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Sunday, July 31, 2005

FUNCTIONS, TALK TO ME!!!

Functions seriously stink. More than all my socks add together. I would prefer my that pink colour socks with nice orange, pink and red stripes. My god, I'm talking about SOCKS. Look what has common tests had done to me. I can't even think straight.

I'm so not prepared for tomorrow's ss paper. Done all the memorising but still. It's the thinger on how to answer those structured essay questions. I never do well for those. And source base. And they took away all those short answered questions. Now, I'm pretty sure I will flunk the paper. Not kidding.

Okay, I should be thankful we have gone past source base phase since I cant infer, to save my life. I can't tell the difference between an inference and something rephrased that has been lifted out from the text.

Functions sucks. My brain just refuse to even try understand Function graphs. What with all those inverse functions, reflecting on y=x and all those funny funny thingies. My brain literally gave upp. Linear law as well. I haven even tried doing linear laws. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll glue myself down onto my seat and do linear law.

Next week is going to be like the worse week ever.

And Napfa 2.4km. I want to see those psixers!!! Argh.

-Sigh-
Back to ss.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

No time to mug yet found time to go online.
*amused*

Snoozed all the way to eleven this morning since I spent the day before mugging for social studies and chemistry till one plus. Sickening. I'm so sick of mugging. Hate anderson.

But I'm glad that I started my chemistry early, so I was kind of done with my chem note taking. -beam- Mr Leow just so rocks. So tomorrow I have, I HAVE to mug for social studies, amaths, chinese idioms, geography and my chem.

Hmmm I'm sure I will have no time for everything. Hafta somehow squeeze in all of them. A little of this and a little of that.

AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Break down and cry.
Okay, off to study amaths.

feng shou kuai le by liang jing ru is nice.

Friday, July 29, 2005

No time.

No time to mug. Ah.

The sets test today was gross. Mr Wong is so evil. I don't know whether it was my english or his english but I did not understand what he wanted in a few questions. I'm so dead. And it's only SETS. I can't imagine how functions and linear law questions look like.

Our chinese teacher didn't come today. Whoo hoo. But our o level chinese... Anyway was doing the english summary and listening to my ipod all the way while Mr Gn taught half of the class on how to do one of the sets questions. Too sick of sets question to be curious la.

Geography was boring, as usual. Wasn't paying attention.

Maths. Boo.

Biology was ok la. Our temporarily teacher was gay and amusing. At least I found him really funny and amusing. But still, I miss Mrs lim. :(

Damn those CA3 tests.
I'm so dead.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I finished harry potter book in three days. Quite a feat for me, considering the fact that I have school, netball and homework. Read 400 pages on monday. I'm sure my eye degrees increased, but it's all worth it.

I don't get why so many people cried when dumbledore died. I just felt sad but cry? Haha. No. But I found the Harry and Ginny, Ron and Hermione thing quite amusing. Very sweet. Overall the book was okay la, bu very little action. More relationship stuff than voldermort thing. Can't wait for the movie to screen.

School sucks. To the core. They told us that our common test is just next week and expect us to score? Why can't they tell us one week earlier, I mean last week. At least we would have time to mug. Dumb. DUMB. But surprisingly I'm not stressed la. I just do what I can la. So sick of it already. The school trying to test our time management skills or something?

School's boring, as usual. But I have to start mugging. Have not started on anything except chemistry. Mr Leow is the only sane teacher in Anderson. He informed us weeks before so enough time for revision.

Argh. Hate school.
Off to revise for this coming sets test and a bit of chemistry if possible.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DHEVY!!!!

Monday, July 25, 2005

Finally finally finally finally, I have laid my hands on the harry potter book. Not mine though.
So hooked on it. So hooked that I don't feel like going online and revising my sets test which is like coming this week.

So hooked.

Managed to tear my eyes away from the book to help my dad check his bank account and to blog a short entry. Chionged my homework in order to dedicate the rest of the time on the book. I reckon I'm not gonna do well for my tests.

So hooked.

But I'm still at like 153 page la. Got the book today. I'm such a slow reader.

Hooked.

Anyway,

Happy birthday jiong guang!
Happy birthday mavis!

Sunday, July 24, 2005

I have so much to blog about, but they all ran away the moment I opened the page.

Today was quite okay la. Went tuition, both eileen and I wore our two two class teeshirts. Whoo. Our teacher started on matrices. It's a really stupid subject but fun to do la. Not bad. Hmmm then my sister and I went northpoint to get some stuff. Went to get her red top for her school national day celebration. She's one vainpot. Haha.

Headed to Harvey Norman to check out keyboard covers but don't have. Damn. Even Harvey Norman don't sell, I can't think of anywhere that may sell keyboard cover. Ikea? Bought a pouch big enough to put the ipod shuffle coz my ipod is severely scratched. Yes, those heartaches. It's green and furry. :)

Hmm then, went popular and bought the shou ce for o level chinese already. Then lunched in mac. It's been a long while since I ate fastfood. Fries!!!

I'm displeased. About the people around me, all those things. Maybe it's just me. But somehow I feel like ,they have disappointed me, but I know I can't complain since I'm sure I'm not living up to other's expectation. I'm pissed, but don't ask me why. I don't even know. It's just that I'm starting to lose the cheerfulness in me. No more patience to tolarate stuff and I'm starting to snap at people. At every little thing they do. I'm no longer the xL who tries to laugh and smile when something irritates me. I roll my eyes and retort something sarcastic back. I don't like it.

Maybe it's just PMS, moodswings, whatever.
But what everybody does irritates me.

Haha, okay, the problem lies in me.
Ah whatever.

Loving organics shampoo.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Yes, I trimmed my fringe after days of comtemplating.
Trimmed it early in the morning, at 10.30am to be precise. Sat in the house, waiting for about 10 mintues, and I was done in like, less than 5 minutes?

Haha. Spent only 2 bucks, one dollar lesser in the salon near your house, letch. :)

Then bought butter cookies *smirks at darren* and more M&Ms.

My fringe feels shorter, better but I looked so... guai, especially when my fringe all falls on my forehead. Haha. I'm so not guai la.

Finished revision for chem le. Yay!!! Left 2 more chapters, still quite a lot though.
Tuitions later. Argh, also dreading them.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Racial Harmony day was such a boring day la. And to make it worse, we have Pe on that day. Argh.

Did sit ups, one of the easiest stations, and ya I passed it. :) Then we practised for our inclined pull ups and standing broadjump. I was so scared of doing inclined pullups la, coz I couldnt even hit like 5 in the old physical corner. But now, using the new one, it's a lot easier and i could do 12!!! -beam- Fine, it's not a lot, but still. A sense of accomplishment okay.

Hmmm then slacked ALL the way till school ended. Masturah and I went to the canteen, thinking that there was some kind of concert going on, only to find it so packed with students. Bought my food, waited for Mas to finish her drink, before going back to threefive to eat. It's kinda impossible to find a seat in the canteen lo.

Then don't know how it started, but we began hiding from teachers and councilors. (we meaning, me, mas, anusha, val, weeyang, zhonghuan, zanyu, jiong guang, weilun and others la.) Coz we wont suppose to be in the classroom. It was so funny. Mas and I hid behind the discussion room door, looking like idiots. Then after that we slacked.

Ooooh, and I played pepsi cola thinger, where we have to step on one another's foot, with nelson, jiong guang, ronald and zanyu. They were so violent la and I was very freaked.

Hmmm, then studied in the library with zijun. I couldn't do my maths worksheet. So sickening.
Then bought waffle and went home.

Boredd.

the true you began to surface and it's making me all disappointed and irritated.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Damn, I just remembered that we have to get something for Mr Liew's birthday present. His birthday on 8 August. And I still have not finish collecting pe teeshirts sizes for the CCA t-shirts. Im broke like shit. And there's quite a number of birthdays coming up. angelyn's, ankita's, mr liew's, my sister's and natalie's. OH NO~ I just managed to save 20 dollars and I have to spend it on them.

Haha.

Looks like it's gonna be sometime before I manage to get all the stuff I want.

I miss Mr Gn. When finally I see some light in geography, Mdm Neo has to come back. Man, I can so see myself back in this black hole, trying unsuccessfully to understand geography. Back to the monotonus, continuous mummbling of some blowhole thinger and moving on without even asking if we understand.

Fine, I'm mean.

But I want Mr Gn back!!!

Biology show and tell over already. Eeeeyer, cannot slack already la. No more reading syafiqah's The Opal Deception sneakily while those presentation were going on. I think I've changed. A lot. I have became more rebellious. Turning up late for class after recess, smsing in class, doing things I'm not suppose to do in class and being all loud and noisy.

But still, I'm a happy happy girl.

I feel so stupid. It's time for me to stop.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I'm so sorry yiling. Really sorry.
Argh, felt so bad.

Okay, today netball was plain hell.
Firstly the sky couldn't stop raining. It was pouring like shit before netball and we had a theory lesson in our ex-threefive classroom. Missed it :) Had theory lesson for netball. Haha. Quite weird. And coach was encouraging us to go for the umpiring course which costs a bloody 85 dollars. But we can always earn them back by umpiring though. Contemplating.

Hmmm then finally the rain stopped and we trained. Passes were okay. Did with SiangYee and Priscilla. It was milkshake (really weird name la.) that was horrible. We couldnt even hit 15, let alone 30. Fine, I dropped balls a few times but it was during that, that I realised that our juniors passes are still very weak. Only like 5 months more to train up.

The seniors, namely me, nat, zijun, jody and anna began to feel irritated coz they could not stop missing passes. Ya la. We did not complete the two sets in the end. All of us were so tired la and angry.

Then game.

Played like crap. i never seem to be able to get Jody's lope passes. Missed it quite a few times and once I managed to intercept the ball from the opponent and the ball JUST HAD to slipped through my fingers and into the opponent's.

Pissed with myself.

Bah. My skills deproved.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Just finished my show and tell portfolio. I didnt know that wwe had to do one lah. Our presentation was like last thursday, so I doubt he will accept our late portfolio. Damn. But Mas and I will score quite badly if we don't have portfolio coz we handed in scrap pieces of our stuff that we had then. He has to accept. I printed out like 11 pages. A complete waste of my ink but never mind.

Anyway, my edusave ran out of money again.
I bet the government's not giving me money. My edusave is always running out of money. Haha. Okok, later I get sued by the government.

Drained.

I changed my template back.
Haha. Paiseh layjia.
I get sick of the same template easily so I have to keep changing it to keep me going. =) But I saved your very nice and personalised template already. Yep, so gonna use it once I get tired of this.

But still wanna thank you for taking time to help me design one and since it kept screwing up and you hafta un-screw it, ya, thanks loads.

Anyway, school today was boring la. And I was surprised, really surprised when threefive screamed a little when someone announced the subjects we topped last semester. I don't know how long have I not screamed and today, I did. It felt nice, really.

And then, after bio, joel and ananda had a huge screaming fest in the classroom and it felt great, hearing decent noise again. Starting to love threefive all over again. Seriously, I kinda miss camp, at the start of the year. Putting aside those disgusting food, camp was fun la. Especially the hike where we almost died walking.

So many people's birthdays coming up, and plus all those stuff I want to get, I'm seriously lack of money. I shall dutifully save 2 dollars everyday. And I said about wanting a MP3 right?

Bullshit.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Yay, received Dhevy's letter to me.
SO HAPPY!!!
Really miss those days...

Anyway I watched My Girl on SCV and it was so nice. So sweeeet. The only part I DETEST was the man who acted as the older version of Jeab. He looks so GAY. Very gay okay? He has hair that was growing half way down his back and he tied it up in a thick way ponytail.

!!!

I was so shocked when I realised that the story was in a form of flash back and that guy was Jeab's older version. I swear I almost puked. The younger version of Jeab was so cuuutee and innocent. My god. THAT MAN!!! Spoilt the whole thing. How sinful.

Noi Nah was cute also. Before she snipped off her two pigtails. But they never show her older version, which was kinda wasted la. The two were so sweet when they were young.

Haha.

I don't feel like revising chemisty leh. Want to start but procrastinated like from yesterday till now. Haven even looked at it.

Haiz. =)

I want to get a keyboard cover!!! it's so caked with dust and dirt la.

Whoa, 370 entries in this blog altogether.
What a feat!
I didnt know that I have so much to crap about but I forgot when I started this blog already la. Haha.

Anyway, I have this feeling that I am wasting half my life away. I mean, I always see Eileen and Dhevy rushing reports, chionging homework, going for ccas, or doing something constructive while I'm here at home, worrying whether my ipod charges, watching vcds and slacking online. They are, no doubt, doing something that will benefit them in the future while I'm letting time slip by.

Haiz.

Never mind.

Shall go read chem notes. --> something constructive.
And the chem common test in week 6 is plain bullshit la. 5 topics tested. Metals, experimental techniques, identification of cations and anions, air and water and something. I forgot. I'm so dead. I cant do a single question on experimental techniques and for identification of cations and anions, i got like 4 out of 20 for the worksheet that was suppose to be a open book spring test.

OPEN BOOK and I still got such lousy results. Bah.
Looks like I have to mug like hell this term.
But I always end up not doing it. Haha.
Haiz.

Friday, July 15, 2005

I found my usb port already!!!!
thanks jiong guang!=)
If not I would have been piss for the rest of the night.

When I thought my com did not have usb port, I was so bloody pissed.
And when I requested my dad to upgrade the com, my mom started a long lecture about many people being jobless and ya.

Haiyaaaa.

Never mind, yay! My ipod is charging happily away. =)=)=)

Anyway chinese listening comprehension was bullshit. I think I got loads of mistakes la. Im gonna die. Haiz. I don't know what happened to be recently, but I'm not performing at all. Both for oral and listening comprehension. Maybe I slacked too much. Maybe I lost the motivation to study at all. I kept having very negative thoughts in my head. I don't feel as confident as before. I need a boost in confidence.

Anyway before listening compre, Zijun, Layjia, Jody and I went over to the playground after buying our lunch. Ate lunch and played catching cum blind mice there with meigui, andson (dunno how to spell la) and priscilla. FUN!!!! Ya la. We have deprived childhoods.

Then listening compre.

After listening compre, we slacked in three three before heading to the netball court. It was pouring so we sat in a sheltered area. Jody, Layjia, Zijun, Benjamin, Zanyu and I began playing a game and truth or dare was the forfeit. I chose dare when I failed to get something right coz I hate truth. I had to shoot in the rain, spin, do one starjump and make a peace sign while comiing back. I bet I look stupid la. but never mind, it's loads better than chickening out la.

Then we got bored and played less than 5 minutes of netball in the rain. Went opposite to eat and played truth or dare again. Got bored and we decided to go home. Took cab and than a bus. Still owe layjia one dollar. eeeeeyer. HAHA.

YAY, off to watch VCD!!!!

I hate tea.
I forgot to mention that I scalded my tongue drinking tea during chinese period.
The tea was nice.
I guess it was my fault la.
Now my tongue feels so numb and hurts like shit.
My poor tongue.
I bet all my tate buds are all screwed up.

DAMN!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

I almost died of heart attack just now.
My com actually hanged the moment I clicked on the button SAVE to save my edited version of Walls for my pensaward. I was cursing all the way while I waited for my com to reboot. But luckily my com somehow has the recovered version.

WHEE~

Napfa today. I'm so bloodly depressed, pissed and crapped up.
0.08 seconds less to get an A.
What the hell is this.

My timing initially was 11.8s and I was damn shocked and disappointed la. Totally not predicted. Haiya, coz I over-ran. My second timing was slightly better. 11.38s seconds. But to get an A, it must be lesser than 11.3s.

I felt like killing myself lo.
D A M N.
My first time not getting an A for shuttle run and the only one I can get an A.
Asshole la.

Haiz, off to find pictures for my show and tell. It's tomorrow. So dead.
Bah.

Monday, July 11, 2005

Yay, I slept in class during english lesson.
Shiok =)

Urgh, go here to test your brain. =)
Off to watch tv.

toodles.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I skipped the school's walkathon today!!
-beam-
Just so sick of seeing teachers for like 6 consecutive days la. Downright disgusting.
AND I HAVE TUITION.
Yep, so I have a valid reason to skip it kk? And I have to pass eileen something damn important. And she has to return me my ipod.

Yes, printing my excuse letter. I'm sure the andersonians had a nice walk.

I finished my show and tell. =)
Went ma su laaa house today and completed it in 2 hours and 45 mins. Yes, feeling all accomplished now. Luckily we researched eons ago so we just needed to reshuffle and organize them.

Masturah's mother makes nice sandwiches. Haha. Yummy.
And it was bloody raining so heavily. So I had difficulty going home. And I was literally freezing off my ass in the bus. The whole of the upper deck of the bus is so freezing cold I tell you.

Oh oh, I cut my hair. I trimmed the back part and my ponytail doesnt seem to exist anymore. Haha. Trimmed off a lot of my hair. I din trim my fringe so I can see myself going back to the cut hair place soon.

Urgh school tomorrow. Damn.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Went for ANDnovation today.
It turned out to be not bad leh actually.

Reached there early and stoned on the netball court while waiting for anna to come. We watched the two four people wash cars and Miss Felicia Ho thought that both of us were from 3/9. Haha, I was so amused and could not stop laughing.

Then saw letch and we walked a bit before taking score for the captains ball finals. four two won but I was kinda supporting the sec twos la. Then after that found letch in the needlework room with the cyber people.

We took neos. Haha =) so nice!! Then bought mas's stall's cookies. It was nice. I wanna learn how to make cookies!!! Slacked in the needlework room before going opposite to have lunch. Letch and I talked a lot. Insulted a lot and crapped.

I din get those floaty helium filled balloons!!! So disappointed.
And natalie said my nike bag looks fake.
Asshole la.

Friday, July 08, 2005

I have used up my vouchers.
Ahhhh, my heart aches.

No more splurging on nice nice things in royal sporting house anymore. Arghh.
But I bought a nike sling bag. It's so pretty. I'm so in love with it. Heh, but it cost a blardy 60 bucks. Half of my remaining voucher just flew away.

After school I waited for zijun to finish her chem remedial lesson before heading to the netball court to slack. We wanted to play ball for a bit before going city hall but we realised that we lost the mood (as in nat, anna, zj and me) so zijun and I went off to buy our stuff without playing.

Went cityhall and headed to the adidas shop. My godd, I saw this very very nice adidas backpack there and it cost 50 bucks only. I think it's really nice but I... have no money la.

I still need to save up for that adidas waterbottle, a nike tee and that bag. hundred plus to save.
Shitt.

Maybe I won't get all of them afterall.

Lunched in kfc. Ate 2 piece chicken special. Finally, a nice and decent meal after eating my home brought food for almost everyday. Then walked somemore in royal sporting house after zijun got her swim suit in adidas shop.

I bought bag and shoe bag and zijun bought an adidas duffel bag. She owes me 20 bucks. Heh heh. MORE MONEY.

Then went back home. My shoulders are aching after that. My stupid school bag is so heavy. Sickening.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

It's been a long time since I blogged. Three days. Haha, don't feel like blogging and coming online this few days. I'm so slackish.

Oral today. I did everything I should not have done. Like stuttering, stammering, erm-inh, hmmm-ing and pausing. I actually read hua wen as hua yu!!!! Yes, shoot me now. I feel so crapped up after oral. But never mind, I shall be optimistic, at least I had something to crap about which most probably took up one full minute. I hope.

Netball training was okay, nothing major came up though it was total unexpected. Coach smsed me when I was having my lunch. Haha. Yay, I had the first talk with the netballers. Wanted to talk to them eons ago but did not until today. Really can't take it la. Maybe I'm thinking too much, I don't know.

I want Anderson Netball team to excel to our fullest potential but with this kind of discipline and attitude, it seems a damn long way. Maybe I've slacked my arse off as a captain and wasn't too firm. From now on, no more hesitating, for me.

Haha, later I become unreasonable ah.

I have so many things to buy yet so little money!!!

WANTS:
`nike sb
`adidas metal bottle
`ankle guard
`a shirt
`a short/skirt

Haiya. I see myself saving for the rest of my life. *happy thoughts*

I just realised that how much I like my dad, though I find him really irritating, self centered who always think that he's right. I really cant use the word LOVE. Haha. Ya. Especially when I told him I needed a ankle guard when I do have one downright disgusting one at home. He looked totally not bothered and bored when I told him. He did not even respond to my request. He looked un-ethu. I told him the price, 20 bucks before going to sleep. And I'm so pleasantly surprised to find 2 $10 notes beneath my billabong wallet.

I was so so so so happy.

So I'm feeling so terrible inside considering the fact that my bills came up to 50 buck with over a thousand messages. I seriously don't know what happened to me. Unlike my mum, he did not say anything. He just asked why the bills came up so high, like last month, when I exceeded too. I promised that I will not exceed next month. I WONT! I WWONTT!!!!

I hope I can do better this term to show my dad that all those expenses I splurged on him did not go wasted.

But

I have not revised a single thing this term. Freaking dead.

I WILL BRING HOME MY PHYSICS TEXT TOMORROW!!!

Monday, July 04, 2005

A lot like love was bullshit.
Cheated people like me!
It wasn't even nice la.

Went and watch the movie with letch and Zanyu. Mas that girl abandoned us!!! Hmrph. Haha. Okay, I wore a skirt today. Yay~ Haha. Letch and I decided to be feminine for a day before going back to our tomboyish way once the weekend ends.

Met in causeway point and watched the movie. I almost fell asleep, and I have never felt like sleeping when I watch movies before. It was downright boring with many kissing and making love scenes. Haha.

Then we walked around causeway point. Went into sportslink and I saw THAT ADIDAS METAL BOTTLE AGAIN!!! I'm so freaking in love with it. Gonna save up for it. It's quite expensive for a bottle leh. Like 25 bucks? A bit not worth it but I so like it!!!! Erm, then walked around in royal sporting house. None of the two shops had black ankle guards like anna's. Sad la. I want to buy leh.

Then went into kiddy palace and cuddled the soft toy eyor. Haha. Cuteee.

Then we trained all the way to bugis and took the aura thinger. For 5 bucks. The person say that I'm very stubborn which was like Whoaaa. Coz I'm really very stubborn. And other stuff la. Letch took too. She has zero energy level. Laugh at her tomorrow. =)

Went around and letch finally got her waterbottle and diary. She got a squirt nike waterbottle, just like my sister. Haha. But nothing beats that adidas metal bottle.

So freaking tired now. I just want to slack like shit for the last few hours.
Had fun today. =)
Laughed a lot and suaned zanyu ALL the way.
Yay, girls' power.

I WAN THAT ADIDAS METAL WATERBOTTLE, LIKE NOW?

Sunday, July 03, 2005

I bought a lot of things from royal sporting house. =)

But they don't have THAT ADIDAS METAL WATERBOTTLE!!!
I'm so sad.
I so freaking fell in love with it.

And I want to save up to buy a mp3 player.
I need money.
So lack of it.

I finally bought that nike sb. Haha. And socks.
And i bought dhevy's present and eileen's one too. =)

Yay, slacked today. Slacked like shit.
wheeee

Friday, July 01, 2005

Yes, I know you are a nice person.
So if you happen to have a software to upgrade window 98 to window 2000 and above, please please please lend it to me.
I NEED IT DESPERATELY!!!!

Anyway, wore casual clothes to school. It's damn casual I tell you, but it suits me fine. I forgot to take out my graph papers again. It's so sickening!!! Hmmm, had a very pathetic concert for youth day celebration, in the canteen. *shake head* It was SO like a concert in the sense that millions of people were standing up coz there was a lack of space.

It was really not nice. To be truthful.

Then Natalie, Anna, Jody, Zijun and me went and watch the C div boys play their match. It was quite exciting la and it's so freaking rough. Like every 5 minutes, there would be a foul. Anderson lost, but never mind. Haha, we had short players la, compared to the opponents but there was still pretty saves and everything.

Bought Mac for lunch.
Oh no, I must have put on damn lot of weight.

Then we took the bus back and headed to the netball court immediately. I couldn't play and it's so not fun sitting at the bench there, watching people play. IM LURVING NETBALL!!!! Shot , then crapped with the bballers and slacked.

I was too lazy to bring books home to revise. Damnit.