Read through 2 chapters of Biology and 3 quarter of Chemistry's first chapter and none for Physics yet, and I am deeply traumatised by the amount of information I have to stuff in my head and the large amount of my brain cells that are going to die away. Biology's really fun but Chemistry is kinda dead and boring. Physic, I presume, is not any better. I read through the content page and I nearly died of heart attack. I flipped aimlessly and saw this picture of a iron with a pair of hands 5 centimeters away from it. I guess it was something like the electricity or heat transfer. I don't know.

Hahaz... Tuitions later. Haiz... I CAN'T wait man. There is no fun subjects next year. No prodikeys to fool around, no art, no home ec and no dnt. This is so absolutely depressing.

Never mind. Going Jurong east with my elder cousins and my sister.. Hopefully my other cousins can join us, the more the merrier what. Hahaz..

I am kinda hungry now.

*food always cheer me up, miraculously*

C yaa

Blogger changed again? Oh well. It always does anyway.

-Yesterday-
Yesterday's netball training was the most serious training I've ever had. Seriously, when we were doing our square, which we haven't done for, like, forever, we were really quiet and almost everyone was counting together. -Unity- Hahaz. For those who didn't come yesterday, you've missed out quite a lot since we did a lot of step-ons and other stuff. Back to the serious-ness. Hmmm... Everyone was concentrating on hitting the target coach has set for us and focused on getting the steps right. Yeah. Hahaz... Hopefully we will remain serious all the way and get ourselves warmed up and ready for next year's tourament.

My sister came. Yeah and everyone was like suaning me lor. * xian diao* Hahaz... I've got a appeal form for her and hopefully she can appeal into Anderson. If she does, I'll have somone to walk with to and back from school and if she joins Netball, I'll have someone to torture. Heh heh. But she may not get in also. Oh well.

Then at night, my Dad brought me to the handphones shops near my house since he wanted to get a new battery and maybe browse around and admire new phones. He never manages to get new phones coz of his 2 daughter. Hahaz.. My sister and I. I mean, he used to have a $500 voucher every year, (but he changed plan and we wouldn't be getting that voucher anymore. *Sigh*) but the vouchers were always taken by us. Hahaz. Or before we knew about the vouchers, my uncle used them before my Dad did. Hahaz. Yeah. So my Dad was practically stuck with 2 8250 nokia phones for close to 3 years and they are working fine. My sister carries a Panasonic x66 and I carry a 7250 nokia phone and a SamsungX430. Poor dad.

Ok. Now I am eyeing on Panasonic x70. That is my dream phone from sec 1 till now. It cost $438 without any line or plan. And I still need to somehow fork out $280 if I were to trade my Samsung x430 in. There goes my dream phone. Oh by the way, if I were to sign plan, I only need to get $77, but the problem is that my current contract ends next year, around October. By that time, the price of my Samsung phone would have plunged drastically, though the price of Panasonic x70 would probably drop too.

Bah.

-today-
Wanted to go swimming but it RAINED. Haiz... It actually rained when I so wanted to swim. I was actually expecting it to rain in the afternoon since it usually rains in the noon.

Xian. Finished wrapping up my books with the plastic book wrapper. After flipping some of the books casually, I was mortified.

I am seriously having second thoughts on taking triple sciences. Bio doesn't look as appealing as what I thought it would be. Screw me.

I am so gonna die.

Ahhhhhhhh..... When did the training time changed??? Haiz... Anna, ZiJun and I went to the wrong timing. Yeah. *Sickening* I happily left my house, boarded the train and toodled into Anderson and was greeted by Anna's announcement that we have came at the wrong time. For one freaky moment I thought she was pulling my legs, you know, like bluffing me and everything. Hell no. *collapse* So I went to buy my books which cost $217.90. Hahaz.. Xian la.. So expensive, and you should have seen how thick A-Maths textbooks!!! I almost fainted when I saw the 'thinness' of the A-Maths and Chemistry books. Yeah. Next year, it will be a freaky INTERESTING year man.

Wanted to go my Ah ma's house, which is in my Ang Mo Kio but she wasn't at home. Double xian. So my Dad dropped me off at AMK mrt station and I returned home, feeling lame.

Oh ya. Do you know that Anderson has socks already. I mean Anderson school socks, socks with the name Anderson sec sewed on it. It was so freaking high, like as high as my knees? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... And we are supposed to wear them on the first day, next year, 2005. I told you, next year will be such an interesting year. Oh god. I don't think I'll even wear them, and even if I am forced to, I'll, erm, fold it down until it somehow resembles ankle socks. Heh heh. Screw Anderson lah. How dare Madam Lim threatened us to close down Netball if we don't get into Zonal top 4 next year? If she really does that, there will be a drastic increase no. of students without CCA man. I personally won't join any CCA. And even if we do, we'll have to start from scratch again which seriously doesn't sound appealing at all.

okok. So I've bought my books, but too bad it is currently in my dad's lorry, being shipped to different places and it means that I can't go through my things and will have to wait till I get back home after Netball practice. I can't wait to start on Bio. hahaz..

Xian..

Com sucks totally. It kept hanging and lagging and sometimes I just feel like hecking it into pieces or chucking the whole damned thing out of my window. But I didn't, or rather couldn't. I'll be dead in a second. My family so gonna kill me if I did that. Hahaz..

Crap lah..

c yaa..

I have to go school later for Netball practice. Wasted my $0.90 just now. Hopefully my dad can drive me to school.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh... Today was the worst game I have played in my entire life. Partially it was because of the sucky and shitty weather, but most importantly is me. Me, me, me!!! I 've caused the team to lose to St Magaret. Xian. I couldn't catch most of the passes. The ball just conveniently slipped pass my fingers, out of my grasp and into the opponent's.

I am so bloody pissed with myself.

Haiz... Sorry guys.

Anyway today's carnival wasn't worth blogging about, seriously.

haiz...

c yaa...

*i have to really buck up for netball le*

I wonder how many watched te xie yesterday night. Anway they featured 2 children, Jacqueline and David, both from Indonesia.

They weren't normal, both are borned with facial defects. David's defect was okay compared to Jacqueline. He only had a big tongue that protruded out of his mouth but after going for a surgery here, he looks just like any other kid. Jacqueline's one was much much worse. When I first saw her on televison, I was truely horrified.

But I seriously think that she's braver that anyone of us and she longs to be as beautiful as barbie, the doll.

The show basically featured the life of Jacqueline. She was abandoned at borth, most probably due to her defects and lives in a Home where she is loved and cared by the many sisters there and her 'Father'- the one that founded the Home. Every child there regards him as the Father anyway. However, she has to endured endless stares and snicker and was teased loads of time. But she said that she was already used to it. Haiz...

Then she came to Singapore to fulfil her dream. She came here with some sisters and stayed in a reporter's house, I think. She went through many checks up before going under the knife.

You should have een all the doctors, clustering around the sedated Jacqueline, trying their best to help her find new hope and create a new life for her. I really admire them as they are sometimes looked upon as the saviours who help change people's life to the better.

I want to be a doctor.
*squint*
There is indeed a looong way for me to go.

Ok, then she was finally discharged. She was clad in barbie clothes and was holding a barbie helium-filled balloon. She shook hands with all the doctors and nurses who had interacted with her to express her gratitude. It was really really nice. She toodled off, with gifts and everything, just like a barbie doll.

Both David and Jacqueline could have surgeries done in Singapore because they used money from the Children Regional Outreach fund or something from NKF. I hope they can raise more money for them coz not all children from other less developed countries can have the opportunities to come over here. The doctors in Singapore have to priortise every case and see which are those that are more urgent and have a higher chance of recovery after the op.

Anyway, this particular episod has got me thinking. I was really grateful to God that I was born normal and have a wonderful family and it is time for me to quit whining about my stupid fringe, grab a life, do what I should do, or rather, what i want to do, help others as much as possible and lead a meaningful life.

Sometimes, I am just so horrible and selfish.

I'll change.

Nice day everyone.

Oh by the way, I hate Rugby.

Netball carnival tomorrow. Wish the g.i.a.n.ts luck ppl.

Ahhhhhhhhhh... Logarithms in A-Maths is really confusing. It has almost 10 rules to remember and each of them are equally confusing. Damn. I can't solve a single Logarithms question without getting hints from my tuition teacher or taking a peek at Eileen's paper. Hahaz... Ok. Maybe I can solve a few, like those real easy ones. Blah. Just got Eileen's sleeping bag and poncho for the camp and I lent her my Qian Ji Bian2 Vcd. Hahaz. It's not very comfy sleeping in a sleeping. It's like you lying on a comfortor, without my pillows, bolster and Winnie The Pooh. Ahhhhhhhh... I can't fall asleep in that thing!!!

Ah. Whatever. I still didn't get Joanna's testimonial though friendster has already notified me through mail. Asshole la. Very slow sia.

Hmmm... There isn't anything worth blogging about.

Better start doing my tuition homeowork. C yaa..

I finally found a way to deal with my hair. I'll just clip them up, gel some of them and I look quite normal, since none of my friends said anything about my freaking hair when I went tuition today. Ahhhhhhh... Why did the hair dresser cut my fringe was short? I have to pray that maybe my hair will grow like 10 inches while I am in my dreamland and wake up looking like xueling again. Hahaz. Who am I kidding? I am grateful that my hair even grows like 1 inch in a month, let alone 10.

Hmmm... Tuition was ok lar. I really really slacked a lot in the hols. My motivation to study and work harder simply failed me, miserably. Hahaz. Play play play all day and slack slack slack. Die. Ok.

I was kinda touched when my mother rushed all the way from causeway point back home to deliver KFC zinger burger for my dinner in time for me to finsh it and rush to my tuition center. hahaz... I just dumped the whole burger and some cheesefries down my throat before grabbing my bag and flying to my tuition centre. Hahaz. I was a bit late but who cares.

When my tuition was finally over and I stood and leave, my stomach hurt like hell. I think it was because I ate too much and too fast just now and sat down for one and a half hour before getting up and on my feet again. My stomach just couldn't take it. Oh blah. Why am I talking about this anyway?

blah.

sayo.

I have came up with a Mathematics Equation today:

Xueling+short fringes= a freaking freak!!!

Yeah. Snipped off my long fringe and realised how wrong I was to touch them. *wail* I swear I am not stepping out of my house till my stupid fringe grows back. Yeah. So a big warning for you guys out there.

Don't Laugh At Me When You See Me Or Else I Shall Whack Your Head.

Haha...

Lets see. Nat and I went woodlands to cut my hair and ate in causeway point before going for Netball practice. Netball today was okay lah. Kept shifting from the court to the canteen and back again coz the weather changed when it felt like. Hmmm.. Today ok ok lah. Don't really like playing shooting position coz I don't normally shoot, I only pass the ball to the GS and jump for rebound. Not very exciting if you ask me. Hahaz.

Came home, watched Tv and ate dinner. Now I am feeling kinda tired. My eyelids are real heavy man.

Night ppl.

Got blisters for the first time.

They hurt like hell.

Great. Just great. My sister and I spent 4hours plus to download 1 stupid episod of Naruto and the window media player failed us. Stupid.

Hmmmm... My media player series 9 played the sound but did not show the screen of the video so can any kind soul tell me what to do to get that damn screen back so I can watch??? Please?

Xian.

Only watched up till episod 94 and it has currently has 108 episod. Asshole man. Xian xian xian lah. Cannot watch but I am kinda sure that my window media player can watch video de lei. Haizzz... Sickening. Hmmm...

Tomorrow I am going to cut my hair, together with my fringe coz I am so sick with long fringes le. Do you think I should??? Hahaz... Scared that I'll regret leh... Hahaz

My Naruto.....

*breaks down and wails*

1 month has passed since the start of The Champions. Haha. So fast leh. It seemed like yesterday when I was so excited that The Champions was finally showed on TV and now the show ended. 20 episods altogther, just like A Child's Hope 1 and 2 and Spice Siblings. Ahhhhhhh!!! Why do good shows always have so few episods? Now there isn't any good shows left to watch. Haiz... *bored*

Anyway vote for Jingwen and Kaiwei okay??? I really hope that they will be together. Hahaz. Coz it was Yixuan who rejected Kaiwei in the first place ma.

Ok. The whole thing is kinda lame but... Never mind.

I miss swimming and I think my tan is fading, fast. But my sis doesn't want to swim and I don't want to swim alone. Haiz. Sickening.

[there must be mutual trust between the coach and the trainees in order to win any compeitition]

It was what ZhenKang (Ivan Jackson-kinda stupid name) said in the show yesterday and I think it is worth thinking about.

It is kinda sad that my class is not having any class chalet or class outing, *cries* since this is the last year we are together . Sigh. Oh well... Hmmm today...

*NetbaLL pRactiCe*
Went for the junior netball practice. Hahaz. Some seniors went too. Pei Jin, Lisda, Yiling, JinNing, Natalie, Anna and me went. Hahaz. We slacked a little, like we didn't run the compound and did the stretching not seriously. Hahaz. Then ball passing, I did ball=passing with Natalie and Anna. Skipped quite a few items coz we did not have the time to finish all. Did stuff and the same stuff we did on Friday.

Then game. Played GA through out and I played quite badly also lah. Shots were like shit but at least some went through the net. Xian. Was feeling so lazy and crappy through out the game and kinda pissed.

Haiz. I kept getting pissed easily nowadays, which wasn't quite like me, at least not last year. Whenever someone contacts or obstructs me, I'll just keep my cool and just ignore it completely silently but not now! I'll like be real damn pissed and in that pissy mood for the rest of the game and start to obstruct others. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! no!!! I want back that cool temper of mine.

Never mind that. Basically I felt slacky and oozy today. Haiz...

Oh, I haven't read yesterday's newspaper.

C yaa..

Guess where did I go this morning??? Yeah. I went to one of the Singapore's most popular tourist places----- The Singapore Zoological Garden. Hahaz. Yeah, my family went there together since my youngest sister wanted to look at real live animals which she so often saw in pictorial books. Hmmm... At first my mother wanted to go to the Singapore Expo and since YiLing said that there are having a warehouse sale or something like that and are selling books are a very low price, I heartily agreed to it but *sigh* we went to the zoo instead.

Went there after breakfast and just normal stuff lah. Went to see the horses, reptiles, hippos, polar bears and blah blah blah. My sister was pretty fascinated by most of the four-legged. Due to her hurry to look for more, she fell and literally tumbled down a gentle slope. Yeah. But she wasn't injured at all, she just suffered scratches under her left eye which wasn't very serious. Hmmmm... Lunch there was a daylight robbery. The food there was so damn bloody expensive but haha, I was starving so I just ordered what I wanted to eat without even glancing at the prices. Lunch was almost $40. My whole family could have spent that amount in pizza hut instead. Anyway we ate stuff like beehoon, chicken wings and fries and that cost as much as pizzas in pizza hut!!!

Ok ok... Took a tram ride back to the entrance and we returned home. Xian... I am drained completely.

I miss KFC cheesefries!!!!!

But very fattening lah. Nap later. Oh ya. The champions is left with the last 2 episods. Be sure to watch them.

C yaaa...

Hmmm... Had A-Maths tuition at 9am in the morning, a deadly hour, isn't it? Damn the tuition centre. It's hols and they did not change the time to a later one. bLaH. Isn't in my best of mood now. I'll tell you why later. Yeah. Eileen joined my tuition for maybe a month plus to try it out to see whether it is good or not. Seriously I won't really say that it is very very good but miraculously it has improved my grades. So I don't know lah. Hahaz... We didn't talk much, as in we weren't as chatty as we were in the past. Kinda weird weird the feeling, maybe it's because we didn't see each other for quite sometime and oh ya. Her parents were there so I did not dare to go wild. Hahaz.

Hmmm... A-Maths's okay la. Not very difficult but it is very different from what we used to learn. So maybe a little bit difficult in coping with the work. Okay. Returned home to bathe before going to my aunt's house coz two of my cousins were having their birthdays celebrated there. Hahaz... I kept looking for food while I was there coz I was feeling bored. With nothing to do and all cousins play stuff that I don't, I literally pried through all places small enough to hide the food to look for them. Hahaz. My aunt cooked curry but it wasn't as nice as my Grandma's. Yeah. Sang the stupid birthday song, which has its lyrics repeating itself from the begining of the song to the end. I don't like that birthday song. It's so lame and meaningless. Hahaz.

Ate BBq steamboat and played with my cousins. One particular cousin, jun hao, has cheeks that look so squeezable. Hahaz.. He's so so so so so so cUtE!!! Hmmm... Then chatted with my elder cousin now preparing for her O levels. hahaz... Too bad. She's still cramming stuff for that dreaded examinations.

Spent the time just now busy smsing and calling people up for the special discounted netball shoes yet no one even seemed interested!!!! Ahhhhh... *tear hair out* It is selling at $85+ currently but the man is selling it at a killer price of $60+ and yet one one seemed interested!!! Okay. Maybe like 3 people from giants want to buy and a handful are considering. But it is at that low price provided that the shoes are bought in a group. haiz... I bought mine at that stupid $80+ price and I feel so damn bloodly cheated. I don't want anyone to regret not buying now and somemore at that way beyond reasonable price coz it is a splendid shoes. At least it won't hurt my toes and thus they most probably won't fall out in the future. *beam*

If anyone is, by any chance, interested in them, please sms me at 92962261 latest by Monday or very very latest by Tuesday. Thanks.

It is worth buying, trust me.

Oh well, I sounded like a saleperson, don't I?

Maybe I shall major in that area.

As if.

Today's Saturday. My most dreaded day of the entire week. Yeah. 2 tuitions in a day, hahaz, so xian. Okay, morning was quite okay, shared a packet of Nasi Lemak, packed with chicken wing and luncheon meat, with my sister. Drank soya milk before heading to all the stores with my family. Bought a new pen and a track pant for the camp next year. Hahaz. Hmmm... O ya. Bought a t also.

Finished 3 Naruto vcds. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... I am left with only 2 VCDs to watch and after watching them I have to download it myself from the web. Haiz... And it takes like, 4 hours, to finish downloading one epiosod??? Oh my god. Yay yay yay~ Naruto defeated Gaara. Yay yay yay~ Yay yay yay~ yay yay yay~ yay yay yay~ Ok, I shall be sane now.

E-maths tuition next. So xian sat alone in a corner coz my sit was taken by another girl. Hahaz. I came late ma, so no choice lorx. Went through the worksheet he gave us last week. Time crawled past and we were finally dismissed.

I made instant prata for a tea time snack and slacked all the way till 6 plus when I realised that I had tuition at 6.00pm not at 7.30pm, which I thought it was. Ahhhhhhh!!!!! I remembered quite clearly that the time was shifted to 7.30pm but apparantly it wasn't. Haiz. But my tuition teacher told me joined the sec 3s for tuition since we were using the same article. hahaz.. Yeah. Felt so foreign and extra but heck la.

Came back at around 9.50pm and yeah. I have tuition homework but that can wait. Anyway who would want to do homework during the hols. But I have to do, by hook or by crook, but not now. Heh heh.

Eileen may be joining my tuition class for A-Maths. Goody!!!

Hmmm... Today was just any normal day larx. Woke up at 8.45am, slacked and lazed around. Finally finshed Terminal and started on Patricia Cornwell's. I forced myself to do my Maths assessment, did only 3 pages in half an hour. Hahaz... Ok ok la. It was kinda fun but I stopped in the end. Didn't feel like continuing. Heh. Had lunch and my dad drove me to school for my netball practice.

We did the different pattern thingy and we split into 3 groups. The shooters practised running to catch the ball, then shoot. Erm, then the defenders and midfielders practised their own stuff. Yeah. Then coach combined the midfielders and the shooters together, practised for a while before the defenders joined in. Hmmm... I found this good way to train. Yeah. Games next. Was kinda surprised that coach put me as Center but I didn't really intercepted any passes and I hesitated to come out for ball. Haiz... I didn't play well.

Must jia you.

I wore my new netball shoes. Hahaz.. It looks good on me!!! Hahaz.. Kidding. It felt kinda hard when I first wore it but I think I have softened it quite a bit with my running, double-dodging and ya, stuff like that. It was raining after the first game and so we shifted to the canteen where we debated whether to play triangle or 1234. I suggested 1234 but Natalie wanted triangle. In the end we settled on triangle because there were too much people for 1234. Haizzz... Oh well. We were close to completing 1 set of the triangle leh. We had to do 30 of it and in the end the highest we got was 28 before someone dropped the ball and we had to start all over again. We never got to finish that set. Saddening.

Stayed behind a while with Anna and Natalie to accompany Anna while she waited for her dad to come. Hahaz. We are so good to her horx??? hahaz. Hmmm... After that Natalie and I shared one packet of fries and I have just recovered with that damn sore throat.

I never learn my lesson, do I?

hahaz.

Reached home, bathed and ate dinner.

Hmmm... Eileen smsed me saying that Jeanette was nominated for the Best Actress Award. Whee~ I think she stands a good chance to win the award since she filmed in quite a number of drama series and her acting is very good. Especially when she cries. Hahaz. It made me feel like crying too. Hahaz... yeah. She rocks man!!!

Promised to check the star award thing for Eileen.

Off to check le.

c yaa..

Hey hey... I finally added a background music. Got it from here.I find it pretty cute. Hahaz. Anyway I may change the music soon to something more exciting, like the music produced when Naruto's going to battle. Yeah, that would be cool.

Anyway I don't think you guys can tag on my shoutbox, something's terribly wrong with it. So sorry sia. Kkz... Nth else le. Love Naruto to bits. Heh heh. *fallen in love*

Chaozz...

Did I mention that I saw Megan Zheng(is that her correct name? Anyway she's the lead actress in Home Run) in Jurong East swimming complex on tuesday? Oh well... Yeah. Natalie, Jody and I saw her. I was the first one to notice her, I was like frowning when she first stepped into the female changing room coz I thought that she looked pretty familiar. Hahaz... Then I remembered. I nudged Natalie then she was like staring at her. Then Jody came and Nat told her. Then it was like both of them were staring at her. It seemed rude to stare at people so I diverted my gaze back to my OP bag and told them to do so. Then we left. Hahaz... Megan rebonded her hair, I think and she seemed pretty quiet. She sat on the benches, silenylt waiting for her friends to change. No sense of arrogance can be felt from her. Hahaz... So cOoL...

Okay... back to today. I went swimming again, with my family. Hahaz... Yeah. I got the tan I wanted, FINALLY. Hahaz.. So happy. Today was my youngest sister's who is going-to-be-3-years-old, first 'swimming' lesson. Arrr... Yeah, she was so damn scared of water. Dotsss... hahaz... She cried and wailed and thrashed. Okay. Maybe not that serious but she just didn't want to get herself wet. We brought a float, a float with the picture of 'The Little Mermaid' printed on it. I didn't even know that I once used that float. Anyway I also discovered two other floats with Mickey and Minnie Mouse printed on it. -_____-' That must have been my sister's. Hahaz... Not mine!!! Heh heh. Hmmm... Played in the slides then waded down to the middle pool where I brushed up on my swimming and coming-up-for-air thingy. Was much better but still somehow could not get that breaststroke right. Grrrrrrr... Never mind. Raced with my sister to see who stopped first and how far we swam. Funnn...

Hoisted myself unwillingly out of the water and toddled towards the female changing room. Just changed and headed back home to bathe. Then we went AMK central to have lunch and browsed around later. Just found out that my digital watch conked out, think no more battery so I bought a new one. Black and those you wear on your wrist for decoration. It looks a bit like a bracelet. Yep. That kind de. Got a new sleeveless t before my dad bought rou(4) gan(1). Hahaz...

Reached back home and I started on my A-Maths homework. Not really in the mood for homework so I just anyhow do. I didn't go for the last lesson so I've got a reason if I got all wrong for that worksheet. Heh. Then came online. Feel like snacking but I am trying not to. But thinking of food makes my stomach feels a little bit empty. Oh well. Myabe I'll snack a little.

Off to find food. C yaa...

Whee~ Was feeling much better now, hopefully I can go swimming with my family tomorrow. Hahaz.. Spent the morning watching 3 Naruto's vcd. So nice... Actually it wasn't Gaara's fault that he became what he is now. Ya... He's quite a poor thing also. Ok... Think you guys don't know what or who I am talking about. Hmmm... Finally, I finshed my E-Maths homework. So damn complicated and most questions took like 1 whole page. *waste paper and the trees*

Then had lunch and read Robin Cook's Terminal. Quite a boring day.

Xian...

Yeah. Currently I am having a fever. Temperature is 38.7 degree calcius. Hahaz... cOoL huh? Oh well...

Today went jurong east to swim, that was before I got that damn fever. Haha, but I got a bad sore throat yesterday so I thought it was something small. Yeah. Met naf to pass her the OBS camp form before taking the train to Woodlands where Natalie, Jody and I would meet. In the end I met Jody on the train. Hahaz... So qiao. Then we took the train all the way to Jurong east, changed train and took it to Chinese Garden.

I slided on the slides only once la, coz we spent most of the time in the compeition pool where I was trying to swim professionally. Oh well. Never mind. Hmmm... PLayed in the Lazy pool also larx but this time it wasn't as fun as it was when we went. the last time We focused mainly on swimming instead of having fun. Yeah...

Then had lunch and were walking towards the Mrt station when Natalie realised that she left her ez-link card behind, in the locker. Dotsss... She ran on the way back to the complex while Jody and I walked slowly back. Fortunately she found her card. Hahaz... Good for her.

Went Jurong point later and browsed around. No money to buy la... Must save money le. Hmmm... Jody and Natalie was tempted by the many food but managed to resist it. I wasn't tempted because I was kinda feeling illed. Yarx... Cold and uncomfortable and everything la.

It was when we reached Queensway then I suspected that I was having a fever. haiz... Quickly bought my shoes and left after Jody and Natalie bought mac's icecream. Dotsss... Hahaz.. In the end scuumb to temptation. I was feeling damn damn cold lorx... xian..

Took bus and train home. Oh man... It was a life threatening ride man. The air-condition in the train, I suspected, was lower than 0 degrees. Hahaz... I could so clearly see my goosebumps and my hair standing so straightly up, as if they were just electricfied. Oh well... Took the train all the way from Jurong east to Khatib and I had to stand all the way until the train reached Woodlands. Dotsss...

Reached home eventually and went to look for the doctor. The first person that went in took like, 35 minutes, before coming out of the doc's room. I heard from the nurse behind the counter that the mum of the patient was having a yelling match with the poor doc. *roll eyes* Like as if there wasn't any other people there waiting for their turns and she took their own sweet time. I almost fell asleep while waiting for them. *roll eyes again* The second person that went in came out almost immediately. That took like, er..., less than 5 mins. Hahaz... Was finally my turn. Normal stuff la.

Took my medicine and went home and here I am, blogging.

Watching Naruto after the champions. Hopefully I can last that loong la...

c ya...

I am so fated not to play gunbound. I havent even fired the first shot and my com hanged. cOoL.

I never like asking for money from my parents. But I just did, to buy my new netball shoes. Yeah. And my dad refused to give me any money. Haiz... Looks like I have to pay for it out of my own pocket le. Xian... But he already paid for my swim suit, new school shoes, my hp bills, my books and basically everything, so I felt kinda, er, scared when I asked him for more money. Hahaz... Anyway I saved quite a lot this year and no use leaving them to rot and I will regret not spending them if I die early. Hahaz... yeah. Oh well...

Anyway that netball shoes isn't just any nike or converse shoes. It is a shoes specially made for netball players, made in Australia where netball's quite popular. Yeah... So it should be quite worth buying and the soles of my nike shoes are slowly worning out. Hahaz... haiz...

Okay. Today had netball practice with normal stuff la. Ran, did ball passings, L-shape,triangles and games. Got a little agitated and pissed during the game. What's their prob lorx. I shouted, "Wah lao!!!!" real loudly on court. Oops... Hahaz... Shouldn't have said that.

Then waited 1 hour plus for my senior's lessons to be over to have lunch together. hahaz... Yeah, by the time she appeared, my stomach was screaming for food. Then, went KFC to have lunch. Hahaz... Sat there from 1 plus all the way to 6pm talking. Pro hor. We talked about fate, ghosts, buddismn and movies.

Went home.

Xian...

Tmr going jurong east again with Jody, anna, nat and me. This time, I know how to swim. WhOo hOo~

whee~ I went swimming again!!! Heh heh.. OKay... Let's see...

*Yesterday*
I started my first Elementary Mathematics tuition. Actually I started that tuition long long time ago, and now they are teaching Sec 3 stuff. Yeah... The questions were a lot tougher, like er, more complicated but some parts were funnn.

Like they give you a[square]+2ab, then you are suppose to find b[square] to form a perfect square. Haha.. It's like a puzzle, find the missing parts. Something like that. But I forgot to bring back my damn calculator!!! *bang head against wall* My $7.80 calculator!!! [ I think that's the price lah, can't remember] I didn't notice my missing calculator until 11.30pm that night, when I started on my Maths homework. Freaked the hell out of me, and I went like, "Shit, shit, shit lah. My parents are so gonna skin me alive. Great." But I got mine back coz my friend, Zhi Lin helped me take back lorx. wHeW~

*today*
I purposely skipped my first Additional mathematics to go swimming. Heh heh. Played truancy with my parents' permissions. Hahaz... The man called after I left my house, thinking that I somehow forgot or overslept and so did not turn up for the tuition. [my mum told me that] Luckily I wasn't the one that picked up that call if not I have no idea what to say to him.

Okok, back to swimming. I think I can come up for air now. I don't know lei but I will still breathe in water, unwillingly(who would do that willingly anyway), through my nose, causing me to gag, turn red and almost died. OK fine. That wasn't true but haiz... I am not good in swimming-and-coming-up-for-air thingy. AHhhhhhhHhhhhhhhhhhh... I swear that I am going to learn how to swim properly. *determined* Yeah. That's the spirit. Heh heh... Yes!!! Got tanner!!! Muahahahaz... Went back home, bathed and had lunch in the coffeeshop before my dad drove my mum, my two sis(es) and me to compass point. Yeah. Borrowed books, clothes, toys, food and blah blah.

Took taxi home and ya, I am here, blogging.

Pretty boring huh?

I thought so too.

I am so tired and I can't wait for my dad to come back home with the satay beehoon which I smsed him to buy. I am growing fat. Oh well.

Netball tomorrow. Hopefully I am up to it. My body's exhausted...

Something that I've learnt from Naruto's shows.

[self confidence is damn damn important]

[fate can be changed. But it's up to you whether to changed it, or not]

cOoL huh?

c yaa...

I didn't appeal after all.

Haha... Funny arhz? But what the teachers said made some sense, at least to me. If someone is trying to suan you and you don't know it, it's kinda, erm..., pathetic. I don't know if there is a person that dense to not know it, but maybe that person will be me. Hahaz.. Okay. Maybe not, I believe that I am at least at that clever lah. Ok... whatever.

By the way, I can't guarantee that I can cope with Bio and History, if I appeal and get in. Bio and History need lots of brain juices and you have to study like hell to do well. I don't have that much brain juices for them and I don't like the idea of having to tear put my hair while studying for them.

Oh and the most important thing is that Literature may help me in my English, which desperately needs help. Hahaz... So why not lorx. Literature may help in my future, erm, thingy but history helps less I think. Unless one wants to study the past or be a tour guide for some certain country, if not I can't think of ways how history can help. Ya lah... People want to take history mostly because of interest. Yep.

Anyway, most of my seniors took literature elect plus the three sciences, so if I need help, I can ask them ba. Hopefully. Heh heh.

*waiting for my sister to finish watching the Naruto VCD which I have watched yesterday night, then later we'll watch the rest together.

Netball was quite okay. Angelyn, Ankita and I went late because the appeal briefing clashed with it. Did the different patterns thingy around the canteen then did ball passing with Ankita. Did the same stuff we did on Thursday. Hmmmm... What else? Oh yarx. Did triangles. That took like around half an hour??? Coach made us do 30 pushs up coz' we took such a loooong time. We never get to complete the second set. I thought we could but coach stopped us halfway coz time was up. *dotzzz* Never mind.

Went aunt's house and ate dinner and played with my cousins. hahaz... Went home after that.

Hahaz... What's taking my sis so loong??? I want to watch Naruto's VCD le lei...

I must be really bored to do this man. Anyway got this from Friendster. Heh heh.

SECTION 1//YOU
*Call me: Xueling
*Age: 14
*Height: momentarily forgot
*Weight: 40kg
*Eye Color: black
*Where am i?: my house

SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER??
*Fallen off `e bed?: yep. scary...
*Had plastic surgery?: nope... never will...
.*Got drunk?: nope
*Had a dream come true?: can't rmb
*Cheated on your bf/gf? : nah

SECTION 3// CURRENTLY
*Wearing: shirt and shorts
*Eating: nth.
*Feeling: erm... hot and bored
*Reading: i cant read and type at the same time.
*L00king: keyboard
*tinking 0f: naruto!!!

SECTION 4//DO YOU...
*Brush ur teeth?: yep. duh...
*Have any piercing?: yeah.. on the ears
*Drive?: hahaz... car accidents!!
.*believe in GOD?: ya... i guess
*fall in love easily?: i dunno..

SECTION 5// FRIENDS
*Who are your bestfrens?: Eileen, Dhevy and Natalie ba
*Who is the loudest?: Natalie
*Who is the shyest?: Dhevy
*Who is the hottest?: NaT
*Who laughs the most?: me and eileen
*Who have you known the longest?: nat
.*Do u hang out with the opposite sex?: yeah... sometimes
*Do u consider yourself popular?: nope
*Do u trust ur friends?: yeah..
*Are you a good friend?: ask eileen, dhevy and nat ba..
*Can you keep a secret?: yesh.

SECTION 6// LAST PERSON YOU...
*Talked to on da phone: sister
*Yelled at: sis
*Turned down: no one

SECTION 7// PERSONAL
*What do you want to be when you grow up?: doc
*What has the worst day of ur life?: Cant rmb.
*What has been the best day of ur life?: when I spent the day with my friends
*What do u usually think of before u go to bed?: nth actually

SECTION 8// FAVOURITE
*Food: Zinger burger!!!
*Song: Stef sun's
*Sport: netball
*thing to do at all times: slack, daydream, sleep

SECTION 9// DO YOU
*Like to walk in the rain: depends ba.. but i like playing netball in the rain.
*Prefer black or blue pens?: blue
*Like to travel?: i dun usually travel.. sad...
*Sleep on your side, tummy or back?:all...

SECTION 10// ARE YOU
*In any relationship: nope... hahaz... so guai =)
*Outgoing/Anti Social: depends la... a mix of both i think
*Always go a shopping spree: no money
*in need 0f s0mething?: cash!! hehe... naruto's vcd and comic books!!! desperately

.SECTION 11// WHEN Y0U
*are sad you: cry
*are angry you: try not to cry. snap at people.
*see your bf/gf with another girl/guy you will:hmmmm... will talk about it if it happens
*wake up you feel: blur
*are outside shopping you: walk??? and buy things... what else???
*spend money you: feel xing tong.. hahaz...
*fill up this survey you feel: xian...

SECTION 12//YOU
*know you are about to die you: Treasure the time i have left with my loved ones... eat all the food i havent tried... do things i havent done before... spend all the money i have saved
*are rich suddenly: donate to NKF!!! done buy gifts for my family and friends and me la...

I asked my seniors already. Some said that Literature is better than History, I mean, easier. Yeah. But another senior said that o'levels history is very easy. Damn damn damn. This totally sucks. I hate decision-making, I am scared that I'll regret. Yeah. Shit...

*screw me*

Ok. Today- Netball practice.
We ran 2 rounds round the compound then did warm ups. We added 'leg and body' stand for fun. It's so shiok lorx. I mean my stomach muscles were practically cramming then but I could almost feel that the muscles are taut. Heh heh... *i shall do leg and body stand everyday before I sleep* Haiz.... Raining now. No very surprising since it is now the monsoon season, or the rainy season. Ahhhhhhhhh.... But I can't go swimming in the afternoon le. Xian...

Ok back to Netball practice. Erm... Did lots of new thingies today that required 8 cones. Never mind that. Was pretty exhausted after completing the stuff. Game next. I played GA, hahaz, I never shoot at all. Leave all the shootings to Syafiqah, I just passed the ball to her. Oh well... Next game, I played back Center but my stamina and skills dropped. Not just dropped, they plunged. Great. Damn. Just what I need. *buck up!!!* *yell*

Nothing much le. Managed to catch the last episod of Armed Reaction 4. Stupid ending, like those cliff hanging type. Whatever you called that. ya... Like no ending de. Dotsss...

Cyaa

Yeah. Went back school to check my results today. Confirm Combination A!!! Stupid lah. i think I am going to appeal. I just can't take literature. I will die, horribly, tragically, gruesomely... Whatever. Damn...

Okay... After checking the results, Eileen, Dhevy and I went bishan to watch movie. Wanted to watch The Princess Diaries' sneak peek but didn't have. In the end we agreed on Cellular. Changed into our home clothes before we walked aroung j8. Both Eileen and I brought Stef Sun's top to go with our jeans. Hahaz... Just walked around la before buying this jelly thingy from Breadtalk. Then went KFC to have brunch. KFC opens at 11am and we reached j8 at around10 plus. Made us wait so looong... BLaH. When it finally opened, we went in, like, duhhh... okay... Bought Zinger burger... Heh heh... Nice sia.

Bought potato chips ad drinks before going into the cinema. I didn't want to spent money on popcorns. I find it a waste of money. Never mind. Hmmmm... Cellular's quite nice. Very actioned pack and I found it quite like Jackie Chan's movies... It was nice. Hahaz...

After the movie, we browsed around before going home. Dhevy and I took the wrong train.. hahaz... Instead of going Ang Mo Kio, we went to Braddell. Hafta take another train sia. Hahahazz... Can't believe that we actually took the wrong train. *shake head*

Got Eileen's present. Very nice sia... *smile*

i am soooooooo angry. i just can't believe that I got into Combination A!!!!! That's one of my last few choices!!! I can't take lit!!! I will die. This better not be true or else I might consider transferring to a new school. *Grrrrrrrrrrr*

Yeah... Naruto rocks man. Ok ok. I know you guys are probably sick of it. Hahaz... Watched 12 episods of it. Each episod is around 20 minutes, which meant I had sat on the sofa with my eyes glued on the tv for 4 hours. Whoa. cOoL... Heh heh. No wonder I have eye problems.

But Naruto's a very motivating character. He's someone who was ignored and thus strived to have everyone's attention. From the movie, you can clearly see how determined he was and he became real strong. *wHoo hOo~ Especially when he had a battle with kabi in order to get into third round of the chuini test. He shocked everyone. AhhhhhhHHHhhhh.... He's so cOoL... okok...

Netball practice with sEc 1s.
Oh ya anyone who's a member of the g.i.a.n.ts who happens to reading this. There'll be a camp in december and in order to sleep over, we have to come up with as much programmes and activities as we can. Yarx. Pass whatever you can come out with to lisda. Thank you.

Ok... Had netball practice with the sec1s today with Natalie, Anna and Zijun. Spent around half another drying the netball court with a very long thingy. Have no idea what's that called la. Then ran 1 round around compound. Did normal stuff- ball passing and split and blah blah. Then we did L-shape. Took a hell lot of time. We were suppose to do 2 sets of 30 and we spent took more half an hour to finish the first set. So xian. The second was much faster though. Played games later. My netball skills deproved a lot!!!!! *wail* I have no idea how to come out for ball when I play a shooting position. Seemed so lost inside the semi circle. Diao. I don't think I will stay in the school team any longer. I hafta BUCK UP!!!!!!!! *jia you wor*

Rushed all the way home to watch armed reaction 4 which I missed yesterday. Ah feng just cannot die. I still can't believe his pinky was hacked off lei. Scary. Oh well.

Gotta help my dad type invoice. C yaa...

I have altogether 89 posts so far... Not a lot compared to those. Hahaz... BORED!!!! It's so boring at home and I don't really intend to spent more money coz i have spent more than $30 yesterday. *heart aches* There goes my hard-saved money. Oh well...

Xian xian xian. *tear out hair in frustration*

I am going crazy. I swear.