures with random people. send me the pictures when you guys see me online please?
the flashes blinded me. (:


then the dancefloor was opened to us. attempted to dance. it was fun, to see everyone going so high. we were like jumping, dancing and screaming. danced till midnight and had to leave the hotel alr.


it was too late to take the train so zanyu and i cabbed back home. <3


washed up. it was hard to remove the make up and the many many pins. :/



okay so today, went bugis with my sister. urgh, i don't like bugis street! like almost everybody was smoking and i find the place very twix and ah lian. they're selling lots of faked goods too. no offence to bugis street lovers. i just don't like the place. i could not wait to leave the place.


had so much more fun shopping in bugis junction. shared a top from samual and kevinwith my sister. she bought a pair of slip in shoes. walked around. was so so so tempted to get a converse tote bag. all the tote bag s there are like so pretty. but i shall look around more first.

my sister and i realised that we were like the only women there carrying slingbags. haha! it's so weird.


walked around somemore before heading home. slept on the train. thankgod we din miss our station.

alright. i shall stay at home tomorrow. kinda tired of going out almost everyday. i wanna sweat! cos im growing fat!


ooh, it rhymes. haha.

haha i thought today's gonna be another boring day and i have to rot at home and do absolute nothing. haha, quite unlike that actually.

my mother and youngest sister went to my aunt's house again, and all my cousins were present again and i can't go again. it's really cursed la. so sickening. never mind, i guess there's always another time. heard that they are having a chalet in dec. wheeee, i hope i have nothing on. :/

my skin is peeling! what an awful timing. prom's tomorrow lei. damn, i hate it. but i like my tan! oh my goodness, i so miss my tan though my racer back tanline isn't nice at all. and my shoulders are still red and painful.

anyway went out for nail shopping with letch today. it was totally impromptu la.

went out for lunch with my sister first. ate spaghetti. i'm so addicted to white sauce spaghetti can, they taste so nice.

then met up with letch and we went shopping for her lip gloss, nail design, nail polish, nail buffer and some last minute prom shopping. we were so spoilt for choices! didn't know what to get and it's so weird. one tube of lip gloss cost like $20 on an average? wah, i didn't know it's so expensive lei.


cosmetics are so expensive can.


okay, i bought white and pink flowers nail design and a transparent nail polish as nail coat. letch bought white nail polish. haha. hopefully they look nice.


got accessories. i love the metal grey bracelet!



went to the lib after that. she borrowed books while i just stoned around.




i want clear complexion! i want i want!

omg, i'm so sad okay.

i have watched every single episod of america's next top model but i forgot to watch the last episod. wth. i'm so so angry for myself for being such a pig. i slept and forgot about it. darn darn.

oh well. youtube has bits and pieces on that episod only.
ah, i have an urge to rewatch naruto!
i forgot so much of the show alr.


today was the pae. reached school early and rotted cos mas and christine had not reached and i could not find letch. then went up to the hall. pae is so confusing can. it's so troublesome i feel like putting it off until prom. haha.

prom is this thursday. goodness, so fast! it still seems very far. i gotta call zijun and jody up man. oh my gosh, and i still have not contacted the salon to cancel my appointment


so after pae went for breakfast with zanyu. big breakfast. eileen! i cut down my sugar intake from 5packets to 3packets alr. heh, im so healthy! then talked for an hour plus on stuff before looking for xinyi's present. i like the shirt i got for her, though i didn't quite bother about the size. i hope she can fit in. :/

we were both super tired so he sent me home. saw jinchao and mayer. haha. so weird.


then slept from 1plus to four thirty.
i think there's no way i can sleep tonight.
im such a hopeless pig can. i could have gone to my aunt's house. they had another gathering and all my cousins were there. i miss them!


i hope there's another gathering and it's on a day i have nothing on.
must watch chong shan yun xiao today.





5months and counting.
whoo hoo~

i'm roasted and very crippled after the 4/5 chalet.

haha! okay la, the 4/5 chalet wasn't that bad but because my closer friends aren't staying over, it's not as fun.

19nov:
met zanyu early to walk around. haha didn't really know what we were walking around for so we had a lot a lot of spare time. so we decided to just sit in the bus interchange to wait for the others. waited for almost 40plus minutes and i helped an old lady! (: haha. she said she's touched.

then met up with ms zaleha and her mido! mido's a blonde guy, so weird la. but they left shortly after we checked into our aloha loyang terrace. started filling up balloons with water for water bomb fights. one hell of squirting, squeezing and spraying. heh.

went for dinner, came back and played digimon on the playstation. the game is so luan and confusing. i almost won laptak! haha. i like cactus. haha. then played ping piang! nice game, loud voices. our class guys can scream i tell you.

20nov:
then around 1plus went to sleep till 4plus. couldn't sleep and went down to the living room. sat around and listened to the guys' talk. went to the cheers with zanyu to buy our ben and jerry's ice cream and cup noodles for breakfast for the rest tomorrow.

got scared by a barking dog in the church and the whole place was so dark and freaky. i don like. bought our stuff and went back. ate our ice cream and kept the rest for later but someone threw it away when we shifted to another chalet. :( so expensive la.

went for the swim in the morning cos the sun was so bright. swam with tri, zanyu and zhonghuan. sun tanned. then met up with mas, letch and christine. mas, me, renying, serene, shunwei and xinyi went cycling. the sun was super hot and i was super happy.

cycled for almost 2hours before i fell off my bike and suffered abrasion. sucks totally la, it hurt like shit but im thankful it's above the knee. if not i'll look so damn ugly with an ugly scar. someone called zanyu and he accompanied me to walk to the bicycle kiosk to return the bike. thanks so much! (:

went for lunch and shifted to costa sand pasir ris. it rained so the girls had a talk. it was fun and funny la. decided not to stay so i went home with mas, letch, xinyi and shunwei. talked on the bus too. fun fun fun! it was informative, in letch's case.

came back and bathed. horrible. applied lots of moisturizer cream.

over all the chalet wasnt bad. i had fun.


it helped us bond more and i really like it.
5months and counting tomorrow! <3
yipeee (:





ok i'm so tired.
and i need to really exercise. the swim and cycling isnt enough.
and i'm sunburnt. god.
i hope it doesn't peel, at least peel after prom la.



okay, i need to sleep.

i'm so super duper tired, physcially and mentally.


yay so there was the 2/2 chalet, organised by eileen! whoots! good job eileen! (: haha i know it wasn't easy organising a chalet, somemore without dhevy's help and i don't think i helped much, so since it wasn't a flop, you did a wonderful job. haha.

so i went there rather late. not fair, shahidah left when i came. i didn't get to mix around with her at all. but i realised that shahidah dresses very well. didn't really get to see her in outside clothes ma.

before that the chalet, i went for a swim because the sun was bright. so i hurriedly packed my stuff and headed to the yishun stadium. changed into my swim suit and got a shock of my life to see the sky overcast. i was miserable la! so i consoled myself saying that i would be able to get some flabs off so i swam, nevertheless.

then it started raining and i was cursing like crazy alr.
got out of the pool and waited for the rain to stop. (convectional rain doesnt last long, does it?) then after waiting for 15mins, the rain stopped and i returned to the pool, but still no sun.

so i saw no point in continue the swim (the flab loss excuse didn't work la.) and went to the toilet to change after an hour. took the bus home and then the clouds parted and the sun was up in the sky again. :( sickening right.


then after that, kinda rotted my way to 5plus before going out to meet zanyu. it was boring to have absolute nothing to do. i read storybook for 2hours okay.

okay so we went far east plaza.

then i made my way to 2/2 chalet. it was fun la! to be back with my sec2 classmates, i miss them loads!


ate the food they barbequed, and then slacked around before going to play pool. i suck so so so so much at pool can but it was so so addicting. i am addicted to pool but i can't hit straight, or over a long distance. played till the pool shop closed. lots of laughter during pool time. weilbur's violent actions, yongyuan's stupid remarks. haha.

anyway, happy birthday abel!

tried to learn bridge. i failed. wa lao, it was so difficult okay.

then went back.
someone got drunk.
it was scary la, period.

then after that wanted to sleep. but eileen and i went higgghhh when we listened to songs, in the end we disrupted their sleep. oops, so sorry guys. so in the end, everyone couldnt sleep and we decided to share ghost stories with the lights off. but no one had ghost stories to share so in the end we talked about stuff. very nice. lots of laughter

then hungry, we went mac to eat. big breakfast!!
after a short while, everybody left.

accompanied eileen to wait for her parents and we talked about stuff again. her parents gave me a lift to pasir ris mrt and i left to meet perlin.



killer man! we walked continuously for like 6hours or something. my heels were screaming in pain. i was high at first, then i got tired. how not to la, when i only had like 45mins to sleep yesterday night, or rather, today morning?

sorry perlin, for being sucha complete nusiance. i was tired liao la, so in the end, became super not high. sorry sorry. i would have accompanied you to finish your shopping.

anyway im really glad for your company, haha, if not i would have picked the wrong colours of everything la. (:

i bought my heels, ripcurl hangbag, earrings, bracelet. my pocket has a hole now. haix.
tomorrow's chalet gonna be a big splurge again. omg.

then sent my dress for alteration. thanks to those people who tried to help me. (:
i hope my dress turns out okay. if not, i'll just sit down and cry.

really, i'm collecting my dress on the 22nd. if anything does wrong, i'll be so so dead.



alright. i haven packed my chalet stuff, called zanyu and im really tired now.
oh godd.

got this on lingyan's friend's blog. and i was bored so i did it.
omg omg, it's so so true can!

i wanna go swimming! but there's no sun, which means no tan, so what's the point.
darn, i'm sick of my white self.



Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.




i got this from another quiz.

Suitable Careers
Civil servant, mathematician, politician, osteopath, scientist, teacher, engineer, farmer, mineralogist, musician, builder, surveyor, dentist


crazy! i don wanna spend my 10years of education (so far) on crops, pesticides and crop rotation lei!

it's finally over!!

all the after olevel activities can finally be done.
no more 'hmmm wait after Os la', 'after Os, let's...'
yay no more!!

lots and lots of activities!!
17-18nov:swm, 2/2 chalet and out with zanyu.
18nov: out with perlin to fiish prom shopping.
19-21nov: four five chalet!
21nov: PAE.
22nov: swim
23nov: grad ball!


okay so my activities more or less end on 23nov but i'll find some to do.
i wanna go look for a job. i feel bad for taking so much money from my parents for chalet and prom shopping. it's their hard earn-ed money yet i splurge it on my on pleasure.


YAYYYY. no more books!!
my mum threw away my blouse. so i got one left. she didn't know that my 3 pae needs uniform. ahhh, anyone has an extra blouse to spare? (:

haha.
i finished watching goong!! omg omg, it's so nice!
xin and caijing are so cute together.
i spent like 4hours watching in youtube and my eyes hurt now.



alright. shall go sleep.
i'm so tired.



ah, jody ang, quick reply my msg.

i am suddenly overwhelmed by 'not confidence-ness'.
i'm so scared of tomorrow's paper.
so scared that i don even feel like speaking to anyone.
just feel like doing more papers and regain it.



i was doing olevel 2004 paper2.
i was horrified by my stupid-ness.
i couldnt do more than half the questions.
my mind was so stuck.
eeks.


my confidence just ran away.



okay, i should stay positive.
cambridge people are good people. (right, after geog paper, i find it harder to believe that.)
then, i shall pray.

haix, if only i can bring my jay cds inside.
i need jay songs for maths. they make me think.
haha!



i'm glad my family were out.

i'm so bored.
but i have a lot of things i need to do.
this is so ironic.


but it's so boring online and there's no tv to watch.
urgh.

anyway was playing redline rumble, some online games, which allows you to shift gears while competing with another component, just like daytona. it was addicting initially and my sis and i won two cars from the opponents. haha!

speaking of daytona, ahhh, i miss daytona!



omg, i have no freaking life right now.



is imperfection really beautiful?

i keep envisioning how it is like after the Olevels. the images just keep appearing in my mind and i'd get all excited and can't focus on studies. haha!

alright. so i attempted olevel 2004 amaths paper and it's so difficult okay. i'll just die if i get that olevels.


haha. am ranting to yiling about olevels and stuff.
it was totally unexpected and we got higgghhh. and yiling and i aren't very close.
haha so funny.



i shall aim to finish that sickening amaths paper and read my amaths notebooks.
i think i'm slacking a lot.

this entry is so crappy. haha.
bye!

yay!

i went out today. i think this is the first time i'm stepping out of my house for non academic purposes. that's sad.

went causeway point to buy my swim suit. like finally. my previous swim suit lost it's elasticity and i need a new one to go tanning after the Os. ah, i'm so white now. i miss my tan. i saw this swim suit in metro the other day, but it was very expensive so i put it back onto the rack. but today! there was a twenty percent sale! hooray, ten dollars off the original price!

haha. omg, i sound like jody ang.

so i bought the one i like. (:
it's has stripes on it.

walked around somemore. went xcraft to check out some nice pendants but i didnt get any. gotta save money now. ate lunch in pizza hut. there wasn't student meals today so today's lunch was rather expensive. had spaghetti. not too bad.


anyway, i checked out the anderson forum yesterday and there's this big hoo ha over the sand dunes question. haha.

okay la, i feel very cheated also. but no matter what, i still think mdm neo is the best. anderson has like the best geog teachers and i'm really proud of them. and i doubt the teachers wanted this to happen also right. i guess, we're just too used to the spoon-feeding education system. everything just follow the teachers, confirm correct.



i taught my youngest sister how to draw circles of different sizes using a protractor just now! and how to adjust the pencil so it doesnt jut out too much. feeling so accomplished. she just finished copying one of my bio notes. (i.e magnesium: a component of chlorophyll)

yay my dinner has arrived!
off.

i feel like slacking.

omg. haha.
fine i shall do some papers later on.
physics or amaths.
damn i still have chem to revise for.

alright. so i can't slack.
haix.

emaths paper 2 was okay. i hate patterns! mathematical patterns or rural patterns. both are horrible. that patterns question took up so much of my time and they were worth like 1,2 marks? haha fine. 1,2 marks are important as well.

but but i spent 15mins on a 1mark question!

and i din quite get the last part of the pattern questions.


but whatever. yes. 3more days of examination and we're finally done with secondary education.




shall go study.
urgh.

bitch, bitch, bitch!

RAHHHH.
geog paper was such a bitch!

haix, all the effort memorising information (that isn't going to be much of a help in the future somemore!) gone down to the drain just like that. i'm so bu gan!

alright. so it was the geog and bio papers day.
bio was okay i guess, except for a few questions here and there which im unsure of. but the essay questions were do-able. thank god i read up on drugs again last night.

paper 1 for bio went well i guess. manageable.

went for lunch and came back to mug geog. and it was really mug okay. last time while waiting for ss to start, it was a talk cum try to study cum slack thing. but this time round, i really sat down and seriously recapped everything.

yes, i'm very dependable on geog for A1.
but looking at the situation now, it's highly impossible alr la.

sand dunes are NOT supposed to come out. i'm so pissed. i'm in a foul mood. 6marks lei.
and there's a lot of weird weird questions that are either to vague or have too little points to write yet cost like 5 to 6marks. so weird. do cambridge like even award marks to words like the, a, are and i dontknow, punctuation marks? if not, i think i wrote my answers with too little points.

and my st nics tuition friend found the geog paper okay. i donknow, that's not a good news right?


okay. i shall go study emaths now. i hope the rest of the papers are alright.

i think i've listened to almost 35songs today while recapping geog and bio.
been recapping since 2pm and only stopped for bathe, dinner, goong and newspaper.


horrible.

and i think i should be infront of my desk doing some last minute revision but i dont feel like.
so i shall blog.


today english paper was alright i guess. a thousand and one times better than our school prelims paper. at least, i could comprehend the passages. and i set aside one hour for summary, instead of the 20mins i did in prelims. that was crazy of me la. haha no wonder i got like 9/25. so i hope i can at least pass my summary for olevels.


compo and functional writing was okay i think. crapped a lot, so let's hope that i din write out of point. heh, i wrote back netball for dreams. just reused my prep prelim compo, twisted stuff here and there and fit it in.


geog and bio tomorrow. omg!
lousy combination!

i hope geog questions are not screwed up.

boo, eileen's now in vivocity, finishing her prom shopping.


anyway i heard from mas and letch that they're taking out merger and separation from the ss book. awww, poor juniors. but then again, they're also taking out sets notation and relative velocities out of the amaths syallbus as well.

now, that's unfair.


i'm so bored.

alright shall start on my chem revision. and i have just started chem revision. haha. how many chapters are there in the book again?
urgh.

ya 2 down, many more to go!!

emaths paper1 was alright i think. easier than our school paper though there are a few tricky questions. i hate drawing graphs questions. curves never never ever come to my mind when doing these questions and it's sickening.

and i got so stuck at the stupid y proportional to x thinger. part 2 was confusing.

social studies essay was okay. hip hip hooooray! merger and sri lanka chapter came out. god, time wasted on good governance and diplomacy and deterance. i could have like spend the time on geog or smthg, since i'm seriously running out of time.

sbq was tough. i was confused most of the time. and having little time for essays which have a higher chance of securing marks for me, i just threw in whatever came to my mind for sbq. no content, just anyhow cross refer. darn, die la.


ahhhhh english up next. i'm scared of english. like really really scared. i've never done well for english and english is really important. :/ i hope everything'll be fine.



ahhh goong is ending soon! i heard that they're only 24episods and now it's alr on the 21!! nooooo, no goong, what am i supposed to look forward? and i wanna watch the 10.00pm show but i'll be very guilty if i do. damnit.



ah! i have no time to finish recapping geog and bio.

this is sick man.

i think i'm quite slack today.
haha!
like anybody cares.

did social studies in the morning. because i need all the brains and energy to study social studies. and my brains work best in the morning. spent around 3hours on structured essays yesterday and another 3hours on sbq today. haix, i hope the efforts (not a lot though) pays off, somehow.

then did geography. weather studies. okay la, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.

then went through emaths notebook before going to the gym.

ran on the treadmill for 20mins and i almost died. i think i was contracting my stomach muscles while i was running. so halfway through the run, my stomach muscles hurt. i wanted to stop the run after 15mins. but 5more mins to end of the workout, i'll whack myself if i did.

haha so i continued. horrible i tell you.

so happy when the treadmil stopped. lifted weights. slacked around before kaixin and i went for dinner. had soup. yay to low calories but i ate mac flurry! haha. so i ate back what i lost. heh.


oh ya, before that kaixin and i couldn't decide to drink bubble tea or ice cream. in the end, we had to consult the coin. i wanna learn how to flip a coin!


then bought food back for my family and meddled with the digi cam. haix, it doesnt like me la. i still cant find ways to load the pics into the com.


kaixin, nat! let's go queensway again okay! i so feel like going for retail therapy. and just walking around.

anyway i recieved random jia you messages from my friends and they cheer me up. haha. the most unexpected ones are from zhijun and marcus. if my sms isn't exceeding by 122, i would have smsed random jia you smses to spur my friends on for the horrible Os.

too bad la.
i'm not good with controlling smses.
they always exceed.


YAY 2more weeks! 11more days of hell!
*dances around

i generally don't like counting down. cos time always seem to pass super slowly when you do. it's better to immerse yourselves in stuff and wheeeee, time flies and in the no time, you realised that it's alr 15nov and and and. omg, i can't imagine what i'll do when the day come.

but for now, i shall go bathe, slack around before i do bio tys.
so anti climax :(


i'm afraid. i have this fear.
which i keep mum about it.
unspoken.
it's a taboo for me.

i must blog this down.

i wanna sue the stall which sold my mum hor fun. cos i found a worm inside.
so gross la!
and i have to feel like eating hor fun today.
and i think i ate at least 8mouthfuls of hor fun. i hope it doesn't have it's fellow mates inside it too.

the worm looks totally squishable. it was 1cm long and 0.4cm thick.
disgusting.

if i were there eating, i'd have demanded 5new plates of hor fun or something.



i am horrified.

//EDIT//
so i changed my blogskin. actually i liked this template a long time ago but it was used by a lot of people. so i din use. haha but now i don't care alr. too bad la, i don't know how to make templates.

i wanted a urban city kind of template but couldnt find one that i like.

so i was randomly browsing through blogskins.com and i realised that there are more and more tempates on the goong. haha. everybody's hooked on it. almost.



OFF.

a few reasons why i should be happy (and quit whinning about the never ending revision):

#1 my youngest sister gave me 9lakerol and 3qicola sweets. (i need sweets to survive now.)
#2 she also gave me 4cute plasters on her own accord when i only gave her one. haha!
#3 my mother bought roller coaster for me cos i complained that i have nothing to chew on when i study geog.
#4 my dad told me to study less. (that's so weird la. but then again, they don't really care about my academic achievements. they just expect me to pass.)
#5. i have 50more minutes to slack before i continue with geog population.
#6 i finished weather studies notes! yay.
#7 i have 2more chapters to cover for bio.




haix. i'm so bored. the only tv programme i'm watching today is i not stupid which lasts foro nly half an hour! ah! i don't like weekends. they dont have the shows i like.


damn, i really hope i can pass ss.

this morning, i had a sudden urge to just throw away my chair, my desk and burn all my books and papers.

but unfortunately, i can't
singapore education is really stifling and boring. (wth, i sound like narayan.)
why can't we be taught on something like how to save money? at least, it's more practical than learning how monsoons are formed.

haix, and i will know how to spend my money more wisely.

while bathing just now, lots of things went through my mind.
like what happened in the past 2 years.
and how i'd still opt for ip if the time clock allows me to go back 2years ago.
though i know i'll miss so many people in school. so so many.

and then i thought of netball!
it was totally indipensible in my life.
all the sweat and tears and joy.
i wonder if i have the chance to train with my fellow team members like how we did when we were in sec1 and 2.
i feel that it was awkward training with the new coach. its like, the secfours are pretty much invisible. or maybe, im just anti social la.


alright, shall blog more at the end of this year.



i need the gym. i need to sweat.
planning on going gym on sunday, though i know i have ss the next day. and i've zero confidence in ss. god, ss detest me!


oh a happier note, i shall start on my amaths papers. i haven touch a single paper ever since the 2weeks self revision started. doing tys and i hope it helps.

and darn. i haven really started on my chemistry. did very little chapters.
and somebody, tell me, how am i suppose to memorise weather studies? i hope cambridge people are merciful and give questions like where should the rain guage be placed, or the structure of the stevenson screen. no monsoon, please.

i wanna watch goong!!

YAY YAY YAY!!!

no more krishna, susila, headmaster, narayan, metaphors and personification from today onwards. whew, it's like a huge huge burden off my shoulders cos lit isn't really my cup of tea.

the only thing that i wasn't happy about was that transcendence or unpredictability didn't come out. urgh. so in the end, i chose passage based instead and i don't think i did well for that. prose was okay though the second part was a bit tough.

and i like the olevels writing paper! haha. it's not as waxy as my school examination writing papers so my ink pen will not smudge. hopefully, we'll get the writing paper for maths. (:

urgh, mugging for ss.
was reading through diplomacy and deterance and i realised that soldiers are really cool.
haha.

ok randomness.


maybe i should sell my tet notes. yay can earn money.


ANYWAY ANYWAY!!!
jade is in singapore. *screams and jumps around.
how cool is that? someone from america's next top model is here!!! AHHHH.
she's here for only a short while, from 2nov to 4nov for singapore runway festive. i'd love to see her but i don't think i have the time.

haix.
though i don really like jade but still, she's from ANTM!! somebody i can only see on the tv screen.
if only nicole comes. i'll go.

alright off.



i like soldiers.



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