Tuesday, January 31, 2006
i'm so dead.DIEdieDIE.
i flipped through my handbook and realised how many tests, how much hardcore studying i have to do this week. and this week has only what? 5 days left? DAMNIT and if im still gna try for dsa, i have to score well for ca1. *CURSES*
week6- emaths, amaths and physic test (which includes last year's topics) mr yu doesnt seem funny afterall.
week7-social studies, geography and biology tests.
and there is still lit, chem, mother tongue tests. these teachers sure are taking their own sweet time in telling us when the tests are. and then they expect us to score their papers with flying colours. RAHHH.
this is so sickening.
slacked the morning away. because that was before i flipped through my handbook. went out for lunch. ate chicken and cheese baked rice. and that would be the last time i eat it. it's so cheesy= fattening. bought nail buffer for anna.
went home and realised that tests are just less than a week away. but i read my book anyway. i hate it when i cant finish the book at one go. it sucks but i have no choice. my tests come first. so i had to put down my book. studied physics, attempted ten year series. read a bit. studied maths- remainder and factor theorem. (sucks and sucks and sucks and sucks)
so i gotta study through the night later.
GOODNESS, i studied during chinese new year!!! this hasnt happened before.
**^$$&@%!*^
MATCH TOMORROW people
leave classroom at 1330 alright.
JIA YOU!!! (:
Monday, January 30, 2006
daytwo of chinese new year was equally bad.
this year new year's is so boring, it can kill DAMNIT.
went to my gma's (father's) house in the morning. read eragon in her house. i have finally started on the book, that is like 3 weeks after it was given to me. quite nice. then my cousins started to stream in. watched memoirs of a geisha. not bad a show. the main actress is such a pretty little thing. very pretty.
crapped around with don, jonathan, jemus and my sis. don taught me how to play taidee. so tough okay. i still don't know how to play la. then my sis left and i left my gma's house and went home a while later.
went home, bathed, changed and slacked before going to my aunt's house for dinner. bbq steamboat. the amount of butter used was shocking. it was nice nevertheless. my cousin, junhao, is so cute. he held onto my hand and whispered into my ears for a strawberry biscuit sticks. HAHA. swoons* and i tried teaching him how to spin a coin. haha.
went home after that.
i stil haven done my phyiscs worksheet!!!
haiz.
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
i'm growing fatFATfat.
i lost count of how many curry potatoes i ate today. AHHHHH, but curry potatoes are not to be missed. they are just so so nice. (:
prayed in the morning, them went to my gma's sister house. 3 people living in this monstrously-humungous terrace house okay. there were like 4 unfurnished rooms? such a waste but the house was a complete beauty.
ah, if only i have enough money to afford it. shall study hard now.
big houses (:
then i saw this distant relative of mine using a tennis lookalike racket to hit this very big mosquito. u hit the mozzie and then press this button and the mozzie gets electrocuted. (!!) haha. tsktsk.
then ate lunch there before going to my gma's(mother side) house. it's where all my cousins will congregate each time. haha. it was quite boring la coz i had nothing much to say to my guys cousins and to my girls cousins, either they are growing too fast, or they are too little.
so my sister and i were rotting. ocassionally listening to my aunts' gossiping. joined them for blackjack. i won a little la.
I WANT A NEW PHONE!!! ahhh i want a new phone. i want a big phone with a big screen. (:
Saturday, January 28, 2006
chinese new year eve was okay.
woke up at eight oclock!! haha, such an whackable hour. i should have slept more. ate a bit and started doing my lit homework. HAIZ, poor me, had to do homeowrk on new year eve. did the draft at home before getting ready to go my gma's house.
reached and the food my gma cooks rock. always and always. i love her curry. it's so fabulous. and her mee and chicken and soup etc etc. then my sis and i took the bus to j8 and bought earrings and some accesories. i have fetish for big ear studs now. (: but the one i bought is quite small la. my sis got this long long dangling earrings. bought stuff and went back.
went to my uncle's house, which is just a few blocks away. watched the day after tomorrow. a very fantastic show but i didnt get to finish it. so i borrowed it home to watch.
went back my gma house to have reunion dinner. steamboat. alright la. then i felt sleepy and i went to sleep on my gma's bed. so nice (:
went back home and got ready to go orchard, the chun dao he pan thinger. a pasar malam lookalike place. had games and both time i ALMOST won something big. argh, luck wasnt on my side. bought popcorn and i saw mr koh and jiong guang there. :/ both of them were with their family. haha.
walked. this zodiac thinger said that my academic is only average and i should take walks after doing homework more oftenly. hilarious. and there's thing giant fortune god statue and ocassionally, it would shower golden bits of paper down and if you get it or something, something good will happen to you i guess. and some people, being typical singapore, actually opened their umbrellas and inverted it to catch those bits.
it was so UHHH.
they should have just brought nets and catch them la.
but it was quite nice la.
but the festive season feeling still isn't there.
this year's chinese new year feel so average. oh well.
yay, i have the mood to blog about yesterday alr. HAHA.
yesterday was alright. lessons was alright. differentiation sucks today. i always have this blank look on my face whether mr wong drawl on the topic. i shall ask my tuition teacher to save me next saturday. if not i'll surely die when the topic is tested.
celebrations was alright. the chinese dance costume was very
revealingsexy. our indonesia scholars rock (: haha. they put up an impressive performance. the lion dance part was darn hilarious okay. the lion refused to let mrs koh take it's couplet from it's mouth. until mrs koh practically twisted it's head around forcefully. HILARIOUS.
went netball court after school and played netball with anna, nat, meisang, xinping and lynette. i focused more on defending la but my defence is still very lousy. went for lunch, came back and did my homework. it's so nice, doing homework under a tree. it's so breezy and quiet. never mind the ocassional flies that dropped down from the tree. we saw an orange caterpiller.
i shall finish my lit homework today. i think i would have to do some revision during cny after all. SICKENING. it's not fair. but too many tests are coming up. and the teachers only tell us 1week in advance. so we only have 1 week to study. not forgetting tournaments and im going down to support my juniors. i have no time at all.
sucks really. diediedie.
i dont think i can go for the dsa anymore. my academic is like blah.
and im getting a cough. my goodies!!! :(
Friday, January 27, 2006
ah, im sleepy.
I TYPED ONE WHOLE CHUNK AND IT SCREWED UP.
so i have no mood to blog again.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
match with deyi today. very disappointing. so much for a wide gap.
HAIZ.
VERY DISAPPOINTING.
sucks totally.
score was 28 to 17? haha, i'm not too sure.
i just know that we can do a lot better.
JIA YOU. play with instinct la. play normally.
anyway, there's this thing going on about the 2 umpires being on really close terms and what not. and the umpires today were really bad. they didn't blow for over a third and they think step shot's obstructing are obstructions. HAIZ.
EEEYER.
anyway i buffered my nails today (: now my nails are shiny. HAHA. cool! i wanna buy nail buffer too. but i don't know where.
YAY, chinese new year's coming. WHOO HOO. i can't wait!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
ANDERSON C DIV THRASHED ADMIRALTY
42 : 1do they rock or
ROCK?
so cool la. i'm so proud of you guys. and i heard from masturah that they shouted SENIORS WE LOVE YOU so loudy, too bad i didn't get it. IM SO DEAF damnit. but i think it's really sweet. anna said so too (:
you guys, honestly, are the best bunch of juniors any netball team can get. yes, and i know we are the best batch of seniors anyone can get too. YAY, there is a match where we can finally go down and support our darling juniors. it's their last match against woodland rings and im going down, no matter what.
the bio CA1 the next day can go and die haha no la, i will study earlier for the test so i just need to refresh on monday. yay, gonna start studying alr. ahhh much homework but no mood to do.
tomorrow's match with deyi. i'm not gonna be complacent. i want the gap to be HUMUNGOUS. like 100 : 0, or something like that. HAHA.
block revision was alright. wasn't very tired. lottas laughter. haha.
B DIV, jia you for the next 2 matches. don't be complacent!!! widen the gap to as far as possible.
C DIV, singapore sports school next. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU. seniors will be supporting you guys
all the way in the classrooms okay. i have confident in you guys.
we simply
rock. (:
Monday, January 23, 2006
GOD DAMNIT!!!
that umpire should seriously
die and rot in hell and never to reincarnate again. she shall spent the rest of her ghost life learning how to umpire properly. and i would gladly burn her a pair of spectacles to let her see properly.
SO PISSED.
it's such a win-able match. we could have won ahmad ibrahim if only she hasnt blown us for fouls every half a second. can you believe it? i think she blew us for fouls more than thirty times and ai less than ten times.
WAHA, but even so, our goals gap was like only ten? if only she wasn't bias, if only she umpired professionally, we could have break the jinx of losing to ai everytime we play against them. ai certainly didnt win with glory.
but at least i didn't play too badly, definitely better than the punggol one. our pace improved too. that's a plus point. (:
god, i feel like swearing. all those censored words are forcing their way out. but i shall be good. anyway we are so damn unlucky la. this was such a crucial match and we have to kena THIS kind of umpire. now zonal top four is further away from us now. and i heard only ten secones got into netball. we can't even form a proper team. it's not that we aren't performing, okay fine, maybe we are, but just look at what kind of people they are supplying us? TEN. we cant even form a cdiv, let alone win in matches.
this girl put netball as first choice and got into choir. so what if choir is a key cca? they take away all the good people and left us with the others. if only they have split up the secones fairly, if only they don't look down on ccas that arent performing, if only the school encourages us and show some kind of support.
im so sick of being looked down.
ANDERSON NETBALL ROCKS. full stop.
I LOVE MY TEAM, no matter what. we are one great and wonderful family.
oh, and i wanna thank those who came down and support us. the abrupt anderson cheer was hilarious but i appreciate it all the same. GOODNESS, I LOVE LOVE LOVE GIANTS.
anyhow i look down, despise and am absolutely loathing the low down creature aka
that umpire.
ARGHHHH, im so pissed. GOD DAMNIT!!!
and i got this fugly bruise from punggol match and a scratch that stinks like shit today. AHH
Sunday, January 22, 2006
got it from yixuan's blog. i cant do chem. HAHA.
the sky is so gloomy now, and it's getting to me.
i threw tantrums today. HAHA. not that i wanted to duhh. but i can't stand it la. i wanted to study speed of reaction and do the theorybk but my dad was chatting on the phone in my room. (coz his table is in the room.) then he would moved to the living room and chat, walked back to his table, write something and then move back to the living room. AND he's chatting on the phone ALL this while.
and i'm a sucker for silence and peace when i study. so i'm so frustrated that i asked my dad rudely to stay rooted to one room so i can either study in my room or the dinning room. but he refused to and continued shifting back and forth both rooms.
sickening la.
so in the end, i grew so fed up that i threw my books down, recollected them, threw them down on the floor of this room which only has a couch and no table. i studied there and realised that im too pissed off to study. but i forced myself to anyway.
then i had to do my workbook and i need a table. haiz, in the end i did my work in my room with my dad's booming voice in the background.
URGH. sickening sickening.
how i wish there's a library next to my block.
and this happens every weekend okay. RAWR.
i have no mood to do extra studying alr la. yay, i have alr finished my homework so i got the rest of the day to slack. maybe i should do energy changes tys or something.
haha nowaday every small thing gets onto my nerves and i snapped at everyone for no apparent reason. HAHA.
maybe it's pms.ah whatever.
match against ahmad ibrahim tomorrow. SO FAST!!!
im so nervous.
cut out cut out cut out!!
YEAH jia you giants! (:
Saturday, January 21, 2006
DAMNIT.
im so sick of studying. im so sick of looking at my pile of homework. ARGH, and this is what? the third week of school? i really cant imagine what would happen when october comes around. im so not looking forward to it.
tuitions today. emaths and chinese. haiz, i have to forgo jerome's bday party and 2-2 sort of gathering today and most of the fellow twotwos were going. it sucks really. to make so many sacrifices for your studies. haiz, now i dont think i can make it for layjia's new year gathering too, which coincidently falls on a saturday.
anyway in emaths tuition, when my teacher called on me and asked me a really simple question, i realised i didn't know how to answer. and the question was like chicken feet. haha. because, for most of the lesson, i completely zoned out. i was kinda stoning and preoccupied with my stuff. tournament, studies, this and that.
then i realised im so lost in the topic. he was drawling on about some loci stuff and i went like, "huh he went through it? (which he apparantly did) SHUCKS." and i was so lost that i nearly teared. it's just this very sickening feeling.
seeing other people bending their heads down and ferociously drawing triangles on the paper, i felt stressed. argh. but thankfully, somehow or another, i managed to do his worksheet. but nowadays im too busy to do his tuition homework and i always feel bad when he peers down and see this very blank piece of paper, untouched.
he's a really great guy. very bully-able and he even stayed back after class to give me a one to one tuition on binomial theorem coz i din know how to do some of the questions. and i always do his homework. from sectwo year end, all the way till secthree december. but nowadays i dont. haiz.
and today, during chinese compo tuition did i realise how prestigious victoria jc is. how many people are dying to get in there. in the beginning of this year, as in when school just started, i told myself i can get in. so what if there are so many bright and geeky people out there, locking themselves in their houses, studying because they want to secure themselves a place in the school? as long as i put in more effort, study harder, i will get in.
that was during like the first week of school, now i'm thinking otherwise. it's so tiring, to be back home after seven, after one whole exhausting day and then u have to finish up your homework and mug for tests. forget homework, those evil ten years series are waiting to be done too.
i feel that i am doing homework for the sake of doing. nothing is going into my head. im not absorbing anymore. im so sick of school, studying, teachers and whatnot.
haha. pressure pressure.
and i lost one anderson netball yesterday. it kinda vanished and never appeared again.
so now im praying that someone brought it home without informing me.
tomorrow will be a better day. (:
and i haven do my chem theorybook.
:/
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,
however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.
got it from ronald. i think it's rather cool and meaningful. but like i said, haha, if i get this as my lit poem, i will so die. (:
OFF. tuitions :/ i cant go jerome's bday party. SOBBS. ahhh. stupid tuitions.
Friday, January 20, 2006
match with ponggol today.
it was a lot tougher than we expected.
i dont know, but it always has been like that, except for sectwos. i can't perform in tournament. no matter how well i play in carnivals or school, i always become off form during tournament.
i cant afford to this year.
i dont know.
HAIZ.
im so ashamed of my lousy performance today.
i have absolutely no right to preach on the juniors. when i dont even practise what i preached.
I know i can do better.
YES, that's what im gonna do. BE BETTER at every match.
im gonna cut out more. IN FRONT OF MY DEFENDERS. sharp and nice.
ahmad ibrahim next. it's not going to be easy. but whatever, if we tried our best, we can do it. i still remembered when claire's batch won raffles because they played at their own pace. slow and steady, if they can, there is no reason why we cant.
JIA YOU ANDERSON NETBALL TEAM!! we are a wonderful team with very supportive juniors and team mates. we can do it!!!
my cut outs must improve.
i sprained my finger in class, while playing ball. very dumb. so pain. ARGH.
oh anyway forgot to say, we won them la.
19-12. or was it 19-14.
cant remember.
but im not happy.
we could have done better.
i could have played better.
yes, I WILL PLAY BETTER!!
Thursday, January 19, 2006
one hell of a day again.
a long long long day.
everyday is like so draining for me la. i get tired easily.
thankgod there wasnt lit remedial or science remedial today. we get to go home early, one hour earlier than the history students actually.
but then i slept!! haha, i wanted to rest and then i dozed off and not wanting to get up.
URGH. finished my physics graph, eng comprehension and attempted physics worksheet.
YAY YAY, our juniors thrashed deyi like 40 to 0. ruthless man. KEEP UP THE SPIRIT CDIV!!! make sure u guys perform as well as today for all matches, esp against singapore sports school.
FIRST MATCH TOMORROW!!! ahhhhh, i will be on form!
Jia you!!
*nervous*
im aching all over!!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
DAMNIT!!
our excuse letters arent ready.
ARGH.
this is so sickening.
lets hope there isnt any hiccups tomorrow for the CDIV and on fri for BDIV.
all the best C DIV!!!
thrash deyi again.
TIRED.
oh god, im so tired yet i have got so many things to do. i reached home really late today. like eight thirty. waited for my sis in mrt station and ended up doing maths in the middle of nowhere.
power me(:
BLOCK REVISION AGAIN tomorrow.
i pity my brain cells.
really.
TOURNAMENT TOURNAMENT!!!
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
im barely made through the first day to block revision.
school + block revision = 10 hours and 40 mins of studying.
OMG!!!
on wonder im having difficulty even staying awake now. and it's only eight forty now la.
school was alright. had so many blocks of subjects but i made it through. thank god i had my daily dose of laughter. haha today was kinda overdose la. laughed too much. HAHA. i nearly laughed my guts out. stupid things my friends (letch, mas, christine, zanyu, tri and occasionally ananda) do.
but they certainly made lessons more interesting.
our attention span wavered towards the end of the day. we began crapping more than listening. esp in mdm neo's lesson. we were laughing our ass whole for most of the hour. but i think it's okay. we deserve it okay, after what we went through 9 hours and 40 mins ago. pure cruelty and torture.
yay talked to mr ari. letch was complaining to him about block revision while mas and me agreed enthusiatically. then mr ari was like being so encouraging and told us not to be negative and stuff. and he
howled in laughter once. very not calm composed mr ari eh but it's funny la. i mean the way he doubled in laugher.
DAMN I STILL DONT LIKE HER!!! and never will. but this isnt the best year to detest a teacher. i need all the positive testimonials.
so i shall shrink and become invisible in her class. and pretend im very interested in her lesson and smile sweetly at her. HA, such perfect hypocrite.
PUI, i dont like her. not a single bit.
maybe i have an attitude problem. but i dont like her wadddd. ARGH.
Monday, January 16, 2006
//EDIT
first match for BDIV is
THIS FRI and for CDIV it's this thurs. OMG, it's so near la. it freaks me.
IM SCARED!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou!! (:
i hope mdm waheeda doesnt forget our excuse letters!!
WHOO HOO. first time i'm home before three o'clock!! (:
maybe i can even steal a nap.
lessons today was okay la.
boring as usual.
got the schedule for block revision. i bet they are trying to kill us.
why make those who don't need to go for science and maths remedials stay till 5pm for a 55 mins remedial on humanities?
we got nothing better to do is it? i iwill get tired of mdm neo's face la.
it's four four turn to go to the dentist!!! DIE LA.
many people told me horrifying stories about the dentist in THAT cute bus. that bus is a facade!!
those drillings and digging.
and blood, pus and god knows wad.
what the hell happened to THAT good looking,suave and
gentle dentist we used to get in sectwo?
tay ping hui lookalike (:tournament's coming. and im nervous. yesterday i laid in my bed, thinking about the tournment and i felt countless times of tinkling of nervousness down my spine and in my tummy.
i played like shit last year. YES, LIKE SHIT. i hope i will play how i usually play this year. or play even better-ly. HAHA.
my english is going down the drain. :/
homework to be done:
1)eng compo
2)chi compo
3)maths worksheet
4)chem test (refresh)
5)geog terminology and calculation test (study)
TWO COMPOS!!! i did the english compo incorrectly!! dumb me. and i forgot to bring food for recess. my mum bought, but i forgot to bring to school. SOBB*
OFF to do homework.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
ahhh, i practically ate my day away. i kept eating. die la, im gna grow fat!
had tuition in the morning. woke up at eight. AH, i didnt get to sleep late this entire week. haiz, i need my sleep!!! hmmm my tuition teacher went back to permutations and combinations and then binomial theorem. haha, didnt really pay much attention. i was either too engrossed in my unfinished binomial theorem homework or crapping with eileen.
then after tuition, went home and did my english and social studies homework. i rushed through ss homework la coz i didnt really have the mood to do properly. read newspaper, ate lunch and then got ready to go for a house warming.
took 965 with my sis and waited for my aunt to drive us there. i bought eileen's pencilcase but had no time to do other shopping. URGH. YAY buffet. haha. i ate and played with my cousins. I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN AND AGAIN with my baby cousin, who is like 3 years old. He's so ubbber adorable!!
he stood so manly-ly you know? like his hand in his pocket and the fingers on the other hand on his lips and leaned on the wall. wa lao, so cute la. but once he opens his mouth and talks, he spoils the image la. coz he whispers and shrieks while laughing. he likes to HEE HEE in this lecherous but so damn adorable manner. HAHA. *SWOONS*
then ate buffet again and again :/
had our uncle to drop us in compass point and walked around. didnt buy anything and then took bus back and my sis ate chocolate souffle while i ate tiramisu with iced coffee. YUM. im craving for tom yam noodles now la. HAHA. damnit.
i have no mood to do ten years series alr la. i wanted to start on energy changes but i guess i would just finish up the chapter on hormones.
TIREDD.
anyway i have such lousy brains. HAHA. i thought i forgot to bring my ezlink card and used coins to take bus. in the end my card was in my ipod pouch all along and i brought my ipod along.
HAIZ, im so bloody forgetful.
ARGHH!!!
Saturday, January 14, 2006
to GIANTS
you guys cant wear coloured socks to training anymore okay? it's a school rule. and if u guys do, dont get caught by mr ang!! (:
i'm suppose to tell you guys weeks ago but it kept slipping off my mind. YEPYEP.
anyway the bookshop uncle thought i was a pSIXER and ms chia said i look too young to be in Bdiv.
HMPRH.
we know what the schools we were be playing alr.
cant be too complacent.
we gna rock this year!!
YAY!!! cca openhouse is finally over!! now we can focus on tournament now.
TOP FOUR ZONAL!!!okay cca openhouse today was alright. met at seven fifteen and immediately started on our booth deco. efficient us set it up within one hour's time. HAHA. it was quite nice though the deco on the table was crappy.
then mr liew came and we did squares, triangles and Lshape. after that we were told to go around the school to publicise netball. i still love our netball tee, it's so bright and eye catching!! then the shooters shot. i helped daphne count the number of attempts and my fingers almost cramped.
presented the gift to madam hee. AH, i can't believe this but i will miss her so so so much. she was always there you know. whenever i needed help or couldnt get the other teachers, she was THERE, helping me and guiding me along.
i could remember during the first tournament, i forgot to bring bibs and she was the one who gave me my first lesson on
life. and god, i was so miss her efficiency and her XUELING AHHHH.. though she's super duper strict and i feel stress when i talk to her and ya. anyway i like the atmosphere when we gave her the present.
everybody was so hyper and
bonded. WE ROCK (:
then played games. we invited mr ari and mdm waheeda to play. *yes syafiqah SWOON SWOON!!* haha.
then cleared things up and dismissed.
yay there's so many netballers and things get done so quickly.
THANKS SO MUCH guys.
anyway for those who didnt get into the school team. don't be disheartened okay.
WE STILL LOVE YOU ALL!!! JIA YOU ANDERSON NETBALL aka giants!!!WE CAN DO IT!!!JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!and why the hell do i keep screwing up cheers? haha. i keep saying incorrectly. URGH.
isnt it the thoughts that count?
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i like rainy days (: it makes me sleepy and the perfect weather to sleep! i love it when it rains in the night and continues till the morning. haha, so my dad can drive me to school.
BUT I HATE RAINY DAY MORE!! it made my new gorgeous blue billabong bag dirty. now my bag is like yellowish blue? haiz. oh and i hate rain more when it's training days.
anyway went out with kaixin after school to get mdm hee farewell present. the sec threes decided on a netball so yeah, kaixin was assigned to buy it and in the end i accompanied her to get the ball.
we were suppose to get it in queensway but it was raining and we had no mood to go ALL the way to queensway so we northpoint instead. i remembered that this ulu sports shop does sell netball. so we went. and found out that they sell only the yellow one. and it's the last one.
not knowing whether we should buy it or not, we decided to walk around more and we realised that royal sporting house and sportlink dont sell them. WHY EH? NETBALL is like the fun-nest ball game la uh. haha. okay la, we expected it anyway.
decided to eat lunch first. i ate MAC and i wna cry now. all the money i saved this week has gone to my lunch today. BOO. but i managed to save $10 this week. next week will be a better week. aiming for fifteen dollars. haha.
anyway, we bought the yellow ball. :/
OH i forgot. kaixin and i got caught by mr ang at the PORCH area. one second later we would be OUT of the school. *CURSES* haiz, i hope it isnt a booking and wont be on my testimonial. i shall wear anderson school socks from tomorrow onwards. (: i will pull down my socks till ankle level la. HAHA. and be a total nerd during assembly.
haha. okay la, off to do homework.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
wow, self training sucks big time.
training without coach is really not good.
what mr liew told me to do was the only those set pieces.
what the hell.
HAIZ.
im so damn sick of screaming and shouting alr.
where's my strepsils.
thankgod there isnt any homework today. im too tired.
kaixin and i accompanied natalie to buy her kappa school shoes today. walked in amk central.
KAIXIN'S MCSPICY CHICKEN DROPPED ONTO THE FLOOR. haha. so wasted la. it was so nice. i wna be a macDonald member but it's so troublesome la. i have to call this hotline to apply. kaixin's new way of oinking is so spastic. cant stand all my netball friends. they are so spastic and crappy!!
reached home at around eight fortyfive.
LUCKILY there isnt homework. i shall slack for one day. tomorrow i will study.
anyway efl was on this talk on junior colleges and stuff and i realised how difficult it was to get into the top 6 jcs. i so badly want to get into victoria jc but it's so tough! and im sure im not the only one who wants to get into the school la. there are like thousands more bright asses wanting to get into the school too?
URGH. this is so sickening.
maybe i should go poly and take medical science. haha. be a nurse (:
GOD IM SO PISSED!!*ROARS*
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
went out with my family today, since my dad was free the whole day.
we went toa payoh to shop. oh my god, the place is huge. it has like everything. clothes, accessories, books, food etc. but i hate that place. it is so infested with smokers. i bet the quality of my lungs deteriorated. it was smoke everywhere la and they were so many people.
we had to squeeze our way through and in the end, i got headache. the smoke and people. urgh.
but i bought this really pretty necklace. it's not a metal kind of necklace. it's, erm, those choker look alike ones. i was told that the stone came from italy, or was it korea? i forgot la. but it could be a facade anyway. its in this beautiful shade of green. a bit tinted, a bit silvery. (: i like. and it macthes nicely with my new year clothes.
the lady was really nice. she gave me lots of discount. coz i bought the leather thing to change the colour of the string. anyway my parents paid for me. i wont buy it with my own money la. *my friends' birthdays* GROAAN. haha.
then i wanted to leave toa payoh and we did.
hmmm i finished my chi article, attempted physics worksheet, studied redox and am doing the ten year series.
im turning into a nerd!! :)
anyway tomorrow will be the first training without coach. and tournament is coming real soon. and im quite worried. i dont think our teams are really prepared for tournament. our physical isnt good, seriously. haiz.
and i hope it wont rain tomorrow. what can we do in the canteen? the place is so squashed up. and we can't htrow lopes, coz the fans up there. urgh.
hop everything goes smoothly tomorrow. *PRAY*
JIA YOU AND NETBALLERS!!!
Monday, January 09, 2006
im so tired. and i dont know why.
but im so tired that my brain has switched off. i didnt even finish a simple du hou gan for chinese.
TIREDD.
school was alright. i realised i cant run anymore!! god, i so need to train up my stamina. tournament is so near!!! running up the slope sucked. emaths statistics boring la, i didnt pay attention to mr wong. haha.
then stayed back to do booth deco. haha. this year, our deco is so simple and crappy. i think compared to the previous years, ours was really uh. haha coz we forgot what the previous batches did alr and we din bother to do la.
just anyhow. it's really crappy!! i still think our limegreen ruler is nice.
went back home with jody. she taught me how to save money. haha she's my mentor.
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF. i spent only $1.50 today!! record record!! if i presevere, i can save a lot of money. so im not going down for recess anymore (: haha. i get tempted too easily. YAY. im now saving for people's birthday presents.
i shall target to reach hundred by march.
YAY JIA YOU!!!
project runway now (:
YAY!! i can sleep late tmr!! im so happy. haha.
TIRED.
i need to sleep.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
got tagged by aqidah!!
7 things that make me smile:1. netball photos
2. all my neoprints
3. being with all my friends (:
4. new things.
5. money money MONEY (:
6. no school
7. holidays
7 ways to win my heart:1. sincerity
2. gentlemanly
3. small surprises
4. sense of humor
5. be real nice
6. trustworthy
7. nice smile (:
7 things I believe in:1. hardwork pays off
2. money doesnt last long!!
3. older the friends, the better
4. oh ya all my very close friends
5. my sister
6. respect is to be earned
7. myself?
7 things that im afraid of which are just BLAH:1. separation. im sendimental.
2. failure
3. ghosts. i havent watch a single horror movies before!!
4. being cheated
5. being heart broken
6. losing money. sucks totally
7. making someone piss. worse still, one whole bunch.
7 things I do everyday:1. laugh (:
2. watch tv
3. sms
4. eat
5. blog (until now i blog everyday, i think)
6. bathe
7. sleep
i decide not to tag anyone. YAY
YAY YAY i finally bought my new bag!!!
baby blue billabong one. (it will get dirty very easily!!) sixty five bucks. yes im kinda nuts. so now im currently broke. im locking up my money and bringing food for recess. and i haven start on the book ronald gave me!! ahhh.
shit, and i haven read the straits time.
stupid
time.
the sky sure has a lot a lot of water uh. it has been raining for the entire day. COLD. but still my sis and i went j8 to shop for my bag. actually wanted to go orchard. i wna learn how to walk in orchard without actually losing my way. so i dont need to depend on my friends to lead me to mrt station.
but it rained.
DAMNIT.
i like the wavy thingers on my bag. the more i see, the nicer my bag gets. haha.
but i think they are nicer ones out there, but im too lazy to go out again.
amaths tuition today wass fun. haha. learnt binomial theorem.
thanks eileen for getting me this ubbberrr cute winnie the pooh soft toy and a handphone accessory. the pooh is so cuteee! *swoons* it's really the cutest pooh i saw ever in my entire life. and it has a zippable jacket on it.
oh and your failed-miserably-in-trying-to-fold-into-something-which-i-dont-recognise letter.
thanks thanks.
ah so much tuition homework too.
*look at my new year resolutions*
GRROANN!!
OFF.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Mas just called and complained to me about chem ten years series essay questions being so
goddamn long. AH. it's 9 pages long anyway, for energy changes.
i can hardly find time to finish bio tys and now there's chem tys to complete. and i forgot to bring chem textbook home. DAMN.
bio tys + chem tys + tournament + homework + tuition = a very dead xueling.
SHIT.
but i wna go out and buy bag tmr. HAHA.
yay yay yay (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGYAN!!
Friday, January 06, 2006
so much homework yet so little time.
so unfair.
ah, it's just the first week of school and i realised that there is alr this huge huge pile of homework sitting on my desk. URGH, so sickening. school is draining so much time and energy from me. i'm always tired when i reach home la.
i dont even have time for storybook and newspaper DAMNIT. let alone those naruto vcds jody had lent me. but i will watch them soon. coz it's not hers.
it's so stiffling, to be buried by so many books. literally.
i will not forgive the GO people for telling letch and i to post the money to the locker people when they were coming the next day. now, everybody has like lockers and i am getting mine NEXT THURSDAY. letch and i predict that our lockers would be situated somewhere close to the other side of the school or something.
great.
anyway did our ruler thing. i think we played too much today so got only the ruler done. it's limegreen by the way (: next monday we hafta complete EVERYTHING ah, hopefully everything gets done according to schedule. *prayy*
but it was funny. kaixin anna nat and i were taking stupid videos and photos of ourselves. it's hilarious la. laughed till my stomach hurt like shit. if you video taped all the things you do in a day, you will realised what funny thing you did and that would probably make u laugh for like the rest ofyour life or something.
A simple and innocent HIII TOFUUU *wave hands around in circles* made us sputter and choke with laughter.
homework.
*1 bio tys
*2vocab book
*3 lit hw
*4 chi article
*5 eng letter
*6 chem tys (but i din bring home chem textbook!)
*7 social studies worksheet
*8 buy chi textbook and workbook
i shall strive to finish all my homework by tomorrow. so at least i have sunday free for leisure. but with two tuitions, i hardly doubt so. haiz, why cant i have 36 hours a day?
and i saved 4 pathetic dollars only. i totally did not plan to eat recess today but when i went down with lingyan to check out chi books, i was so tempted that i downed one plate of spagetti. HAIZ.
i haven buy new bag. SOBB
anyway thanks to dhevy, effa, meisang for your smses and renying, serene, cixin and darren for the bag. YAY, i got those old school type bag from montiq alr. YAY YAY (:
BUSYBUSY.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
i wna thank my netball juniors C DIV for getting me, this old old captain, a bday card. SO SWEET OF THEMM. AHHA, love them to bits.
today was great. in the beginning.
many thanks to eileen, letch, mas, zanyu, natalie, anna, zijun, joanna, ronald, weilin, cixin, jesley, laptak, susanty, karen, yindy, pratiwi, christine, jolyn, kaixin, xinping, xinyi, shunwei, anikta, angelyn for your presents, smses and your birthday wishes for me.
really sorry if i missed out some of you guys.
and AND NETBALL for your song and esp C DIV for the vnice bday card.
i was so touched. (:
haha.
BUT im so suay today!!!
i lost the money for netball photos. ARGH. so sickening.
i guess i would have to top the money up. my dad wanted to help me pay coz i want a new bag badly. but my mum scolded, chided and nagged at me and say that i should pay half and yada yada.
haiz. i feel so bad la. coz my dad gave my angbao for my bday too.
but i really want a new bag.
WHERES TT BELOVED BROWN ENVELOPE OF MINEE?
*cries*
ah, im depressed.
i wna buy new bag!!
gotta do english homeowrk and finish up my bio.
DAMNIT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. (:
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
I'm in
band three a.
what the hell happened man? im so shocked. haha yea, maybe it's me. maybe im just this big big sore loser. ha, but i still cant believe im in band three. and i used to be in band one. DAMN, and im like missing miss heng's weird and ming boggling compo titles alr?
maybe it's just me la. i am so gna start working hardHARDhard for my english.
i wna go band 3b!! haha.
haiz.
god, im so determined to ace my english for term one to o level. i need to study a lot a lot a lot this year. I WANT TO ACE MY ENGLISH.
where's all my english books? from today onwards im reading the straits time everyday. and i'll watch english shows more oftenly now. yay yay, america's next top model today. HAHA.
AH, i don't want
goh to teach us english. she like gave us a quiz on the components of english olvl papers? i wna write a compo, do some compre, do grammer or vocab. yes, i sound crazy.
and first day of lesson and we have homework which last us till term 2. bio and chem. im like a bit stress alr la and it's the second day of school only. i think i will just rot and die when october comes arnd.
i wna ace my english.
okay, off to do my homework.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
letch and i met freakass early.
still there were SO many people earlier than us. HAHA.
negotiated with the guys and got the seats we wanted. MUAHA. hilarious la.
so many people got caught for personal grooming.
ah, school's just a sucker for discipline.sat in the hall until my butt hurt.
then had some last lap course thing. it was quite alright.
then after school accompanied jody and zijun to get zijun's stuff. my bag is so heavy, it's breaking my spine. I WANT A NEW SCHOOL BAG!!! i desperately desperately want a new school bag. i shall get one when i see one that appeals to me.
HAHA NEW BAG!!
i hope i get one i really really like.
so i wont want to buy another one.
i still like my op one tho.
walked.
reached home at around six plus.
lessons starting tmr.
DAMNIT.
i want a new bag!!
smiles (:
anyway cca openhse.
secfours: booth and snr's gifts(this fri, dun forget!!!)
secthrees: posters and mdm hee's farewell gift.
sectwos: posters and banner.
finish asap, perferably early next week.
OFF to watch tv.
Monday, January 02, 2006
i opened my handphone bills and were shocked beyond words to see
1341 messages staring back at me.
dieDIEdie.
my bills fluctuated to 48.80 dollars. haha i think it's the netball camp la. sms like nobody's business. i hope my dad doesnt blow his top.
anyway,
went out with my family to causeway point. my two sis, my dad and i went arcade (: played bball and daytona. i finally won my sis. YAY YAY YAY. using gear two to drift is indeed easier. haha.
shopped and lunched and went home.
SCHOOL'S TMR.
SHITshitSHITshitSHITshitSHITshitSHITshitSHITshitSHIT. time is passing too too too too DAMN fast okay.
everyday im one day older than ytd, and in three days time, i'll be one whole year older.
soon, i'll be thirty, searching for a rich husband. HAHA.
I DUN WANT SCHOOL TO START!!!
i heard that we are having 3 rounds of inspection once we stepped into the school. those who don't pass the inspection will be quarantined.
*even ear sticks are not allowed.
what the hell.
everything's not confirmed though, that's what my friend told me.
AH.
oh well. at least i get to wear my new reebok school shoes.
WAIT!
we cant wear ankle socks!!! not nice alr la.
HMRPH.
maybe i'll just wear ankle socks la.
i will just, erm, scratch away that new year resolution or smthg.
i need a new belt too.
NERDIES!!! here i come. (:
anyway cca openhse would be in early jan, not late jan!!! haha. but netballers are efficient. HEH.
HEYYY
SECTHREES!!
be online at
eight thirty to discuss about cca openhouse.
i dun think you guys want to stay back during the first week of school la uh.
REMEMBER AHH.
pls pass it around.
OUT.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
oh ya i forgot about new year resolutions
*be a nicer person.
*complete ALL my homework on time (school or tuition)
*save at least $150 this year
*mug really hard for stinky olvl
*not to be caught my sch teachers regarding my belt, socks, rubberband colour and for not tucking in my pe shirt. (sucks really.)
*be less hot tempered.
*learn to control my anger (not to take it out on other ppl)
*splurge less
*not to procrastinate at all
*be really happy
yay, may olvl be chicken feet this year (:
okay, for now i just wan to finish my maths hw.
OFF.
yay new year, new skin (:
haha okay that's bullshit. coz i am so going to change blogskin again. SOON.
but i like how this skin gave me a sunny and let's-forget-homework-exist feeling.
DAMN.
i still have maths worksheet to complete.
URGH.
oh by the way im not really a huge fan of roxy. i just like their rugged off the shoulders tees.
haha. (:
