Monday, February 27, 2006
haha, my dad returned the library books and my sister hasnt even started reading them.
hilarious. (:
differentiation test was okay today.
but im unsure of my answers for all the questions.
not confidence of them.
i hope i can do well.
bio pract was alright too.
i thought the theory part was kind of difficult. coz asexual reproduction of plants is still very foreign to me.
i just scribbled down whatever struck me.
i thought the chopping part of the test was funny. i love chopping things. (:
match was bad. everybody just gave up.
i dont feel like playing also.
i hafta admit, studying and having tournament at the same time sucks.
really, it drains away your physical and mental strength, and you just feel like sleeping for the rest of your life.
and ca1 just have to clash with tournaments.
im surprise i haven collapse in exhaustion.
haha.
kinda glad that we have one more match to go.
ah, tired.
ssp players were good. they train like 5times a week. they sure have a lot of time to spare uh.
but they are violent. goodness. i felt like swearing. a hundred million times.
that shooter. i pity our defenders.
seriously. i hate her.
i think im more angry at myself for not able to cut out for balls than them being so good.
this is the first time i feel so trapped by my defenders.
we had countless of held ball coz all of us cant come out to get balls.
urgh.
then went back to school.
did my homework in school and slacked till six.
sang jay songs with kaixin.
WAHA, i sang nicer than her!!
left first coz i wanted to go back home.
YAY no homework.
i can slack.
like finally (:
Sunday, February 26, 2006
today is a cold cold day.
my nose is runny. sucks.
amaths tuition was okay. the uncle said i
purposely skipped emaths tuition, which was kinda true but... oh well. i just muttered something about having lots of homework. was lazy to explain la. i see no need in explaining too.
i completed my tuition homework on differentiation!!! (: took a bloody long time to finish it.
it was freezing cold in the tuition centre. coz they changed aircon. it's much colder.
studied differentiation.
gna study for bio pract later.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXIN!!!!may you grow tall and thin (:
haha.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
yeay, i skipped my last emaths tuition today. (:
i asked my mother whether i could skip emaths tuition today while scooping noodles out of the pot and she went on and on about how she allowed me skip the previous week and now im asking to skip all the times. which was wrong because that was the first time i asked. i dont ask to skip tuitions all the time. hmrph.
so i rebutted, saying that i have so much homework to do and two tests to study for, i really have no time. which was true. i had eng comprehension, 4 chapters of zuo ye, amaths tuition homework, geog corrections, eng vocab thinger, bio tys, a book to read, bio pract and differentiation test to study for.
so she agreed.
then 15mins after my tuition started, my sister received a call from the uncle from my tuition centre, demanding to know why i didnt turn up for the tuition. i was too engrossed in my eng compre, which sucked alot, then. so i told her what to say to the uncle. and 5mins later (quite long a phone call for someone who was just asking the reason to my absence actually) she came back and said that the uncle said that my tuition teacher had prepared loads of stuff for emaths tests and thus, i have lost out a lot to them.
i was feeling very indignant okay.
if everybody is vying to be better than the rest, wouldnt it be exhausting?
and what I've lost out to them uh? i have stopped watching tv on weekdays alr. except for america's next top model which is only once a week and an ocassional survivor every friday. that's all i watch on weekdays. and it's quite a feat for a tv addict like me.
and i really cant stand life now. it's like you come back home from school (always after seven) and then rush through your homework and then you sleep and go school tomorrow. then the routine starts all over again.
and if i were to go for emaths tuition today, i swear, i wont have time to watch tv even on weekends!! i'll just break down and go nuts.
forget about sitting for olvl.
ok, maybe im just saying this to comfort myself. :/
ahhhhh. i still haven finish bio tys, eng vocab, started revision on bio and differentiation.
haiz.
and i dun want to get back my eng compre. almost everybody failed the paper.
:(
Friday, February 24, 2006
block revision yesterday was bad.
i daydreamt my way through chem.
the only thing that prevented me from falling asleep was the loud booming voice from the video.
it roared, i swear.
then mr yong came.
and i woke up immediately.
MR YONG ROCKS. seriously. he's so funny. as in the things he does and the way he does them. and i can still remember what he taught us yesterday. and i laughed so much in that short 50minutes. (:
i miss his lesson!!
today was okay.
training was okay too. trained on the secones. haha focused on the basics. (duh) because they were very neglected last training.
we need a a coach.
some of the upper secs are ponning trainings la.
sickening.
like it's so easy for the secfours to organise self trainings la.
i really appreciate those who have been coming.
maybe what i believed in are all wrong.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
oh god, madam neo knows my name alr.
that's bad. really bad.
i hope it's not because i did badly for my geog test.
today had chem and physics test.
chem test was a killer! i din know energy changes could be so difficult!
chem teachers are evil.
physics was easy, miraculously. apart from the pressure question.
because i didnt study pressure at all.
in the end stayed back because i din pass madam neo's verbal test on penisular m'sia.
after failing another two times, i finally passed. haha, my poor group had to stay back along with me. :/ so sorry.
lit test tomorrow!!!
*freak out*
and there's another maths test on differentiation next monday.
die, im really careless with differentiation.
sheesh, when will tests officially end?
Monday, February 20, 2006
today was alright.
pe ran 3rounds compound. took 15 minutes plus.
i guess the timing was okay la.
at least i ran all the way, i didnt walk.
then social studies. i was doing maths. so stuck at differentiation.
im gna die when the test comes around man.
and i have no idea what the cartoons were saying. they looked so alienated.
shit.
then match was okay.
i believe everyone did their best. it's okay. it was a well played game.
really glad that i didnt disappoint myself. haha coz i so badly want to win this match.
but a bit disappointed la. oh well.
and i fell like a freaking pig DAMNIT.
i skidded. it must have looked as if i swam without waters.
the GD's feet were just humungous. :/
im so dead. for tomorrow physics and chemistry tests.
not really prepared.
did some ten years series here and there. my concepts are alright. it's the application parts.
my brain cant apply to save its life.
i shall pray to god.
i hope god hears it.
if not i'll be in really deep trouble.
coz i did badly for my higher chinese. so bad that i was a bit shocked.
i need to drown myself in chi newspapers and books. seriously. i need to pull up my socks.
i dont know why i told my mum my marks for chinese. i was literally inviting trouble.
my parents went on and on about me spending too much time on netball tournament and said that i should just stop playing and focus on my studies.
haha i wonder if they know what responsibility and commitment are. like hello, im not obsess with netball. i study for my tests. i freaking spent 4 hours on saturday on lit and another 2+ on sunday. just that they didnt realise.
so i talked back and got busted. oh well. what was i expecting anyway? i knew i will get busted. so dumb of me.
nothing is perfect in the world i guess.
shit, i should really start on my accumulating homework.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
almost done studying lit.
but i can't seem to remember anything i have studied during the weekends.
oh well, i cant be bothered anyway.
at least i
studied.
amaths tuition was alright today.
i finally paid attention to my tuition teacher's lesson for the whole one and a half lesson.
and i finally know how to apply differentiation into coordinate geometry.
actually he taught us last week. just that i didnt bother listening.
i shall do my tuition homework.
i told myself to complete it yesterday. but the storybook i was reading was too tempting.
meg cabot- the mediator(reunion) wasnt bad at all.
like how this girl could see ghosts and did stuff with them and all.
it was funny.
very meg cabot-y i guess.
im starting on another book. haha.
yeay i miss reading.
i still gotta recap physics and chemistry.
and reread the notes i made for lit.
AH.
so sickening.
match with northland tmr. JIA YOU PPL (:
Saturday, February 18, 2006
lit sucks.
mas is right. narayan should never have written the book.
it only makes our life miserable.
BLAH.
he should worship us for taking two whole years to analyse his book.
yeay im dropping my emaths tuition.
HIP HIP HOORAY.
i will be so free on saturday alr.
coz i always cannot go out because of the tuition.
but not anymore.
YAY.
i can't wait for all the tests to be over!
Friday, February 17, 2006
ahhhhhh, im so drained. both mentally and physically.
training was alright.
twenty rounds the court was nice. for me. because i can really feel my heart thumping and me gasping for oxygen.
training without coach really sucks. it's really tough.
haiz.
i hope we find a new coach soon. because i think the cdiv has potential.
ah so tired.
maybe it's those seven evil tests i took in this week.
SEVEN! *curses*
i dont wna start revising for lit. it's like so many things to study for but i have no idea where to start and what to study.
BOO.
shall start typing my oracy now.
off.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
today was alright.
got back amaths test. yay i passed.
i thought i would fail for sure.
i had to deduct one mark coz mr wong awarded it to me when my answer was incorrect.
ah damn, i didnt get honesty marks.
anyway mr wong has this knack of making students feel stupid.
i always have to think twice or thrice before going up to get marks. coz i dont want to feel stupid.
haha, but i failed to anyway.
so i felt really dumb.
HAHA.
anyway that was a compliment for mr wong okay.
no homework today.
surprisingly.
but im not complaining.
DUH.
ah off.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
im sorry for asking a sub out during the most crucial quarter.
im sorry for making all those stupid mistakes, like not passing fast enough passes to the shooters.
im sorry for not cutting out fast and sharp enough today.
im sorry for not throwing up to standard lopes today.
im sorry for not being on form today.
it was so close.
im really sorry.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
WHEEEE!!!
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY everybody!!!
today was such a happyhappy day for me.
i enjoyed giving out presents and i enjoyed more receiving them.
i got one whole plastic full of them.
and 3 fake flowers. (:
thanks to those who bothered giving me presents.(: you guys are really generous.
im really sorry if i missed out any of you, coz it was kinda busy and messy and it just slipped off my mind. i didnt mean to intentionally forget to give.
I LOVE ALL MY PRESENTS!!!
though i cant eat the chocolates and sweets but im baning my family members from touching them.
and i went to the chi doc just now.
he said i should be able to play tomorrow but my parents werent happy about letting me go. they were really pissed actually. i didnt care la.
hah, no wonder i kept getting sicks. i admit, i dont know how to take care of myself.
i need a nurse.
and the doc took such a long time reading my pulse. like full five minutes.*mutters*
and the medicine sucks load. it's awfully bitter. it makes me cringe. and i thought western medicine is bad enough. it was bittersweet.
ARGH. wna sleep now.
goodnight world (:
happy valentines' day once again.
JIAYOU for tomorrow giants!
Monday, February 13, 2006
AHHHH, PE today was fun yet i had to skip it.
haiz. but i managed to do one leap frog over mas. YEAY, felt so accomplished okay.
and i did one of those jumping things.
i hate missing pe.
and i wouldnt be able to smell nice in the morning anymore!!! (i love my green tea shower foam.)
my mum refused to let me bathe in the morning, before school, fearing that i will catch a cold and my fever will come back.
that is like so unfair! i hate going school without my greentea smell la.
AND AND my mum insisted of me not playing for the wednesday's match. which totally pissed me off. i so badly want to play with north vista. i heard they are very strong. i dont mind giving their WD an injured toe/rib/finger. haha im just joking la.
ah the stuff to study geography is nuts! there's like a million pages to study on population!!
i love my new shampoo. organics silky straight (:
shall go sleep now.
and
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY people!!!!
yay presents presents presents(:
Sunday, February 12, 2006
yay my fever went down after one fever pill, flu pill and many hours of sleep.
then revised for chem, maths and later geog.
SHIT, matches starting this wed. against north vista.
that sucky umpire's school.
i better get well so i can play well for the match.
but thurs i have 4 tests to study for.
it just sucks la.
anyway i bought my new compass alr!!
yay i no longer need to sharpen my pencil and then be all frustrated because my compass moves too easily. it's just so difficult to draw a decent looking circle with my ancient compass. it has been with me since pri school. (:
my voice sounds really funny. mas said i sounded really sick.
i shall shut up and stay mute tomorrow in school.
oh damn, i have got a slight fever.
37.5 degrees.
but i felt as if my whole head weighs a thousand tons.
very bad timing to have a fever.
i hope round 2 isnt starting next week.
i still haven get well yet!!!
amaths tuition was alright.
learnt product and quotient rules alr.
but i felt cold there.
shall sleep now.
BYE
Saturday, February 11, 2006
i'm sick again. flu and sorethroat.
ah, walking in the rain isnt nice anymore!!! (but no way am i telling my mum. she will like fry me alive?) almost died during tuition. i hate doing work when i have a runny nose. it's like you used a hundred million pieces of tissuepaper but there still would be mucus. our cillia lining sure work wonders. :/
i hope i will be well enough not to skip school.
i dont want to miss any of the tests. retests suck loads.
anyway i finished my vday gifts for my friends already. YAY. just need to do the message part and for my juniors. i hope i bought enough. why do i have so many juniors? HAHA.
anyway on the way back home from tuition, i saw this puny kitten. initially i thought it was a super big rat but when i saw it's a kitten, my heart literally melted. OMG, it's so cute okay. it's like you wanna protect it until it grows fat and old. fat cats arent nice.
but my parents are very against pets. they would rather get me nokia 3230 and 7360 and a pda and many billabong bags and wallets but never a pet. but my family isnt a very pet-y kind. our pair of fighting fish didnt even last for 3 months. it was given to my cousins.
HAHA.
my teeth are aching.
ARGH.
i wanna get well.
Friday, February 10, 2006
i regretted not studying hard enough for maths test.
i completely screwed up the test.
i stumbled on the first question and my confidence went down to negative after that.
haha, it's like this sickening nagging voice behind my mind telling me that i wouldnt be able to do the rest of the questions.
and having mas sitting next to do is equally bad. she would press her calculator several times, get the answer and underline it at this amazing speed. mas is smartSMARTsmart. (:
sickening.
HAIZ i gotta work harder.
olevel results today for anderson was not bad.
for me was okay too.
o levels is so scary.
A2 is no longer enough. EVERYONE is like aiming for A1 and only A1.
it's freaking. really. the pressure to do well is so overwhelming, it chokes me.
maybe that's why im not doing as well as i should be doing.
haiz, i cant perform under pressure la.
GRRRRR.
rushed down for my juniors' match right after that. haha, nat anna kaixin and i made it for the last 15mins only. they thrashed christchurch. WHOO HOO. rock man (: then took the bus back to school. i felt a bit stupid. because half an hour ago i was in school.
shot and played a bit of netball before heading home.
so many tests next week.
so dead.
and i havent catch i not stupid too.
OMG i wna watch!!
and i want a new phone too!!!
AHHHH
i saved eighteen bucks this week.
*beams*
OH OH and my parents are so
whackable.
they thought olevel results were released yesterday and they asked me whether i need to retake the test or not. (!!!) haha. i disappointed them!! coz i didnt need to. HAHA.
then my mum went to watch i not stupid too without telling me. AH AH. so sickening okay.
*mutters*
Thursday, February 09, 2006
i dont know what i have done to deserve my VERY NICE friends.
letch and masturah hid my wallet during chem pract and mas conveniently forgot to take it when we left chem lab during block revision. and me, being a complete idiot, didnt even realise that my wallet wasnt with me for one and a half hour.
then they ran down to chem lab during social studies lesson so abruptly and left me and christine so heatbroken. i mean i didnt even know why they left so suddenly. i realised that my wallet was gone after social studies, when we were about to go down for maths. i am so dumb DAMNIT.
thankfully my wallet is in the chem pract, if not, i would have skinned mas and letch alive. literally.
AND AND, my watch kena potassium iodide and my pink gorgeous adidas watch is YELLOW now? what the hell. so sickening la. it's so fugly now. heart pain lei.
got the schedule for second round alr.
OMG, we got all the good schools.
and coach has given up on us.
haiz, at least there's no pressure when we play now.
YAY, maybe we can even play better :)
olevel results releasing tomorrow. DIEdieDIEdieDIEdieDIE la.
shitshitshit.
and amaths test tomorrow.
argh, i dont think i'll do well.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
yay today we had only 4 lessons. (:
so i wasnt tired.
english was okay. but i got this ulu ulu article to do my oral presentation. this war/terrorist attack which happened in 2002, russia vs chechnya. like where the hell is chechnya? kinda hard to do presentation on it when i don't know half the things that were being said. i dont even know how chechnya is pronounced. die la.
3mins presentation, i shall crap. and crap.
lit was okay. it was boring.
maths was okay too. (: haha. mr wong is like so so
lamefunny. he taught us this lousy and lame trick of flipping a coin yet making the coin facing the right way up. and he went on about bloggers blogging stuff about teachers. :/ i shall be
more careful about what i blog responsible for what i blog.
then bio. flowers are pretty little things. i got one petal, which fell out from the plastic thing, in my handbook. a very pretty blue but it's changing colour. yucks, it's yellow alr.
efl was alright too. quite funny.
yay i finally started revision on bio.
finally.
DAMNIT, block revision tmr. TILL SIX>
i am so going to sleep during lessons la!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
one
hell of a day today.
so many subjects. all the way from 7.40am to 2.30pm.
then extra lessons from 3 to 5. thankgod we didnt have humanities.
i swear i would have died.
i was so sleepy during bio.
watched this very long video on pollination of flowers by bees, butterfly, bats and whatnot.
HAHA, yay, i paid attention okay.
until the last fifteen minutes of the lesson.
i almost fell asleep.
urgh, headache la.
i think all the laughing today sucked the energy out of me.
i <3 my friends. they amused me totally.
very very drained.
didnt revise. heck la, i deserved my rest.
i dont care. haha.
i finished my chinese compo.
HIP HIP HOORAY!!
but i wrote four bloody pages. wasted my time. urgh.
ah, i hope there isnt lit test tomorrow.
because i didnt study for it.
not a single bit. :/
Monday, February 06, 2006
when we were in school, during social studies lesson when ms zalenha told us that ss test will be on valentine day,
xueling: YAY, all those tests are coming again!!! i cant wait to do them.
masturah: i can't wait to embark on the journey too!!!
for full 5mins, we tried to like studying for tests. i mean this year will be a year full of tests and exams, so we might as well start liking them. haha we were laming around during ss lesson. HAHA.
duh, we failed(to like studying for tests), of course.
valentine day- social studies ca1, bio ca1, chi ca1 and maths tests on statistics.
i dont know whether to cry or laugh.
so juniors, i dont know whether i'll be going down for your match against woodland rings on monday. haha i thought i would only have bio.
so sorry :(
im starting to think that the teachers put tests on valentine day purposely.
ARGH.
emaths test today was alright.
i didnt have time to finish though. (ok, i never did have time to finish maths papers anyway.)
and why do our Principal still do not know how to sing our school song? like one whole month has passed alr UH.
OFF to do homework.
YAY my onion has finally sprouted. (: cheers!
Sunday, February 05, 2006
i love my new mobile table.
haha, okay, actually it's just a normal table that is foldable.
you know those coffee shop tables? yeah, but nicer and cleaner.
my dad bought that for me so that i can do homework and study at any place in the house.
and i think it's good. because my old study table is too cramped up with all my books and things and junks. and studying in a spacious table is a lot better la. at least i can see clearly where i left my ruler/eraser. i always thought i lost my stationery again when they are hidden under my worksheets on my old study table.
those papers are just all over the place.
amaths tuition today was fun. not the study part, duh. eileen and i were racking our brains, trying to recall all the songs we sang in sectwo. it's like so long since i sang them. those drama serial songs. and it felt nice singing them again. haha.
oooh, and im in love with i not stupid song lyrics. i think they are damn meaningful la.
then studied physics before cutting my hair. the lady used a straightener lookalike thing to straighten my hair. and for a good one hour, my hair looked almost rebonded. then it returned to it's lion mane's state. oh well.
studied maths.
i forgot to do english homework.
and i thought i finished drugs structured and essay. haha but i didn't!
DAMNIT.
argh, off.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
busy busy week.
and it gonna get worse next week.
ARGH.
yesterday.had training. YAY. the sun was super super hot. but it's okay. i want to get tanner! training was alright. it was at the new court. i heard that the old court would be converted to a forest. haiz, the place holds so much memories. 3 years okay. the sliding down the mini slopelike thinger to retrieve balls. those nasty red ants. our little wooden table. those laughter there. and waiting for band memebers to come out of their room to help us retrieve balls.
HAIZ. and we have to shift poles in and out for every training now is it? but the new court was okay too la. it's very wide. and airy and noisy. oh, and i think it's a bit distracting too. because there's so many people walking about and all. soon, those cars parked there would get their windscreen smashed man.
today.went out for a valentine shopping spree with letch. i got my valentine something so unvalentine-y but it's so adorable. anyway it's this game i played with my fourfive friends. we have to exchange gifts and we drew lots. i LOVE the valentine gifts i will be giving to my closer friends. it's gorgeous. haha and the best part is, i made it myself. im so proud of myself okay. half an hour dedicated for each person. WHEE.
and i wish to do that for everybody but i just don't have the time. :(
oh well.
hungry.
OFF to find food.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
finally went down for my juniors' match. against singapore sports school.
it wasnt badly played.
but the court looked messy from outside.
good job defenders. nice rebounce jumps.
and being so tall.good job effa. your shots were awesome.
midfielders were alright. maybe too many lobes passes. a bit risky. because ssp players leap in the air like nobody's business.
NICE PLAY (:
rushed down with mas after class and met natalie and anna outside school. hailed a taxi and reached ssp 5 mins before the match started. (: very nice timing. waha. after match went amk central with kaixin to get some stuff. got my stuff to do valentine presents. YAY YAY.
and i saw so many nice phones with big screens. OMG. i wanna change phone but not possible. HAIZ. im so in love with jonathan's phone. his phone has a pda lookalike screen which is so cool. *swoons*
went home, bathed and ate.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAF!!!!my ever
bimboticnice and sweet teammate. :) yes, do the hair flicking thing again.
HAHA, giants love you forever!!!
get well soon (:
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
ahhhh, too many mistakes.
stepping on the line, obstructions, violent contact, hopping and etc.
yes, that's my personal mistakes.
alot uh.
STEPPING ON THE LINE!!! and HOPPING!!!
i feel like killing myself.
and my legs refused to run during the last quart and i played centre.
ah, disappointed with myself la.
i keep forgetting my 3 interceptions per quart.
i was so
violentagressive today. i should improve on my attitude on court.
no more walao! haha. i think the umpires have a bad impression on me. haha.
didnt played well, as a team and individually.
but it's okay, we'll do better.
JIA YOU C DIV!!!!
don't be so nervous about tomorrow.
YAY, seniors are finally down to support you all.
jia you jia you jia you!!!