I'm so majorly screwed. I can just picture myself failing many many subjects. Ahhhhhhhh...

Something's terrible wrong with me.

AHhhhaHhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Okay okay, I've gotta work harder for the next common test.

Sometimes I feel that he treats me better than you.
He knows when I'm sad and consoles me.
He makes a point to make me laugh and seems to care about me.
I really hope that you will do the same too.
But you never did.
[ disappointed ]
Sometimes I wonder if I've made the right choice or not.

Bored, bored, bored.
Havent done:
1) Maths worksheet
2) Physics worksheet

Wadever la..

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how innocent. and i kept forgetting to mention that letch said that i'm be in for a big surprise on monday.

Not going to school tmr.

haha...

Cheers everyone!!!! My speakers are finaaallly working!!! YaY!!! I gave the speaker some violent nudges, den did something to the master volumes, gave it one last kick and the msn alert tone freaked me. [ coz I didn't think that it might actually work ] aHhhhAhHHh... I can finally listen to my blog music.

Okay, shall revise my bio stuff here.
Cell membrane

• plasma membrane
• partially permeable membrane
• responsible for the separation of cell's contents with the surroundings
• controls the movement of materials leaving or entering the cells
• and for the interaction of cells with its environment
• made up of protein layer-lipid layer-protein layer

Nucleus

Nucleus envelope

• separate the nucleus content and its surrounding cytoplasm

Nucleoplasm

• spherical mass of denser protoplasm

Chromatin

• network of thread-like structures
• contains hereditary materials
• controls cell's activities
• during cell division --> turns into highly coiled structures [ chromosomes ]

Nucleoli

• spherical structures
• responsible for building up of proteins

Mitochondrion

• involves in the release of energy from food substances during cell respiration
• contains respiratory enzymes

Endoplasmic Rediculum

• system of membranes that run throughout the cytoplasm
• responsible for the formation of cellular fats and proteins
• SMOOTH ER- ribosome not presence --> responsible for the lipids synthesis
• ROUGH ER- Ribosomes i are present --> responsible for the proteins synthsis

Chloroplast

• a site where plant cells make food in the presence of sunligh, carbon dioxide and water.

Vacuole

• fluid-filled space
• contains dissolved substances - sugar, amino acids, water and minerals.
• plants [ contains cell sap and is surrounded by tonoplast ]

Centrioles

• a pair of structures near nucleus
• play a part in cell division

Red blood Cell

• haemoglobin--> enables cell to transport oxygen from lungs to all part of body
• bioconcave--> increase surface area to volume ratio to increase the rate of diffusion of oxygen
• no nucleus--> allows more oxygen to be transported

Root Hair Cell

• elongated area--> increase surface area to volume ratio to increase the rate absorption of water and minerals
• NO CHLROPLASTS!!!

Xylem vessel

• absence of cross walls and protoplasm allows water to move easily
• ligin--> strengthen walls, prevents the vessel from collasping and provides mechanical support.

Tissues

• a group of similar cells performing one specific functions
• connective tissues, muscles tissues, glandular tissues.

Organs

• different tissues form organs
• stomach, liver

Systems

• several organs form systems
• respirartory and digestive systems

Diffusion

• net movement of ions or molecules moving a concentration gradient, i.e. from a region og higher concentration to a regoin of lower concentration.
• egs. Perfumes, small intestines --> the dissolved food substances diffuse out of the lining of small intestine and into the blood capillaries.

Low water potential

• water diffuse out
• vacuole decreases in size
• shrinkage of cytoplasm when plant cells are placed in salt solution is called plasmolysis.
• membrane of cells froms little spikes--> crenation

Osmosis

• the movement of water molecules from a region of higer of higher water concentration to a region of lower concentration through a partially permeable membrane

Active Transport

• process whereby energy is required to move particles of substances up a concentration gradient from a region where they are in a lower concentration to a region where they are of a higher concentration.
• egs.dissolved minerals by the root hair and glucose and amino acids in the small intestine

I think that's about it. yay..

Hey why the hell am I sharing my notes to the whole world? God I must be nuts. But anyway 1/100 of the stuff can be found in the textbook. Haha..

This must be the most boring entry I have ever had.

Off to download Naruto manga.

Have not study cheng yu yet. Damn.

Really hot now.... ahhhhhh... sweating like hell... Why, why, why must Sinagpore be located near the equator of all places with temperatures so high and no seasons to speak of. Ahhhh... Everyone, let's hope that crustal movements will save us from being literally roasted. Hope that Singapore will move all the way to europe or something. Haha.. *cross fingers*

Okay.. Had chi tuition as usual. Was feeling slacky, so busy chatting with perlin and jolyn and ignoring the teacher. Coz it was this chinese teacher whom we are so used to bullying her and see her getting stumped at the questions we bombard her. It was hilarious. One thing for sure, we aint scare of her. Due to lack of time ( to everyone's delight ), we didn't have to finish the compo on the spot. We get to bring it home and do and I don't think many are going to hand it in next week.

Hmmm... Bored la. Still got a maths tuition tmr. Xian..

Nothing to say...

Life really sucks for me. * happy thoughts*

[ feeling all empty inside ]

finally, finally.. most of the common tests are over. still have bio and chinese cheng yu. shit it. what tests did we take today ar?

ohoh..

e maths- it was pretty easy but hopefully i don't do any dumb careless mistakes though. I had time to check through. [ cheers~ ] and that was the only paper i HAD time to check through. hmmm.. I think i can only score averaging-ly for emaths. i totally lost confident in the rest.

chinese- ok la but still not confident. hope i do well.

i don't what's happening to me. i am so totally not confident with myself and i wasn't like this last year. I still remembered last year, i studied for history and was feeling confident and all when i sat for the paper. I couldn't wait to start on the paper. Yeah, that may sound a bit insane but it's true. Now i just had this nagging, negative feeling when i sat for all the tests this week. And it has successfully made me not do well for my tests.

damnit.

gotta hurry up and find back my lost self- confident, before the next common tests, that's it. *bleargh* i dun even want to think about the next common tests. I almost died in the first common test, which is probably the easiest, I just can't picture myself sitting through the 2nd, 3rd and 4th.

god.

No no, i must stay positive. I must be all eager to sit for the tests. *ewwwwww*

exams are squeezed in 1 week. Dumb anderson. Dumb dumb.

It is a really taxing week. And I have no idea how the hell did i managed to have time to blog. Haha. E maths and chinese tomorrow. I am SOOOOOO looking for it.

Chemistry- I thought it was rather easy but that was before darren and lingyan said that my answers were wrong. But I don't think I'll fail la. It was okay.

Geograpgy- It was okay but I was rushing through the whole paper an ddid not really have the time to finish. *happy thoughts* hopefully I wont fail.

English- I chose choices and wrote it as a topic, rather than a theme. It was okay-ly written but Ms Heng has unusually HIGH expectations from us, so I don't know. Not really confident.

Physics- I wonder which evil teacher set it. I am so going to fail it and I am serious. I didn't know that we were suppose to square all the timings until Mr Tan told me kindly. After he told me, i was still stoning there coz I was picturing myself actually plotting the graph. Mr Tan went like, " Go on, square them." Haha, like I doubt his words. But he's a really nice teacher. Anyway the graph was horrible. The squares were so damn frigging tiny that I wasted half of my time counting squares. And the numbers I've got were all those that were difficult to plot. I didn't know many squares to count from 1 to 2. So i was practically stuck down there. And I realised that I did the vol of pipe wrongly. I went and found the vol of space in it instead.

Tell me, am I DUMB or what? I can't believe that I actually mis-interpreted it. That has to be the dumbest mistakes I've ever done.

Literature- It was okay since I crapped throughout the paper. Ahhh... Emtional indeed.

Social studies- Ahhhh!!! I totally missed that part about the singpore trying to have a malyan outlook. I totally missed it!!!! God... Someone save me. I thought it wasn't important so I skipped that part. And I couldn't finish the essay question. I reached the concluding part and I ended it very abruptly. Haizzz... I must increase the speed of my writing. I write toooo slowly. Hopefully I don't fail that.

A maths- tough. really tough.

Not looking good. Serious. I have screwed quite a number of papers. Shit...

someone help me.

very bored.
Dunno what to say.
i.hate.tests.
i detest them.
i dunno why i am writing like this.
this is what i feel right now.

I can't wait for all the tests to be over.
gotta mug like hell.
and i'm still online.
slacking.

god save me.

BLOGGER ATE MY POSTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

DAMN BLOGGER!!!!!!

dun wanna blog again...

Wasn't feeling too great today.
Was kinda quiet for a lunatic like me.
My mind was really exhausted today from too much thinking.
I hate thinking.
I hate everything that's happening to me.

I wanna return to sec 2.
It was heaven then.
Laughter and stuff.
Everyone was lazing around, not giving a heck about homework.
Everyone's crapping, running, playing around when teachers werent present.
Eileen and I listening to her MP3.
Dhevy listening to us sing.
Listening to Lingyan's constant talking.
Seeing Shal go like, "Dddd.uuuu.hhh."
Ananda vandalising almost everything he had in contact with.
Pamela's and her friends chatting and laughing.

Ok, this is rubbish.
I should look AHEAD instead of sneaking memories of the past.
Not unhealthy.
In another mood of mine.
I wonder of I've picked the right comBi or not.
I realised that I didn't like chem and physics. Lit too. Though lessons with M.heah a.k.a Mrs lee was great.
I should have been in 3/4 ,taking history elect.

I'm so dead.
I don't know why but I'm feeling so negative now.
My friendster is all screwed and so's my life.

Tests next week. I'm so totally NOT prepared.
Couldn't concentrate at all when I was revising.
My thoughts kept trailing to other stuff.
Stuff which weren't there last year.

Why the heck am I still online when I have one whole pile of shitty revision waiting for me?
Should have applied for integrated program and follow Eileen n Dhevy to VJ. (ok, like I can get in, but oh well.)

ok, whatever.

What the hell??? All my friends on my friends list have disappeared. Oh man... This is so so so so so so so sickening. I have so painfully made all disappeared. Ahhhhhhhhh... Sad. Damn friendster. Damndamndamn. 99 friends all gone like that.

Sad. Really sad.

-Yesterday-
Valentines day!!! Gave out pressies and received quite a lot. Ahhahaha.. So happy~ wheewheewhee~ But I am getting sick of chocolate and I'm growing fat. *gotta exercise le*
Anyway this year valentines day is quite memorable for me la. hahaha...

Shiit la, my smses exceeded by damndamndamn lot this few days. My dad is so going to kill me when my bills come.

All the tests are crammed into week 8. Hate school. So far I have revised Bio and social studies. Bit of chinese and Geo. Very little. Damn

I am so dead.

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-yesterday-
Went Zanyu's house to bai nian, or rather play cards la. Met in causeway point first at 10.30am. Realised that it was the wrong time to meet coz most of the shops still had their shop tightly shut. Since Sean and Limjiahao still hadn't had their breakfast, we went Mac first. Didn't have anything coz I wasn't hungry. Then Zijun, Zanyu, jiahao waited for Jody to come before leaving to browse around. Sean left early. Hmmm... I bought a bad boy key chain and a drink. Hmmm... Just walked around la.

Then went Zanyu's house, which is in Yew Tee, so frigging far. Oh my, I didn't know that he lives in a condo. That rich idiot. Ok.. Hmmm.. Played cards, black jack initially. Being a banker is not that bad afterall and I've won quite and that was the first time me being a banker. I had blackjack at first ya. *good job, xueling.* haha. Won money.

Then, we played in between ( or called pool, i think ). Was broke flat but i kept the notes I've got so that I wouldn't played it away. Haha. Then Alvin and jiahao had to leave. Jody, Zijun, Zanyu and his brother played taiti. I didn't coz I didn't know how to. I listened and sang ocean's song. Haha. Hmmm...

Had to leave at 5.30pm coz I had Chinese tuition. I was so so so so so so so tired that I could fall asleep while I was standing but I survived through the tuition. Was doodling and stoning. Oh man. I smsed 51 times today. Damndamndamn. My dad is so going to explode when he sees the bill this month.

Wish me luck ppl.

-today-
Brough eileen's v.day present and I felt so so so guilty. I mean she bought me this big big dog from waston and I gave her such cheapskate pressie. And I forgot to mentioned that she donated $10 to my NKF thingy. Oh my... Guilty-as-charged. Never mind, I shall buy more stuff for her bday and it's the thoughts that count anyway. Haha.

Had graphs and I have graphs worksheet as homework. I can't do, like most of the sums? Oh man. I am so dead. And I skipped Emaths tuition yesterday so I have congruent triangles woeksheet as my emaths homework. I totally forgot about congruency and if I'm not wrong, I hated congruency when I was in Sec 2.

Shiiittt.

Never mind. Don't think i'll be completing them. I can't. I have toooo many tests to worry abput without having to worry about those retard worksheets.

Decided to have a break after glueing myself on the chair, revising bio and finishing one of those pathetic tuition homework I have.

Smsed 26 smses so far. My limit for each day is 22 smses.

Oh great.

oh my!! Friendster has become really pink.

COz it's valentines day?

Ewwwww... Why isn't anyone online? Only 14 are and that's very very few. Don't tell me that they are all mugging away, for all those tests next week. *bleargh*

I totally hate social study. It is waaayyy too boring. And I just can't picture myself sitting down the revising the whole of chapter 2. Eww.. Tunku and Mr Lee Kuan Yew. Haiz.. All the tests are clumped up in week 8.

Sickening.

Coz i don't know what to study first. Why can't the school spread it out evenly? I mean, we aren't taking 5 subjects, we are taking almost TWICE the no. So we are most probably going to end up with 2-3 tests a day. What the hell???

But I'm starting with Social Study first coz I just want to get over with it. Going Zanyu's house to bai nian with lottas peeps. Jody, Zijun, me and Natalie (hopefully laaa... But she's may not be going. Damnit) Sean, Alvin and maybe Lim JiaHao. Ahhhhhh... Hopefully Nat go ba. And I have tuition at night sia. Hmmm, not I get to skip my e Maths tuition. Wahhhahhhhahhhaha.

Should I go?

Anyway, I bought the Da Vinci code, by Dan Brown!!! Cheers* Though I've read it before but it is so so so so so so so so so so NICCCEEE that I decided to buy it instead of Deception point, which I have not read it yet.

So can any kind soul lend me deception point? Puhleaaaseee!!!

Oh man, I'm bored. Very.Bored.

This year's Chinese new year was kinda boring. I collected $30 lesser. *wail* haha.. Hmmm... Let me recall:

-Tuesday-
I was really angry and hurt. But it wasn't worth recalling about. So let's skip.

-Wednesday [ chinese new year ]-
I was a lot better. Not angry and hurt anymore. =) Hmmm... Was bored to tears and I smsed 40 times!!! I am so so so so so so so so so so so so dead. Like, very dead. Oh man. Okay. I spent like 2 hours plus waiting for my cousins to reach my grandmother's house, coz, as usual, my family was the first one to reach there. Sat there and stoned in front of the tv. The television kept blanking out coz something was wrong with the main on/off button. Ate and stoned. Smsed and stoned again. Was so bored that I resorted to playing scissors paper stone with my sister. Like whoever lost has to get whacked at the back of your palm. It really hurts, a lot. My hands were totally red when we finally stopped. *ouch*

Then they FINALLY came and they gambled. I didn't play coz I didn't feel like. Shifted to my aunt's house and played with play station, something like street fighter thingy. My hands were aching like hell after my turn was over. I was actually jerking in excitement. God. I must be nuts. Hmmm.. Ya.. That's all lah. Boring actually.

-today-
In my another grandmother's house. Waiting for my father's side's cousins. They were a lot more fuuun, i think la. Don changed a lot. Become shuai le. Hahaz.. Every time I see him, he has a whole new look. And it kinda freak me because I don't know what to expect next. He highlighted his hair. Not bad lar.

-tomorrow-
There's school!!!!! Oh my god. It's so sickening.

Wheeeeeeee~~~

Chinese new year!!! I can't wait to wear my new year clothes man!!! Denim skirts, haha, okay, I'm nuts.

I bought a new bag already. And it's kinda cheap la. $40 bucks only. Converse's. I wanted to buy the bag that is of the same design as chin Ping and yong kiat but different colour but decided not to. Dun wan have the same bag as anybody so bought another one.

I'm pissed, right now.

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