today was tiring. school was alright, except for that stupid loci test that all of us have to sit for. all this while i was delusional. i thought loci was all about drawing perpendicular bisectors and parallel line. god, i was so wrong. the test has to be on some alien stuff which i know nothing about.

die la.

mrs poh came in during geography lessons. and our class became unusually quiet. :/ haha.

training was bad today. truthfully, im very disappointed with mr liew. maybe he has his own reasons for not turning up for training without even telling us. but undeniably, i felt that no one is giving a heck about the team. when i went up to look for teachers to pass them the attendance list, i realised that none of the teachers were in school.

i felt so defeated. i hope what nat said isnt true. she said that she has a feeling that when june comes around, we would be told that we wont be getting a new coach and thus have to disband us.

ah, i dont know what to do la. it's april alr yet the secones have no freaking idea what area their positions are suppose to run, let alone cutting out and defending. we just have to depend on ourselves to train on stuff that we can train on. and that limits us to only physical.

damnit, im so frustrated because there's nothing we can do. i agree with anna. given the situation, i'm no longer picky when it comes to coaches. like what anna said, even bobby is fine. at least he produces substances. we just need a coach.

im sorry for those who i have yelled at during training when im in a crappy mood.
esp gwendy today. haha i bet she thinks that im this monster who will eat her up one day if she doesnt show that she has put in effort.

and i hate the sky today. it rained when we were outside, on the court, and stopped raining when we shifted into the canteen. and there's the cluster benches everywhr in the canteen and so when it rains, there's almost no where we can go.

but it's okay. im sure things will work out fine one day.
yay, JIA YOU GIANTS!!!

the secfours should get paid for organising trainings okay.
and thanks secthrees for that speech made at the end of the training. it tells me that you guys still feel for the team. it's good enough. really. you guys have to help joanna okay. don't let her stress herself out(:



i really hope things will be better.

army song
they say in the army, the food is very nice.
you ask for curry chicken, they give u chao ta rice.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.~

they say in the army, the bed is very nice.
you ask for a pillow, they give you porcupine.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.~

they say in the army, the pay is very nice.
they give you $100, they take back $99.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.

they say in the army, the women very nice.
you ask for a sample, they give you frankensetein.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.

they say in the army, the knives are very nice.
i cut the bloody bushes, the bushes cut my knife.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.

they say in the army, the rifles very nice.
i pull the bloody tigger, the bullet went behind.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.

they say in the army, the tanks are very nice.
i on the bloody engines, the ta yar(tyres) diao chu lai(drop off in chinese)
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.

they say in the army, the toilets very nice.
i pull the bloody plunger, the lao sai left behind.
i dont want an army life
i want to go home.

they say in the army, the sirs are very nice.
you talk nicely talk to them, they ask you go and die.
i dont want an army life.
i want to go home.

copyright. by amk ncc.

its so cute!!!
haha.

school today was ok la.
for ONCE i didnt have block revision.
*jumps up and run around in joy!!!*

haha. i returned before 1630. so happy.
so i decided to blog a little before going to sleep, then study for the loci test tomorrow.

yay the weekends are coming!!
YIPEE, cant wait.

and my sms for this month is 800messages.
*jump around and scream in joy*
i shall maintain it (:

a lot of homework to do.
a lot of things to revise for because the little brain of mine can't comprehend what was being taught.

and i love the chem lab staff. she's worse than my gma. GRR. is it so difficult to tell us nicely? like hello? i didnt know we can't take so much and my estimation skills suck. never mind. i think she's really amusing. esp what she said about letch's test results. she thought it was iron(lll) chloride (because her test results was yellow as well) and went on and on about taking way too much of it.

ok la, shall stop now. blog raids going on too agressively nowadays.

im in such a good moody today(:

YAY today was such a slacky day because we had all the slacky subjects.

mother tongue was alright. we performed our rap for the second time+props. my group did cow horns. my horns was too big and i bet i looked damn spastic la. pe was bad. we had to run 5storeys up the school, run along the corridor and then down again. i hate the stairs. fullstop. and i thought students wont allow to run along corridors uh.

i was so exhausted and my thighs and calves muscles burnt like hell.

then did shutter run. haha i cant stop myself properly. urgh.

then mas had to leave (and leave me feeling all lonely) after maths because she had malay stuff again. did maths corrections during CI and EFL. and i lost my target setting paper. i knew i had it somewhere in my pile of books and worksheets but i cant find it anymore.

maybe i've threw it away. DAMNIT.

training was okay. it rained so did triangles in the canteen. triangles with secones was bad. haha. but we managed la. then did ball passings, bench thinger, 1234 and games.

went home and studied a bit of physics and chem for the tests tomorrow.


god, i despise them. they are so childish.

damn, i watched too much tv today.
haha so in the end i did very little homework.
urgh, i shall force myself away from tv now. that evil evil thing.

today school was okay.
social studies, for once, was fun. a lot of laughter, because we held our political parties rallies.
too bad mrs poh didn't turn up, she missed out one whole load of chunk.
i swear zhong huan's group will turn us all into sex maniacs. tsktsk.

whee, i ate cheese hotdogs today. *thumbs up* i love cheese hotdogs. (: and the cheese actually squirted out okay, in spurts. it shocked the hell out of me.
haha.

had lit and geog block revision. massie went off to RI for her malay stuff.
haiz, i still have so many homework undone.

damnit i shouldnt have watched so much tv today.

anyway HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY LETCH!!!
i know you love my card and the tiara(:

i love tiaras!! AHHH and i want to get tiara earrings!!!
but i dont know where to get.



OFF.

start of another week.
urgh, many many tests this week.
there's physics test, chem test and maths loci test.
*CURSES*

school was boring la.
another long day because our lesson ends at 1430.
after school, went to get letch's birthday present with masturah.
bought waffle for lunch. no way i'm gna buy waffle from there anymore.
mas told me they add water to get more chocolate and thus the chocolate runs like nobody's business. and it's not nice.

bought tiara for letch. OMG it's so pretty. tiaras are so blindingly sparkling. they are so so pretty!!! me and mas tried those tiaras on. we looked good. (: HAHA. im in love with small tiaras because i think they are a lot cuter.

then went back home and slept a bit. had a dull throbbing headache at the back of my head. bathed because i realised that i got caught in the rain. did homework, watched tv and stuff.

YAY i saved $4 today.
i shall keep count on how much i save.
YAY YAY jia you!!

*reply to joanna.
yea i go swimming for tan only coz i want to get tan!!! okay the planning is up to you and glad that elia's coming. yep secfours will be coming down for training. oh about the singtel user one it's because of my plan la. first 500 free smses are for all users and the next 500 free smses are only for singtel users. yepp. 53times because i picked it out randomly. and yes, thanks for keeping my tagboard so alive. (:

OMG. OMG.
i wna cry now.

i hate march, april and may.

1.letch
2.masturah
3.anna
4.jody
5.mum
6.eileen
7.nafisah
8.christine

birthdays to spend.
i have alr calculated. i will have to spent 60plus plus dollars.

i can so feel my heart pain.
*take a deep deep breath*

i will do some serious saving from now onwards.

im waking up before eight on weekends.
on my own accord.
what is wrong with me?

so, yesterday's chinese tuition was rush-y. we had to complete 2gong hans and an exercise in an assessment book. as usual, both perlin and i didnt complete the exercise. we just handed in our compos before scooting off. anyway we could not finish the assignment in 15mins too. (:

i just couldnt resist the temptation. i bought the olay facial cleanser. so happy! haha. and then i bought jelly beans and brought it to tuition this morning.

amaths tuition was alright. somehow i just sat through it, copying the teacher's answer and trying to figure out why on earth he wrote all that for. i did my tuition homework! but unfortunately i got most of them wrong.

oh well.

shall blog hop before studying chemistry.

school starts again tomorrow.
*cries*

anyway my sister and i planned to go swimming after my tuition. but there just isnt any sun. so both of us saw no point of going swimming anymore.
urgh, no tan.

YAY, i can start smsing non singtel users!!! i bet they missed my smses.
and i really hope my number of smses this month will be under 1000. i tried really hard not to sms so much okay.

PRAY.

meet the parent session today was okay.

i realised the school showed last year olevels results for the 3rd or 4th time. tsk tsk. dsa looks tough. im reconsidering trying for it and there's a really slim chance of me getting in too. melvin's speech was really good, and motivating. what he said made sense. but how the hell are you suppose to get into a good jcs with your prelims results?

met masturah in the morning. that girl was late. ha. then proceed up the hall.
yada yada. the same powerpoint slides i think. haha.

then went northpoint to look for snowglobes in precious tots. i didnt buy it as letch's birthday present because they cost like 50freaking dollars. but they looked so pretty, with all the glitters and stuff. *swoons* walked around a bit before going home.

i want to buy that new olay facial cream! but i havent finished my old one yet.
damnit.

haha ah tuition later. urgh.

yay yay yay weekends!!!

haha. YAY!!!
but i cant snooze tomorrow because there's the meet the parent session. it's compulsory for all secfours. ahhh not fair. and i have tuition at 9am on sunday too. haiz.

today's lesson was quite slack. english was boring. went through the same picture to practise oral for the millionth times. chinese was fun! haha, did the rap thinger. OMG jiankai's group was really hilarious. laughed till my stomach cramped. maths was okay. did transformation.

ate honey cornflakes for recess. but it's not filling.

hmm lit was okay. did passage based.

lunched then went for netball training. secones did real solid stuff today. they did square with the secfours. we never got past touch. it's so messy i can cry. :( oh well. did normal stuff. the secthrees are taking over training next week and secfours gna guide them. (:

jia you secthrees!

ahhh i lost a lot of balls and bibs! haiz, netball has very little balls now. but then even if there were enough balls, we dont have space to store them too lo. hope everything will work itself out.

after training went opposite and are dinner. i wanted so badly to try the bubble tea oreo drink. but there's no more oreo drinks alr. i was so pissed! ah. haha and i have to wait till june to drink it. *wail

off to watch tv.



i hate tests. i swear the total tests we took this year is almost as many as those we took in secone and two.

a very busy and hectic school week.
since i only have chem theory as my homework today, i decided to blog.

yesterday.
it was bloody tiring for me. because i ran 10rnds inside school. it's <4000m but it was hell for me. i ran until i felt like dying. esp the slope. CURSES. i hate the slope. urgh! than played ice and freeze after that. haha i have no energy to run away from ananda. he's evil. but he caught me like 10times, i escaped 10times. (:

then netball. ran stairs again. and did the against the wall thinger. i love naf and her brillant idea. she came up with the idea of singing the school song and doing it at the same time. it was i think a whole 2mins or something. my thighs were burning in pain.

did the normal stuff. wanted to let the secones have their first game but it rained. so played 1,2,3,4. the sec ones played a little and they fell more than they catch, initially. it was hilarious. i didnt want to laugh! seriously but i couldnt stop myself.

did reflexes too. training was quite fun. (: yay!

today.
it was such a boring boring day. we had all the dead and dry subjects. and all three sciences. i couldnt wait for recess and lunch time to come. haha. and i think the mini jungle like area in our school is really awful. it's so black. i mean it has more black dirt than the greens, which is so weird. and the pond has 4snails. zhong huan said so. i walked on the mini bridge today. it was okay la. HA.

so happy when block revision ended. (:

shall update when im free again.

OFF

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGYUAN!!!

one hell of a day today.
it's like rush, rush, rush and rush.

ms chia rushed through electrolysis.
it was scary.

ah, im tired.
im still not used to the hectic and busy feeling.
i miss the hols.

haha. shall sleep for awhile now.

ah, got tagged.

1.Grab the book nearest to you and turn to Page 18, Line 4.
# the dark eyes shifted from her face from Unseen.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.*
#i touched the wall.

3.what is the last thing you watched on tv?
#full house vcd, last night.

4.without looking, guess what time it is
#1430.

What is the actual time?
#1430!!! omg, im so super smart.

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
# my youngest sis laughing away.

7.when did you last step outside
?# in the morning. for my amaths tuition.

8.before you start this survey, wat did you look at
# my sister's blog. DUH.

9.wat are you wearing?
# a bilabong shirt and cargo pants.

10.Did you dream last nite
# nope. even if i do, i wont remember.

11.when did you last laughed?
# during amaths tuition.

12.what is on the walls of the room you are in now?
# air con and sockets.

13.seen anythg weird lately?
#nope. im not observent anyway.

14.what do you think of this quiz?
# quite boring.

15.what is the last film you have watched?
# i not stupid too. nice show. really.

16.if you become a multi-millionaire overnite, wat would you buy?
# bum pullover sweatshirt, new phone, nike dunks and lock up the rest of the money.

17.Tell me sumthg abt u that i dunno
# i bought a new general file? haha.

18.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, wat wud you change?
# i have no idea. cheaper pricings for nike's, etc stuff?

19.Do you like to dance?
# no. i'll look spastic. haha no, no dancing for me.

20.George W Bush..
# what about him?

21.imagine your first child is a gal, wat wud you call her
# something really nice and special. chocolate maybe.

22.imagine your first child is a guy, wat wud you call him?
# charles.

23.wud you ever consider living abroad?
# no, not really.

24.wat wud you want the God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
# i'll bless your loved ones.

i shall not tag anyone.

ah, got tagged.

1.Grab the book nearest to you and turn to Page 18, Line 4.
# the dark eyes shifted from her face from Unseen.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.*
#i touched the wall.

3.what is the last thing you watched on tv?
#full house vcd, last night.

4.without looking, guess what time it is
#1430.

What is the actual time?
#1430!!! omg, im so super smart.

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
# my youngest sis laughing away.

7.when did you last step outside
?# in the morning. for my amaths tuition.

8.before you start this survey, wat did you look at
# my sister's blog. DUH.

9.wat are you wearing?
# a bilabong shirt and cargo pants.

10.Did you dream last nite
# nope. even if i do, i wont remember.

11.when did you last laughed?
# during amaths tuition.

12.what is on the walls of the room you are in now?
# air con and sockets.

13.seen anythg weird lately?
#nope. im not observent anyway.

14.what do you think of this quiz?
# quite boring.

15.what is the last film you have watched?
# i not stupid too. nice show. really.

16.if you become a multi-millionaire overnite, wat would you buy?
# bum pullover sweatshirt, new phone, nike dunks and lock up the rest of the money.

17.Tell me sumthg abt u that i dunno
# i bought a new general file? haha.

18.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, wat wud you change?
# i have no idea. cheaper pricings for nike's, etc stuff?

19.Do you like to dance?
# no. i'll look spastic. haha no, no dancing for me.

20.George W Bush..
# what about him?

21.imagine your first child is a gal, wat wud you call her
# something really nice and special. chocolate maybe.

22.imagine your first child is a guy, wat wud you call him?
# charles.

23.wud you ever consider living abroad?
# no, not really.

24.wat wud you want the God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
# i'll bless your loved ones.

i shall npt tag anyone.

OMG today is the last day of holidays.

DAMNIT.
i have to wake up at bloody 530 again.
*wither and die

oh man i love love love holidays.
i dont want school to reopen!!!

amaths tuition today was alright.
the tuition teacher gave us homework again.
so evil.
he always gives homework.
but im not gna do them, i haven even finished the school ones.

yay i finished all mr wong's worksheet.
the 1999 a.maths ppr is tough okay.
i left like 58marks worth of questions undone. coz my brain refused to think.
then i decided that it was far too atrocious.
forced myself to think. in the end 37marks worth of questions undone.
still atrocious but couldnt be bothered anymore.

urgh still got 2geog essay questions and maths files.


damn.

back from chalet. (:

training was alright yesterday.
i think my physical dropped.
i get tired easily.
oh damn, our new coach is coming only in june.
and i wna train under her. i want to see how different they train us.
DAMNIT.
and now we have to have self training every wednesday.
it's like training with coach is definitely better than self training.
and then we would have like wasted half a year on self training once a week.
that's A LOT of sessions already.
i scare we will lack behind.
coz we cant pick up new skills.

ah shit, im worried.

then after training, ate dinner with kaixin and natalie before taking a 45mins bus ride to pasir ris park, downtown east, with nat. met up with them and put our stuff in the chalet. the people there were jody, layjia, benjamin, zanyu, nigel, jiahao, jiamin, weihong, kakei and zixian.

the chalet has nothing to eat. tsktsk. bathed before going tampines mall to catch a movie. but because the movie was nc16 and the cinema goes by birthdays, we couldnt watch. in the end we spent our time playing daytona in the arcade.

it's no fun drifting with the pros. benjamin, zanyu, nigel and jiahao drift freakily. haha they hardly hit the grass patches. then me and nat played air hockey where 3plates are given to us. it was pure madness. we hit like madwomen, seriously.

then they wanted to play pool but me and nat didnt, so we returned back to the chalet with cupnoodles and drinks. ate, watched tv, played cards. then they were back at 2am. zixian and weihong left. the rest played xbox, where ancient warriors just go around killing people. i finally fell asleep at 3am ++

6guys had to share 2beds. haha whereas 4girls shared another 2beds at the bottom. i dont know how the guys slept la, but somehow they did.

woke up at 7am. bathed and me and nat xbox-ed. it was quite fun la, those chinese warriors thinger. i learnt to read maps! finally. theres this part where my character had super low life and i cant find the buns to refill my life. so the guy were like teaching me to hit the opponent general and run away. they were screaming and it made me panicked. haha it was hilarious la.

and my character died anyway.

cleared up and we checked out. ate brunch in mac. yay, i missed big breakfast.
loitered around in the arcade before going home.
was so tired.

i hope i have very little homework to do.
if not, i am so dead.

oh crap, my tagboard looks funny.
shall edit when i'm bored again.

yay lunch (:

nat and i didnt turn up for the chalet afterall.
haha.

it was confusing and ironic in a sense that layjia and jody who werent intending to go, went. whereas nat and i who were intending to go, didnt.

i received a call from nat saying the weihao's going down to the chalet with the keys tomorrow because very little people's coming today.
we were like what the hell *@$%#$&!

so decided not to go.
we have to not go anyway.

then i received a call from zanyu saying that jody and layjia were going, along with many other poeple. so weihao's opening the chalet door later.
and we went what the hell %&#&@*!*# again.

and by that time, i was sleeping.
so i called nat up and both of us decided not to go.

maybe we're going tomorrow after training.
ah sickening.

i donknow how many times i've blogged today
but,
i'll have to say this, if not i'll not be able to sleep tonight.

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL ROCKS!!!
like totally totally totally. (:

so happy nicole won.
she has a very pretty face.
the camera loves her.
and she has awesome personality.
to me la.

ahhh one last episod- the reunion and america's next top model will end.
so sad. :(


shall go read now.
im so hungry.
urgh.

die.
so many homework untouched.
so much revision not done.

still got chalet.
die.

:)
i watched too much tv.
i spent too much time reading.

oh damn.

flagday was cancelled.
it was sickening in the sense that i woke up at seven thirty and rushed all the way to school because i thought i would be super late in meeting mas.
i sweated. a lot.

then it wasnt such a bad thing afterall because we dont need to do flagday.
WHEE.

so i woke up at 730, bathed and rushed around my house.
i couldnt find any decent socks.
then grab some random stuff and i headed to the coffee to get my bread.
i was supposed to meet mas in school at 830 to get bio homework and by 815 i was still in khatib mrt station.

thankgod im not meeting letch. she would have murdered me.
then we realised that there was no hw for us in mdm loh's pigeon hole.
ah, we felt dumb. haha.

i looked for kaixin to get her needlework instrument.
and we met the rest of the class in amk station and sat from 900 to 945.
no one came.
then someone told us that ms zaleha said that the flagday was supposed to be at 1430 but it was too late so she told us to go home.

like hello? i woke up at 730 for this?
haha.
sickening.

hmm but at least i can do a bit of homework.
off to do my testimonial.

damnit.
im hurting everywhr.
because of the 2matches and many random games yesterday -.-

i feel as in someone whacked me 145times in a row.
especially my right shoulder blade which feels like it's gna fall off anytime, if im not careful.

haha.
yay i finished 2a.maths paper in a row.
sat on my chair from 10am all the way to 2pm.
so proud of myself.

but i have another 2more papers to go.
DAMN. mr wong is evilvery enthu when he comes to maths.
(:

flagday tomorrow.
BOO.

today was tiring but uber fun as well (:
went school early because of march games.
badminton.

did warm up with weeyang first then played random games with jody, kaixin, meisang and natalie. then had matches. won all so far. but thinking of it, i just played only 2 matches lei. haha. badminton is fun. but i played till i have this horrible looking bruise under my wrist. because the end of the racket keep hitting the area whenever i hit a lob.

sweated a lot a lot again.

watched random captain's ball games and basketball matches.
was bored out of my wits while waiting for my match.
hung out with kaixin they all.

then at around 1330 met eileen opposite and had lunch coz she missed the char siew rice there. :/ took bus to mrt station and trained all the way to somerset.

YAY KBOX-ED!!!

OMG!!! IT'S SO FUN OKAY.
we sang 5hrs worth of songs. that's around 70plus songs.
so cool!
we sang and sang all the songs we used to sing in sec2.
and went crazy.
esp the last 20mins of our kbox time.
we were literally screaming into the microphones okay.
but it was such a good way to de-stress (:
whee and my voice sounded nice through the mic. like wow! haha.

but the food is expensive. it made a hole in my wallet.
haiz.

took neoprints.
AHHHHH we didnt have time to make a dao look.
i was so sad! haha.
then sang songs all the way from cineleisure to mrt station.



FUN FUN FUN!!!
haha
yeay cant wait for 23april. (:

gotta finish up my english homework now.
URGH.

ah so sleepy now. i can hardly open my eyes.

a.maths tuition in the morning.
was quite alright. i tried pay attention to my tuition teacher.
okay la, i understood what he was teaching.

came back home and read newspaper, did maths worksheet and tuition homework.
ate lunch before continuing reading eldest.
slept a bit before making my way to the gym.

kaixin that pig was late for 20mins.
because she biked from yishun all the way to khatib.
but it was cool!
too bad i dont have a bike.

ran the treadmill. the treadmill only allowed a maximum of 20mins.
it's quite little since i always run on treadmill for 35mins.
so i increased my speed instead. from 8 all the way to 10.
sweated (:

and i got static shock-ed so many times.
the treadmill is so scary.
then nat joined us. i did abdominal thing and arm muscles thinger.
those usual stuff.
i did this very high machine. a pull up look-alike machine with weights are assistance.
i was terrified coz i have height phobia. and the machine was very high.
haha.

and tried many new machines.
i did the pulling thinger.
competed with kaixin. 1000m.
i won. (:
YAY.

lifted dumb bells.
din help coz i din bother doing stuff with dumb bells.

ah im so tired i cant type properly.
erm then we ate dinner together, and then loitered outside abc supermarket.
took turn biking while the other two listen to nat's mp3 player.
bought bubble tea and shared.
we sang feng together. it was horrible.
took artistic photos of coffeeshop lights.
and just crazed around.

left at 8plus and then did geog essay question.
haha i have a feeling i wont be able to complete my homework in time.
and electrolysis and simple cells are so confusing.
i almost broke down when i couldnt do so many of the questions in the textbook.
haiz.


march games tmr. double with weeyang again. haha.
but this time not playing competitively la. i doubt i can play well too.
then kbox-ing with eileen.

(:

to nat, I REMEMBERED!!! so happy!!!

i found out something new today (:

actually the toilet is a very ideal place for brain storming.
serious.
i sat on the toilet and started brain storming for my stupid library essay.
surprisingly, i started forming logical and coherent sentences in my head. in less than five minutes, i finished my first paragraph in my head.
i was so happy.

so i started on my essay on scrap pieces of paper.
and i finished the essay in less than half an hour (:
my piece wasnt great la. my pieces never have been anyway.
oh well, at least i have one less piece of homework to do now.

spent the entire morning washing my bag and school shoes and doing ss hw.
the articles are all so cheem. so i gave up trying to understand them.
then watched tv, went northpoint and got stuff.
still no 5yrs series.
argh.

then spent the entire afternoon doing ONE question of geog essay question.
i wrote 4pages plus for one bloody question. it's like so sickening.
and i have ten questions to do. HMRPH.

read book.
then started eng essay.

tuition and now im back. (:

shall type essay now.

OFF.

today was hell.
i didnt realise that 4 periods in one day could result in having SO MUCH homework.
so sickening okay.
so much for a holiday.
i would rather go school for one week and not have the holiday.
there's so much homework, i didnt know where to start.

training today was one of the most accomplished one.
yay, we sweated (:
sprinted up slope and ran up and down spiral stairs three times.
ok la, we can do more. haha.
then focused a bit on PT.

gyming was fun.
really, i hope we can gym every week.
but then it's like so many sports ccas competing for the gym.
giants, go to the gym yourself or your friends if you can. run the treadmill for half an hour. it helps improve your stamina.
and have to go gym regularly la.

then secfours focused on the secones.
taught them everything i know. but they still don't know the rules. haha.

ah shit.
i hate homework.
and my schedule is like full alr, before it even started.

tmr- tuition, do hw.
sunday- tuition and gym.
monday- march games and out with eileen. (most prob)
tuesday- have to go back school to collect bio hw!!!
wednesday- flagday
thursday- chalet
friday- chalet and training
saturday- tuition
sunday- tuition

and i have yet to fit in a day where i can spend one whole day in the library reading and doing homework. i promised my sis i would.

haha.
god save me.

oh god, im back home super early.

cross county this year was alright.
after 3years of walking throughout the entire xcountries, i decided to run competitively.
not bad la. at least i got something.

ah, fourfive didnt turn out to be the class champ afterall.
i think we all worked hard.
never mind, it's okay.
we are still the champion class, in our own way (:

met up with letch and shun wei before making our way to macritchie (no idea how to spell that. haha) we got there too early. the sky hasnt even brightened up. then found our class and sat until everyone else came.

started the run. i was so shocked when everyone started chionging when the overgrown teacher flagged us off. i couldnt keep up with the pace. scary so mas and i went according to our pace.
i ran until i was impatient. i couldnt wait to reach the finishing line.
it felt good after running.

went home with christine.
all my friends have stuff after xcountry :(
and anna and nat couldnt decide what to do.

ah sleepy.
off.

shit.
i forgot to bring the through train magazine home to do homework.
i think it's inside my locker coz i cant find it anywhr in my house.
die la. so much to do and HMT is like first period tmr.
i gotta speed read and chiong alr la.
ok, not like i know how to speed read effectively.

today was okay.
pe was fun(:
haha had Q&A sessions.
everybody was leaping like mad into the air.
my group managed to deduct 10rnds to 4rnds in school.

but i only managed 3 coz the bell rung. :/

maths was sickening.
higher order derivatives deserve to die.
AH. frustrating.

shall go complete my homework and then read my book!

there's training this week, wed and fri.
self training again :(
pls pass the message around.
thanks (:

feeling better alr (:
coz i bought a vcute pencilcase that says eat right, die healthy with a rabbit and carrot.

whee, i went out with my sister today.
coz she wanted to go library and i wanted to borrow books.
we saw so many interesting books and i cant wait to read all of them. (:

took the bus to amk library. browsed around and ate lunch there.
my sis is nuts. she likes lunching in expensive cafe and it's really really expensive.
so lunch today sucked a lot of my money.

then took a bus to j8 and bought ronald's present again.
coz the present yesterday was shared among seven people. quite cheap for us.
then bought my younger sis present. so easy to shop for her stuff. she likes everything.

i bought a pair of new earrings and a new pencilcase. (:
and i saw so many things i wanted. oh god, im so broke.
and i still haven paid for kaixin's, elia's, jiankai's and renying's presents.
my angbao money will be gone soon.

ah damnit.
and i still gotta save for outings.
die.
i have to survive on air now.

money, money, money (:

i spent a grand dollars of fifty bucks this weekend.
someone kill me.

i cant wait to start on my lib books!!

im so fucking pissed now.
and when i use swear words, i really mean it.
i feel like screaming and be very violent.
my mum threw away ALL my neoprints that date back to secone.
and i love every single one of them.
even those i looked fugly in.

together with the hello kitty tin can both eileen and me agreed would be the souvenirs for our 12dec outing.
oh my god, im so so sad.
i cant stop crying.
those neoprints meant a lot for me.
they held so much memories. too much memories.
with my pri school besties. eileen. netball nutties and current classmates.

i love those neos so much.
oh my god, i cant believe they are like gone now?
i feel like swearing gazillion times.
i feel like going down to the rubbish chute and dig out my hello kitty tin can.

my mother didnt even apologize.
she screamed at me and now want me to wash all my clothes.
god i hate her.
it makes no sense at all.

ah so pissed.
but the anger is fading.
it's more of saddness

anyway for today.
wanted to ice skate. but there's an ice hockey match being held there.
so we ate before going causeway point to watch i not stupid 2.
the show rocks.
it's so touching it made me cry buckets.
mas is heartless!!!!
she didnt cry once.
it's not fun sitting next to her. coz it's funny how it made mt cry but she could still stay so happy.
she was being so anti climax throughout the whole show okay.
so whackable.

then went arcade.
drifted twice (:
took neoprints.
ah i want my neoprints back!
then bought ronald's present.
walked around to look for renying's present.
but she didnt see anything she want.

rushed back home coz i had tuition.
did i tough essay.
something about whether singapore is an open minded country or not.
very hard to write.
coz no points.

ahhhhhhh i'll give anything, ANYTHING, to have my pictures back.
even my grades.

my nose is so blocked that i feel like sneezing.

im so smart (:
i managed to put archives on my blogskin.
without anyone's help.
WAHA.
so proud of myself.

and i prefer this skin.
i love this skin. don't know why.
haha

going ice skating later.
i think i'll fall more than i skate.
i hope it will be fun.

i woke up too bloody early. 730. i planned to wake up at 800.
but i guess i slept too much yesterday.
yay i've got an archive alr.

YAY.

got it from a fullscap cover.

forget your education if it is all you rely upon for inspiration.
what you learn can become an obstacle.
there is always more than one way to solve a problem, and also more than one way to invent something.
forget experience.
figure it out on a blank state.

made real sense (:

it's weird not having netball training on friday.
and it's even weirder reaching home before two pm.

haha.
i miss netball trainings alr. i wna keep my stamina.

reached home at 1330. ate lunch. yay nasi lemak rocks. (:
then slept all the way from 1345 to 1630.
scary okay. i intended to sleep for only one hour plus.
but i would have slept more if i havent forced myself to get out of my bed.

did maths homework and chem homework.
urgh, there is still lit essay to do.
URGH.

a toddler cornered 2schoolgirls today.
haha.
one was very freaked.


i want a blogskin with achives.
sickeningg.

too lazy to blog for the past 2 days.
loads of homework.

this two days are okay.
went through papers. traumatising.
seriously.
haha.

my results are just so so.
not very good for some subjects.
gotta buck up.
esp for maths.
my maths deproved by A LOT.
it's like suddenly i forgot how to do maths.
and differentiation doesnt like me.
i cant do differentiation.
i really need to work hard on it.
coz if my foundation isnt good, the subsequent differentiation topics, i can prepare to fail alr.
YAY im also glad that i spent 7hrs on lit.
:)

anyway,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RONALD!!!
haha suppose to be 1mar la. (:

so glad that tournament was over.
round2 turned out to be very bad.
oh well, i just hope that the new coach will come quickly.
coz the sec4s are stepping down real soon and the juniors need trainings.

it's scary, how everyone is vying to be better than others.

xueling

faith is to believe
what you do not yet see;
the reward for this faith
is to see that you believe
-saint agustine

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