eeks. i just realised what i planned to study for geog is too few, and therefore too risky.

goodness, how am i suppose to squueze in one huge chapter in my schedule?
*whacks self, that's what you get for slacking so much for the last 2weeks.

anyway chem pract was joy!
haha no need to test for gases and no heating required! (that's provided that i did mine right la.)
thank god, i got this portable burner which seems to be capable of exploding anytime. i have not used that before, so i was feeling quite apprehensive.

surprisingly, q.a wasn't that difficult. yay!

i can pass chem pract, finally!


ahhhh goong time!
then chiong revision again.

BOO.

oh my goodness, i can so feel the stress now.
ah, cos i'm falling behind my schedule.

it's always rush rush rush.

anyway yesterday was one hell of a day.

woke up early and missed my amaths tuition to go to my chinese tuition which was from 10am to 2pm. four freaking hours! but time seemed to pass so quickly. was totally busy in finding out articles, taking down notes and so on.

we had only 20mins lunch break!

then after that went to this library in hougang mall where perlin and i intended to sort out our notes and study at home. libraries are getting more and more ridiculous okay. we aren't allowed to do projects in the library? i didn't know that. then where are we supposed to do eh? so perlin and i were being chased out of the library.

stupid.

went back home, did bio then got my prelims stuff for soe and chatted with him. tsk. he's such a bad boy can.

then collected cake for my father and went back home.
chionged my chinese stuff.
it was really taxing cos there was a lot to study. (and look what olevels came up with. urgh.)

today we had our first written paper.
gong han was alright.
and the compo section was not. i looked at question5 and i was like die la, sure die. i didnt even understand the question.

did the plan for question5 and i panicked more cos i had a mind block. nothing came to my mind. so i did question4. but i mixed jai zhi guan with dao de guan for my suggestions and so i'm so dead.

whatever.

now i must chiong chem pract.
sickening can. how to test for gases other than ammonia?




yay dinner time!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!
though you still refuse my mp3. hmrph.

urgh.

i think the curry baked rice doesn't even burn as much as the chinese pitch black medicine. yucks. it burns my throat and even thinking of it makes me wanna puke. that's why i bought passion fruit sweets on the way home from tuition just now. (:


and i think i'm developing pills phobia.
i don want to swallow pills anymore!

anyway today was a mugging day. finally!
did lots of work and i'm satisfied.
and that's because i've been slacking my ass off for the past few days.

olevel is starting soon.
butterflies were in my stomach just now, during tuition, when i was trying to picture myself stepping into the examination hall (with my dictionary! yes must remember to bring! the teachers had fun deducting marks because i wrote too many wrong words. darn.) and i was overwhelmed with fear.

what if my mind go blank?
what if i don't know what to write?
worse still, what if i can't understand the question?
what if i screw up the Os?

tuition was rushy. took note of all the important articles and rushed a gong han in thirty mins. everything didn't make sense. as in, what i have written for the compo. all i knew was that i needed to finish it up, hand it in, and leave asap.



shall go read up my compos and maybe do my last emaths paper. shit i got no more emaths paper to practise on alr!




the heat.
the tension.

some things are better not seeing it so clearly.

i'm sick!

haha haix, just the time.
now i got more excuses to slack.
:(

and i really wanted to go to the gym today.

so i went to the chinese doctor. this very very traditional one. shelves and shelves of patients' cards arranged according to where they live. haha. and he took like 1 whole minute to check my pulse.

so in total i have to eat eight mini black pills, 4 yellow pills, 4green pills and 5 teaspoons of black bitter chinese. urgh. that's like a lot of medicine for a mild cold and a cough.

off.

physics practical was horrible.

my face almost crammed. i couldn't see the damn image initially.
and i drew a decreasing acceleration graph.
eeks, i hope it's correct. got friction ma. haha!

but i didn't feel a thing when i knew the possibility for my graph being wrong, my focal length being screwed, and thus a byebye to a lot of marks.

it's like.... i don't care anymore.

haha. uh huh, this is bad.





yes, i will start mugging really hard.
kinda late already, but whatever.

AHHH!
wad a mugging day it turned out to be la.

my family decided to go out for lunch, in this restuarant called the mouth restaurant. (yes, mouth) somewhere in toa payoh. i wouldn't have mind if the service is good and the food is nice.

but it was so not. the food came so slowly and the entire place looked dilapidated. i said i wouldn't go back fortunate restuarant to eat dim sum because they sell peanuts and napkins for $2 and $0.50 respectively. what a rip off. but i would gladly fork out that extra dollar to eat in fortunate restuarant.

i think only the fried shrimp dumpling with salad was good. the rest is okay okay.

so i was glad to leave the place and we went shopping in courts. i now know where my stubborn genes came from. it came from both my parents. not good. it's not that bad if only one parent is stubborn you know.

they refused to buy me an MP3 player. :( and it's not because i have one already and wanted a new one. i've been barely surviving without my ipod shuffle, which burned out unfortunately. i need music when i study in the library. *ah, i sounded like a whiny spoilt brat.

so i was whining (cringe) all the way, begging for a less than $150 mp3 player. it didn't work. haix. in the end they bought a new sofa set which cost $1000 and still refused to get an mp3 player for me. ruthless man.

so i'm so planning to kapo the $50 voucher before they use it to buy another telephone. if not, then i think i'll have to use my own money.



alright, okay, i really sounded like a very materialistic girl. but no mp3 really can kill.

so i need to mug really hard later at night. and my chinese cloze passage really suck. on an average, i scored like 4/10 for one passage, which means 8marks in total.

damn.

so i have really slacked since saturday. i went out on sat, sun and today. eeks. my conscience is really bugging me and so tomorrow is a mugging day for me. ah! physics practical this thursday, but ironically, i'm so not feeling the nerves and urgency.

not good.

anyway went out with zanyu today. cos he waited for me under my block and we walked to the mac in khatib to have our breakfast. and on our way there, we saw my dad. so suay can. urgh.

anyway had big breakfast. WHOO HOO, long long time since i last ate. (:
we got free burgers cos of coupons. heh.

then took the trained to habourfront and went vivo city.

god, the place is really Wow. it's really awesome and magnificent. the place is bloody huge okay. if you want to walk from one end to the other, i think you'll have to walk for at least 15mins? till now i haven't figured out how exactly the place looked like.

cos you cannot see both ends at one go. but the place is so cool! we tried to look for GV but we kept walking and got kinda lost. heh. they actually got people to guide lost shoppers around. haha.

got our tickets and we walked around. Toys Rus (oh mygoodness, i dont know how to spell that!)
was so super fun! we just played with toys and laughed ourselves silly when the toys made stupid actions and funny noises came out.

i couldn't find barbie's boyfriend! maybe that's because they broke up.

oh anyway walked around. went topshop, forever 21, esprit and some random shops.

watched death note. the movie's alright i guess. the minds of 2geniuses. i think L looks like he came from the grudge, or Ju-on. (you know the lil boy with dark rings under his eyes. L looks like an exact duplicate of that.) freaky. but he was funny. oh by the way, there was this trailer on the grudge and it was so horrible. i think i'll just die if i have to watch the movie.

then we bought food and ate in the park on the top level. the park was nice. very windy, lots of greenery, many shallow pools. it was really cool la. i love the sky park. (:

wanted to post up pictures we took but blogger is giving me problems. half an hour later and not all the photos are out. so whatever, shall end with 2photos of ourselves.






eww, i looked sweaty.




not well taken, but i'm too lazy to even think whether i should post the pics up or not.

yay mugging day tomorrow. ah, it's time i catch up with my studies. i don wanna regret after Os. haix.


i like vivocity (:

ahhh! i have only 10mins to blog before rushing off to meet kaixin, and maybe nat, for our usual gym session.

anyway amaths tuition today was alright. finished up tampines prelim paper. i think their papers were alright. they took some of the questions from the ten years series la!

then after that my family (minus weilin) went to our usual praying place to pray.

so i prayed for
1) my family and people around me to be happy and safe.
2) good grades for olevels. (haha, what else?)
3) my pimples to go away miraculously by tomorrow, if not, at least by prom night.

ignore the fact that the order is all wrong. (the first is the last.) whatever. but i think god will only fulfil one out three which is the first one. cos good grades come with effort. even if i were to pray to a thousand and one gods, and not study, i dont think good grades will come to me.

and i don really think god would care whether my zits go away or what. i believe that they have greater and more important things to do. oh well. :(

anyway, the whole trip there was very fun, ironically. on my dad's lorry, we laughed alot. i asked my dad how rich he is if he adds up all his assets. and my dad just scratched his hair and said, "eh, don't know, a lot la. " *raised eyebrows and snicker*

and my mum went like, " i wouldn't tell you if i were your dad."
so being all confused, i asked why.

my mum went, "sucker."


and i gasped. she meant money sucker (sadly, me) not anything crude la. but i was shocked, nevertheless. not that she labelled her daughter a money sucker but she knew the word sucker. i thought it existed in teenagers' dictionary.

but i was indignant okay! hey hey hey, i don't splurge that much what. and even if i do, it's only once in a blue blue moon.

HMRPH.
i continued, pretending to ignore my mum's comment, " so got 1million or not?" (haha.)
my mum and dad went like, "WHAT? 1MILLION?"
and i got the point immediately.

but rich or not, i still love my family anyway <3

shit, i just revealed what i prayed to gods. will they still come true? damn, i hope they do.

AHHH, 9mins!
bye!

today is a great day. i love public holidays. (:
WHEEEE.

i went on a shopping spree with my sisters and mother. we didn't go anywhere far but hey, still can shop in northpoint right. heh!

stopped by at young hearts. (:
bought new ones.

then we went shopping. walked for almost 3hours and i've got 3new tops and 1shorts.

one of the 3tops is a button down shirt from baleno. hip hip hooray! i finally got something i really want. but i hope the queensway buttondown shirt is still waiting for me. and my new shorts is gold. (:

wanted a striped one but i could only choose one. but the striped one was so cute! it had cute stripes on it. ah, i want too!

ate lunch. couldn't finish my food cos i wasn't hungry. then went time zone. i played daytona with my sister and i finally won her using manual. i'll always lose to her cos i play manual and she uses automatic and i'll always crash while drifting during the sharp turn.

but i didn't crash today! today is indeed great!

looked for swim suit. nothing caught my eyes. then went esprit. i hope the clearance sale never ends. tried on a crumpled collared shirt and a halter but got only the collared shirt. i wouldn't dare to wear a halter out anyway.


i haven't touched the book. except for 1 physics question i attempted before i went out. eeks!

shall sleep and mug later.
but i feel like slacking. (:


funny, i dont even feel guilty for slacking this morning and afternoon away.
die.



today is a great day again, cos it's the 4th month. <3

my com is processing at the speed of a snail, it's irritating me.

darn!
i've gained weight!!!

but i've been eating a lot lately and i experience sudden cravings. :/
haha, gotta start starving myself and i shall move my lazy ass out of the chair and go to the gym at least twice a week. yes, i will!

*i'm so sleepy now. ah!

anyway, andersonians are allowed to wear ankle socks. they had a student forum thing and the school authority approved it. how unfair! i think my batch of students are the suay-est lah. we get things we dont want, and leave school at the wrong time.

im so tired, i can't blog properly.

anyway i bought garnier anti blenish pen and that thing cost a bloody 8.90 and it's as long as my middle finger. &*^$@*&*(@&!!! it better works.



YAY!!! 4 months and counting (:

ah, i was late in meeting perlin today.

i missed the train, so i went to buy teenage magazine first. haix, if only it was another coverage of jay. he was on teens magazine. but i stuck with teenage.

so i mugged from 10.30am to 5.45pm. went for an one hour lunch break with perlin and one of her friends, huimin. singapore is really small, i tell you. huimin happens to be kellynn's primary school mate. haha. she's really quiet, i mean huimin.

and i saw jolene's sister. she asked me whether i was from naval base, and i was surprised, cos i don think i have a naval base pri face what. she found me very familar but thought that i was jialing. haha jialing's in st nics by the way. i didn't correct her, cos when i realised that she mistook me for jialing, it was too late already. oh well.

oh, during lunch, i malu-ed myself. by using the soup spoon to eat my rice and the rice spoon to drink my soup. :/ ate in pizza hut again. ate curry baked rice again! so heaty! but it was so nice, but perlin's chicken royal looked tempting as well. it's was overloaded with cheese. you've sin-ed, perlin. (: tsk.

went back to the library and did physics and st nics emaths paper1. quite do-able as well.

left early cos i wanted to bathe and eat dinner before watching goong. drank mocha. heh, more mugging later.

i just realised, i look forward to 4things everyday.
#1. lunch and slack time. (1 and a half hour)
#2. dinner time.
#3. goong.
#4. sleep time.

yes, i know, very pathetic. haha.

and i really need another mp3. doing maths in the lib without songs is just like eating chicken rice without chicken. :(



die zits, die!

doing maths without correction tape is really torturous.

i have half the mind to put my maths worksheets with correction tape into the freezer to see whether my correction tape turns translucent. because mas said that they din allow us to use correction tape/fluid cos it will be winter over there in wherever the markers will be. so our correction tape will turn translucent and so our answers beneath it will show.

haha, ya la, i'm bored.

and i dislike our exam writing papers. it's too smooth and waxy. i dont like.

going for another mugging session with perlin tomorrow.
and then i'll rush all the way home to watch goong. HEH (:
today's episod was so so so sweet.
AH!

i know i should not be saying this but

the tree burners in the indonesia should just be burnt along with the trees.
i could so smell the haze. disgusting.

anyway it's isn't fair!
it isn't fair that the sec2s get to rollerskate for their post exam activities. what did our batch get uh? was it movie appreciation, a session with prodikeys or something lame.

and it isn't fair that the june bio pract paper was so much easier than ours. i didn't understand the scrapping of tissues of W2 part. and damnit, i didn't use the hot water at all. i forgot about the existence of that cup for hot water completely.

so ya, my iodine didn't turn blue black. at all. die already la.

but it was a okay paper i think.
a bit stumped here and there, but i hope i'll do fine.

but i had really hoped for drawings of fruit/ seeds/ storage organs, whatever. it's easier and it's the only thing i really studied. but it only came out once, for that stinking CA1. haix.

went for lunch with zanyu. i bought nachos to eat. yay!
then walked him to his tuition centre, which was in toa payoh. heh, i'm so nice (: bought nutrisoy.

then came back home and slept for 2whole hours. i hit the snooze button on my handphone and continued to sleep. so i've kinda slacked today away. oops.

goong is nice! it's the only thing i look forward to everyday. ha.

alright, shall continue with chemistry.

i must be going nuts.

im actually doing the bio practical book, without the experiments. i guessed what the results would be and thus my inferences.

but so sian alr, so i decided to take a break.

so the haze's back. PSI reads 130. but i thought it looked worse than that. i can't even see the tree 50metres in front me. and my sister is out having volleyball training! her team is sure hardworking.

nothing to blog about.



O level bio practical tomorrow!
AH.
goodluck to all the other candidates taking the test.
remember your entry proof and ezlink link card uh!

if only babies come easily.
no thick thick needles (that seem to leave a large gaping holes in your tummy.)
no doctors.
no pain.

if only.

babies are the most adorable living things that exist in the world. they have this veil of serenity and peace on their faces which drives away all your trouble.

i saw how happy my uncle is, how excited he was while describing his baby boy, how his eyes sparkled with joy and pride, how he even apologized for knocking into the crib his son was in, causing him to stir.

it's really a moving scene. my aunt doesn't want to take over the child rearing role. she plans to join the workforce, so my uncle has to look after the child. it's sad. i mean, why wont my aunt look after her own child? i don get it.

but the way she described child birth was horrible i tell you.
her face totally spelt pain and agony.

but the baby is so adorable, i guess, i wont mind the pain next time when i get married. ouch. it really touched me to see my uncle being all beam-y and hyper. fatherhood. tsk.



so this is their new born son. just a few days old, looking all small and fragile. he has black hair, tinted goldenish brown, like angmo. absolute love alright! he looked like a mixed blood. lucky guy.

his name's jackie anyway. i don really like his name so im praying that he will get a nice chinese name.



a closer look. omg, my heart's melting all over again.


he smelt of milk. <3





so i slacked today.
whatever.



YES!
tv tomorrow!
america's next top model, goong and nezha (:



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!
yes, legal liao la UH.

//EDIT//





imagine you have a highlighter that looked like the above. haha i saw one of my tuition mates using that highlighter. so cool la. each petal represents one colour and it IS a flower shaped highlighter. maybe i'm mountain turtle or something, but i swear, i've never seen a highlighter like that before.


so i went to the library to study today with perlin.
it was totally impromptu. i got a message from perlin, asking whether i would be studying in the lib and i was like, why not, since i wanted a change in the environment yesterday.

so i got my stuff, bathed and i headed for woodland library immediately.

brought along so many books i felt like i was going to school.

found perlin and got the shock of my life when i saw shawn lee there as well. actually, it wasn't that much of a surprise since i knew that he was perlin's sec1 and 2 classmates. he sat at my table. HAHA!

studied biology.
did physics.
studied light.
did cat high emaths paper2. it was very do-able.

while i was doing, many of perlin's friends came and went.

had lunch in yoshinoya and then dinner near our tuition centre.

cool, so we studied from 11.45am all the way to 5.45pm with an hour lunch break. it's quite fun to study in the library actually, seeing all the muggers mugging along with it. it doesn't seem such a tough job. but i can't study bio there. it seemed like i stared at the people around me more than i glance at my notes.

omg, i have to blog this down. there's this woman with brown boho type skirt that has scales like things around the bottom of her skirt. so whenever she walked, the scale like things jingled. so she caught many people's attention.

she sat down and switched on her com and this half naked (very muscular though) guy splashed on her wallpaper. i almost died laughing. i think it's her boyfriend, or her idol.

hilarious.

oh ya tuition was boring. i almost fell asleep cos i was so tired. was supposed to do a speech but we all ran away when the teacher went away. so naughty of us.



ok shall do amaths now.

are them an item now?
have you ever wondered how come a couple is sometimes referred as an item?

like why item of all words? and even if item must be used, isn't it supposed to be two items? and they are not objects too what. english is so interesting.

urgh, i must be damn bored to be pondering over such dumb things.

stayed at home to study today. rather accomplished since i didn't have distractions at all. studied bio for the approaching bio pract test, did bits of amaths and physics. i'm so sick sick sick of biology. period.

but i can't not study at the same time.
irritating.

anyway because i had no distractions, i had sudden cravings for the curry baked rice i ate yesterday and chicken briyani rice. ahhhh. but i think i have indulged too much in curry alr. i had curry baked rice yesterday, curry potato for lunch today and curry puff for snack.

haha, watch my waistline grow.

ah, must drink lots of water since i can't afford to be sick now. but i can feel an ucler forming at the reverse side of my tongue. ouch. very weird place too.



it's consoling to know people do vist my blog though my blog entry isn't one of the most interesting ones. but all never tag. :(


die. i feel like going out. haiya. shall find one day to go studying with perlin in the lib. i need a change in environment. it's so boring to study alone at home.

so today is my last last slack day.
that's just depressing.

went to the lib with zanyu today to supposedly mug. haha. hey we were up super early la. like eight plus so we can reach woodlands library to get table seats.

i bought the mineral water voda voda for the first time. damnit, i just realised i threw it away! shit, i should have kept it. the bottle's quite cool la.

we did june paper1 and 2 for bio and physics in 3hours. haha. i scored 34/40 for physics mcq, and it's highest score i have ever scored for physics paper1. normally, i'll just get a mere pathetic 25. heh (:

and i think i visited the toilet for six times in that 3hours plus in the lib. scary. but i think zanyu went sixty times or something. haha! the library is so cold, i'm practically freezing. was so glad to be out of the library and get some warmth. we stayed in the lib from 10am to 2pm. okay, wrong, haha so it's 4hours.

saw perlin! that woman is so hardworking la. she goes to the lib to mug from 10 to 5 almost everyday. ah, i need to jia you alr.

then we went pizza hut to eat our lunch. i ate curry baked rice. omg, the rice is so super nice but the curry is so spicy, it made me tear a little. then i went to look for swim wear. haha. tried on a few. i like those in metro but it was too too pricey so i had to put in back onto the rack. :(

then we caught a movie. ROB-B-HOOD is such a nice movie! it's so so so nice. action packed and lottas of cute guys. the baby boy in the movie is so so so so adroable, i melted the instant he smiled. so cute. i think baby boys are cuter than baby girls. heh.

and also, not forgetting louis khoo. *swoons* and daniel wu is so cute in the movie, though he appeared in the movie for less than 15mins. he was supposed to be gay. haha, it was hilarious man.

and the movie is quite touching when jackie chan was trying to save the baby boy and he had to go under great voltage or something. i felt sad.

but the movie was really nice! go watch it, as a break from mugging or smthg.


then went home.
finally finished cedar emaths papers. haha i have been doing for the past 4days or something.
okay, shall go read up a bit of bio and do some maths before i sleep.

good mood uh<3

today marks the last day of my secondary school days.

ironically, i feel so neutral towards. i always thought people would bawl their eyes out on the last day of school and starts reminscing about their past and those memories they had in the school. nothing even close to that happened.

the "farewell concert" was so impressive. not.
it was just a usual EFL and it's not even impactful. i have to admit, maybe if mrs tan was still our principal, our concert would be a different one. one that focuses less on academic and more on what we have learnt as individuals on the whole throughout the 4years in anderson.

had geog and social studies. really had no mood to pay attention in class so i just dozed off. did some survey thing and then went for recess. one of the things i'll miss is probably the canteen food la. i'll miss the chicken chop rice and chicken+curry rice.

ah, how i regret not going down more often for recess. really, these were the 2food i eat this year. very pathetic.

and i still think my sec2 life is the best. 2/2 was just so damn crazy. the classroom would not be empty unless it's past 7pm. i still remember dominic staying all the way to 6pm because he doesn't want to return home early. a very weird but smart guy.

and of course, my 2best friends, namely eileen and dhevy. i'm like so so so so so glad to meet them. they have brought me lots of fun and laughter, and ironically, self discipline. haha how not to, when you are friends with dhevy? super guai.


and my sec3 and 4s nutties. masturah, letch and christine. ha. they are people who mugged alongside with me, whinning and moaning about grades and the suffocating education system in spore. haha. remember? we even planned to write a letter to MOE to slacken our education system in one of the social studies lessons last year.


ok. i don feel like blogging anymore.
going lib to study tomorrow, then catch a movie. a change in the environment is good. i hope it's fruitful. (:




things are not turning out the way they should.
maybe the problem just lies in me la.

i think i met a pervert in the khatib mrt station on the way to school.

if i'm not wrong, i think he tried to take pictures of a woman's underwear. it's so pervertic can. and i felt so darn useless for not doing anything about it since i think i'm the only one who witnessed it.

it was like this woman was standing a step infront of him on the escalator. i saw the man changed his cam phone to cam mode and i thought that it was rather odd for him to do that? what can you possibly take? the escalator steps?

then i saw him bend down and somehow went near under the woman's dress and stood right up again.

before i could even think properly, the man was alreadyon the train towards yishun. the train came right when he stepped into the platform. sickening.

so useless of me.

SO SO SO GIRLS/WOMEN.
if you are wearing skirts that are above your knees, please have someone you know standing a step behind you when you're on the escalator or when walking up the stairs. unless, you know, you want the picture of your underwear in some perverts' phones and god knows what he will do to it.


now i'm like so super wary of men with cam phones switched to cam mode at inapproprate times. like this man i saw in popular today. haha!


school was horrible. it's no longer block revisions we are attending, but papers collecting lessons. i think i have so many papers from good schools and i don think i can finish all of them even if i have 72hours a day.

tomorrow is the last official day for secfours. after that, we'll have to revise until we go nuts or what. (oh god, i think i read and memorised the damn bio book for 4times.)

i feel happy! cos i do not need to wake up at 5.40am anymore. but then again, i wont be able to see my friends anymore! AHHH.

haix.
:(

slow slow slow.

my com is loading blogspot pages so darn slowly im getting impatient. i think it's the tagboards. cannot be loaded or something.

yesterday went town with zanyu. wanted to shop for dress for grad ball with perlin but she couldn't make it. haha it may look a tad too early to get a dress for an occasion in late november. but i've calculated. i don have much time after Os since fourfive's having a class chalet btween 17nov and 23nov. (:

haha. thanks zanyu! for accompanying me and waiting for me to change though i think i took like forever? i was actually struggling, trying to put the flow-ly cloth over my head. and the changing room was so tiny.

yay got the dress. what im hoping now is that nobody gets the same one as me. horrible *pray*


then we went window shopping. i've got such a fetish for button down shirts but i din mange to buy any. :( i still want that cute white shirt with big red buttons in queensway lei. then zanyu looked for his own stuff for prom and i went looking for yellow, orange and green shirts. heh, time to wear more vibrant colours la.

walked a lot. then went khatib mac and studied. did vitctoria school's chem paper.

then rushed home and rushed for chinese tuition.



yay i had no amaths tuition today. so i stayed at home and did work. finished up RV paper (like finally!) and bukit panjang gov high emaths ppr2. god, the school's evil. the paper was quite tricky. esp that darn fish tank question. finished up mcq for VS chem ppr.

yay gym now.

i've checked. to get into vjc, you need a miminmum of 5points for JAE. that's so difficult la.


today was okay.
usual boring subjects.

met my sister and we lunched in pizza hut. omg, i think it's been 2years since i last ate pizza hut. hunted for swim suits but we didn't manage to find any that was to our likings. actually we did, but they are all so expensive, we dropped the idea of buying them immediately. haha.

went home and i did bukit panjang gov high emaths paper1. i don like the feeling of helpnesses when faced with a question you have completely no idea on how to do. i mean, i think we all did over 500hundreds maths questions in our entire lives and it should be about time that we can do all the questions within the syllabus.

but no.
how nice it would be if all the olevel questions are do-able.
omg, that would have been a bliss.

but no.


haha, argh, im so talking crap.

finished up revision and practised paper here and there but i'm still feeling that i'm not working hard enough, esp when A2s are no longer satisfying. it's the 1s that everyone is going for.



oh yes, i was imaging myself sitting for olevel practicals yesterday night, and my heart started beating really hard. haha, imagine real olevel pract. i think i'll suffer a heart attack right away or something.



going out tomorrow and it's gonna be the last last time i'm going out to buy things.
that's sad. no more retail therapy for a long long time. :(



and this blog will most probably be dead.
heh.



good luck to all sec4s!!!
we shall all be super nerdies for the next 1month or so.
JIA YOU!!

got back my prelims results. i did relatively alright judging by the fact that i thought i would confirm die after sitting for the papers.

but there was so many people with under 10points for prelims and it's getting scary.

and and i'm so totally not satisfied with my chemistry marks. everybody was like expecting a A1 or at least an A2 cos the paper was quite easy. it turned out that the average msg with only 3.something. i got 67 for chem. so unhappy la. my sciences suck. i hate miss mok's way to marking. she ate up all our marks. darn.

i just suck so badly at physics though surprisingly, i scraped by with a b3. bio was unexpected. (: only science with an A1 and i spun big big stories. the carbon cycle question was just damn hilarious. haha.


AND I FAILED MY SUMMARY, to think that i scored 18 for prep prelim. now i got 9. 9 lei!! i got what? 4 out of 15points correct. it came as a great shock to me cos i always thought summary was the only thing that can pull my eng grade up. so i was one of the three people who flunked summary. great. i so so wanted to cry but decided against it. making myself embarrassed would not help the situation.

and i think ms heng marked our lit paper quite leniently or something. but my combined humans is horrible. i swear, i've consistently scoring Cs for combined humans. how the hell did letch manage an A1?



urgh.

mug mug mug for olevels. (:
yay tv now.

i now know why eileen said that VJC is a really fun and vibrant school.

the video today alone spoke a thousand words. omg, i could so feel the fun and the school spirit and it made me totally motivated to study hard and get into vjc.

but then again, i think half of anderson's school population wants to get in as well. not to mention the rest of the secondary schools. haix.

but the talk was very very impressive and motivating. the principal of vjc is so cool and humourous la.

DOOMDAY tomorrow.
omg, i donwanna get back my results.
it'd be totally embarrassing if i just break down on the spot or something.




AHHHH!! freaked.

omg, i am so so so tempted to just pon school.

haix, school is quite a waste of time but it's just not the right time to pn school since we'll be getting back our scripts the next day and the next next day.

horror!
omg, i want to get back the papers, but then again, i don't really want to. it would be really depressing if i see a Fgrade on my english, lit and physics papers.

everybody is starting revision and getting that momentum and it's scary since it's only one week after the end of prelims. omg, i should really start some studying soon. don't really want to study last minute work, but i really can't bring myself to my books. slacking is so addictive.

i can't wait for school to end. whoo hoo 11oct. waking up at decent hours again. yay!


anyway i had such a good time laughing my ass off just now. my sis and i were throwing random sweets into the air and catching it in our mouths. it's a cool way to eat sweets okay. and then the sweets, when held too long in our hands, got sticky and it can't be thrown into the air.

you should have seen how desperate my sis was, trying to get the sweet to leave her fingers and i laughed till i was rolling all over her bed. my stomach hurt so badly and i was crying. god.




damn i hate my new mattress. it's so stiff and hard, i think i'll be more comfortable sleeping on the floor.



URGH. off to study.
i still love my new walking shoes. <3

the wedding dinner yesterday was alright. as in the food. it was very predictable, with the cold dish, shark fins, chicken and stuff. they had cute lil bride and groom mini bears for the guests. haha i stole a couple from my relatives. i mean adults don keep such toys right?

i wanted to take the roses too but all of them were taken by the small kids. darn. roses were so pretty, esp those red ones. yay.

the wedding was very sweet, with the groom declaring that he loves his wife very much. so sweet! haha. was bloated after the dinner.

today i went shopping with kaixin and natalie. so fun! we went queensway cos we wanted to buy shoes. i've been wanting to get a nice walking shoes since last year but never really got down to buying one.

walked fo sooo long and they were all selling the walking shoes i like for the same price. they're in cahoots, i concluded. so no choice la, but hey i love my new shoes! yay! and i got a pairs of sandels as well since it's on sale and i've been wanting that kind of sandels for a long time.

whee!

walked around for almost six hours! was looking for kaixin's shirt and nat's running shoes. haha we gotta make sure we get the best price wad.

nat spotted this super cute collared top. it's white and has huge red buttons but it was so cute! but the shirt was rather pricey so i din get it. urgh, shall get it once i save enough. it's time i spend the money i'ven been keeping deep inside my wardrobe for so long.

im a satisfied girl today.
though my feet hurt a lot.



now i shall go some serious planning for finance.

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