it's so funn, to be slacking your ass off after days of cramming in info. only geog and ss require memorising thinger. so i've slacked a lot. did only notes for social studies. okay. gafta stop procrastinating and start revision on geography.

awwww.

wrote 5 pages loong for my compo class just now. yeah. achievement lehh. but some sec four wrote 8 pages la and that's plain sick. i mean u cant possibly write 8 pages for exam what so it's a waste of time, paper and ink.

ohh and i stupidly went and trimmed my hair today. i looked marvelous. Ahhhh. I DUN WANT TO GO SCHOOL ON TUESDAY!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhh

*traumatised*

gonna study. hopefully i pull my hair out.
but at least they stopped poking my eyeballs.

my com suckss.

it hanged like dunno how many times and i spent the entire morning rebooting it. i need a new com. this com is so freaking screwed up. *glares at it*

spent the entire morning doings notes for social studies thinger while transferring songs from my cds to my window media player. Yes mass, i've found a way to transfer the songs already. clever me. but the window media player was stuppidd. hanged for millions of time.

damn. i cant contact both of the netball teachers and my coach is conveniently in KL. i bet his enjoying his weekends away while i'm here getting all anxious and worried coz i don't know whether there are netball trainings next week. i tell you, teachers NEVER on their phones.

so netballers, if i still cant reach all three of them please bring your pe attire but maybe not ur sportshoes if u find it too troublesome on tuesday. sorry ahh...

i need a new com. i need a new com!!!!

and damn, i'm sickk. of all time, i must be sick when it's during the exam period. ptfff..
stupid popupss.

freakass.

the physics paper is so inhumane-ly set. i got my sound questions wrong. i got my light questions wrong. i got everything wrong. teachers are the most evil creatures on earth. they set difficult questions and make us die. i swear i'm gonna flunk ALL my papers. I SWEAR. all but maybe bio.

social studies next. and i suckss at it. mann. why am i in threefive? there must be some computer programming thnger that screwed up and printed down my name when it should be some others. why did i choose triple science in the first place. i hate physics!!! and chem!!! and emaths!!!

*cries*

dun care.

i going to sleep now.

ripped this off pam's blog =)
[ten years ago, i..]
1 still innocent
2 just started k1
3 ran away from school. or tried.
4 dun really remember much
5 was bleached.

[five years ago, i ..]
1 in p4
2 gotta know 3 wonderful friends- nat am jes
3 studies was good.
4 still innocent
5 looked dumb with shorrt hair.

[three years ago, i..]
1 had my first major exam-psle
2 still having my 3 wondeful friends
3 really like sixone. rocking class
4 had that stupid talentime
5 was still pretty much innocent.

[two years ago, i..]
1 got into anderson
2 realised that my eng sucked
3 love twotwo to bitss
4 got many wondeful friends- eileen and dhevy
5 was still innocent. smilex~

[one year ago, i..]
1 had my best year ever
2 studied really hard for my streaming exams
3 did well for the examinations
4 discovered that eileen and dhevy got selected to go vj
5 wasn't innocent.

[so far; this year, ive..]
1 startedto become serious
2 gotten to know 2 crazy friends- mass and letchie
3 starting to like threefive though i dun really noe how i ended up there
4 experienced something i havent
5 been happy

[yesterday, i..]
1 studied for physics but im going to fail the paper
2 watched tv
3 went school
4 bathed
5 slept

[today, i..]
1 went school
2 got back form school
3 PLANNED to buy jody's pressie
4 will sleep later
5 will slack.

[tmr i will..]
1 study for geog and s.s
2 try and buy jody pressie.
3 go tuition
4 slack
5 eat

[people ard me..]
your mum is - nagging
your dad is - nagging
your sister(s) is/are - still as irritating as ever [kekeke]
your brother(s) is/are - non existant
your boyfriend is - no guys wann me!!!!
your grandma is - nagging!!
your grandpa is - just had his bday
your teachers are - evvilll
your best friends are - craziee.

[my stuffs.. ]
school bag - black
pencil case - very personalised
PC - suckss
wallet - rocks
camera - chunked somewhere in the house
mobile - rocks
books - on my shelves
sunglasses - dunhaveone
clock - still ticking

[currently..]
shirt - white
shorts/trousers -anderson pe shortss
shoes - none
jacket - none
socks - none
belt - nil
onemind - iwanna sleep

someone hates me. cool. and i thought that no one other than threefive, two two and netball people know me and i dun think anyone hates me.

whateverr la. not gonna give a damn.

emaths test sucks mann. i guess till now only my bio i can do moderately well.

physics tomorrow!!!!
*panic*
the electromagnetic spectrum thing refuse to enter my brainn!!! oh nOooooooo....

gotta go study already la.

first two tests. chem and eng comprehension. chem paper was siccckkk i tell you. totally sick. i think i've got a lot of questions wrong. damndamndamn. eng comprehension was rather straight forward, hopefully i can score well.

sat with mas next to me and letch in front of me. was so funn, crapping and laughing with them. =) i seriously wonder if there's someone who doesnt laugh for one day. i cant survive without laughing. laughing rockss. really happy that thefive have people that can really make me laugh. ohh and i'm sitting right at the back of the class. haha. have to look over weilun and evon's heads. but never mind. it's more funn at the back. keep talking and the teacher would not even give a damn. but i think my marks would drop also la.

letch cheated me today!!! ha. not gonna to believe you anymoreeee. cheated me to take bus with her to yck mrt station without telling me that she was going off one stop earlier. shiiittt u letch. hmrmp.

saw hejun today also. haha. so surprised. spike hair mann but still got guai guai that look.

damn, i'm hungry.

damn, got an infected file. Trojan and i can't delete the file, nor qurantine it.

just great.

pon-ed netball today to study coz i really no time to study physics and many many other more subjects. i dun think it's a good idea to squeeze all the three sciences in one freaking small week. the school's really bad at time management. seriously.

ohh, the new southwales thinger today was bullshit la. ti-kamed my way through so i guess i'm aiming for certificate of participation. anyway i thought i would be doing a pure physics paper since i was selected for physics but in the end i realised that the paper was mostly on bio and a bit chem. couldnt recall a single question on physics.

okay, gotta go study then i can watch tv later.
haha.

life during exams simply suckss.

godd, what am i doing?
exams start in like one more day and I'm stoning at home.
i've done nothing, well, excpet for my journal, since i reached home one and a half hour ago.

what am i doing?

okay, gotta get some netball stuff done before i start on revision. i bet u all my classmates are all ready to take the tests.

hafta understand physics by hook or by crook, revise a bit of bio since ms lyn had made us study for it and then complete all my homework.

i'm such an accomplished slacker.

wheeeeeee~

changed my template again.
haha.
love myself.

if you dun love yourself, who will?

damn, my wound is bleeding again and pus is oozing out once more.
and the best part is i have no idea why it happened. or how it happened.
wanna change blogskin.

happy one day in advanced birthday eileen!!!

desire satisfied.

went and bought that billabong wallet in northpoint. coz 27.90 dollars. surprisingly no heartache. damn, it must be me, too used to spending money. damnit. gotta lock up some of my savings to prevent myself from going brroke.

my mum went like,' whoa whoa whoa. that wallet cost 27.90???' and gave me this are-u-crazy look. i guess my parents aren't use to me splurging on stuff that cost more than 10 bucks. she says there are nicer wallets that cost only 5 bucks. i didn't say anything though. that's why i say it's better to have an elder siblings. coz they know what to expect.

branded stuff, more allowance, more splurging, moodswings, vulgarities (haha), coming home late and more laa.

then went jeans and help natalie buy some clips and then minitoons to get some postcards.

spent the whole morning revising chem. did until the reactions with carbon and hydrogen before receiving smses on the topic tested. but never mind.

tuition later. damn. so xiann.

happy birthday Jody!!
happy birthday Mum!!

i'm so dead.

I can't recall a single time where i manage to finish a social studies assignment and actually score well without my friend's help. my mind seems to stop functioning whenever i see social studies worksheet. literally frozen there.

i'm serious. i need help!!!!!!!!!!!!! if not i can forget about passing my s.s and my lit isn't fantastic so my combine humans is so gonna pull my total marks down.

I'm so fcuking stressed.

i dun think i'm doing well for any subjects. i felt like i need to study but instead, i'm spending my time online.

i revised chem metal today only. that's very little.

like a rubberband that's gonna snap anytime.

notice that the school only gives us the timetable for our common test one week before it. so it isnt our fault that we have to mug for it with only one week's time and that's not one test u are talking about. it's 5 stupid tests!!!

no wonder people are dying at such early ages nowadays.

chem was stupid today. chem paper was so freaking difficult. I guessed my way through. damn. kinda positive that i'm gonna flunk it. and our teacher said to study everything that was covered this two terms, which means that we have total of 7 topics to cover whereas the rest has only 3 topics. coz their teacher told them to learn chem eqn, periodic table and metals. hey wait, that's only 2 and a half topics.

what the hell.

Pe played bball. quite okay la, played until very slack. coz only 7 girls passed so all the rest had to run the three and a half rounds while those that passed played games.

had emaths test. yiling!!! the test isnt easy!!! it was quite okay la, do-able but don't think i'll score well since i've got many funny answers. then had the geog file check. m.neo is sick, i tell you. she checked every single worksheet, and found every single mistakes or corrections you havent done.

sick!!!

then finally ate the chicken rice in the coffeeshop opposite. so nicceee, missed it man. haven't like eaten at for months. *gasp* sudden craving again.

anyway i think i'm gonna get that billabong wallet tomorrow and many many postcards. coz if i just die tomorrow without getting that wallet, i know i will regret.

trying hard to sort out my thoughts and clear my mind

fell down twice and got hit in the eye by the ball once during netball. haizz~ luckily i wasn't wearing my spectacles. i can kiss it goodbye. i tripped over my junior's leg and sprawled on the floor like some kind of idiot. thinking that some of my skin got scraped off only, i got up immediately and continued playing. I am supposed to do that anyway.

then i realised that my left knee was bleeding. the blood is so damn vibrant red. It was so striking against my skin colour, so so so so red, so nice. haha. it has a lot of oxygen. =) it wasnt nice anymore when i bathed. the warm water ran over the wound and it felt like thousands of red ants biting it at one go.

hmmm...

had to run three and a half round for pe today and i almost died at the last round. my calf muscles were slicing with pain man but i didn't stop. coz i wanted to get a good timing. 20s. hmmm... okok la. i passed though.

then netball had to run another two rounds. totally no energy man. didn't sprint at the last lap coz i scared that i would just collapse. haha. stamina very lag man.

chem and maths tests tomorrow. better go study now.

=)

went northpoint with lingyan to get eileen's and my mum's presents. saw laptak and leck khai. ihatelaptak!!! he fabricates lies, about me and it's so totally not true. haha. he should know what i'm talking about anyway.

anyway went popular to renew my membership card then bought my mum's present then eileen's. eileen's present is so freaking humougous. I looked like a 100% idiot, lugging that thing around. and i'm gonna look more like an idiot carrying that present to my tuition centre. haizzz~

i wanna get a new wallet. my op ones are either old already or get too dirty too easily. i saw one really pretty billabong one in power 9. cost 30 bucks, and i think it's kind of ex for a wallet leh. but it's really nice. and i have a sudden urge to splurge all my money away. but i know that i'm going to cry once i finish spending all.

wanna get a new wallet and the adidas skirt. but i know i shouldn't spent on them.

ahhhh, that adidas skirt!!!

("It's hard to keep a promise, but is harder to live knowing it has been broken.")

I was talking to my sister yesterday, telling her how nice it would be if we have an elder brother.

A brother who you can kick, punch and hit whenever you feel like and will not retaliate.
A brother who will make iced honey tea for you when you have a sore throat.
A brother who will ask where you are now and whether you would like a lift back home in his car.
a brother who will lend you his ears at any time.
a brother who is a good confidante and you can talk to him about your schoolwork, friendship and relationship.
a brother who lames around.
a brother whom you can tease about his girlfriend.
a brother who talk back to you and make you feel all irritated.
a brother who cares and dotes on me =)

haha.

bullshit la.

did sprinting today for netball. godd. was totally disappointed with my speed. slowed down by freaking lot. i almost died while playing center coz we just sprinted. disappointed by my obvious lack of stamina and speed.

gonna jia you le. but no motivation.

haha.

exmas are so near and my revision is like crrrap. gotta buck up.
[ stressed ]

If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; if he betrays you twice, it's your fault.

today watched mtv. ronald's group's one was really crrrap man. it was so freaking funny. and i almost died watching jonathan's.

haha.

bio test today was tough. didn't understand quite a few questions. think i'm gonna do really badly for it. enzymes suck la. don't really understand the chapter man.

oh man. physics is loads worse. i totally don't get a single thing, and i hate equations. wave equations or whatever crap. i've lag behind for physics. shiit.

If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy.

Friends, you and me....
you brought another friend...
and then there were 3...
we started our group...
Our circle of friends...
and like that circle...
there is no beginning or end..

1. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?- nope, i am v.guai de.

2. Have you ever eaten pork?- duhh.

3. Have you ever vomited in a vehicle?- nope. felt like, whenever i take taxi.

4. Have you ever beat up a friend?- whoaa, no.

5. Have you ever slap ur partner?- slap literally across the face? no, i dun slap people, just maybe poke.

6. Have you ever smoke?- nope

7. Have you ever get so drunk?- no. underage for drinking. right?

8. Have you ever ride an elephant?- nope.

9. Have you ever feel as if u are gonna die?- ya. everyday when i see more maths questions and during social studies lessons.

10. Have you ever had dejavu? - ya, a lot of times.

11. Have you ever played with fire? - literally or figuratively?

12. Have you ever cried at a public place?- yeah. hate crying.

13. Have you ever relieved urself in class?- xiaoo ah

14. Have you ever fall from a bicycle?- yep. when i first ride a bike.

15. Have you ever had butterflies in ur stomach?- before oral exams!!!

16. Have you ever missed someone so badly??- hmmm, dunno lehh.

17. Have you ever passed out after an event?- nearly passed out. so scary, my vision somehow resembled a spoilt tv.

18. Have you ever gotten stones thrown at u? - no la.

19. Have you ever got pepper in ur eyes? - nope.

20. Have you ever had a suprise birthday party?- nope, sad man.

21. Have you ever been on a diet? - nope. happy with my weight now.

22. Have you ever stripped someone naked?- nonono. not interested also.

23. Have you ever taken a pic of urself naked?- wahhh...

24. Have you ever club till dawn?- nah.

25. Have you ever been in a lift with someone who has body odour?- haha, fortunately no.

26. Have you ever been so angry u feel like killing the person?- yes yes. but luckily i didnt.

27. Have you ever break up due to the existence of a third party?- nope.

28. Have you ever wanna commit suicide?- last time but i matured. =)

29. Have you ever challenged ur teacher? - ehh i dunno, cant remember.

30. Have you ever lost ur hp?- no.

31. Have you ever lost in gambling?- yeah. during chi new year.

32. Have you ever been told ur cute?- ehh

33. Have you ever had a crush?- yeah, tell me who hasnt

34. Have you ever confessed ur feelings?- never.

35.Have you ever gotten urself into trouble?- ya, unknowingly.

36. Have you ever lie to ur parents?- haha ya. my mother wanted me to eat noodles for recess and i bought nuggets so i lied to her saying that i ate noodles (that's in pri school of course). haha. and more la.

37. Have you ever been spotted making out? - no, i dun make out in the first place.

38. Have you ever had a one night stand? - nooooooooooooo.

If all we ever see are hurdles in our way, we will never reach our destination. Look past the obstacles in your life, not at them. You will only stopped when you take your sights off the goal. So see the goal clearly, make full contact with life, break them through every barrier and don't give up until you make the dream come true.

it sounded so adam khoo but i got it from my sister school worksheet and i thought that it sounded quite inspirational so decided to put it here. =)

anyway today was quite okay. had tuition in the morning, did a worksheet and realised that i have completely forgot about quadratic graphs and remainder theorem and stuff. damn. then finished revising my bio and now studying for chem.

ewwww, such a nerdy life.

i don't get a single thing about oxidation state, or reduction process or whatever crap chem term used in the book. shit la. how ar.

ohh can any kind soul help me watch tonight nkf charity show coz i'll be going out tonight and i have to write a compo on it next week. pleassseee...

haiz, i'm so bored.

yay yay yay!!!
threeFive finally won something in the april games.
weeyang and i came in second for badminton doubles.
haiz~lost to wilson and jody in the finals.

first game was with lejun and ruth.
we were quite confident that we would win but i panicked when the score was 7:2. threefive--> 2. yep but somehow we managed to win them in the end. 11:9. yeah. then was a match with weeyang's sec 4 senior and i don't really know what happened la, but we won them. it felt great. really. then was another match with his senior and it was quite a tough game. because weeyang kept smashing down at his girl partner and the shutter hit her and he got quite miffed. then he started to smash down at me! but weeyang told me to run away to other side of the court so that he could take his senior's smash. so scary lo. Managed to win them also. soo happy.

then finals. haiz~ the last service, which will determine threefive's first or second position, suay suay has to be me taking wilson's service. and ya, i missed it. was so disappointed. i mean, we fought our way to finals and lost to threefour which has like 2 walk overs, i think. i dunno. and i felt really bad. haiz. i know we could have gotten first but i had to screw it up.

oh well...

anyway i want to thank weeyang for encouraging me through out all the matches and cover for me when i miss the shutter. it really boosted my moral and well, it aids in the matches. ohh and thanks for being such a nice coach and badminton partner.

i'm so lurve with badminton now. haha. if i could take it up as a real sport, i would. i like to see people fumbling to take weeyang's smash though i was the one fumbling whenever anyone smashes at me. (especially wilson. hmrph) and i like the sound produced when the player hit the shutter really hard. you know, the sound? yeah. i have no strength to do that.)

i'm really sorry for poning basketball and captains ball. it just that all the games clashed too much and i really have no energy to play all three.

or maybe i placed badminton as my first priority since i practised really hard on friday. i don't want to miss a single match.

and eileen and dhevy came today! was so surprised man =) dhevy's hair is so freaking long now. go cut it, you look nicer with short ponytail. haha. thanks guys for coming down to support all the twotwo04s and me. haha. significantly brightened up my day.

went to get rotiboy to satisfy my craving then the library with lingyan. got one book call c.s.i. crime scene investigation and practically slacked on the sofa, enjoying the air condition while lingyan go search for her books.

yay, get to miss my emaths tuition today.

not really tired, but maybe physically exhausted.

wanna sleep and get ready for chi tuition den study for bio.

great, i have like emaths, geog, bio and chem test next week.

great.

ohh and my arm and shoulder muscles hurt like hell now. i cant even lift light stuff without feeling the arm tremble slightly. i cant even for gods sake press my green tea real spa destress shower foam properly.

hell la.

decided that my blog is too short so i'm back here to lengthen it. haha.
I'm so addicted to Addicted by simple plan.
just realised that i'm a little slow in appreciating nice songs. Like this album has been released for quite some time before i go get it coz i think it's nice. by that time the album would have been outdated already. haha.

haiz~ my sis's friend has the same blogskin as me. Ick* it's so not fun to have someone having the same template as you. Gonna go search for nicer ones when i miraculously have some leisure time to slack without feeling guilty.

exams suck. school would have been a much nicer place without all these never ending exams. haiz~ singporeans have no life man. memories of the childhood would be labouring in front of those thiicck textbooks, frantically cramming all the information into the head.

sweet memories.

no life.

did i blog about the emaths test just now?
hmmm, cant remember.
the emaths test today was quite do-able compared to the last one. had time to check through which is a miracle since i also have to panic through it coz i had no time. was stumped at the first question so clever me decided to skip it. haha. then finished all questions then realised how to do question 1. Heng ah~

haiyo, i really have nothing to blog on. how pathetic.

i want to eat rotiboy.

sudden craving.

haha.

Ahhh... badminton tomorrow. shit shit shit la.

haha. stayed back to practise my badminton with weeyang and well.. I just realised that there are many more to just leisure playing badminton. picked up a few skills but i still think that i'm not good enough.

hopefully things go well tomorrow. goes the same for captain's ball and basketball. jia you wor threeFive. =)

i need luck for tomorrow's badminton. i need a lot of luck!!!!

shiitt la, chem, bio and geog tests next week. and i have tonnes of tuition and april games in the weekends too. I seriously wonder how i'm gonna get everything done. oh yes, and my homework.

i need many many miracles.

haiya. i can forget about sleeping early already la. sickening la. i dun have time on saturday and i am going on for dinner on sunday.

i need time. i need time.

i'm so die and my arm muscles hurt.

the marketing workshop today was okay though, compared to the leadership workshop i went last year. the place was really classy and the things there were all about the uniquely singapore. till now i've no idea why we were sitting in this auditorim, listening to someone talking to us about the unqiuely singapore. i think the talk is more suitable for tourguides. ok, i was very disappointed when no food was served during the talk. haiz~ starved my way through and had sudden craving for rotiboy. ah ah ah...

the talk was kinda short and before i knew, i was on the bus, on my way back school. really found it a complete waste of time la. no food. urgh.

got piles of homework. ahahaha... shiiit la. no time!!!

i need coffee. haha.

Bio test postponed to next mon. like mas said, you may not be a good thing since we are having geog and chem test next week too. how to study? i would rather get it over and done with. then dun need worry.

today was quite ok la. netball ran 15 rounds canteen, ball passing, squares and then games. during games we wont allowed to throw lopes so we have to cut out for ball and it's bloody freaking tiring. but it's really good. it trains you to cut out for passes and i find it safer and more effective than perpetual lopes. our lopes kept getting intercepted during the tournament. anyone throws a lope and we have to down 20.

my knees hurt.

then natalie's netball got stuck to this thick bushy leafty bamboo trees all thanks to anna. had a hard time trying to get it down and all thanks to anna again, we managed to retrieve it from the stupid tree. then nat got cut by this rusty metal thinger, thinking that she would die, we followed her to the opposite clinic to consult the doctor. (you will really die anyway from lockjaw or something) she was given antibiotics which cost 17 bucks. bleargh.

reached at around 8 plus. chionged through my bath and dinner and started on my homework. was all enthusiatic until i reached my social studies ones. urgh, hate s.s. i don't do well in it. actually i score very badly.

haiya.

wanna sleep already.

c yaaa =)

yay yay yay!!!

I finally got simple plan cd!!!
Ahahahaha, i'm so so so so happy.
And i have the song addicted in it too.

Lurve shut up, welcome to my life, thank you, me against the world and crazy.

Went j8 with letch. Talked and laughed. Had lunch in long john, no wonder my savings never increases. i now know where my money goes to. haiz~ letch bought parvati's present too. saw renying and cixin. haha. gave them such a fright. we wanted to, hmm rather, letch wanted to shout across the mall to get their attention but thankfully i was quick enough to stop her. thankfully...

then we took pictures in comics connections and in the end got ticked off by the owner for taking photographs. i think 2 guys complained to the shop owner. i mean, we weren't even taking pictures of the things in it. letch took a picture of me with a realllyyy cuuutttee eyor. hmrmph but never mind. we apologized and left the shop. Urghh... never want to return to it.

then took train home coz i wanted to revise my bio, do my geog and s.s. Gotta revise bio later coz there'll be this sttupid marketing/ directoring thinger for student leaders on wed and I am suppose to promote netball. Uh, i dun see any link. seriously. netball, marketing. netball, marketing?

no link.

but anyway letch, jonathan and elia would be going too. yeaahhh, got company. at least i wouldnt be bored with them around but i'm afraid that we would have to stick with our ccas and not allowed to mix around.

and i have a bloody bio test the next day and a maths test next next day. grrreaat, i'm so screwed.

i need time. desperately.

i swear that anderson teachers have gone bananas. At least our bio, maths and chinese teacher have. ohh, and geography. The number of homework and tests they are throwing at us. Another maths test, log and coordinate geometry, this friday. Ohh and i thought we just took the emaths test.

Bio next next week too. Enzymes and nutritions. That's bloody lot to learn.

Chinese. One moment the lesson so slack and another moment we were suffocating under the sudden pile homework. Every lesson spent this few days were rushing to finish maarking our zuo ye, rearranging our file, zuo wen, ying yong wen, exam papers. Too much at one go. Scary..

Ahhh, i forgot to bring back my mapwork book and I have tonnes of undone questions in there. Hmm, so dead.

And I haven really study my bio. Did notes and skimmed through it.

Gonna get simple plan cd tomorrow.

Gotta study my tingxie more thoroughly.

april games too. Totally crap la.
came in the morning at around 7.15am to play bball. Was kinda fun having a match with the 3/6. Haha. very fuunn.
Then went hall for briefing before the games officially started.
First game we watched was hantam bola. threefive was actually not bad at it wor. there's this game where we actually managed to hit ALL the players and we were like cheering like mad. Haha... Lurve it when threefive are happy together. the feeling was sooo great. Ok, then there was this time when heated arguement broke put with the umpire and threeEight people. Don't really know what happened also la. when i stepped on the netball court, vulgarities were like everywhere. evona and the threeEight people were equally agitated. there was a rematch but the mood was gone already la. A lot of the threeFive people didn't felt like playing. I think only weeyang was in the circle. Haha.

Then there were so many hantam bola matches and gradually i was sick of it. Basketball next la. PLayed like shit. A lot of them were bball pros so I was like idling around like some kind of idiot. Sorryy... Hmmm got ice cream and rootbear. Strawberry ice cream rocks man.

Then played in cpatain's ball coz serene didn't want to play. Basketballers should be banned!! And tall people too. haha. just kidding. But it was quite okay la. though we didnt play but weelll, it was nice.

changed into my netball tee and shorts. Haha. Love my netball polo tee mann. It rocks. Hafta chiong to my tuition after that. Xian la, did variations. Some of my tuition mates, which I have no idea who the hell were them said that I was dao. They didnt say that in front of me la, but i guess as much. I guess that's probably i dun talk much during tuition. but i dun even noe them!!! what the hell la and why should i talk? I dun like talking during tuition. i like being alone and do my maths homework without being interrupted. But i have my tuition friends also lehh. I don't totally don't talk.

Weird lehh. Bleargh.

I seemed to be gaining lots of bad reputation lately.
Maybe i'm the one with problem.

argh.

Bloody lot of homework. still have not learn my chinese spelling and i heard from christine that there were altogether 73 of them.

Gonna be so so so dead.

Screwed.

my emaths papers.
Ahhh, couldn't believe that I didn't manage to solve the first question. It was such an easy question. I had all the steps formed up in my brain and well, it stopped functioning halfway and I was stuck.

I felt like killin gmyself. Haiz~ I knew that I could solve it de lo.

then the perpendicular line thinger also not very confident coz I got really weird fractions. Like something over 137 or something. Argh, gonna do so badly.

And I could have done better for my amaths better. Maybe even full marks. Careless mistakes and not enough time to finish solving the last question. I continued my steps and I managed to get the right answers. *heart pain man, but never mind.*

Hmmm, chemistry today was in the new block. The room was the size of two classrooms joined together. Really big and Mr tan went through the same thing he did for the last lesson and he gave us homework. Yucks.

P.e was crap la. I slowed down a lot leeehhh. Last year my timing was 10.5 and now 11.0. Slowed down by freaking lot. Haiz, I could have done better, i think. Coz maybe i wasnt use to sprinting out of a sudden and I feel that the distance is kinda short. Like you sprint for 3 steps and you will have to brake and scope the bean bag before sprinting again. But ok, maybe my speed has decreased. Ick. nononono, i wanna get 10. something!!!! *wail* oh, and I was afraid that I would fall down. I mean we had to run in front of the whole class (!!) Bit scared la.

Went to watch the volleyball championship after school with anna, zijun, natalie and a few other vball guys. It was so niiccee. AMK against st hilter. St hilter won in the end. It was rather obvious that St hilters vball players were a lot more organised and their spikes were really good. Very forceful, decisive, strong and quick. It happened so fast that the AMK players didn't have time to react and counter it. And the way they save every ball was beautiful.

Nice =)

went to eat since we have not taken our lunch.
Then went home.

Haiz~ have a lot of weekend homework man. Xiannn..
*social studies. ( i dun understabd, again )
*english reflection thinger.
*chem
*2 chinese exam papers.
*revise biology
*chinese spelling and dictation
*log and coordinate geometry test again next week. Mr wong is so so so so so so so evil.
*tuition homework. (cant rmb whether I've done it or not)

Haiz. cannot remember le la..

tmr's april games. Heard from weeyang that badminton has been postponed to next week. Yay yay yay. That gave us 1 more week to practise. Okay, maybe that wouldn't help much, but still...

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAS!!! =)

Now a fully grown 15 year out girl, still as spastic, dumb and irritatin as ever. And stttoppp writing on my table. I've to clean your doddling leh. happy birthday, pink frreak.

gonna save more money, but my saving never seems to increase...

I don't know what the hell happened to me.

Suddenly, i felt so so so so exhausted.
No energy to do anything. No energy to shout, count or even play games.
It's like someone just sucked all my energy and left me energy-less.

Luckily i still have the sec threes, to help me scream and shout.
Thanks a bunch.
I gotta buy loouuud haler someday.

Anyway the training today sucks la.
My plan totally went haywired.
firstly madam hee wants us to have a unexpected brain storming session to come up with creative ways to warming up coz she didn't want us to be under the sorching sun from 4-4.30pm.

But...
Isnt that what netball should be?
I mean, we HAVE to be under the sun wadd.
But we went along with it.
I suggested singing while doing our stretching, but, really, it's gonna look weird from far. Imagine a bunch of girls singing in the middle of canteen while doing stretching.

Very weird.

Or maybe we should have a mass bitching cum gossiping session while doing stretching. It's gonna be really fuunn. Haha.

Den did triangles den played games and I forgot to include the sec 4s in. Ahhh..
Gotta reshuffle everything and things were damn messy maannn. Den shouted and shouted until I almost died.

Ahhh, gotta replenish my energy.

Emaths test tomorrow and I didn't study much. Forgot to being ten years series and the worksheets in my file are totally useless.
Did some assessment book's questions and wheeee~ I'm online.

Someone shoot me, pls.

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right (Everything feels right)
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right.

Falling in love with simple plan songs.
Gotta get it.
heh.

Ahh, my finger hurts. I think it's bleeding inside, near the fingernail Damn, can't wash my hair and type properly. I mean, without it hurting, and it really really hurts. Damnit. And i think it's a bit swollen. Haizz.. Don't even know how it got there.

I can't believe that I actually agreed in participating in basketball and badminton for the april games and I'm no good in any of this. Haha, I think people expected me to join captain's ball but i withdrew from it. Not really interested actually. Shiitt laa. Hey weeyang and those in the bball team, if I play badly don't blame me ok?


Really very nervous, especially the badminton doubles. Goddd, I can just picture myself playing like a fool. *freaked* Hmmm, currently reading this book about body languages, borrowed from syafiqah. It's really cool, like how the body languages of people indirectly tell us things. It's cool actually to have it as a show and tell topic. Haha.

Bio and Geog tests next week. I'm so dead. Ohh and emaths coordinate geometry this friday. And i did only very little revision. Shit la.

remembered this quote dhevy once told me

guys' brains are as dense as the rainforest whereas girls' brains work like a 2 lanes highway.

It's truuee anyway.

=)

Ahhhh having this irritation splitting headache now. I think it's due to the damn rain la. It rained so bloody hard today. Had to ome up with emergency thing to do coz we fully didnt expect it to rain. Did the jump up for ball thinger in the canteen and 1234. Was fun actually, i prefer 1234, it was really nice.

Then went back court for game. Played Ga and played like shit. Shooting was completely off and well, missed center position. Ahhhh... Okay den dismiss and i went home straight away coz I wanted to revise my physics. Totally stoned and looked like an idiot during physics lesson. No wonder I didn't under a thing about refractive index.

Okay, whateverrr.

Haha, love my stinko highligher and admit it mas, the pink is adorable. =)

My g.dad just gave me 20 bucks.
Should i save or splurge in on simple plan cd?

Really bored now. So came online to do some research for the show and tell thinger. Listening to simple plan cd now. Ahhh, niccee. Really nicce, too bad I dun have money to buy. Or rather I dun really spent money on it. 20 bucks lehh. This month 6 people's (Mas, Jody, eileen, mum, amily and meihui) birthdays and I predict that I'll be very broke after april. Damn all those april babies. Ahhh.. Maybe I'll go get the cd after I'm richer.

I'm really gonna fail bio test next next week. I don't get a single thing. I swear and I don't pay attention to wad Miss Lin says. Ah, so so dead.

Ahhh, I'm bored.

Gotta do some research.

Slept at 1 plus yesterday, that explains why I forgot to bring so many things for my a maths tuition today morning. I forgot to bring my foolscap paper and last week homework. Seriously, I might as well not go. Haha.

Eileen passed me my present from dhevy. it's for my really belated birthday cum friendship day present. oh myyy, I felt so bad and guilty again. Coz i didnt get her anything for friendship day. Oh mann, I think she was going to pass me the present personally during the twotwo chalet on cross country but i couldn't make it to the chalet.

Ahhhhh, felt so bad again.

Thanks dhevy!!! (really really like it, if you are reading this.)

Gotta make it up on her birthday. And not forgetting Eileen's birthday this month. Must put in a lot of xin si for her birthday since she buys things are me occassionally if she goes overseas.

really grateful for having such wonderful friends. Just realised how fortunate i am since I have so many friends with me. in school i have mas and letch to crap with. then outside school i have eileen, perlin, jolyn to crap with me during tuitions. have natalie, anna, jody, zijun to crap with during netball.

And many many other friends.

Shall quit whinning about life.

I'm really fortunate. really.

Today slept in till 10 plus. It's so nicce to sleep in until u are satisfied. But my Mum just had to come in with a vaccum cleaner and shouted at me to wake up. I said something before rolling over and dozed off and she came in a second time, still with a vaccum cleaner and woke me up. Haizzz... I want to sleep more.

Okay, the roti prata thingy was really tough. Really hard and cold. Ewww but I swallowed it down. Went northpoint after that to get foolscap paper and powerpuff girls file. Ahhhh *love it to bitsss* Buttercup rocksss.

Then Emaths tuition. Slacked through it. Went back home and did some bio notes on enzymes and seriously, I still don't really get it. Damn la. Then ate satay for dinner. Got sick of the peanut thingy sauce and rush to my chi tuition center.

Came online after my sis was done with and then chatted on the phone and now blogging. Ahhh..

Common test 2 is coming and I thought common test 1 has just ended.

Anyway I really like this thing ananda shared with Mas and I

How many ducks could a fucker fuck if a fucker could fuck ducks?

found it really funny.

haha

Oh my!!! It has never occurred to me that someone actually hates me in school. My friend told me someone wrote on the board, " I hate 92962261". And that's my handphone number!!! Ahhhh, someone hates me in school. Oh mannn, what am I suppose to do? I would rather the person confront me and fire me with all my bad points than scribble my handphone number everywhere.

Or maybe he just wrote there jokingly? Like how I doodled the board today with IhateMasn Jonathan thingy. And I obviously don't mean it. But I dun think so laa. I mean, my handphone no was there.

Ahhh, screw it. screw it. screwww itt...

I'm so depressed right now. Someone hates me. Haizz~

Okay, today was okay laa. Spent two bucks on the talent time thinger. But some of my netball friends were there so could support them too. Watched talent time with Kellynn, Joel and Jonathan. All of us paid 2 bucks for it. *shake head* Haha...

Then played volleyball on netball court with Jody, Anna and Natalie. Disaster man. The ball kept flying out within our range and well, I think we spent more time retrieving the ball than actually volleyballed it. Sweat like heeelll man. My arms hurt.

PE today was really tough. The squats thingy almost killed me. I could feel the burning pain in mu thighs. But mR fandil is leaving and Mdm lim is coming back!!! I hope he fails his training here in Anderson and then he would have to teach us for another year, then fails again and then teach our juniors.

Haha, I'm so bad, but I prefer him to mdm lim. At least he does interesting stuff, like the thingy we did today. Kinda like it.

Happy birthday Anna!!!
Haha, hope u'll have loads and loads of present and be more matured. Haha.

Anyway I got enlightened today.

I just realised how fragile lives are now.

One of my relatives, who is only 12 years old, has leukemia. I can't believe it. My cousin having cancer. It just struck me that it can also happen to me. It's time for me to become a better person. At least when i die, somebody is there to cry for me. haha.

Haiz, I really want to know who wrote that hate thinger on the board.
Does anyone know?

xueling

faith is to believe
what you do not yet see;
the reward for this faith
is to see that you believe
-saint agustine

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