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Thursday, March 31, 2005

I think I should really think before I do something.

And tone down my attitude.

My attitude sucks. It's getting worse.

Days after days, years after years, eons after eons.
(haha, quoted from geog LCD thinger)

Couldn't blog yesterday. Almost died. Haha.. Blogger has problems and I couldn't blogg. Ahhhh...

Okay, Natalie, Jody and I went j8 to get Anna's birthday present. Kinda chiong everything coz I had a bloody coordinate geometry test the next day and I have not study then. Bought towel and a slam dunk thingy. Also don't know what's that lah.

Then chionged all the way back home to study. I still intend to pass my coordinate geometry.

Today watched movie, house of fury with jody, zijun, zanyu and alvin. Natalie couldn't go coz she havent finish her english straits time thingy. Ahhahaha, Mas and I did. Okok. It was quite nice la. Now I like Qian Ji bain 1 and 2 and house of fury le. All acted by the Twins. And daniel wu's in it. He's ssoooo cuutee.

*dazed*

Anyway after we finished watching the movie, we, being perrrfect nerds, went Mac and did our homework for 45 mins straight. We actually sat down and do our work. *shake head* Neerdds ah. Haha, ok, I finished my worksheet 4e there. So happy.

Oh and I spent the morning before school to do my ten years series and I actually found myself liking coordinate geometry. Like whenever I successfully solved one question, there's this overwhelming sense of satisfaction.

Shoot me la.

Argh, Mas and I cracking our brains now to think of a topic for Show and tell. Ahhh, nothing's coming to our head.

Arghhh...

Show and tell sucks.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I'm so so so so so so so so so happy and relieved!!!
Coz today's training was a success and it went smoothly. Ahahaha...
*Whew~
OKaaayyy, I know it wasn't a big deal but just let me be happy for a while.
Ahahahahahahahaha...

Ran 3 rounds the compound and I most got killed by my teammates okay, for suggesting to run three rounds. It's to build up your stamina so our physical would not be too bad for the tournament next year maaa. Don't need so big reaction la. The sec ones and twos were probably silently protesting but the sec threes were like Whooaaa.. I told only some of the sec threes and well, it seemed to me that everyone knew. Whooaaa. Haha, but luckily I survived.

Did normal stuff. Had triangle too since they wanted. So there was a sligh change in my plan.
Games were okay too.

Ahhhahhaa, basically everything was okay.

Gotta go do my maths and revise coordinate geometry and bio homework.
Ohh, and I have to remember to bring hole puncher.

Monday, March 28, 2005

I can't believe I flared up today.
But I just couldn't stand him anymore.
I can't stand the way he thinks that he's always right.
The way he put down others and boast about his skills and abilities.
I hate his da nan ren zhu yi.
The way he thinks that all of us should listen to him and follow his instructions like obedient lambs.
I hate his attitude and temper.

And I haaattteee the fact that my group needed him.
The helpless feeling and mounting anger.
Haha, I felt like slapping him across his face.
Serious. It was how angry I felt.
I bet Yindy and Josephine were shocked by my sudden burst of anger.
I was practically shouting. I think.
And I realised how petty he is.
Arghhh...
I made it so obvious. For those who was there.
I felt so stupid and frustrated.
I should have learnt from eileen.
Tolerate, mind your own business, heck care attitude and be happy.
But I really couldn't take it anymore.

People tend to spot others mistakes before theirs.
I just realised how bad tempered and stubborn I am.
I shouldn't have flared up.
But I couldn't take it.
It's time for some reflections.

Anyway, it's letch birthday today.
Be more matured and stop crushing on guys like so oftenly.
Save it for your special one laaa..

Anyway Mtv filming today was crap.
Sorry Jonathan, Alan, Caijie, Nelson and Jian Kai if it turns out to be really terrible.
I really CANNOT act and with Zhong Huan that idiot, I really couldn't help it.
I burst out laughing at several scenes and well, hafta retake.
And the look at Zhong Huan's face. Man, had such a laughing fest.
I chose the wrong person la. Thought he was someone who would be serious at times and yet funny enough to work with.
Totally wrronng man.
But it was fun anyway.
I laughed till I sick of laughing le.
So tired.

Jonathan was almost dying man.
He damn popular lo, a lot people wanted him to film.
Haha...

Then went back to my group.
It went well.
Whew.

I looked really really stupid and horrendous in the mtv.
Argh, I dun wanna even watch it.
Ahhhhhh...

Wanna search for nice blogskins.
Dun really like this one la.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Shit la, slacked my ass off for the last two day. Gotta start to chiong for my homework le.Let's see what I have to complete today.

1) Complete ten years series for chem
2) chinese zao ju (completely forgot about it until recently)
3) study chemistry
4) Plan out the positions for the sec ones especially for tuesday training
5) plan out schedule for tuesday training if got time
6) practise coordinate geometry if there's time. (there'll be this test on coordinate geometry. I'll fail it, for sure.)
7) read chinese storybook!!!
8) write a note for m.hee to inform her about the changes of some of the netballers contact nos.
9)update my netball thinger.

Whoooaaa...
oh my goddd...
why the hell am i still online???

Done most of my homework le.
Still left with the studying of chemistry and I dun think I'm going to practise my coordinate geometry lah.

Ate fast food for 3 consecutive days. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
I'm gonna die early from cardio heart arrest or something judging at the rate of me eating highly unhealthy food. So sick of them.
I'm sure I'm growing fatter.
NoooOooo..

I'm gonna abstain from fast food for at least 2 weeks.
So don't tempt me okay?

Heh.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

I blogged so much and blogger ate it up. Arghhhh sickening..

Got a new blogskin. It's totally not me la, but it's sooooo cute. But too into lurvey thinger.
Cute anyway.

Today flagday was better than I expected. It was nice actually. Really liked it. Haha...
Met letch and mas in amk station and met xinyi and shuwei in bishan. Laughed, insulted and crapped. =) Took train to orchard and met threefive people outside CK tangs. Got the bag thinger and off we go!!! (haha, so enthu)

Christine, geetha, xinyi, shuwei, arathi, letch, mas and me decided to go toa payoh coz it is always crowded and there is a lot food there. I was starving. Hmmm... We spilt up and decided to meet back at the station after 1 hour plus but never did la. Mas and I planted ourselves in front of the escalator initially and started to ask for donations. I actually forgot to give the sticker to a man who donated 5 bucks. I wanted to chase after him to pass him the sticker but his bus came. Arghhh, so guilty. Then we decided to move to a better spot. It's forver crowded there and the people were nicer.

All went well. Mas and I were happily collecting donation until jiong guang and weilun came. Hmrph. They stared collecting donations too!!! Ok. Then mas and I went to have breakfast in Mac. Food was like heaven then. Went back to the nice spot and they were still there. -____-"

finished the three paper full of stickers and then weeyang and ronald came. Ronald pathetic ah. still got so many stickers left so helped him finish his stickers. Then Letch mas and I took train to orchard and jalan there. Wanted to get letch her bday pressie but never managed to. this was my first time having such difficulty getting my friend something. thanks letch for making mas and my life so wonderfully miserable.

Kidding

Ohh and HAPPY BIRTHDAAYY letch!!!
One year older, and one year nearer to your spinster life. kekeke.

the returned all our stuff back to the stroke assiociation and went J8 after that. Tri and zanyu tagged along. Hmmm finally got her something in precious thoughts. Took bloody long time to decide. I wanted to just close my eyes and point and get her the object that I pointed. Ok, that's dumb but I was desperate.

The present is glittering white!!!
=)

Hmmm... walked and ate in Kfc. talked and laughed. Cheesfries is niceee..

Took train home and slept immediately i reached home

Then woke up, bathed and went tuition.

tiring day, definitely.

Friday, March 25, 2005

I'm starting to really like simple plan. Itching to get their album. but I just spent 44 bucks today!!! It's all darren's fault. Haha...

Kidding la. =)

Was just back from causeway point. Bought 3 shorts. Haha... so cooool..

Had a bball gathering in the morning, at 8am!! [so early] and it was just the same us there la. Zhi jun, Natalie, Audrey, Shi Qi (for very very a while), Darren, Jin Yeow, Marcus and me. Gor aka Soe and Gerald were also there. Navalites!! Okay, whatever.

Played two matches only la. Was basically slacking and watching the pros play. In both games I just offered then maybe tried to intercept but most were unsuccessful la. Didn't do much. Haha... Kinda useless for me to be in a team. I don't dribble the ball. Heh.

Sweat a lot. So happy =)

Okay, then had brunch in Mac. Argh, now I'm siccck of Mac's food. Then we took the train to causeway point where I started to look for shorts to buy. Ended buying the nike shorts in royal sporting house. Ahhhh, fell in Luuurrvve with the adidas skirt. It's so niceee. I wanna get it one day! It sssssssooooooooooooooooooo nice. Really pretty. Went power 9 and Op to look around for shorts but didn't buy.

Met my mum in Kiddy Palace while Nat go and meet anna and zijun for maths project. She bought toys and clothes for my sister. Stand until my legs were screaming of exhaustion. Then I bought 2 boardshorts. Pink with white flowers shorts and White 3/4 shorts with pink flowers.

Very girly.
Ewww, but nice la.

Bought slurpy brain freeze thingy.

Took taxi and now here.

Gotta start on my homework and the netball file thingy. The diskette thing are done, i think. Spent last night correcting everything. Hopefully it's what M.hee wanted.

Coach will not be coming on tuesday so I gotta be in charge on that day. Eeps... Gotta plan out the positions for game for the sec 1s especially. I still can't remember who is who. The name and face just do not match in my mind. Had problems remembering all of them.

Natalie, Jody, Elia and Joanna gonna be my assistants.

=)

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I don't like the way coach asked me for the missing bibs, in a way that was so demanding and fully expected me to give him the right answer.
I almost went like," My brain isn't programmed to remember what colour bibs I've assigned to whoever is suppose to wash them. I've lottts of things to do."
But fortunately I didn't.
Luckily natalie intercepted for me.
Thanks man.
I felt so stressed up just now.
I felt so bad for not knowing where those bibs were.
Coz I feel like I'm not doing my job properly, not well enough.
And when I feel stressed up, I cry.

Damnnnn, I HATE IT!!!
I hate crying!
I kinda buried myself under my towel but some of the seniors saw it.
Argh, was so damn embarrassed.
I should change my way of showing that I'm stressed.
Like channel the stressness to hitting my friends [oops, haha, I wont la ] or going all out for the passes.
Yeah, I should.
I shall try.

Played GA today.
Shiok man!!! Missed GA position dammmnnn lot.
It's so fun back inside the semi circle.
The satisfaction when you hear the net go whoose or something when you shot in.
I feel like I can play GA for the rest of my life.
haha.

Did the steps thing too.
Missed that too. It was soooo fun.
Madam Hee said that my fringe was impropriate, and not setting an example for the juniors.
Argh, how arrrr???
Tie my fringe up? [ *freaked ] I'll look so tooty.
Never mind.

Got tonns of things to do.
Netball file thingy [godddd, i am so gonna die. I'm afraid that i'll do something wrong and hafta redo everything again]
Edit my compo to make it more wall-ly.
Chem tys.
BRING HOLEPUNCHER!!!
chinese zao ju.
NetBALL FILE THINGY!!!!!

Stressed stressed stressed stressed...
I'm so gonna collapse soon.

Flagday on Saturday and I have not handed in my consent form.
Joel better bring on Saturday, at least I have a companion for not giving the form on time.
Mas is sooooo excited, coz we'll be going orchard. -_____-'
Will be getting Letch's pressie there.
*hey mas, we'll get her a BLINDING HOT PINK present okay?*
Shall skip my emaths tuition.
Muahahaha...

Hmmm, I hope I'll be a really good captain.
I should talk more.
But I don't like talking.
I'm more of someone who take orders instead of giving them.
Yeah.
I'm so not borned a leader.
Gotta develop them.
Somehow.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I'm getting old.

Someone get me a new brain!!!

*shake head and sigh*

When? When have I become so bloody forgetful? I left my school tie under my desk without knowing and happily went home and in the end panicked coz I couldn't find my tie. Oh, that was on Monday. I didn't want to spent nearly 10 bucks on something so useless. hmmm... Was relieved to find it under my desk. =)

Then it was my pencil. It disappeared, walked out on me! Ahhhh, my favourite black pencil. I think I left it in 3/2, during lit coz I knew I was drawing the onion thing on the lit paper, hoping that it would somehow give me some inspiration, then I would have something to write on my paper. Then during maths, which was after lit, I couldn't find my pencil anymore. *waillll*

Ok, then my powerpuff girls file. I left it at home and today luqman has to collect the flagday consent forms and I left mine in my file and it was at home. Crap la. It's really sickening to have a brain that doesnt seem to be working.

I should tie everything to me so I wouldn't accidentally abandone them.

Pathetic.

Today EFL was okay la. Boring actually. It was the coucil invest thingy and we got scolded for more than half an hour for not singing our school song. That's so untrue. The two idiots behind Mas and I were singing SOOOO enthusiatically. Then many many speeches and the pledge thingy.

Couldn't find Mdm hee after school dismissed so gotta find her tmr morning. Hopefully she wouldnt be pissed at me for not going to see her. *prrraayyy*

I feel that I not good enough, as a captain. No sense of urgency, reponsibilty and iniative whatsoever.

Hmmm, or rather not enough.

I'll jia you de.

=)

Monday, March 21, 2005

Someone just cursed my nose. I just knew it. I've been sniffling and sneezing like I've sneezed/sniffled in my entire life. It was basically hell. Doing homework was terrible. I need a plumber to clear my nose!!!

Gotta have at least 1 packet of tissues everyday from now onwards. It's very very tough to do without them.

Today was ok la.
Felt like dying and today is only the first day of school.
Well, the portfolio writing was crap. We come naked and go naked. (exposed away!=)) Yeahh... Squeezed some crap out. Surprisingly, I finished it on the spot. I'm such a good girl. Miss heng read through my plan and commented that I should pay more attention on the mental walls part and elaborate on it, rather than blabbering about the whole procedure on how she's gonna overcome it.

Great. And I finished my compo. I really don't feel like editing it. Hmmm, I may but when I feel like it.

Chinese.was.dumb. The teacher came late and that's good thing but she threw us another assignment!!! Advertisment. Arggghhh.. I can't picture myself actually filming the mtv and now this. Is it constructive? *no idea* but it sure takes up a lot of our time.

Bio and Maths were crap. Was paying more attention on my blocked and mucus-filled nose than the teachers. Just sniffled and sneezed through them.

Hmmm, my sis's friends are here. Freaked.

Okay, I shall continue being a good girl and go and sleep now.

Then I'll start on my homework. =)

Sunday, March 20, 2005

got it from jonathan

Yessss!!! My ears are too small for my new earphones!!! It's so sickening. And I looked weird with the 2 bulging items on my ears. But still I'm happy coz the earphones are nice. It's black and white. Panasonic though my discman's aiwa brand.

I felt like killing myself when I realised that the earphones from my old discman were usable. 22 bucks gone just like that.

But I like my new earphones laaa.. Though I looked really dumb.

Okay. Qian Ji bian 1 [ the twins effect ] was really really niceee. The vampires thinger were nice. Their enlongated teeth and agile movement. And I like their blue eyes a lot. Well, the blue eyes effect made Edison even cuter. Haha... *daydream*
Had shrooms meal and cheesefries. Heh. No wonder I'm having a sorethroat now. Urg.

Okok...

Went to the library in Compass point. Natalie followed me coz she wanted to get some books too. I couldn't find a single Robin Cook's or Patrica Cornwell's book which I have not read. *depressed* So Nat randomly picked some books off the shelves and slapped them into my hands.

She went like, " You should really try new books."
Haha.. But I don't want. I want more Robin Cook and Patrica Cornwell. Any good books to recommend?

Then went courts to get my earphones. Urg. Can someone teach me how to wear the right way? or how to wear it without me looking dumb?

Den I bought a Buttercup file thingy. Powerpuff girls rock!!! =)

Ok, shall go and learn how to wear my earphones properly.

School reopens tomorrow. Ahhh... Another hectic term of common tests, rushing of homework and finishing projects before the deadline.
Speaking of projects, our group have not even started on the Maths project and the Chinese MTV. Haha, yeaahh, so dead.

Finally completed my Amaths hols worksheet [ hmmm... except for 1 qn which I didnt know how to do ]
I brought my maths worksheet to the tuition, shoved it under my tuition teacher's nose and demanded him to help me solve. Haha... Ok, I'm not that rude la.
I felt so so so so dumb when he explained to me, the steps to solve coordinate geometry.
I was like, "Ya hor.. How come I never thought of it? Dumb me."
It was quite easy actually.
But still, coordinate geometry sucks.
I don't think I'll score well for that. Algebra is nicer. Especially Algebraic Manipulations and Logarithms also not bad la.

Ok, enough of Maths.

got it from jonathan

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Jolyn tested me and weelll I like it a lot so I'll post it up.
If happy is a person, what will it's surname be?
Then, what will happy's occupation be?
And what is Happy's gender?

Answer
Surname: Lee [ coz happily ]
Occupation: Nurse [ happiness ]
Gender: guy [ happy means gay! ]

Nice riiiggght?
I thought so too. Haha...

Couldn't believe I actually spent the whole morning studying Chemistry and I have not finish Chapter 5 yet. I'm still left with the Metallic bonding. Ahhhh.... Boredd la...
I've no life man, spending the morning in front of my desk and studying for the Chem quiz.
Well, the thing is that nothing went into my head.
Haha...
I plugged the earphones into my ears and listened to Stef Sun's song while studying. I guess I concentrated more on her songs than the chem textbook.
Ptfffffff...
Oh well, I'll just read the notes I've made tomorrow night or something.
Gotta get my new earphones ( for another discman ) It is spoilt, ok, duh. The whole thingy fell apart and you could see all those electronic components in it. I don't think it's fixable. I mean, the whole thing practically cracked open.
Don't think it's fixable. yeahh.
Gotta go get new one tomorrow.
*I must stop tugging so violently when they get stuck* I guess that's why they cracked. oops...
And I plan to get those put over the ear type. Niccer...

Still have Emaths and Chinese tuition later.
Xiannn ar...
Hey it's Saturday already???
Whoaaa... that's fast. Goddd, I can't remember what I've done during the hols!!!
Monday- watched Son of the mask with Natalie, Hejun, Shuan and Zixiang. Free movie!! Haha... But it was boring lah. All those marists like zi bi like that. In the end Nat and I went shopping ourselves and leave the zi bi guys to do their own things. Didn't manage to eat KFC!! It was too crowded. *disappointed*

Tuesday- netball and homework I think. Boreedd..

Wednesday- Ehhhh.. spent the whole day completing my homwork. *angelic smile* And my CPU was kidnapped by the person. Haha... I thought I wouldn't see my CPU until 1 week later.

Thursday- Swam and had netball and my CPU was sent back to me. Had fuunn blogging.

Friday- Did online homework and my compo. Was online for 8 hours. Whooaaa..

Friday, March 18, 2005

Finally changed my blogskin.
Goddd.
Love it to bits and pieces.
Blogged a lot of time today mannn...
Better stop.
Loveitloveitloveitloveit.

[starsrock]

Lalalalalala...
I've finished my compo.
I think it sucks.
Too cliche.
Wayyyy too cliche.
And I don't think it relates much to the title.

God...
What have i got myself into.
I almost died while typing.
Sick of typing now.
Hopefully I can pass my compo.
*pray pray pray*

Hate typing now.
My com gonna burst into flames soon.
Gotta go before it happens.

Cya...

I've finally finished my online homework.
Got 6/10 for physics.
God, I am so not a physics person. Ahhhh...
Finished social study too...
Crapped through the essay. Well, I hope I passed that.
Ah... My online physics...
Haiz~

Okay, I wanna start my compo now.
Was too tired to do it yesterday night.
Hopefully my compo, which I've started on already before that com person took my Cpu away, is still somewhere in my computer.
I don't really want to rewrite the front part again.
Anyway my compo is really cliche. Very very cliche. How ar?
I don't really want to come up with another storyline. Bah.
Heck la.
At most another C5? Anyway I'm kinda immune. Getting bad results for English. I've been getting them since Sec 1?
Cool. Constant failures.
never mind.
Shall start on that.
Hey anyway eileen, can we donate the voucher back to NKF? Save all this troubles. Hahaz... Really lazy to go all the way Queensway. Later get lost even worse.

Shall really start on it.

[ on the verge of giving up ]
[waiting and waiting for u]
[ giving up soon ]

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Godddd, I miss you guys sooooo much.
That stupid virus in my computer has successfully prevented me from blogging.
Arggghhh damn sickening.
Has so much to write but now, like nothing to write.
*smack self*

Okay, hmmm...
-Today-
The person sent my CPU back and I can finally blog!!!
It's so nice to be back blogging.
Haha, ok I'll stop.

Swam today.
Yessss, getting tanner but sucked all the energy.
Swam a few laps.
My sister taught me the right way of swimming and now swimming laps is quite do-able.
But I kept gulping in mouthfuls of water and thus I had to stop and get up and remove the water and continue. So even if I finish the laps, there still wasnt the sense of satisfaction and achievement. Haiz...
Went home, ate then slept.
Until it was time for me to get ready for netball.
Ahhh... I didn't want to get up.
Felt so drained.
Okay... Trained until the hot sun.
Roasted man.
Lynette fainted. So scary.
The sjab people carried her away on the stretcher.
Scary.

I wanna sleep!!!

okok... Nothing to write also la.
Wanna start on the looong compo.

You Are 17 Years Old

17

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Monday, March 07, 2005

It's International Women's day tomorrow. Cool

I've got back my English composition back, 17/30. Shucks la. Only 56 and two third out of hundred to be exact. C5!!! History is repeating itself again coz I used to get C5 when I was in Secondary 1. Haizzz... Shiittt la, I got to buck up already.

Geography was okay and so is Biology. I was so glad that I didn't fail Biology. * breathe out in relief* But I'm 100% guaranteed that I'll do badly for Social Studies. Ahhh, whatever la. Ran 3 rounds around compound after school with Jody. Started with a slow jog and ran at that speed. Hopefully we'll stay committed to it and my stamina will improve.

I wanna swim again.

Anyway I've been asking people for my good and bad points. Haha, cannot help it since this habit got stuck with me since P5 I think. I'll just ask the question abruptly and the person will have to come up with something by hook or by crook. Anyway I was glad that no one says that I was petty anymore.

Stubborn now is my bad point.

I think my com just got a virus. I opened a document and I did the same thing some time ago.

When will I ever learn my lesson?

Sunday, March 06, 2005

I HATE coordinate geometry. I HATE IT!!!!!

*breathe out*

Feel soo much better now. Now my tuition teacher coordinate geometry and so is Wong. I'm so sick of it. And it's worse coz I couldn't do the questions both my tuition teacher and Wong gave me. Freakass. I'm so dead.

I hate my life. It's so meaningless ,so tasteless. It's like the same routine everyday. Go school, study, go home, study, sleep. And the whole thing repeats itself, days after days, weeks after weeks, months after months and years after years. I want to have more fuuunnn. Why doesn't the school offers sky diving, bungee jumping and things like that.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Why must we take up soooo subjects and learn coordinate geometry?

God, I can't believe I was whining about life just a minute ago.
I should feel blessed and happy and bouncy since not all children can study and stuff like that. Yeah, taking things for granted.

My life's so boring. Boring boring life.

I miss cheesefries. =)

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Ahhhhhhhh...
I felt so bad for demanding a testimonial from letch by writing her a testimonial. But hey wait.. She wanted me to write her testimonial like immediately and I dutifully did. AND I wrote for her 2 testimonials. haha.

Okay, shall stop feeling bad. but thanks for the testimonial letch. It was sweet and it definitely boost my ego. =)

Okay. I went swimming today!!!!!! God, I missed swimming like hell. Ahhhhhhh * falling in love with swimming all over again. And and, I swam 4 and a half laps today. (read: clap people. Clap!!!!)Not continuously though, with breaks in between. But I was panting, which was probably a good thing. *feel so proud of myself* It's quite a feat okkkkaaayyy, considering the fact that I could not swim without the presence of the board a few months back. wheeee~

Hopefully my stamina improved. okay okay, I know staminas don't improve just because you swam 4 and half laps and not continuously somemore. You have to swim many many 4 and half laps for it to improve. Anyway jody, nat, zijun, anna and I had agreed to run everyday after school to train our stamina and my weak lopes. Hopefully we can actually so that. Yeah.

And I've grown darker, i mean, tanner. I miss my holidays tan!!! Coz i go swimming practically twice a week. Ahhhhh... * miss my tan*

We have to write another looooong essay, this time words limit is 1500-1800 words. God. I was so damn frigging relieved when I finally finished my THE EXPERIMENT essay. Now we are having one long essay every term. How am I actually going to survive?

Okay, let's think positively. Maybe that will improve my english's standard. That's a good thing. So what if I've got a B3 for my previous essay, I can do better. * positive thoughts*

God, I wish I were in Band 2.
They, like, watch movie every lesson. *envious* MTV somemore.

Chinese tuition later. IccccKkkkkkkkk...

I wanna cycle on friday!!! Miss cycling. Ahhhh...
I wanna cycle and eat cheesefries.
Cheesefries rock.

Friday, March 04, 2005

God. Whoever created this questionaire thingy must have failed maths terribly.

: Basics__
> 1. Full Name: Ang Xue Ling
> 2. your nick name: xL
> 3. Birthday: 5 Jan
> 4. Place of Birth: Singapore, Mt avernia hospital
> 5. Zodiac Sign: capricorn
> 6. Male or Female: female.
> 7. Grade: sec 3. but ppl always mistake me as a sec 1. [ nvm ]
> 8. School: anderson sec [ ass ]
> 9. Occupation: student who's cramming all facts into the very small brain of hers.
>10.Residence: khatib. [ very isolated place in spore ]
> 11. Screen Name(s): xL [ g.i.a.n.ts ] ..........

> __Your Appearence___
> 12. Hair Color: black with lil brown? [ not sure ]
> 13. Hair Long or Short: shoulder length.
> 14. Eye Color: dark brown. [ it's what jonathan said anyway. i dun even know ]
> 16. Height: 152. [ okaaayyy... i'm a shortie. ]
> 17. Weight: > 39kg
> 18. Shoe Size: 4.
> 19. Braces: nope
> 20. Glasses: yep. but wear contacts too.
> 21. Piercings: 2 on the ears
> 22. Tattoos: nah. [ guai kia ]
> 23. Righty or Lefty: righty

> ___Your 'Firsts'___
> 24. First Kiss: oooohhh. can't rmb. my cute baby sister and cousins. god.
> 25. First B.F/ G.F: *sway*
> 26. First best friend: mingyun [ kindergarten ]
> 27. First Award: no idea.
> 28. First Sport You joined?: 4x100m race. [ got first!!! whOo ]
> 29. First pet: nope. never had one.
> 30. First Vacation: dunno leh. a cruise i think. but i'm always stuck in spore.
> 31. First Concert: p1 i think.
> 32. first love: love? not yet ba.

> ___ Favorites___
> 33. Movie: dunno leh.
> 34. TV Show: whoO loadsss...
> 35. Color: pink, blue, purple.
> 36. Band: nil
> 37. Song: a lot by stef sun n jay.
> 38. Food: cheesefries [ rocks ]
> 39. Drink: any.
> 40. Candy: any sweet la
> 41. Sport To Play: netball, netball, netball.
> 42. Sport To Watch: netball.
> 43. Brand Of Clothing: any.
> 44. Store: dunno leh.
> 45. School Program: ??? i like the prodikeys thingy last yr though. but not really a program la
> 46. Animal: doggg.. A big one who will protect meee...
> 47. Book: da vinci book and i wanna buy the body language thingy.
> 48. Magazine: teenage

___Currently___
> 49. Eating: nth
> 50. Drinking: nth
> 51. Typing: eh?
> 52. Online?: yep
> 53. Listening To: nth
> 54. Thinking About: how boring my life is currently.
> 55. Wanting To: have more fuuunnn.
> 56. Watching: tv.
> 57. Wearing: clothes la. what else?

> ___Your Future___
> 58. Want Kids?: probably
> 59. Want to Get Married?: yep. dun wanna be a old spinster.
> 60. Careers in Mind: doc, paramedic, pyschologist, in police force [god, that's a lot ]

> __Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
> 67. Cute or Sexy: cute.
> 68. Lips or Eyes: both
> 69. Hugs or Kisses: erm, hugs ba.
> 70. Short or Tall: taller than me. but the thing is practically everybody is. [ saddening ]
> 71. Easygoing or serious: both
> 72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
> 74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive. [ very important ]
> 75. Hook-up or Relationship:relationship.
> 76. Sweet or Caring: caring.
> 77. Trouble Maker or Hestiant One: trouble maker =)

> ___Have You Ever___
> 78. Kissed a Stranger: what the hell? who in the right state of mind will?
> 79. Drank Alcohol: nahhh...
> 80. Smoked: never.
> 81. Ran Away From Home: make life difficult. what for?
> 82. Broken a Bone: ick!!! nope and hope not.
> 83. Got an X-ray: cant rmb.
> 84. Broken Someones Heart: i dun think so. have i?
> 85. Broke Up With Someone: nope.
> 86. Turned Someone Down: errr... think so.
> 87. Cried When Someone Died: haha. nope.
> 88. Cried At School: ya.

> ___Do You Believe In___
> 89. God: i dunno
> 90. Miracles: sure do. i need them for exams anyway. I HAVE to believe in em.
> 91. Love At First Sight: lemme see. nope. I dun think so. you dun even know if the person is decent and you fall in love with him?
> 92. Ghosts: ahhh.. i dun wan to but....
> 93. Aliens: nope.
> 95. Heaven: nope.
> 96. Hell: no.
> 98. Kissing on The First Date: nooooo
> 99. Horoscopes: yeah, i do

> ___Answer Truthfully___
> 100. Is There Someone/thing You Want But You Know You Can't Have: i dun think so.

Just finished reading Yiling's Commonwealth essay. It's good. Freakily good.

Damn u la, Yiling.

Haha... Anyway you WILL do well for your composition. I'm ery sure you will.

Okay. Hmmm... Today chemistry was boring. Chemisty is always boring. Went through the chem workbook. I left lots and lots of blanks. Ahhhh... Chapter 5 of chem sucks totally. Ewww... convalent bonding, ionic bonding and what metallic bonding. Bah.

Then was lit. It was okay. We went through the common mistakes we had done and saw Madonna's MV. It was niccceee.

PE was weird today. We walked to some park in AngMoKio then back to school again. (okay, duh.) But I prefer running coz I can really sweat. Walking doesn't make me sweat much but I could talk to Mas and Letch a lot. We were debating on who's the most egoistical one among us. Haha. Lame la.

Then got back Log test. 15/20. okok la. Not very well done also but was okay with my marks. I felt like killing myself when I saw the large numbers of careless mistakes I've done. Dumb me. I could have done better. Oh well.

Maybe I should just be glad that I have not failed any subject. But I predict that I will geog anyway. The answers that Mdm Neo flashed the other day were all so foreign to me. Shiiiittt...

My class is all so freaky clever. I mean, it's like if you don't get a A1, you are lagging behind. Or something like that. It's very very tiring.

Ah...

Bored. Not many people are online now.

Ah. Bored.

I miss naruto. A lot. The manga's taking too long. I want vol 26 to be out.

Badly.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

more shitty lopes today.
today got 2 sec ones cried leh.
so scary.
think too stress la.
or maybe they are scare of us, the seniors.
but could they?
we are a buch of lovable, sweet and caring seniors what.
anyway, played GA.
missed that position like hell.
shots were fine, suprisingly.
few went in.
ahahahaha...
so happy.
but it was when i played WA that i get all depressed again.
i HAVE to buck up on my lopes.
like practise them everyday after school.
if not i may not be in the school team next year.

xueling, must jia you le...

okok...
got my e and a maths papers back.
ok larrr...
didn't get back english.
quite relieve and anxious also.
since i think i won't do well.
coz my essay was really montonous.

also never get back geog.
also relieved.
coz i KNOW i won't do well for it too.

ahhhhh...
must improve lopes.
and must action.
cannot just say.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

I really really really shouldn't be online now.
It's just that my Dad wanted me to do his invoice and it tempted me to come online and blog.
I still have geog to revise and Logarithms to study for.
God...
I'm such an accomplished slacker.
Okay...
Got back chinese and physics papers.
I'm so so so so so so so so glad that I didn't fail it.
Thank god...
Chinese was okay.
Missed my A1 by 1.25 marks.
What the hell..
I am so fated to get A2 for chinese ALL the time.
Pathetic.
Crap through the Paul's wheel.
Had really no idea as in how it's gonna help us anyway.
Gotta run...
Still have tons of revision to do.

Argh. My english sucks.
I want to drop a band down, to band 2.
It's so much more fun there.
English lessons are so dry.

Never mind. I'm just whining.

byyyyeeeeeeee....

Getting back ENGLISH!!!!, geog and maths papers tomorrow.
All the papers that I ain't confident in.
I never want to get back my social studies though.

*bleargh*

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

aHhhhhhhh...

got back chem paper.
got 29/35.
wasn't very well done though.
Judging by the fact that a lot of my classmates scored 30 plus.
god...
how am i suppose to actually survive.
lit was worse.
15/25 only.
die mannnn... got so low.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

anyway netball today was okay.
except that maybe the weather was so bloody hot.
totally toasted under the sun.
had to do passes twice coz had to train the sec 1s.
this year sec 1s was okay.
Managed to shoot in 2-3 goals when they played against us.
but we didn't blow for their stepping la.
if not they wouldn't be able to pass the ball from defending to attacking court.
Serious.
but the GS is good.
All shots went in.
not bad.

my turn to play.
played like shiiittt..
lopes couldn't reach syaf.
all lopes couldn't.
gooooddd..

i shall practise my lope seriously and properly from tomorrow onwards.
all my lopes are going to niicce ones.

should i go for the singapore netball thing?

should i???