Planned out too long a time for dinner and revision for ss. Yay, so I have exactly half an hour to come online. Okay, i know that's pathetic but still.

Had a nice one hour long nap and I'm feeling so refreshed now. :) Shall take short naps every afternoon.

ONE more day to finals. *freaking out*

I'm scared of finals. Those papers. Maybe it's because I scored very badly for last term, so I see the extra need to perform well this term. Ha, but I never fail to screw up my finals.

ONE more day.


dieDIEdie.


Off to play DDR online.

DDR online is quite fun! Haha. Nice way to relieve stress. Shall aim for full combo.
Studied quite a lot today. Planned out my study schedule today. Study for one hour, then had a fifteen minutes break before continuing for another one hour on another subject.

Accomplished :)

But I still feel that I won't have enough time to finish all the revision and exercises. Sickening! I want to go gym-ing! I need to exercise. I can feel myself getting flabb-ier each day. But gyming would have to wait till EOYs over.

Exams really sucks. Deprive me of so many stuff.
*stick out tongue*

Perlin Ho is one violent creature. I SHALL wear helmet to my tuition from next saturday onwards. And maybe armour too. Hmrph.

And I forgot to bring the postcards I wrote to her and jolyn. I was so happy when I finished writing them the postcards and I forgot to bring down for tuition. So angry with myself kay. Hafta wait till next week.

Did rivers, periodic table, the chapter three of lit today. Finally, I finished reading and a bit of analysing on chapter three of the The English Teacher. The chapter is blooooody long. WHEE.




I wish I could hate you for everything you have done. For making me feel like an complete idiot. For making me happy and light initially. For making me feel so helpless towards the end. For leaving me with nothing at all eventually. For everything. Oh well. I am trying to regard you as normally as I could. Oh well. I am trying hard.

I almost forgot how to on my computer. Mygod. I switched on the main switch and was waiting for the com to start but nothing happened. Then I realised that I didn't on the CPU. Haiz. Has been one week since I've come online. DAMN EOYs.

Let's recall.

Monday.
Had the adam khoo's course. I now know why eileen paid so much to attend it. It's bloody good. Gary is so funny. Yep, he's a very good presenter, no doubt about it. But I was motivated okay. Now when I ask my netball team mates to count. I MEANT it. When I want you to down, for reasonable reasons, I fully expected you to. Respect is to be earned not get. Yep yep. But I won't be unreasonable. :) as long as you count. And don't joke about it, coz I'm serious.

Tuesday.
I was feeling very very stressed on that day. Because the course on Monday ended one hour later and so I can't do much homework. I reached home at 7 plus plus okay. Had eng comprehension, social studies, maths worksheet, chi compo and chem final year paper to do. Had to rush but still can't do much and I didn't revise a lot too. Haha. Oh yeah, I collected my spects too. Wasn't used to full frame coz I was used to seeing nothing at the bottom of my half framed spects. Haha. But i think I looked quite alright la.

Wednesday.
Skipped Bio practical.

Thursday.
Haiz, I said I won't watch tv today but I failed, miserably. I still glued myself in front of the televison, running to my table to do maths whenever there was a commercial break. Oh well.

Today.
Had PE. I felt like going for a long run instead of playing captain's ball. I need to exercise! We always lose to valerie's team. AH. Next week, next week, we shall win. Heh. Went for bio make up lesson. Almost broke my toe nail while tripping over my fan's wire. My toe nail hurts. Ah.

Ah, my life is such a dragg.
I can't wait for the exams to be over.


I'm feeling damn irritated now. Sometimes I feel guilty for being so mean. But I can't help but feel damn irriated and annoyed. ARGH.

T H A N K Y O U

Eileen
Almost one year has passed since you and Dhevy studied in Victoria Jc and me still bloody stuck in Anderson. On the first day of school, when I went to school, I feel weird. No more eileen besides me, no more dhevy in front of me in class. It just felt really weird. Like you go to school without a school bag, or when you eat chicken rice without chicken. Something's missing. I still remembered the time when we would sing Stephanie Sun's songs during lesson time. And the many times when I would go to your house just to play beach volleyball on your xbox or to practise prodikeys. And I don't know for what reason, we just started cracking up. Thank god you are in my tuition. Whenever I see you every Sunday morning, I feel that nothing has changed. We are as closely knitted together as last year. We still laugh and joke about cosine and coordinate geometry. I'm glad. Though we are practically studying in schools that are situtated at the two ends of Singapore, both of you still made effort to come Anderson to see me. And we still meet up occasionally. Thanks for making my sec two life in school such a memorable and a damn fun one. Thanks for making me change into a better person, though you may not know it. I always admire the way you handle things. I swear, I have not seen you flare a single bit in my entire sec 1 and 2 life. Oh and the way you heck-cared about other people's business and just do your own things well. I don't think you will be continuing the tuition next year. AH. Stay in contact and meet up as frequently as possible okay?

Letch / baboon / canopy / retard/ idiot
You crazy crazy woman. I agree to your latest post. You are a really weird friend. Someone whom I will not even think that I'll be close to last year. Anyway, I DO NOT dangle my legs okay and even if I do, it is not to make me shorter. *GRRR* Haha. Yep, I feel that I'm the frankest to you, among all my friends. No pretense, no nothing. And yes, I'm glad that we did a damn frank character analysis. I do try to see the best in you okay. Haha. You are really funny, sarcastic funny. I think Mas, Christine and I would be quiet without you. I don't know how you manage to make us all start cracking up and laughing like some retards, but somehow you did. Thanks for pei-ing me whenever I go, thanks for just being a very nice and funny friend. Your presence in my sec three life added a lot of colours in it. And thanks for being my Eng consultant and a good listener, listening to all my bullshit. Let's mug hard now and be really wild when EOYs' over okay?

P.S The fan club you mentioned in your post. Haha. No one will join. Trust me.

Masturah
My study partner and someone who owes me $7.6666666667 currently. Letch too! A very funny and nice one. I still remember the time when we sat together in the bus on the way to the camp. We went through toilet fights, and those high high elements stuff. My both Amaths and Emaths consultant. Thanks for making sure that I don't feel left out when you are walking with your group of friend. Thanks for helping me throw all the books and taking my books without a single complaint from under the window ledge. Yes, you are a very cute girl. And I still stand firmly in my stand that you have indecent songs in your cracked MP3 player. And thanks for being in threefive with me (: you are very appreciated by me!

Dhevy
My first ever angelic friend. You are the one who motivated me to come up with a schedule everyday and making sure that all the things that I want to get it done on the day somehow fit in. You are my study motivation. AH too bad you are in VJ now, no one to motivate me to study. That explains why my results are so low this year. I want you back!!! *demands* You are such a nice and polite and soft girl that I sometimes wonder how you manage to do that. Thanks for listening to Eileen and I sing last year, though our singing wasn't that good. Thanks for being my friend. I miss singing to you. And let's swim again after EOYs.

Ronald
No thanks for being so high up there when I'm standing next to you. Haha. Fine, just wanna thank you for being my physics and chem consultant and for listening to all my crap online. And giving me many many serious answers to all my bullshit. Ane being all concern. That sms at 12.30 am really shocked me. But I know you'll do that to all your friends. Thanks.

Jiong Guang
Thanks for everything. From my bio and physics consultant to my rubber band shooting partner. Only childish people like you shoot rubber bands at me in class and making me look equally childish when I shoot them back. And I still hate your one liner.

Darren
Asshole. Always curse me before I log offline and when we split on the second floor of anderson school building, where you would go your class and me my class. Thanks for being a very nice friend for the past 5 years. From the time you were shorter than me, till now, taller than me. GRR. My msn taking partner and a damn crappy one kay.

Zanyu
Thanks for being there to help me whenever I need help. For helping me take the sticky tape from GO when I sprained my ankle, supporting my ankle when I did my incline pullups and lending me your phones so I can listen you your MP3.

Joel
I am not a mousedeer or a tomato girl. Haha. Thanks for being such a crappy and funny friend. You and ananda make a very nice singing duet. The song is so cuteeee! And the dream. Oh my godd. It's so dumbbbb. Haha. Oh well.

Natalie
Thanks for being a really great friend for the past 8 years. My very nice gyming partner and netball team mates and primary school classmate. Always so sotong.

Threefive-er / g.i.a.n.ts / tuition mates / pri sch mate / two two-er / all the rest
Thanks or just being in my life. You don't know how much you guys have brightened up my life.





Anyway I tried on eileen's spects today, which was a bit like my new one, except that hers is metallic grey, mine sunken brown. She said I looked alright so I guess I will. Haha. I cant wait for tuesday!




Off to mugMUgmug.
(:

AH.

I did not revise today. 2 comprehensions + 4 exercises of chi workbook + 2 tuitions took up my entire day. Maybe I'll study at night, when it's quieter. Nicer to study coz you are the only one awake. No interruptions. No nothing.

Tomorrow. I shall mug all day and all night. Haha.

Wheeeee, I'm changing my spectacles and I looked NERDY. Yes nerdy and nooby and whatever. But I like it. It's metallic brown, fully framed up. I just realised that I have a fetish for only brown, red and maroon spects. In primary school, mine was brown, WITH OVAL LENSES. I sucked with the spects but never mind. That wasn't the point. In sec one and two I had maroon spects and sec two and three, red ones. Gradient from red to brown. Haha.

I scare I won't look nice in my new ones. But I can wait to get them! *jump*

Anyway, I can so kiss the optician okay. The first thing when he picked up my pathetic looking spects was, " The spects is spoilt. The paint is coming off. Time to change it, girl." This was exactly what I wanted to tell my dad but he just refused to get it. He always goes like, " Aiya, can repair one right, don't need waste money." I feel like shoving something up his nostrils, seriously. Haha, fine not exactly, but something like that.

And I'm so damn happy to say that my eye degrees did not increase a single bit! Wahaha.

The mood to blog just faded away.
Okay. See ya.

Yeah, I miss my computer.

Yes, I know it is the time to mug and study and all, but everyone should watch the nine o'clock show every Monday to Friday. It's so damn freaky, it freaks me out. Like seriously freak me. Ah, but it's so nice. I do my maths homework when I watch. Haha, at least it makes me feel better when I slacked a little.

Anyway I can't remember what happened the last few days. Oh ya, the student forum yesterday was quite alright. Until Benjamin pointed out that all ccas should have a noticeboard did I realise that Netball, too, desperately need one. I keep smsing netballers. My parents will steam me alive! And and, I wanted to raise something damn important and due to the lack of time, I didn't manage to speak. I usually hate speaking in front of a big crowd, especially in front of teachers, but when I SO BADLY wanted to speak, I did not.

Such bullshittttt.
AH.

Never mind. I sent in a letter already. :)

Today, had bio make up lesson. Hmmm after the lesson, mas, letch and I went around helping our classmates clip black paper to the leaves. We are so helpful :) Then mas had to rush off to tuiton while letch and I went northpoint to shop for assessment books. HAHA. Yepp, we did. I desperately want to do well in physics, coz it is my weakest subject currently. Then bought a chem guide book too coz it is good. It explains. Went cards and such and walked around. I fell in love with this classy notebook. Oh my godd, it' so beautiful but cost like 10 bucks? It's very expensive for a book but it's made of leather. I want it!!! *squeal* Anyone nice enough to get it for me? haha.

Ate dinner in northpoint and saw Dhevy. Laughed a lot in the train. *Misses DEHVY and EILEEN. Haha.

Gonna mug during the weekends.


Yeah I like going to school. I know it sounds weird but it's true. No, I'm not looking forward to another day of studying and trying to keep awake in boring lessons. I like to be with my friends. Especially the ones sitting around me. I LOVE CHRISTINE!!! I like her laughter! Even if there isn't any joke, I'll still laugh my ass away when she laughs. Her laughter is so damn contagious! Letch is one crazy woman. But okay. THIS will inflate her ego but she's funny. The way she phrases her words and the way she says them out. YAY. Mas uh, one spastic ass but she's very funny. VERYY.

Basically I just laugh my guts out every single day. I like it.

YAYYY>

got it from mail. Just ignore the arrows. Got tired of removing them so just left it. YAWNS.



Pick the MONTH that you were born in

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking atpeople's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody

ARPIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.Spendthrift

JUNE:
Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikesnonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and >>>>forms impressions carefully. Caring and>>>>loving.>>>>Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.>>>>Wary and sharp. Judges people through>>>>observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in >>>>studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about>>>>the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends.>>>>Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless>>>>provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes >>>>long to recover.

AUGUST:
>>>>outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on>>>>attention. no self control. kind hearted. self >>>>confident. loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful.>>>>easy to get along with and talk to. has>>>>an "everything's peachy" attitude. loves screaming,>>>>talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. >>>>easily distracted. loves to flirt. hates being>>>>left out.>>>>hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to>>>>be loved. hates studying. in need of >>>>"that>>>>someone". longs for freedom. rebellious whe>>>>withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain">>>>caring. always a suspect. playful. >>>>mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a specail>>>>person. stubborn. courious. independent. strong>>>>willed. a fighter

SEPTEMBER:
>>>>Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and>>>>organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes.>>>>Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk >>>>well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.>>>>Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest.>>>>Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive>>>>Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever >>>>and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.>>>>Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to>>>>motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around.>>>>Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and >>>>traveling.>>>>Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up>>>>feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships.>>>>Systematic. sexy but has brains

OCTOBER:
>>>>Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves>>>>to takes things at the center. Inner and physical>>>>beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. >>>>Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless.>>>>Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers>>>>easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of>>>>to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely >>>>smart.

NOVEMBER:
>>>>Trustworthy and loyal.Very compassionate and>>>>caring.Wild at times.Knows how to have fun.Sexy>>>>and mystertious.Everyone is drawn towards your>>>>inner and outter beauty.Playful, secretive.Very>>>>emotional and takes alot to make angry.Meets>>>>new people easily.Fearless and>>>>independent.Can>>>>hold their own.Stands out in a crowd.Gets jealous>>>>easily.Essentially very smart

DECEMBER:
>>>>Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in>>>>games and interactions. Impatient and hasty.>>>>Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be >>>>with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves>>>>attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and>>>>trustworthy. Not pretending

A quick update.

Yesterday.
After school, letch accompanied me to the gym to see if my adidas bottle was still there. I was trying my luck la though my hopes wasn't high. 4 days le, sure gone. Haha, I was right. DAMN. I miss my adidas waterbottle! It has been with me for like almost one year already? Ah, why am I so careless? Then we were stuck in the place for close to thirty minutes because the sky decided to pour heavily. Having nothing to do, we watched some guys played squash. Haha.

Today.
Phototaking!!! Our school is so pathetic okay, there isn't any nice spot to take photos in and I guess the school allowed us to take in the inspiring town was most probably because they wanted to promote it. Make it known that we have an inspiring town. *shake head* Not like out school isn't prominent enough. Come on, look at the colour combination. We sure stand out if a pilot decides to look down when he's above Ang Mo Kio. But this year's photo taking is very informal. Ah. I bet I'll suck in them. Had a horrible splitting headache, I can't even laugh properly. I mean, when I laugh, I shake with laughter and my head spun. I so BADLY wanted to go home and sleep.



The school should STOP giving us homework. We need time to revise and it's not like we are taking 5 subjects. We are taking 10 bloody subjects and yet they are throwing us with such huge amount of homework. I constantly find myself racing against time, and unfortunately, I always find myself at the losing end. Like yesterday, Mas and I planned to study geog and social studies. But I took a much longer time to finish my maths than I have planned and my whole schedule for that day was ruined. Ah. So I rushed through Social studies only.

I WANT NO HOMEWORK!!!! *demands*


I sounded like a spoilt brat.
Shall update again when I have miraculously have time to spare.



I just realised how shallow she is. She disgusts me, totally.

Yeah, I swam today with my sister, at 12pm. WHOO HOO, I got tanner but I know I won't get sunburnt, coz it wasnt direct sunlight. Hmmm lame-d around and we were really laming. But never mind, exam fever, must relax sometimes. Then after 1hr and 15 minutes we were out of the pool already coz I wanted to return home early to study.

So took the train to woodlands and ate lunch, bought my bottle and the earrings. Shopped a little and we tried on halter tops. Haha, I think I looked quite alright but I wont wear anything that resembles a haltertop out of my house. Especially those barebare ones. No figure. Haha.

Then rushed home and began my chem revision after bathing. Finished my maths homework, continued chem revision and I'm blogging a little now. HA, I didn't even sleep! So uber proud of myself okay. Coz I usually sleep like nobody's business after swimming.

Haven even read today's newspaper.


Off.

It has been ages since I broke down and cried.
But, it felt nice.

I LOST MY ADIDAS WATERBOTTLE!!!
DAMN!

I think I may be going for nike bottle for once. Haha. And it has nothing to do with your gudd taste darren. Like I said, I will still go for the metal adidas waterbottle one if not for its very nice price. Yepp and I have good taste. :)

OHMYGOD. Darren says it is 19 more days to EOY. Oh my goodness. I better mug hard now. Don't want to screw it up again.

MUGMUGMUG


But I'm going swimming tomorrow and go in serach for my bottle and most probably sleeping. Ah! No time.

I gym-ed with natalie today. It was a good workout coz we really tried on those scary looking machines. That girl, made me wait for so long uh. *narrow eyes* Haha. Was up on the treadmill first. Jogged for thity minutes but the speed was still not good. Took like 20 mintues to finish 2.4km. I failed the napfa run if that was the real thing!

Sweat like a pig.

Then tried on the machine that worked on the abdominal. I almost died there alright. The strain was terrible. Did on random machines that worked on triceps and others. Not really sure though. Did sit ups. The last time we went, we didn't do much coz the machines looked scary, like really huge with lots of weights.

But, I ate back all those calories I burned off. Chocolate fudges and durian puffs are just so irresistable. Such sinful indulgences but I don't care la, as long as I'm not overweight. I shall maintain my weight at 40kg. *determined*

Went j8 after that and finally bought Jesley's present. Erm bought plastic wrapper for books too. My physics textbook is rotting.

AND AND,

I got a new pair of earrings! It looks nice on me, you know those ring types? :) But I broke it. YES I BROKE IT, and it's not even 2 hours old. I know, I can so kill myself. Okay, it isn't really broken but the metal thingy split open and it was dangling pathetically. It is still wearable so I'm wearing them but I have a feeling that it was spoil anytime if I'm not careful. Shall go get new ones soon.

I slacked the whole day! AH! Except for a bit of chinese, I literally slacked my day away. I slept right away when I reached home. Tomorrow. I shall study tomorrow and on Sunday.

Kinematics (physics) sucks.








I'm starting to fall in love with JJ's songs. Yay! It's very nice. Plus the fact that junyang has voice that is quite similar to JJ's makes me like his song more!

I hope I don't land myself with an ice cream selling job in the future. Especially those house to house, blocks to blocks and flats to flats ones.

Coz you always get dao-ed.

There's this guy selling ice cream today and he stood outside my flat for a very long time. He kept knocking on my door but no one even acknowledged his presence, not even a "sorry, we don't want it." I think he looked idiotic, standing outside my flat, looking as though he was stranded, or had been just been chased out of it.

But it's not my fault! I thought he was my neighbour, just back from wherever they went to and were demanding their straits times papers. Haha. So I continued with my stuff, my mum was bathing, my sister was sleeping and my father's not yet home. And it was so obvious that we were at home since my little sister was watching barney and his friends.

I guessed he got tired of stoning and decided to peep in. THANKGOD I looked decent. I mean, at least I'm not like in my pjamas or something. So he went like, " I'm selling ice cream."

*blink*

"No thanks, I don't want."

*blink and smile*
*smile again*

He stoned there, deciding whether to continue persuading me or go away. In the end he chose the latter. I felt bad okay. He seemed nice and polite and I rejected his offer like so clear cut. Haha. i didn't even say sorry. DAMN. I bet he was cursing me when he went down the stairs.

Okay, i must be very bored to be blogging about some ice cream selling guy.
Off.

AH. I see pictures! I can finally put pictures! Scream*

Mas and me on the first one. Okay, Mas is so going to kill me. HAha.

And that's letch and me on be yourself day. Ronald and Jiankai's behind us. Haha. Posting pictures is so fun. Shall take more and post more. :)

Fast.
Agile.
Speedy.
Sportsmanship.
Rocking!

That's what netball singapore's player are made up of. I slaute, adore and worship them. Ah. Love them loads! Everytime I see them play, they never fail to bring out the passion to play netball in me. They are my motivation to play well and excel in netball.

It was a very fierce fight between Singapore and Malaysia. At first Malaysia was leading by 2 goals and then there was a turn over and Singapore lead, from 2 goals to 4 then slowly to 10!!! WHOO HOO~ There were many many pretty saves, it was like whoaaaa, how I wish I can do something like that.

And today was the first time I felt Singaporeans bond. Whenever it was the Malaysians turn to get the ball, we would chant "Defence" then using the balloon-look-alike thingy and went 'thud, thud' and the whole process repeats itself.

I so wanna play netball now now NOW!

Okay, so after the match, millions of singaporeans were like swarming around the team players and trying to get near to them. Haha.

And never would I though that I would get to see my form teacher in primary school in such a place. I didn't know that she took part in a netball super league called Spitfire, which claimed third position in 4th divsion and she played GA! Such a familar position for me. Talked la and she became lamer, crazier and more aunty like. :) haha. Missed her.

But I have homework to do. I have to come up with a short write up on today's match and all the events netball anderson had taken part in. My english is so bad la, but yiling agreed to help me! That commonwealth essay writing person! Haha, I'm saved. I shall anyhow write and let her do an extreme makeover for it.




Off.

Ah. I did not get any tanner. I see no difference before I swam and after swimming. Says letch too.
DAMN.

I swear the sun hates me. It would turn ridiculously hot when I'm out of the pool and hid behind clouds whenever I hit the pool. Spastic sun. *curse* I didn't get tanner!!! Sobb. Shall go swimming again soon.

Met letch at 0830, hmm, okay maybe that explains the lack of sunlight, we should have gone at 12 plus. Haha. Sure chao tao one! Then changed out of our clothes and into our swim suits. Letch looked sexy in her one piece swim suit. All those curves. I, on the other hand, looked plain. Thinking of it, she looked quite all right without her spects and I don't look weird without mine OKAY. You are just not used to it la.

Swam in the medium pool first coz I refused to swim in the deep pool. I forgot how to breathe under water. That's so sickening! So sputtered and choked and looked like an idiot. Oh well. Letch is a fast swimmer though she cheated sometimes. HAHA. She will walk when she stumbles okay? Hmrph. Swam.

Then shifted to the deep pool. I swam like one horizontal lap and ended up soaking in the sunlight. Or rather I'm the only one soaking up the sun, letch was busy hiding from it. Crazy woman. The sun is nice, it makes me tan. Spent most of the time talking instead of swimming la. No comment on the thing that shocked you letch. I thought all guys thought like that but obviously wilbur and nathanael don't. Haha. I was wrong.

Hmmm den swam a little and ate. Letch eats ice cream disgustingly. :) Not those cream ones, it's those iced one that would melt fast. HEH. Oh, we took loads of spastic snapshots with my phone and I meant spastic.

Then went northpoint to buy books and mac to get my lunch. I'm eating so unhealthily. Ah.

Snoozed a little while smsing. Haha.

Then followed my dad to the stadium but ran only 5 rounds (and the timing was horrible). Used up all my energy for swimming though I didn't swim much. Only finished bio's transport in mammals and a bit of chinese. No energy.

Exhausted.

I must be bored, to be blogging twice a day.

Anyway I went down with my mother to return zijun's vcd again and my mother wanted to buy dinner. Anyway the shopkeeper only wanted zijun's IC number. Ah, feel like boxing her la. Why cant she just say IC number uh?

Anyway I was walking behind my mother on the way home and I gazed at her back, her anyhow highlighted hair and the polo shirt she is forever wearing, and realised that she is a truely extraordinary woman.

"Women are usually the one that's running the family well. They would do anything for the family, even if they had to cry themselves to sleep every night, they wouldn't opt for a divorce, for the sake of their children." This was what my form teacher from P3 to 5 said. I didn't think really indepth about it, but now, I found it to be quite true.

I always see my dad engrossed in his own stuff. Like totally occupied with his work, totally absorbed in changing the fish tank water when our fishes were still there, talking loudly on the phone with his friends or just sitting on the sofa, stoning, watching soccer matches. It seems to me that these were all he did. No, I'm not complaining la. Just well, stating the fact. He's the family atm machine too.

But my mum on the other hand is so WHOA, all up and energetic. I mean I see her forever vaccuming the floor, playing with my sister, washing the clothes, getting our dinner without fail. I hate getting dinner for my family. It's like so heavy? Haha. And she's like always walking around, arranging stuff and making sure everything is where they should be?

And tonight, she actually wanted to eat something else, but knowing that my youngest sister wanted to eat something else and she could never finish it up herself, my mum forgo-ed her food to share with her. Totally slaute her.

And it was drizzling just now when I went down and my mum forced me to take an umbrella with me. I refused to take the floral one so I chose this ultra big umbrella. It was too big an umbrella for a light drizzle honestly. And it was so heavy. I had to hold on to zijun's vcd and my handphone and an elepantic umbrella. When i wanted to open the umbrella, I had diffculty. I told my mum and she laughed and switched with me immediately. So I had the limegreen one which was loads time smaller and thinner.

She would rather take the heavy one. Ah. Love her.

Oh, and though I know she has a hundred and one thing to do, she took time out to actually sit down and go through my o level shou ce, dictionaries, and many many other handbooks to find simple sentences so it would be easier for me to memorise.

I never thought much about it until now, and I guess I shouldn't take that for granted anymore. I shall buy her chicken essence someday. To replenish her whatever thngies that needed to be replenished. And I have never really seen her break down and cry in front of us before. Hmm, there's once she cried coz something happened to her sisters but wanted us to keep it from my dad. I guessed she doesn't want us to see her vulnerability.

If getting into a marriage is something like that, I'm thinking otherwise. Haha. I don't want get dinner for everybody! Haha. Okay, I shall be a nicer person from now on.


But

she hid my chinese vcds so I couldnt watch before I study something.
DAMN.

Anyway everybody should watch Opponent, a korean show, I'm watching now. All male should learn from the lead actor all right? He's so downright sweeeet. *swoons*

haha.

Two long posts in a day is quite a feat for me.
Going swimming tomorrow with letch.
Hope that the sun will be murderously hot :)

You've changed. Very drastically but I doubt you know. But everyone else knows. You used to be that little girl whom would think before you say in case you hurt someone else's feelings. You don't swear, or rather you hardly swear. But now, I see a totally different person. It's like as if I've know a stranger for almost a lifetime. Whatever you planned, I'm kinda the last person to know. A major difference 2 years back.

It's so ironic but it's true. It's just so weird but I think you have put in too much of yourself into it, such that you are losing your identity slowly. Most of us see it and know. Outsiders always see some things you don't but yet nobody is willing to say. Maybe coz we don't want anything to change. I hate the fact that people change due to me. It's just so fake.

She's right. We are just a bunch of people, coming together coz we share the same passion. We just click better. But we do not owe one another anything. We have no right to interfere whatever things you are doing, even if you are hurting someone badly through your actions. You might think it's cool, but I seriously think otherwise. But I guess it's difference, since I've known you earlier and longer than the others.

I shouldn't be too affected, coz I have loads of other better things to worry about, like how to pull up my grades for an example. Maybe it's just nothing, but you have changed a lot a lot.




Anyway

my dad just gave away the two pathetic and miserable fighting fishes to my cousins. My cousin's house resembles a pet shop. An aquarium of fish, complete with fake corals and water plants. A parot which can't fly coz his parents snipped off its wing feathers, many many tortises, millions of hamsters and a rabbit, locked somewhere outside his house. Oooh, and plus my two pathetic and miserable fighting fish.

Though I don't interact with the fishes, I still felt sad when I knew that my father's gonna give it away. My family is just so not a pet family. I mean we feed them only when we remembered that they werent fed for quite some time, and they were put outside my house. And I'm certainly not someone who talks to fishes when I'm feeling the blues. So why the heck did I feel sad?

Never mind.

Though so, I will get a dog when I grow up. A dog like layjia's, Milo. I can hug a doggie when I 'm sad but I just cant hug a fish. All it's insides will probably come spilling out, not a pretty sight. Fishes are boring.

But I can so remember how delighted my sisters and I were when my dad brought them home. We squealed and cheered as though we haven seen fishes in our entire life. And how horrified I was when I noticed that a small chunk of the blue fish's tail as fallen off as a result of a fight it had with the red one.

I'm weird today. Haha.

Happy birthday, Jesley!!!
happybirthday~
happybirthday~
happybirthday~

Nothing much happened today. Woke up, ate breakfast, watched powerpuff girls and slept again. Woke up at twelve, ate lunch and finished up maths corrections. Hmmm, did a bit of chinese, then finished studying sulpheric acid, watched vcd and prepared for chinese tuition.

Yeah, no emaths tuition today. The block was having a party of some sort. My sister went for it, I think, then somehow she got into bishan park and got to see kelly. Argh. Lucky pig. And she got a team singapore shirt. DAMN. But never mind, it seems weird wearing team singapore shirt when you are not singapore's team.

Went to return zijun's vcd after my tuition which was around 9.50pm and got attitude-d. It wasn't my fault that I didn't have the whatever number she wanted to return zijun's vcd. Zijun never gave me any number what. And she's like going malaysia tomorrow and coming back on wednesday. The vcds' due on monday. Great, how to return? Ah. And I detest the shop keeper. She snapped at me claiming that she had no time coz she was closing the shop. She just doesn't want to speak to me or talk to zijun on the phone when I called her. What happened to a smile? Or a simple sentence- sorry I'm busy now. Please come back another time. I would rather do my homework and study and not go to your shop okay. I swear, I will never ever patronise her shop. No matter how much I want to watch a show and only her shop has it.

Now I don't know what to do. Go back, get attitude-d again and see what I can do or make zijun pay for the overdue fees.

Ah. I'm so angry.

Yesterday.

Yeah, I went to the yishun stadium yesterday to jog. Went with my father. He goes to the stadium every single day to either jog or walk. And his daughter, on the other hand, is too lazy to move her ass. I'm so ashamed. Haha. I will go jogging on at least alternate days, if not everyday, until netball trainings resume. To maintain my weight la and improve my stamina.

But I feel healthy though I ate all kind of junk. :)

I didn't manage to finish my sixth rounds. The sky poured out of the blue and I had to stop. But I found many postcards there and I took a lot. Haha. Yeah, I can start writing postcards again.

Today.
Got back my result slip. My results were like shit. They serve as wakeup calls for me. To move my lazy ass from the couch and my eyes from the tv. September holidays is a mugging week. But I shall go swimming. Yeah. Miss swimming loads.

Dhevy and Wilbur came back today! Yayyyy. Haha. Wilbur shot up sooo much. My goodness I had difficulty talking to him. And he talks really fast and he doesn't talk english okay? He talks chemistry! Talked and did some catching up. It was fun. Miss twotwo a lot a lot.




Junyang's out. Kelly's out.
I cant believe weilian's the superstar. Hello? I'm so not prepared to accept the fact. I smsed for kelly, twice from my handphone, twice from my sister's phone, once from my dad's and once from my house phone. (so the bills seemed nicely splitted up. clever uh? haha.) I didn't even vote for junyang. Ahh. Yet Kelly didn't win. Weilian screwed up one of the components badly while kelly aced it. Argh. Life's so unpredictable. When we were so confirm that it would happen, it just did not but yet threw us with something shocking.

They should not have made it 30%- judges choices, 70%- votings. All the real talents would be lost. The winner wouldn't be winning because of his or her real talents what. I know talents isn't everything. You need to be also accepted by the public, so I think they should make it 60% and 40% instead. Screw it.

But never mind, kelly has got a better contract and hopefully junyang gets it too. I love the song wu ding, especially when it was sang by junyang and xinhui. It's so freakass nice!!!



Arghh.

xueling

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is to see that you believe
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