Yay, O level's finally over. I had lot to blog about but I almost forgot all of them. DAMN.

Today after chinese olevel, we had our first netball meeting and thankfully it turned out to be quite a successful one. We didn't really discuss much but we discussed. Thats a good thing. Planning camp is such a horrible and troublesome task but I think once we get that settled, it would be fun! :)

Then after that, zijun, jody and me went Mac and had lunch. Sat down there, ate and talked. Walked around ang mo kio before going zijun's house to swim. I swam for around one and a half hour and that was at around five plus. The sun was there but I didn't get any tanner. Maybe just a bit but not enough. AH, sickening. Swam with zijun and attempted to sang songs. Didn't really do much la. Jody ate A LOT today. haha.

Reached home at around eight plus, bathed and went online to discuss about the netball camp. Oh my god, it was tough like shit man. Actually the secFOURS, with only eight people, managed to come up with a great camp, was quite a feat. I hope we can come up with something better.

JIA YOU NETBALLERS!!!!

Yesterday
I had chinese o level tuition in hougang at nine in the morning. So early okay, I almost couldnt wake up and had to literally drag myself out of bed. Then perlin and I took the wrong bus and ended somewhere in a desolated part of hougang. So we trooped in the direction we think it's right, got onto the bus which took us to hougang central. We were 20 minutes late. Oh well.

Then my nose decided to get runny so I sniffled and sneezed through my passage. I didn't do well for most of my passages Oh well.

Then ran to hougang mall. I can't wait to get my new watch. Unfortunately, there isn't the green and white one and I wanted to have my new watch by that day, so I chose this watch which is in a hideous shade of pink, like what letch would say.

Either way, I'm still happy that I got myself a decent watch. No more fake swatch from china, no more bluelite (some ulu brand name) from my house downstairs. WHEEEEE. Adidas rocks :)

Anyway I got my dad to sponsor me with 50 bucks for my watch. Coz it was his birthday. Clever me and my sister waited till he had washed up and stuff and then shoved his present up his face and demanded him to open his gift. I didn't expect him to be so happy when he saw the medal but well, he was really happy. So happy that he readily paid for my sister's outing to escape and my adidias watch, though I had to fork ou another 10 bucks, but still, that's not the point. haha. Next time if u want something badly, just get something nice for your parents. Hopefully they will sponsor you for that. I'm so mean. Oh well.

Mugged for my chi olevels. Felt like dying then coz there was so much to study for.

SATURDAY.
Full house ended. *break down and cry*
FULL HOUSE ENDED.
*cry buckets*
That would be the LAST time I would be seeing Rain on tv. And his spastic smile, and his ego that is higher than the guys in my class, and his childishness. Noooooooooooooo.
Thankfully it's a happy ending. I LOVE happy endings. AH.
Now I only have wang zi bian qing wai to look forward to. BOO.



*Yawn* I'm tired. Shall stay up to 12.00am to wish letch happy deepavali. :)

AH adidias watches!!! My new found love. and yes, so are rain and dang ou.
I shall ask my father whether he's willing to sponser me, if not I'll have to drain away my savings which I have saved for the past many many days.

Ah should I get white and green one, blue and white one, black and pink one or the pink and white one?
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Today I studied my o level chinese. I'm so freaking sick of chinese characters. The handbook ones are okay but the thing is my mum made me go through my tuition notes and school notes and many other things. SICK OF CHINESE. *roar*

Went northpoint today to get some handbooks from my cousin. I have absolutely no idea why my mum needs THREE chinese handbooks but I know for sure, she's nuts. Haiyo. She makes me stress only la. But I think it's because she can only coach me in chinese and is totally helpless when it comes to the other subjects. So she is really coaching to her very best. Oh man.

Then went cards and such and bought my dad his present. A medal :) that says you are the greatest!!! I find that very nice and the medal is all so gold and shiny. My sister chipped in too. Then somehow I found myself toodling off to city chain and oogled at those watches. Stood there for quite long la, like a starving child outside a bakery shop, craving for all the bread in it.

But with 59 dollars gone, my savings gonna decrease hell lot and I still got birthday presents to save for. Oh well. And I want get wang zi bian qing wa's vcd. That show is hilarious man. It's so nice and lame, addictive yet crappy. Dang ou is so cute. :):):) But I missed out the part when shan junhao loses his memory and became dang ou. DAMNDAMN. I'm so looking forward to the next episod of wang zi bian qing wa and full house! (which is tomorrow)

By the way I realised that I'm surrounded by so many smartasses. That is so not fair. I looked through my secTWO report card and realised that the subjects i scored A1s in were like D&T, home economics, asethetics and maybe maths. I should seriously abandone my dream of being a paediatrition and be a chief or a housewife, cooped up at home forever cooking food for my children or husband. If not someone who designs better toilet bowls for everybody. HAHA. How cool.

Oh and I was watching this NKF serial drama shows and felt touched and stuff ( it happened when I was watching a child's hope last year) and felt that being a social worker is worth considering. Always there to help those needy people, send their child to the hospital, do little things like cleaning up their homes. To put it simply, get some burden off their shoulders. Like how I really enjoyed selling novelty pens for nkf last year. I know it's just a one event thing and you cant like be all sure about it base on that.

Oh well.



Full house's tomorrow.
I'm growing fat.

I want netball trainings and go gyming!!!

Time flies and school ended already. I'm not kidding but time really flew by. It seemed like yesterday I was being all frustrated and stuff coz my stuff for the camp was all over my room and I hate packing things. I prefer to just dump them in my bag and sort them out last minute.

Today we didn't do much. Heck, half of the class didn't turn up okay. But I'm glad I did after all. ( I was comtemplating to skip but I had to pay for the photos, hand in my excuse letter, clarufy some things with Mdm Waheeda, oh and hand in my report card.) We had to clean up our classroom but none of us did. Speaking of cleaning up of classroom, I noticed that I was always the one who sweeps the floor. HMRPH. I haven't seen any of them sweeping the floor, i think. I think everytime miss zaleha forgets where she stopped for the duty roster thinger she decides to start from the top. So it's always me, ananda and zanyu. Oh well.

Then had the prize presentation thing. It was boring la, wactching others going up the stage receiving prizes. Hmmm den recess and deepavali concert and stuff. Sat in this isolated corner of the hall with letch throughout the concert coz she had to receive some poetry prize thinger.

I can't believe Mrs Tan is leaving us. Honestly, she is a great principal. A very nice and friendly. Ah I don't want new principal. It's so depressing la. I sang the school song today. I think I'll feel really sad leaving anderson next year. I bet all the graduating students feel this way too. Now I understand why chinping blogged it. No matter how much you detest anderson, you would feel sad and unwilling to leave the school and stuff. Yes, though anderson sec is being coloured so awfully and it also has this funny funny smell lingering, I would still feel sad if I were Mrs Tan. Plus the fact that she did quite a lot for Anderson.

Mrs Koh was really funny yesterday, during Mrs Tan farewell concert. *remember mas spastic demonstration. My goodness. It's just a shoe. Okay fine, i shall not be mean here in case a teacher decides to just toodle randomly on net and stumble upon my blog.

Hmmm went opposite for lunch and whoa, i laughed a lot. We crapped about some stuff and letch is so hilarious. Oh my godd. She amuses me sometimes. You and him. *laugh* Went for chinese tuition. I had to skip netball trainings. Boo.

Shall do a 2005 reflection on the last day of this year.
Now I shall go off and read my book, which I have been trying to finish for the past 2 weeks. No time to read la. AH, but it's so nice.

chickens are injected with female hormones, says gang quan. *wink at letch*


bleeding; crying;
yet no one hears me.

Thankgod miss zaleha commented that I wasnt talkative or violent in my report card. Haha.

AH, I can't believe netball training was cancelled yesterday because it was raining. I really can't believe it!!! Haiz now I have to miss tomorrow's training because of some o lever tuition. *grumble* I want netball training now now NOW.
If this goes on, we will have to work doubly hard to fare well in next year tournament girls.

School is so freaking boring. I'm dreading to come school already la. There is like nothing to do.

Don't feel like blogging already. :)

/edit/
anyway planning for a camp is so much harder than I thought it would be. haiz. ARGH. Life is so sickening currently.


those hidden tears.
disguested.

Today is such just not my day.

Early in the morning, I got dragged away to the back of the class during assembly because I was hitting letch. That was okay because I got quieter there and got to admire those big crows flying around on top of us. And the air was fresher back there.

But that was okay.

Until TTP came OUT OF NOWHERE ( i agree with yiling man, or was it priscilla) and pounced on me and demanded to know where my waist was. He kept wanting to know where my waist was when he apparantly knew where it was. Such asshole la. And it was just my luck to wear the belt with the buckle one, not the velcro one, so there was no way I could tighten it. So in the end he took away my belt and left me beltless. And the worse thing was that the belt that he confiscated was eileen's belt. And it's not like I can get it back or something. If I request so, he may just confiscate my whole pinafore. &*@%$&#*#@

I was so damn f***ing angry la. I hope he get choke on ALL the belts he confiscated so far. And seriously I don't think confiscating belts would make us wear it tighter la. Maybe during flag raising only but after that, all of our belts would still be riding on my hips.

*curses*

Got back all our papers. I did so well that I could hardly believe my eyes. Haiz, somehow, I managed to screw up most of my papers. Oh well. At least I did relatively well for my physics when I got a mere pass for my term 3 paper. The rest of them are just plain demoralising. I still remember my determination to do well for physics paper a few weeks back. Maybe I should show the same spirit for the rest of my subjects.

Haiz, I seriously wonder what went wrong. It's not as if I didn't study for them or study them at the last minute. I swear I MUGGED for it like I haven mugged before in my entire life this time round but the results that came out were like shit.

It's just so freaking unfair. Some of them didn't even need to study THAT much and they score them with flying colours. It's unfair.

Myabe I should just be a nerd with no social life to speak of for the next many months. Maybe. Ah, I can so tell that my mother wasn't entirely happy with my results.

AH depressing thoughts.

TTP sucks la. *CURSES*

I would gladly retake all three sciences papers than to study for o level chinese. So many words to study. Boo.

SHIT, getting back our papers tomorrow.

SHITshitSHIT.



if i didn't know you, would my life be a nicer one?

NEXT SATURDAY!!!!

I can't wait for next saturday to come. Yingzai's gonna confess to zhi-en. Fook it,ah, I can't wait so long!!!

Anyway I don't like long bus trips already. Haha, took two long bus trips and I found them irritating now. They are just so long. Went to my grandmother's house today. Watched powerpuff girls and I wore my my new netball tee and the blue fbt shorts to my grandmother's house. The netball tee is so many size too big but it's very comfy. :) Glaring orange, whee, I stood out among the crowd today. Haha. My family was the earlier there so it was quite boring la.

Then without waiting for all our cousins to come, my sister and I went causeway point. Took two buses before reaching woodlands and the bus trips were like 45 minutes each? Reached woodlands and we went arcade! Haha, I'm hooked onto the bball thingy again. My sister and I competed. Lost to her twice initially but won her with a higher score eventually. But I lost to her for the car racing thinger. Boo, oh well. And then walked around and looked for my dad's bday present. She bought fries and we went back.

I bought famous amos chocolate chip macademia nut cookies. *swoons* They were so freaking nice. Then took bus back to my grandmother's house. Yay, by then all my cousins turned up. Lamed around with them. My baby cousin is so cuteee. :)

Hmmm had to go home early coz I had chinese tuition. Perlin, Jolyn, Haiyu and I didn't finish out compos. We had to finish 3 gong hai in 2 hours leh. And we spent most of the time yakking away so obviously we didn't have time to finish all three. I was halfway through my second one when everybody started filing out of the classroom so we decided to hand in our unfinished work. Oh well. *guilty*

Then watched fullhouse. Nicest show I have ever watched. I want get the vcd. $35.90, saw it in causeway point. AH.

Next saturday. Come quickly!!!

For a change, I took a bus home today, instead of the train. I never really like bus rides (coz of the funny smell in buses) but surprisely, I found myself wishing that the bus journey would continue forever. I sat in one isolated corner after accompanying ankita to the library since angelyn cant and I looked out of the window, looking at the greenery and somehow it makes the ride very pleasant then. I hardly look out of windows coz the mrt train moves too bloody fast for anyone to admire the greenery.

I started thinking and yeah, I got a headache soon after that. On the bus, I realised that time moved too quickly this year, just like all those trees and buildlings which went past me. Before I knew, EOYs are over and soon we are gonna be sec4. It never ever occured to me that one day I will graduate and leave anderson. 4 years, that's long. Haiz, not anymore. It seemed to me that I have mugged this entire year away. And this year, I wasn't a happy girl.

This year, I have learnt loads of things and experienced stuff I haven't experienced before. I have learn to become more independence. After eileen and dhevy left for vj, I don't have a very close friend in anderson anymore. Yepp, I do have letch and mas but they still have their own friends, friends from sec1 and 2. I have mine too, only that they are a bit further away. I appreciate letch and I love mas to bits, but it's just not the same.

From primary school to sec2, I always have very close friends with me and I really depend on them on everything. But from sec3 onwards, it's just different. I don't know but it seems as though my life is lacking in something, something crucial. Ah, it's making me depress all over again.

Regret.

But no, I will not wallop in self pity. Haha. That's not me la. Next year, fook it, I don't want it to come.

Never mind, I shall stop here.
FULL HOUSE's tomorrow.
*SQUEALS* cantwaitcantwait.

Ah, I'm tired.

Rushed to my outside o level tuition right after the school's tuition for o levels. Four to seven!!! So mentally exhausting la. I was stoning and staring at the paper, my brain seemed to have shut down completely.

Tired.

Ah I miss netball trainings. And I have to skip it next thursday again, unless coach change the training time to earlier or something. They played games!!! *wail* It has been such a long time since I played a decent match. It better dont rain on tues. *sincerely pray*

School is so damn boring la. I seriously contemplated to skip school, but I shall be a good girl and not skip school. Now all we do is to stone in the hall while teachers go through papers. No break, no nothing in between one subject to the other. My legs were screaming for movements, a stretch or a change in position, anything. Sickening man.

Ah depressing. I'm am so not going to do well for this term. I am so dead for biology and english. Oh well.

Oh and what is bloody wrong with our school teachers, especially ttp. He suddenly has a fetish for belts or something? Every morning he never fails to prey for girls with belts hanging at their hips. Come to think of it, he looks vaguely like a hawk, preying on defenceless little mice. Boo. Anyway what do the teachers do with the confiscated belts? Do they put in pretty little bottles and label like 2003, 2004 and 2005 and compare which year has the most belts onfiscated?

I'm so tired, so tired that I can't even think straight now.
Pretty little bottles. Haha, I'm really exhausted man.

Ooooh and I think alvin looks a lot like dang ou or shan junhao in wang zi bian qing wa. Their eyes la. Except that dang ou is a lot better looking. Haha. Wang zi bian qing wa is such a crappy show la. Very funny but quite nice la. Too bad I missed the front few parts too, just like full house. Or rather I missed many parts and most of them are the crucial ones. Urgh.

I want netball trainings and full house and pink watches. :)

School is so boring nowdays. Chinese lessons for 2 hours plus straight, doing nothing except for papers. Then courses. Why the hell did they do away with games? Ah, so boredd. I thought school would be fun for once, without having to mug and study after exams.

I don't want to skip netball tomorrow!!! *wail* I so badly want to train, and yes, get darker. But my tuition for o levels chinese is like tomorrow too? From 4 to 7pm. It so clashes with netball trainings.

Haiya.

Don't feel like blogging. Shall blog again when I have something to say.



3 more days to full house. Haiz.

Whoa, I just realised how many people are actually creating blogs to condemn people who use improper english and take cute pictures of themselves. Cool. But it's better to watch what you type or what photos you post in case you get condemned too.

And the way they condemn these people, erm, is not exactly nice. Anyway, I'm talking about those people who tYpE LiKe dIsSsSs on friendster. Go yiling's blog to take a look. She linked them. :)

back to reading.

I should be fuming and be all angry now but I shall be nice and forgive letch. Or until she gives me $1.20. Heh, you own me money woman.

Okay, went gyming and swimming with letch again. Gym was quite alright. Was on the treadmill again for 35 minutes. Running on the treadmill is boring but the only good thing is that you get to moniter all sort of things like how many calories you have burned off, the distance you ran, how many minute per mile and things like that. Something you cant do when you run in the park or track. So i guess it's worth the boriness.

Then did abdominal thinger and tricep things. THESE were all we do when we go gym. I don't dare to try others la. Later if the weights drop loudly or something, very malu. *look at letch* I tried doing the biceps thing, but never mind, couldn't lift it up though it had only one weight on it. Oh well.

Switch around and did all these thingies for one hour and fifteen minutes. Then headed to the pool. We didn't swim much la, like at most two laps plus plus and we were out of the pool. Went and eat coz we were hungry. Then i went back swimming and letch, eating. Haha. Lost the mood to swim so we went home. Letch is so not my swimming partner. She always wants to compete with me and she's a qualified swimmer and me? I anyhow swim okay, so she'll win for sure. That asshole.

Oh and I hate HATE the sun. No sun, no tan. I wasted my time, the sun was nowhere near us. Boo. And there's a guy suntanning. I feel like going up to him and ask him to pack up his stuff and go home coz even if he lie there for 45498982092hours, he wouldn't be any darker than he already is.

Next sunday, I shall go swimming again. Determine to be tan.

I shall read now. I've no life. Argh. But I don't feel like going out either.

Yay there's tian guo de jie ti today.

Tired.
So many more days to FULL HOUSE. Urgh.



No pain, no gain. :)

It's raining heavily again. Very nice weather, it makes me want to snug under my comforter while reading my books.

Hmmm I woke up so bloody early, at 8 am. Then had big breakfast in Mac with my sister. I bought the bad bad bazi maru, or something, the bookmark thinger.

I'm so boredd and sleepy.




Yingzai shouldnt choose huiyuan over zhi-en. Oh well.

Chinese tuition later on and full house at 10.30pm. I don't think I have the energy to blog after the show, so I shall update my blog now.

Went out with letch today. Haha. Hmm what did we do? Oh ya, we went cheesefrying in yishun. But I wasn't feeling particularly hungry but managed to choke down shrooms burger and cheesefries. Yes, I'm a biggg glutton.

Then went woodland's library and borrowed books. Yeah, I finally have things to do during the holidays. I'm gonna stuff my head between those thick pages and read. AH I have no social life, shoot me. Then walked around in causeway point. YES, I got the very cute mickey mouse pencil I saw in Orchard the other time. It's freaking expensive for a pencil. $2.50 but I luuurve it to bits. It's damn2 nice. I bought one for my sister though my wallet is kinda getting flatter this few days. I'm nice. :)

Hmmm went bits and pieces and oogled at THOSE rings with diamonds again. I have a fetish for those thick rings with diamond that is hardly visible nowadays. They are such a beauty but I'm not gonna buy one for myself la. Firstly, it's downright pathetic and secondly, I would rather spend it on something more worthwhile. I mean the ring, which cost $30 plus plus may just like slip out of your finger and roll down the gutter or something. Heartbreak man.

And and after that we took the train again and headed to YCK gym. We went gyminggg!!!! I feel so healthy again. Was on the treadmill for 35 minutes. Never eat anything before you gym. I had stitches initially but it went away after I lowered the speed. Did the abdominal thinger and the cycling thing. I got letch addicted to gyming. Haha :)

Most probably going back there to gym and swim on Monday. We are turning into health freaks!

I want my tan back. When I went for the my uncle's wedding dinner my cousin went like," Eh your netball trainings stopped is it?"

Amazed, I replied," Wah, how do you know that?"

And he went," Coz you are so so white now. Normally everytime I see you and your sister (a volleyballer) you two would turn a shade darker."

I'm WHITE. And Letch says I'm yellow.

I shall go swimming like every sunday or something. I love the sunnn.
I don't want to be white or yellow! I want to be tan, brown, sun kissed!





Full house in another 4 hours 10 minutes. I can't wait!
Rain, the male actor on top, is so bloody cute. Finally something Perlin and I agree on.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm so freaking in love with the skin!!!! I'm so in love with the show and this skin.

*squeals and jumps around*
I'm so happy!!!! Okay, this skin is sooooo not me but it doesn't matter. When it dies down, I'll switch back to my crayon thing, which I think is loads time better than this. But the show is so so so so nice.

*swoons*

The guy is so cute, especially when he gives that spastic smile of his when he lengthened the marriage contract from 6 months to 3 years. HE IS SO UBERRR CUTE. Oh man, I'm falling in love with the show all over again. I can't wait for tomorrow to come. 2 hours straight of that show. WHEEEEEEEEEEE.

Zijun has to lend me the vcd, I don't care. I can't believe I missed the front part.

I think mas will say that this blogskin is fugly. I don't care. Oh man, I'm soooo happy, I can't stop smiling.



This blogskin made today such a great great day for me.
But I want pamela's blogkin's song. I don't want that but I don't know how to change it. Ah damn damn.


In love with full house. It's so funny, so cuteee and the three little bear song. When the male actor danced while singing it. It's so comical and spastic la.


Tomorrow. I can't wait.


Today is such a great great day.



HAPPY ONE DAY IN ADVANCED BIRTHDAY DARREN!!!!
happy birthday~
happy birthday~
happy birthday~
Have fun signing in and out of msn eh?
Get your com fixed la and don't worry, almost everyone can't tag my great great blog :)



Uber hyper!!!




And I'm publicly thanking Letch for introducing full house's blogskin to me. Thanks woman. Oh and for changing tomorrow's meeting to 1045 so I can finish watching powerpuff girls. Thanks loadddsss, you idiot :)

Ooooh,



it's raining!!!
I like the smell of the rain.


Oh man, I'm so bored. I can't wait for school to reopen and then slack in school. Urgh. I want netball trainings!!! I'm growing fat. Speaking of netball, seniors, this year is our turn to organize netball camp, chalet or outing, if you guys want to la. Yep, so we're most probably staying back for a while next week okay?

I lost the mood to blog after EOYs. After so many days of not updating my blog, I don't know what to write on my blog already. AH.

198 more to go.

Wheeeeeee, my uncle's finally married. He's 40 plus and yes, he got himself a very pretty wife. I like her :) Went for the wedding dinner and I'm sinfully bloated now. I so need to gym. AH, I want to feel healthy again.

But it was such a lonely and quiet dinner for me. My sister is having geography final year paper tomorrow and she had to stay home and mug tonight, my mother and my youngest sister didn't go too. So it's only me and my dad. I crapped around with my cousins. And the cousin I enjoy laming around was not there too. Diarrhoea. Haiya. But the food was nice. Haha. Oooh and the bride is so pretty. Her hair was streaked with glitters and stuff and being all very feminine and smiley.

I am so so so so so FREAKING BORED. Nothing to do at home, I am literally rotting away. I woke up at eight thirty this morning, ate breakfast till nine thirty and went back to sleep till twelve plus. So shiok. It's time I get all my beauty sleep back. Thinking of it, I drank almost 4 cups of coffee for my end of year papers this year and it's the first time I'm doing it for examinations and I don't think I'll fare well in it. Urgh.

OH OH

Everybody should just start watching full house, saturday 10.30-12.30am scv channel. The show is so damn rocking. I can't wait for saturday to come!! It's a korean show and the best one I have ever watched. It's one show that can make me cry and laugh at the same time. AH SO NICE!!! Too bad I missed out the front few episods. I want the vcds!!!



Exhausted.

In love with Stars folding. Rings with diamonds. Pink watches. :)

Exams is finally over. After so many weeks of hell like studying, I should be feeling all happy and bouncy. But somehow I just can't get myself to be light. Don't know why. Was suppose to go out today with letch but council has robbed me off my friend's time. I hate it man. It's so disappointing and sickening and I'm so damn angry la. But I hate waiting la. TWO hours somemore, really can die. Haha. We go cheesefries during weekdays alright?

So I went out with layjia and jody and zijun. Loitered in Orchard. I got something so damn bloody cute. You know those, you shove a few coins down the machine thinger, you turn a knot and a ball like plastic object with toys inside come tumbling out? YEPP, I got it from there. The toy I got was the mini version of that knot turning thinger I got it from. It's like if you aren't sure about doing something, just turn the mini knot, cute stuff drops out of that and it gives u advises on what to do. So cute right? It's hello kitty somemore! Got influenced by that Jody Ang la. 3 bucks leh. If only it's powerpuff girls, buttercup! *swoons*

Watched movie. I forgot the title but it's so funny. So crap la. Something about hazard city thing. So funny and bimbotic man. Oh and lunched in jack's place. Ooooh, the soup of that day was nice. Yumm :)

I feel like spending ALL my money in one shot but I know I can't. There's so many things I want to buy yet can't really afford all. And I need to save some for going-out thingies. I wanna splurge.

I need storybooks.



Tripped and fell. Fallen.

AH. Damnit. I hate Amaths now. I used to think that Amaths was fun. My god, such bullshit. Ah, I'm so not going to forget Mr Wong. Firstly his sarcasm and then his cruely and being such absolute sadist.

I'm so gonna flunk Amaths. And loads more.

ONEmoreday :)

I almost forgot my blog url. Can't believe it. I miss my com! *scream* For the past few weeks, I've been mugging my guts out. I swear, this is the first time I'm mugging so hard. It's a miracle that I actually glued onto my chair, reading all the notes I've done for 5 hours straight. I never knew I could do that and I'm horrified.

Singapore kids are all nerdies.

I slack now, sleep later and mug at night.

AH.

Oh no, I can't believe I'm going to be a secfour next year. Shit. Then, I'll be graduating. It never occurred to me that time REALLY flies. It's like yesterday that I did my 2004 reflection on this blog. I'm growing olddd.

ONEmoreday.
oneONEoneONEoneONEoneONE.





GYM. I NEED TO GYM. I can so feel my flabs. Urgh.

Maybe I'm just not cut out to be a triple science student. If I had only taken Physics or Biology, I would have so much more time to study. My brain is so damn overloaded with information and I feel like I'm suffocating under all those books. There's once when I feel so SICK of studying that I felt like chunking all my textbooks out of my window. Sometimes I wish that I could have been borned in American.

I am just so SICK of mugging. Now I have to mug for Bio and Physics at the same time. I'm so gonna die.

Anyway I got my first dc ever in my entire anderson thinger since sec one. For unintentionally skipping flag raising. But it was almost once in my life experience ba. That was my first time running around like fools, hiding from teachers. Okay, shall not say more in case I land people and myself in trouble. If any teachers were to stumble upon my blog, I'll be so dead. But in the end all 18 plus plus of us got 3 hours DC. Argh. Oh well. Gotta mug for bio then.

Okay. I'm so dead for emaths, english, higher mother tongue and basically all the papers that I have done. I so want back art, music and dnt. AH. I hate hate hate studying now. *GROWL*

Higher mother tongue today was plain crap. What do they think we are? Programmed data processor is it? I so agree with what weeyang said. You have to write your answers while thinking. There's just no time for you to think properly, form up your answer and write it on the paper. It was so rush that I didn't have time to think whether it was a tough paper oh what okay. I just told myself to keep thinking for the answer and writing. It was so brain exhausting. Felt like giving half way through. I really see no point in doing it and I was very mentally exhausted.

Ah. gotta mug for bio and physics already.



And I've screwed up all my papers.
Depressing thought.





FIVEmoredays.
Dyingggg.



don't enter my life again when I'm almost out of yours. Don't make me falter.

BYE band one.
HI band two or three.





I resent and detest this.
"Using your own words..."







EIGHTmoredays.

YAY i'm slacking. Geog paper was kinda tough leh, I don't understand why people say it's easy. Look like I'm not gonna do well for goeg. *cries* But I mug for it. I know I did. I'm so gonna cry if I fail my geog or something. If continuous mugging doesn't work, I seriously don't know what will.

I cant believe I almost slept during geog paper. tired.

Ok off to mug for lit chem and emaths.




NINEmoredays.
*peer*

I knew I shouldn't have cut my hair. I'm in such a deep trouble now! AH.
Firstly, I spent a freaking hour waiting for my turn and for my hair to be cut and thus wasted one full hour on revision.

Secondly, half of my hair could not be tied. Some could be found in my rubber band but MOST of them are found stranded. Like hopping around my head. I'm so freaking dead. I hate tying my hair now. It cant be tied!

And I cut my fringe, plus my spects, it makes me look like one purrfect nerd. And plus the fact that I am so mugging for geog.


I think geog has got into my mind. I'm no longer thinking straight.



TENmoredays.
I can make it.

Haha, it got through. Good. But the arrangement of the icons is so ugly la. Maybe it's my com. Anyway, I'm so freaking proud of myself for planting my butt down on my seat for 4 continuous hours, revising coastal processes yesterday night.

It was hell okay.

Haiz, I seriously do not give a damn about how waterfalls are form, or when deposition takes place. I just hate HATE memorising subjects now. Social studies was bad enough, what with all those industrialisation crap. Sometimes it's not a good thing that Singapore is such a successful country. All those future generations will suffer!

There's still bio. DIE.

Anyway, I fell in love with the night yesterday. Revising at night is so much better than revising in the morning or afternoon. It's so silent, peaceful and serene. It's as if the night was waiting patiently for you to finish revising to turn in with it.

But either way, I still hate studying.
I havent even touch on lit. I don't know what's going on in chapter five, and honestly, i don't care. If not for lit grades, I wouldn't have wanted to study.

Oh and there's chemistry. Emaths need pracitsing.

Can someone just kill me?




ELEVENmoredays.
Can't wait.

Blogger's screwed, from yesterday evening to today. I waited like one hour yesterday, waiting for it to get itself fixed, but it never did. Asshole la. Never mind, I shall blog in this screwed up state and see whether it got through.

Testing.

xueling

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