OMG!!!

WHY AM I SO DUMB?

die liao die liao die liao.

today was a day with many new stuffs, and they left me feeling very guilty.

school was alright. had 2.5hours of biology. and we chiong-ed through like 5-6 experiments at one go. i think mas and i went nuts and we started to get really retarded. haha. as in the stuff we did. omg, it was like so hilarious.

then went off to meet my sister in norhtpoint. i reached early cos my school dismissed earlier. roamed around in popular. looked at self motivation books. interesting. met up with my sister and ate lunch in foodcourt, where i, once again, met a lot of my ai friends again. haha.

then we went esprit to shop, since i agreed to treat her to something after i did my posb card. really dumb of me la! but nothing caught her eyes so we left. went op and looked around then went john little and looked at triumph, sabina, young hearts, piere cardin and etc, if you get what i mean. (:

went and walked around somemore and went back home. i wanted to gym but it was late alr. i shall go tomorrow.

oh i made my new spects alr. or rather, on it's way of making. gonna collect it on tuesday. it's orange. i hope it's okay on me. :/ but it's so freaking expensive and i'm feeling so guilty. cos i just took money from my parents for chalet and grad ball and they hafta pay the new mattresses and my sister's bed which nearly came up to a thousand.

guilty.
very guilty.

but my mum was being very nice. she told me to pick the one i like though i knew that she'll feel heart brokened for the money spent. haha.




OFF.




tolerance.

my house is in such a wreck now. at least one of my rooms are. junks are strewn all over the place and i could hardly find space to walk over to the computer.

yesterday chiong-ed through my NE quiz coz i was already late in meeting jody, layjia and zijun. haha i am a junior builder. but who cares la, as long as i pass the quiz, i'm statisfied. then rushed off without bothering to print the cert. :/

there wasnt any sun! the clouds were being such assholes. they kept covering the sun. so we suntann-ed ourselves when the sun wasn't covered by the clouds and swam whenever there wasnt sun. swam for 2plus hours before makeing our way to the sauna and steam room.

talked about stuff and grad ball thing.

bathed and looked at zijun's dress and it was quite late when we left. reached home at around 845. bathed, had dinner and i attempted doing chem june papers. did like 2 essay questions and i gave up. was feeling damn exhausted.

i didnt get tanner. *cries*

today was alright i guess.

normal boring lessons. it was funny during social studies. but i forgot the reason why we all cracked up. i think ss lessons are fun with ms zaleha, as long as we don ss.

did 3physics practicals in a row. haha. i was drowning in my own sweat cos the fans werent on. oops, that sounded disgusting.


whoo hoo, my sister found the cables for my digital cam and the cd that comes along with it. cool cool (:


yay the weekends are almost here.
wedding dinner! yay!
it's been a long long time since i attended one. (:

i'm starting to like G2 0.7pen which is so weird. cos i hated them before.

today was okay i think. there wasn't social studies lesson after school! whoo hoo.

but my headache was killing me, so i took a nap before getting up to watch holland village. ah, today was the last episod of holland v! i hope the show they are going to air tomorrow would be nice. i'm so used to watching tv at 530 alr.

then my headache got so bad i was dying. i had no choice but to pop in a panadol pill. i think it was the 3rd time i ate panadol. cos i dont really like the idea of lowering my body resistance against pain. i read it somewhere that taking too many panadol lowers one's resistance to pain.

then i did compre, with my head throbbing in pain. haha i anyhow did and i finished it in record time. 45mins or something, which includes summary okay.

then did a bit og the chem june papers.

haix, wad a boring boring life i'm leading.
yay swimming tomorrow with jody ang jing ming and zijun.

i hope the sun is scorching tomorrow. (:

first day of normal schooling. okay la, i missed normal schooling when we had our prelims but now, i think normal lessons are such a drag.

1 hour 15mins for each lesson is a killer! i can barely survive with 1hour of english. an extra 15mins! damn.

career talk today was hypnotising seriously. for the first 2hours at least. i was nodding my head all the while the 2speakers seemed to be having a talk with themselves. they kept asking each other questions la. then we have to go to our respective careers.

the nearest medical career i could get was pyschology so i stayed for that. i was so so so tempted to just sneak away and go back home but i was glad i didnt. cos i finally know what i wanna be. i wanna be a medical social worker!

i dont like it when people mix social workers with volunteers. hey social workers need at least a degree to be one alright. the person told me that medical social worker needs at least a honour degree so that means i need to study for 4years, which isnt bad compared to doctors and other white collared jobs.

but the pay is pathetic

omg i was so excited. i was trying to imagine myself doing house visits and helping people apply for government subsidies. i still wanna get myself attached to nkf. (:

yes! i've a goal already. but i still think being a paediatrician is cool. but i still have to consider my family financial status and my passion. it would be terrible if my passion wavers and dies when i'm halfway through my studies or something, if i manage to get into a medical school.



medical social worker! hee hee!



i lost my new blue pen. the ink was still filled to it's brim la and i misplaced it! was so sad okay. in the end, i had to borrow my dad's G2 0.7 pen which i thought would suck. but surprisingly, i liked it. haha.


america's next top model again. whoo hoo!

i'm sick of casueway point.
i've been going there for like 4consecutive days. on thursday for lunch, friday for dinner, saturday for movie and today for my wallet.

so i went out with my family today to northpoint. haix, they're such a northpoint type of people. i think the furthest they've gone was causeway point. haha tsk. shall bring them to orchard or bugis. someday.

people! the esprit outlet in northpoint is having a clearance sale and everything's going at very affordable prices. so my mum gave me money to get a top to go with the dirty green short i bought on friday. haha so i got my first yellow shirt. haha light cotton material. yay, i love those cotton material shirts. very comfy to wear.

but they didnt have the wallet i want. damn. so we walked around. visited the walking shoes im going to get. haha the price dropped from slightly over a hundred to seventy plus. haha cool! i hope it keeps dropping. shall go queensway to look.

then i went causeway point to get the wallet. it's brown. (: haha.

YAY! gyming later! goodbye fats (:




i shall start saving again when school reopens. oh well. haha.

omg, i just watched this show which features the woman's menstrual cycle and stuff. it shows how couples try to have babies and they had to like estimate their ovulation period and whatnot. and to go for IVF, the women have to go for laporoscopy or something like that where they have to be poked by this thick long long metal which will be extented into the ovary, or the fallopian tube. ouch.

and they showed in the sides of the womb. it's just so red and goo-y and bloody.

i was digusted. but then again, it was quite interesting.

alright. so today i went out with mas and letch. met them in northpoint where i bought my T-zone thinger and we ate lunch. then went causeway point to watch john tucker must die.

ah, i think the show was quite nice. a lot of funny scenes and heart breaking moments. must watch! it's really hilarious.

then we walked around. i saw this esprit wallet at a reasonable price. i shall ignore mas's comment and go get it. urgh, so feel like whacking myself for not getting it. it's hard to get a decent wallet nowadays. i hope the esprit outlet in northpoint has the wallets.

then walked around. i tried on heels. horrible. haha. so gonna die during prom. ah, i can't walk on heels.

walked around somemore. my legs almost broke. came back home and i dozed off immediately. woke up at 6 and im supposed to meet perlin at 0630 for dinner. bathed and chiong-ed. had dinner and we went for tuition.

i still got a.maths tuition tomorrow! not fair! i demand a break. but my parents dont allow me to skip it. waking up at 815 is so sickening.


i just realise the end of examinations make me go broke real fast.

i'm in such a happy mood. (:

heh. i jumped and danced around the moment i stepped into my house. haha, im going nuts.

today has been a great day.

cos i made my posb card! yay! okay, i think a lot of other people have it as well but im still happy!

went out with zanyu after our last paper ended (finally!). went and did my card in ang mo kio central before going off to walk around.

i wanted to look for wallets but i dont like most of the billabong wallets so i didn't get one. urgh damn. but i bought a new short! i'm so so lack of shorts la. it's like i'm wearing the same outfit again and again.

had dinner in jack's place. i ate the baked rice. and i swear, that's gonna be the last time i touch baked rice. omg, the baked rice is so full of cheese okay. now im sick of cheese and i think i'll have to run on the treadmill for 89hours before all the cheese carbs are burnt off. horrible.

oh and i went to two guardian and waston outlets to look for some facial product. i thought it was tea tree product, in the end my sister told me that it was T-zone product. wa lao, no wonder i couldn't find the one i wanted.

anyone knows where T-zone products can be found?


anyway, make a guess. what this is?



i wanted to post the pic up weeks ago but it was left in my tuition bag, forgottened.

but, it's a stingray! i did this after i finished a bar of chocolate and was suddenly reminded of the darn stingray who stung steve erwin. so ta da!

it IS a stingray. though the tail's quite short.


yay! catching john tucker must die tomorrow with letch and masturah. haix, too bad christine can't join us. :(




PRELIMS' OVER! whoo hoo.

omg omg omg omg omg!!!



there's only geog paper 1 left.
WHEE HEE HEE!!!

i bet all the sec4s have been waiting for this since i dont know when.
but i knew that i've been anticipating for today since last week.
WHEEEEEEEEE!!

but then again, i need to study for geog paper1 too. the map! is like so big la. normally, when i do mapwork, i'll just throw the map onto the floor and crawl around the map. i dont think the teachers will be that kind to let me crawl around for prelims. darn. and the table's like so puny compared to the map.



but that can't ruin my happy mood. i feel like kissing my television! such a long time since i've watched a tv program, other than holland v and america's next top model which i die die also must watch.

just imagine! not watching even holland v. that's like mugging throughout the day!

but then again, i'm pissed. cos i couldn't sleep. i spent half an hour tossing and turning around in bed, hoping to nap a lil while before going through geog. but the heat was too much. urgh. i don't believe it. i couldnt sleep! never happened to me before.


bio paper today, i thought, it was rather difficult. none of the questions were straightforward. i was spinning big stories for most of the questions. haha though i wrote big stories, im sure i've missed out a lot of points. oh well.


tomorrow! omg. AHHHHH.
so cannot wait.


gym! here i come!!



whoo hoo, 3months and counting.

omg, the physics paper was fun!

i didnt understand the questions, i threw in some random numbers and cooked up xueling's theories. i even lost marks in definition questions because i didnt read the textbook. halfway through the paper, i gave up doing properly for the paper. i started humming jay's new songs and the songs got stuck in my head.

haha with jay's songs in my head, doing physics paper seemed so much easier! (that's cos my focus was on the songs, not the paper.)

tell me, am i dead or what. so gonna flunk the paper la.

so much for practising ten years series questions almost everyday 2weeks before the test. i think if i were to start physics revision yesterday, i would have scored the same marks. time and effort. wasted.

so after the paper, i went to have lunch with zanyu.
cos i dont have anyone to have lunch with and his friends didnt want to eat lunch. so in the end we ate lunch with each other. yay!



ha, i think the physics paper has left me feeling all crazy and nutty.


literature and emaths paper2 tomorrow.
haven even open the lit book.



OFF.

my sis said i looked fat.

*BREAK DOWN AND CRY*
but i gained only 1kg lei!
though im feeling all flabby. urgh. and i still cant forgive myself for eating almost one tube of pringles. oh god.

the gym shall be my second home after prelims. ahha! gotta drag nat and kaixin with me! HA.


and the worse worse worse thing was that my mother bought food. food i would gladly munch when im revising. like chips ahoy, oreo and ferrero rochi. DAMN. but i swear, i wont touch those. (:

emaths paper today was do-able, but i had careless mistakes. damn stupid mistakes. but whatever. so there's 7more papers to go. ah, that looked sick. SEVEN!

went home with masturah and met anna in the mrt station. whined and complained about the prelims being so tough and whatsoever. reached home super early, like 11am? watched tv, ate lunch and did some practise papers.

if tomorrow physics paper is gonna be like 2005prelims paper, im so so dead.
i din know satellite melts. i was so shocked when mas told me that was the answer to one of the questions. incredible.


YAY america's next top model today. WHOO HOO.


shall go mug now.
WHOO HOO, physics!
:( boo.

whee! there's school tomorrow!

ha, im nuts, to be feeling so happy about it.
but hey, once school starts, before everybody knows, prelims gna be over!

weekends pass more slowly than weekdays because on weekdays, all you have to do is to study for the next day's paper and time flies really fast when you're cramping stuff into your head.

anyway, my 4years old cousin, junhao, came my house yesterday night. haha. so charming and adorable la! he's like a bundle of energy, 24/7 running around, jumping and screaming. so cute! i watched clips of him on his father's phone when he did some dance. *swoons*

if only i can scan him and post his pictures up. ah, if only!

haha!

so amaths tuition today was alright. was all set to pon it since amaths papers were over alr and i want to wake up later. but i still dragged myself to tuition. heh, im so guai (: came back home and slept. ate lunch and studied physics and emaths.

doing bio at night. ecology. haix. so boring la.


na de qi, fang de xia.

i feel so un-motivated to study for the rest of my papers.

anyway!
i finally know how to sing ting ma ma de hua alr!!
yay, finally!


now i shall try hong mo fang. it's so togue twisting la!


it was boring today.
did physics.
damn transistor!
it refuses to speak to me!


bio is just irritating.

omg, is everyone slacking as well?

i am so so so slacking. haha didnt touch the books ever since i got back home 2hours ago. 2hours only lei, and there's already this nagging feeling at the back of my mind to tell me to go open my physics book.

but of course, i didn't.

i had an 1hour nap. shuang (:

anyway.
we had chemistry paper just now. and now, im worried for my chem. i thought it was quite an easy paper, rather straightforward with predictable questions like electrolysis and displacement of halogens. but after hearing from so many of my friends saying that it wasnt that simple a paper afterall, i was scared. but whatever!

one more week and prelims will be over!


WHOO i cannot wait!

but studying bio will be hell. omg, i studied but i can't remember the facts. urgh.

after the paper, went northpoint to meet my sister. i stood there for 45mins waiting for her! heh great patience (: i was playing space mahjong on my phone all the while and i won every game! haha.

oh saw ai friends too. haha mayer started singing qian li zhi wai when he saw me. weird. saw jinchao and jinyeow and merlyn and gerald and jesley! jesley's hair grew! it's no longer short anymore.

met up with my sister, had lunch and accompanied her go shopping for baking needs. she wants to bake cupcakes. bought yogurt drink for myself and and



yayyyy! teenage magazine wih jay on the cover page. i was almost screaming in joy in cheers when i went opposite with masturah and letch. but i din get the magazine there.

came back home and i slept, till my sister came and woke me up, saying that the cupcakes are ready. got up, ate, stoned and finally, yes, im gna start on my bio revision. if not, i'll never get started on it.

the cupcakes were alright. but can't taste the chocolate rice la! put more chocolate inside!

i wanna kiss all the geography teachers!!!

haha esp mdm neo! for showing us those pure questions. if not, i think i'll still be mugging agriculture at 2am in the morning or something.

geography was do-able. YAY! it wasn't very tough but there was almost insufficient time for me to finish all 4essays. i think the big digital clocks at the front of the hall is damn useful la!

chinese was bad. it was one of the crappiest papers i have done because i crapped so so much. i sounded very philosophical in my answers cos 89% of the questions are like free response. other either way i think it sucked.


chem tomorrow!
die la. i din really mug for chemistry cos it's like reading the same thing over and over again if you were to read the textbook. ten year series, somehow, makes me feel all so whoozy and sleepy. haha.

so i think i'll just read my guidebook or something. im so lazy. urgh.



WHOO HOO, it rained heavily just now. thankgod i had my umbrella with me. it rained so hard that i was still drenched even with my umbrella. but i like the rain.

but it stopped raining now. damn.


alright shall read chem while waiting for my hair to dry. then i'll sleep for awhile.
OFF

it was one shitty paper after another.

english was HORRIBLE. it was so horrible, so traumatising i almost gave up half way through the paper. i seriously wonder if the english department is even thinking of letting us get into a decent JC for the first three months. i think i'll fail this paper or something. confirm.

amaths was bad. actually, personally, i thought the paper was doable, but i didnt have enough time to finish it. i had to redo one of my questions once and the other question twice. so that was like twenty minutes spent on redoing questions just because i was darn careless. haix. in the end i only had 20mins for qn 10 and 11 and that was almost impossible, for me, to complete all the subparts in time.

as usual, i freaked. and when i freaked, everything just naturally got screwed. i had to redo my matix qn cos i sub in the value incorrectly. i told myself to just ignore the clocks and focus on the question. but i keep glancing up at the clock and i panicked even more.

i could so do the last qn. but i din have time to do. haix.

amaths is the subject i normally get A1 in. judging at how i performed for the paper, i seriously wonder where's my A1(s) supposed to come from now. english's a goner as well. but then again, i've never ever gotten A for my english before.

***

i couldnt sleep last night. lots of things went through my mind. and i realised another thing!

haha i love my family!!!
sad to say, yesterday night was the first time i felt like that.

i realised i can't survive without any of them. my parents are great, though we have arguments occasionally. like how my mum will nag and nag at me just because i din put my facial foam and conditioner back to the shelf. how she will keep screaming for my sister and i to make our beds and we never ever went about doing it.

i think my sister and i are quite pampered. in the sense that we do not ever have to do household chores cos our mum is a fulltime housewife. (: we weren't showered with luxurious gifts, ha, we normally ask for them anyway. but i've never wash my own clothes, clean the windows and scrub the tables before. and i think i mop the floor, iron my clothes and make my bed less than 15times.

hey, im not proud of it alright!

and my sisters!

i dont bond that much with my youngest sister. she plays toys i played 11years ago! how to bond? but afterall, i was the one who taught her how to count money using the calculator and wrote her mathematics sums for her to solve.

weilin, on the other hand, i bond too much with her liao la. very very lucky of me (and her!) to have her as my sister cos i think we're more like friends. i see her almost everyday, but we never run out of things to chat. we can chat till 1am plus on friday nights. haha! i think she knows most of my secrets.

as quoted from letch,

god made us sisters, life made us friends.


ahhh, i love my sisters!


urgh. alright shall go nap before chionging geog. i hope the paper is alright. if not, i really really think there'll be 0A1 for my prelims.




dont worry, everything's gonna turn out okay. your bones gonna heal in no time. i was very very affected as well when i was told about it. so upset that i was almost verge of crying cos i thought we're gna escape from it. if you'll have to hang on the metal pole, i'll hang there with you. hey i'm scared of heights alright! you better appreciate (:

i just realised,

life is vulnerable.

you never know when you're gonna be crippled by a nasty disease. you never know if you get to see the next day's sun rise. you never know if you're gonna get knock down by car anytime soon. life is so predictable, and unpredictable at the same time, it's so ironic.

like my cousin, she has leukemia, just like that. no warning, no nothing. the disease just struck her. it's scary really. i hope no one else gets nasty illness.

i gotta so cut down on fast food!!

so before i die, i hope it's a ripe old age, i wna help the nkf children! i'm still into the being a social worker though i've kinda given up hope on being a doctor.

i cry at the smallest damn thing that upsets or irritates me. doctors are tough people. they gotta be tough to save lives. ha, imagine me saving lives. doctors control their emotions well. i let my emotions control me.

so eileen, if you're reading this. don't worry, you're gonna be a fine doctor, someday in your life. your determination, hardworking-ness and brains will get you there. (: but still i need to get into a science stream in JC. an art stream will just leave me very miserable for 2whole years. and the only passable art subject i can take is geography. and i'm so not gonna spend half of my life on the mountains or something.

but i wna be rich lei! a social worker's pay will get me nowhere. ahhh.
i shall plan my future, when i have the time.

anyway!
my previous blog was the 777th blog. haha, anna will kiss that entry! ok im kidding. that was gross.

alright. holland v now!
OFF

ahhh prelims has officially started.

but ironically, mas and i didn't feel the urgency. we felt that prelims was just like the many examinations we had taken.

went school as usual. haha, everybody was reciting the formal letter and report writing formats.

english was alright i think. letter writing was okay. i prefer report writing to formal letter cos you dont need to crap that much. i hate writing testimonials in the form of formal letter. compo part was horrible. i was thinking about this plot in my head the previous night. haha i was like trying to come up with coherent sentences in my head. so i was staring in the space like some depression patient.

my mum came in and gave me that are-you-okay look? tsk.

i crapped through my compo. it was absolutely crappy.

then we had break. i realised how underprepared i was when everybody started fishing out notes and books from their bags. it never occurred to me to read my notes! i just did 10years series. AH!

so i think 10marks just flew out of my grasp.
i shall read my notes for paper2!


ok. shall go sleep before studying social studies. i've given hope on ss alr. it's a subject to pull my everything down.



YAY and i bought pringles original.
i can so feel my waist growing!

im sweating! so much, it's sickening. it's like i've just finished a game of captain's ball during PE but the fact is, i've just cooked 3plates of spaghetti, with my sister of course. i'll just die if i have to do it alone. i think everything would just find themselves in the rubbish bin.

so i went to tuition in the morning. did amaths. i got so many careless mistakes for one of the papers i did. urgh, i hope it doesnt happen to me tomorrow. then after that, my sister and i went NTUC to shop for the ingredients.

bought spaghetti, pasta sauce and button mushrooms. grabbed a bar of chocolate on our way to the cashier. (: NTUC is packed with people okay. from the cashier ALLLL the way to the shelves of stuff. and everyone was like shopping for a year worth of neccessities or something. their trolleys were bloated!

came back home and started cooking right away. i planned to start my revision at 2pm cos i thought we would take hours to cook. in the end, only half an hour was spent on that. ha! chopped up the mushrooms and hotdogs, fried them and cooked the noodle.

it's quite easy cooking spagheti actually! yay, gonna try fried rice after that.

my dad didnt like our spaghetti! he opted for instant noodle instead! darn. introduced my mom and sis to vegetable yogurt drink. heh, nice (:

okay, shall nap before i start revision. slept late yesterday night and woke up early this morning. i'm so sleep deprived.

shall do less work today since Mrs Poh said we should have at least 1 buffer day.



OFF.
my parents gna buy new mattress for me! haha. cos i can so feel the springs in the my old mattress alr. ok that's so random.

oh yes, jay MVs are FABULOUS!!! i'm starting to love his new songs! <3

one more days to scool reopening!
AHHHHHHHHHH.
maybe i should slack sunday away. haha!
ya and die on monday

darn, i haven't revise formats for english paper1 yet. just couldn't get myself to flip through my ultra thick yellow english file.

YAY i shall blog dutifully again! because i've changed my blogskin!!
okay, there's no link there but ya, im gna blog like everyday.
so tag people!

i did physics in the morning. i'm progressimg very very slowly for physics. still stuck at electricity okay. so i still have to cover magnetism and radioactivity. thankfully radioactivity is managable. it's the former. urgh.

sudden urge to post pictures. so i scanned my anderson handbook. ( don't ask me why anderson handbook.)



this is my september holiday stuff. daily revision timetable. i learnt it from dhevy. except that dhevy's timetable will include stuff like sweep floor, iron clothes, whereas mine will have words like slack, online, tv! heh.


my homework for this hols. haix, ive done very minmal work. :(



i just realised that if i want to post pictures, i have to either scan the object or find it online cos i no longer can send pictures from my phone to my com via email anymore. huh. it'd funny trying to scan my newly bought slippers or something.

not fair. i want bluetooth! or a camera cable or smthg. or a memory card reader.


alright! shall watch jay new MVs.
omg, ting ma ma de hua and hong mo fang are NICE!! (:

urgh, i cant remove that LONELINESS and navigation! irritating.

yay finally a change in blogskin. i've been looking for a white blogskin for days.
FINALLY.
very white.
very simple.
NICE (:

except for the loneliness thing! crap.

im so sleepy my brain quits functioning alr.
shall go sleep alr!

NICE NICE!! <3
WHOO HOO. jay's still fantasy album!! the cover is so cool can!

was doing emaths paper just now. anderson prelim 2001. anderson teachers are so not creative. for our prep prelims, they took out questions from anderson prelim 2001. two questions somemore! but ironically, i still couldnt do one of the questions. godd.

halfway i just didnt feel like doing. haha, had half the mind to just throw down my pen and slack but i didn't. i still have one zhong hua paper to complete.

i am so sick of studying.

went to the gym in the afternoon. omg, it was flooded with guys. especially at the weight lifting corner. i counted! there's only like 5females (including me) in the room. ran, did stuff, lifted weights and i scooted off to northpoint to collect my jay cd. (:

oh ya i got bitten by evil mosquitoes when i was arranging stuff in my sling bag when i was outside the stadium. i stopped to adjust stuff and they took the opportunity to suck my blood. asshole. i stopped for a mere 5mins!

bought food. stuff i can munch on when i'm bored or hungry. cos all the food belongs to sis so i can't touch them. it sucks not to have nice food at home ok. so i bought Riz biscuits. haa. bought sushi! i'm getting hooked onto sushi though i dont really like them last time. is japanese soy sauce that expensive? they charged me an extra 10cents for getting an extra packet of soy sauce! haha.

bought breakfast for tomorrow morning, bought cheese hotdog and i went home. caught holland v, bathed, ate dinner, studied bio and ss.

i am so sick of studying.

Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a
donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"
Student : "Brotherly love".

oh man, this is sick. it's thursday already! another 4 miserable days to end of holidays and the start of another new school term. NOOOO.

but then again, i can't wait for prelims to be over. and then, olevel's gonna fly past and i'll be free from marriane chong, fractional distillation and what not.

i wanna learn how to cook as well! after olevel, im gonna learn how to cook simple dishes. haha, got influenced by my sis. she's been wantting to cook ever since she learnt how to cook sphagetti. but thankgod, she hasn't.

haha, but i still think that wife should cook for husband. though now, what with the female rights, gender equality, feminist thinger, i still think it should be the woman in the kitchen and the man outside, in the working world.

since i can't do household work, please, let me be able to cook.

ANOTHER QUIZ!
Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
*three of which must be the opposite sex*
After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1. eileen
2. dhevy
3. zanyu
4. letchumi
5.masturah
6. perlin
7. jiong guang
8. weilin
9. ronald
10. natalie
11. kaixin

1. How did you meet 10?
whoo hoo. freaking long time ago. i think when we're in p2 or something. we're friends for decades. haha, she's so lucky!

2. What would you do if you never met 2?
then i'll believe that nobody's perfect. dhevy is just so sweet, angelic, smart, polite. it's almost impossible!

3.What would you do if 9 and 11 date?
i'll scream and scream and scream but then again, it's virtually impossible.

4. Do you like 7?
yep, as a friend of course. haha, a very very good crapping partner to start off with. rubber shooting buddy in sec3! (:

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
haha, no. i'm not in favour of lesbianism.

6.Describe 3?
haha. such an complete asshole. <3

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
my sis? to make her happy, yes, i would say that she's pretty attractive. DARN!

8. Tell me something about9
VERY TALL.

9. Do you know any of 4's family?
hmmm not really. but her dad's a chef i think. luck girl!

11. What would you do if 10 confesses he likes you.
(!!!) she's straight! and so am i (:

12. What language does 6 speak?
oh. that's easy. crap language.

13. Who is 9 going out with?
HAHA.

14. How old is 8 now?
14 i think.

15. When was the last time you talked to 1?
hmm i think it's on tuesday. i needed to pass her back her stuff.

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
omg. that, i've got no idea.

17. Would you ever date 7?
WHAT? jiong guang? i'll be an instant maid for him or something la. ok im kidding! no offence. hmm no i dont think so la. not anytime soon anyway.

18. Would you ever date 11?
HEH. she has charlene alr! where got space for me UH.

19.Have you ever seen 8 naked?
haha. yep. when she's still in huggies dry pants!

People whom you want to pass this on: -

i can't believe i'm doing this. but since im bored and i dont wanna study social studies, i shall slack for a while. (:


1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title for each question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
zhen ai by 183 club.

Will you get far in life?
fen lie by jay chou. HA, no good!

How do your friends see you?
tong yi zhong diao diao by jay. huh?

Will you get married?
shanghai 1943 by jay. HEH that's cool actually. but i think paris or something would be better.

What is your best friend's theme song?
shuang jie kun. HEY, that is so like letch! ok, why is all the songs by jay?

What is the story of your life?
kai bu liao kou. that would make more sense.

How can you get ahead in life?
ai qing xuan ya. -.-. it's so not gonna happen.

What is the best thing about your friends?
lan man shou ji. *ahem okay.

What's in store for this weekend?
shuang dao. what song is that? how did i get into my media player?

What song describes you?
san nian er ban. hey that song is fabulous! though i still dont know how to sing that.

To describe your grandparents?
hui dao guo qu. ok, that's sad.

How is your life going?
an hao. another nice song!!

What song will they play at your funeral?
an jing. hmm very appropriate. i hope everybody weeps buckets for me!!

How does the world see you?
ti di.

Will you have a happy life?
wai po. (!!!)

Do people secretly lust after you?
ye ye pao de cha. WAD? but hey, another song i love!!

How can I make myself happy?
ni lin. eh, doesnt make sense.

What should you do with your life?
mai ya tang. HEH. yea, i should start selling mai ya tang. kaixin will love it man! and everybody gets toothache or something.


Will you ever have children?
ren zhe. (?)

shall not tag anyone.


HO, i just realised most of the songs are jay's songs. HEH, but i do have english songs okay. im not totally cheena. i got influenced by letch! i love you make wanna by blue.

ah i have to go study ss already. i hope 5.00pm comes quickly! (:
anyway, something funny.

MAN : You remind me of the sea
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.




dont get me wrong. i just dont wanna risk a brokened friendship. maybe, maybe it was my fault all along. but, just where did i do wrong? i dont get it.

WHEE i slacked away today!

did only physics and bio today. then i went out with my sister to catch the movie, love wrecked, by amanda byes. haha, so chio! somehow, i think she looks like the western version of fiona xie. i wanna watch she's the man! it's kinda late to be watching now but i wanna watch. i heard the movie is hilarious!

hmm had chicken briyani for lunch. whoo hoo, was craving for it. then we went and look for mp3 players. urgh urgh urgh, tempting! bought random stuff before going to GV.

the movie was alright i guess. amanda byes is so pretty!

preordered jay cd after that and bought a new baleno sweater at only $12. baleno is having a sale of some sort i think. everything is going so super cheap.

haha whenever i have to study for an important exam, i feel the urge to splurge! if only cash flows out of the tap. (: heh.

omg omg craving for cheese hotdog. looking at the rate im eating, i'll be a fatso soon.



yay! america's next top model is so nice!

gotta chiong revision later.

i slacked today away. *smack self*

did only merger and separation for social studies and a bit of geog after my a.maths tuition. ahhh, eileen stopped tuition alr. but actually we arent on relative velocity lei. we're doing revision now. i mean, we did revision today. i forgot how matrices work! haha. hafta refresh on that.

then i went to the gym with nat, cheryl and kaxin. i saw adil there! ran, lifted weights, cycled and slacked around before dinner. sudden craving for hor fun! im satisfied.

yay! my pony shape has shape alr. few days after i got my hair cut, my pony tail looked as though i put it into the microwave or something. horrible.

IM MISERABLE!!!
because my ipod isnt functioning anymore. *mourns*
i need a new MP3!!!


urgh, watch me die.

omg, i just realised that i had so many typos in my previous blog but i'm lazy to edit them. so yea. oh ya, i also realised that i missed out guang jie and audrey. sorry!

went out yesterday. a great great day spent.
am forgeting the fact that i have wasted one full day of revision cos it's so totally worth it.
i realised that i will fail as a housewife.
i can't cook to save my life. and dishes have soap on them still, even though i've washed it. eeps.

my sister is uploading itunes into the computer. finally. but it's taking an awfully long time to reboot my ipod. i hope everything goes smoothly. i cant survive without my ipod! i want to get another mp3!! so in that case, my sis and i can have our own mp3s.

i'm so in love with jay's ba du kong jian!! omg omg so nice!! i've listened to it for like 50times at least i think, but amazingly, i'm not sick of the songs. and i've got a sudden urge to buy nan quan ma ma's first album. but since i'm saving for jay new album, nan quan ma ma album will have to wait.


shall go revise a bit now.
(: OFF.

xueling

faith is to believe
what you do not yet see;
the reward for this faith
is to see that you believe
-saint agustine

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